29. How to choose
How to choose
When Ling Feng came back, he was startled when he saw Rufeng's expression.
"Rufeng, what's wrong with you?"
Rufeng only realized Ling Feng's existence at this time, she stood up and said softly, "Ling Feng, you're back." β
"Like the wind, what happened?" Ling Feng asked anxiously.
Rufeng's eyes dodged, "No, it's nothing." β
"You can't fool me, tell me quickly, what happened?"
"There's really nothing, don't ask me if I'm okay, don't ask me ......" Rufeng suddenly became excited, and his head kept shaking.
"Okay, okay, I don't ask, I don't ask, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to." Ling Feng hurriedly apologized.
"Ling Feng, I'm fine, I just want to be alone and quiet."
"Like the wind......" Ling Feng called softly, his affectionate eyes full of worry about her.
"I'm really fine, I just want to be alone, it's okay to leave me alone."
Ling Feng had no choice but to leave, leaving Rufeng alone.
Poor as the wind, it was not easy to come out of the shadow before, this will, but such a play has been staged again, when will fate play tricks on her?
Rufeng closed the door and sat down with her back against the door, at this time, she completely lost her mind.
Finally, she still couldn't control her emotions and cried bitterly.
Yin Lingfeng didn't know what happened to Rufeng, and he was very distressed, but Rufeng refused to say it, and he had no countermeasures.
For several days, Rufeng didn't talk much.
Chasing the wind and Ling Feng saw it in their eyes and were anxious in their hearts.
Finally one day, Rufeng couldn't stand it anymore, and she told Ling Feng and Chasing Wind everything.
After Ling Feng heard this, his heart trembled, and his hands trembled uncontrollably.
Chasing Feng noticed Ling Feng's abnormality and helped him, "Ling Feng, are you okay?" β
Ling Feng struggled to squeeze out a smile and said, "I'm fine."
Rufeng's heart was also sad, and he didn't dare to look at Ling Feng at a glance.
And so it went on for many more days.
On this day, Ling Feng hesitated for a long time, but still stopped Rufeng.
"Why don't you go back to him?"
Rufeng shook his head.
"Isn't that great, you can understand that this is an opportunity given to you by God, and it is also a gift to you." Ling Feng looked at Rufeng and pretended to speak calmly, but his heart was full of pain.
"Do you really want me to come back to him?" Rufeng asked.
Ling Feng sighed and asked, "Don't you want to?" β
"I ......" Rufeng looked at him, not knowing what to say.
"If you really don't want to, you won't be so miserable, you can fool others, but you can't fool me."
"Don't ask me, I don't know, I really don't know." Shaking his head violently like the wind.
I don't know if this is a big problem given to Rufeng by God.
How many ridiculous things she has experienced in this year.
First, on the day of the wedding, she was suddenly told that the person who was about to marry her turned out to be her brother - and then she learned her life story for the first time, and she knew for the first time that the parents who had raised her for more than ten years were not biological parents, and she knew for the first time that the two brothers who grew up with her were not biological brothers.
Later, she returned to the Yin family, and unconsciously developed feelings for Ling Feng, in order to be with Ling Feng, she recognized the Bai family and returned to the Bai family.
However, at this time, someone suddenly told her that Bai Shijie was not her biological brother, and Bai Shijie had always loved her deeply - how did you let her face all this, and what did you let her do?
Ling Feng looked at Rufeng's pained expression and said to her, "Then why don't we let the heavens decide?" β
Rufeng looked at Ling Feng suspiciously.
Ling Feng brought a pen holder, and there were two brushes in the pen holder, both with the tip facing down.
"There are two pens here, one with a white tip and the other with a black head. Now it's up to you to smoke, and if you draw the white one, you go back to him; If you draw a black one, you stay, how about it? β
"Does it have to be like this?"
"If you already have a completely definite answer, you can do without it." Ling Feng said, taking advantage of the situation to leave.
"Okay, I'll smoke." Rufeng grabbed Ling Feng's sleeve.
Ling Feng handed the pen holder to Rufeng.
Rufeng took a deep breath, she closed her eyes tightly, and pulled out a pen tremblingly, and then she held the pen tightly in her hand, and never dared to open her eyes.
"Well, Heaven has made a decision for you, and you are destined to return to him." Ling Feng said, his expression was very calm.
Hearing this, Rufeng hurriedly opened his eyes and looked at the pen in his hand, his expression flustered and complicated.
"Me, I was going to have another one, shall I smoke it again?"
"Why bother?"
"Why, why did I smoke this one?"
"Since that's the case, let's do what God wills." After saying that, Ling Feng turned around and left.
Rufeng was unwilling, and chased after him again.
Ling Feng was in a hurry to leave, but he accidentally touched the door frame, and the brush in his hand fell to the ground along with the pen holder.
Rufeng stepped forward to help pick it up, but screamed in surprise.
It turned out that the other pen turned out to be white as well.
"What's going on?" Rufeng looked at Ling Feng with questioning eyes.
Ling Feng didn't dare to look at Rufeng, "I, I may have accidentally made a mistake." β
"You don't have to lie to me, why are you doing this?"
"I ......"
"You hate me so much, you want me to return to Bai Shijie immediately, right?"
"Like the wind, you know it's not like that."
"What's that? Did all the things you tell me be false? β
"No, although I regret telling you those words, there is nothing false about them."
Rufeng looked at Ling Feng, tears rolling in his eyes.
"Rufeng, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do this."
Rufeng didn't speak, just stared straight at Ling Feng.
After a long time, like the wind, he spoke again.
"Don't tell me you're sorry, I know, I know."
"What do you know?"
"Everything you do, I know. You want me to be happy, so you're willing to take yourself down, aren't you? β
"Like the wind, I ......"
"But I don't thank you at all, you know? How can you make decisions for me? β
"However, Rufeng, you may not know that after you and Bai Shijie met, you became cheerful, the happiness on your face was something I had never seen before, and the loneliness and despair when you couldn't be with him later, all of this made me understand that there is true love between you and him."
"So, so you're going to give up on me and give up on yourself?"
"My dream since I was a child is to hope that you are good, you are happy, and I will be happy."
Rufeng shook his head, "I don't want you to be like this, I don't want you to sacrifice yourself for me." β
"Rufeng, thank you, it's enough for me to have you. Cherish the relationship between you and him, this is cultivated by three lives. β
"No, I don't want you to make decisions for me, I want to think about it, I want to think about it alone."
Ling Feng looked at her quietly and stopped talking.
Rubing thought of her sister Ruyu.
She hadn't seen Ruyu since she got married.
Yes, Ruyu went back to the door after getting married, but Rufeng at that time had already returned to the Yin family, and the time just missed.
Rubing wanted to know if her sister was doing well.
Rufeng wants her sister to give her pointers, how should she go on the road now?
Although she knew that her sister's marriage was not chosen by herself, but besides her sister, who else could she ask at this time?
Thinking of this, Rufeng immediately set off and came to Zhang's Mansion.
Zhang Yiqian was surprised when he saw Rubing.
"Sister Rubing, why are you here?" Zhang Yiqian's excitement was palpable.
"I'm coming to see my sister...... and brother-in-law. Rufeng said.
Ruyu was also happy when she saw Rufeng.
Zhang Yiqian was very interested and gave the two sisters time to chat alone.
"Sister, are you doing well?" Rufeng asked.
"You see it all, that's what it looks like." Ruyu glanced at Rufeng, and then lowered her eyes.
"I think my brother-in-law really likes you."
"Why?" Ruyu asked.
"I think he has stars in his eyes when he looks at you."
"Silly girl, what are you talking about," Ruyu said, "how can I say it, your brother-in-law is indeed very good, and he is very attentive to meβit is not bad to meet him." β
"Sister, I shouldn't have asked, do you regret what happened before?"
Ruyu smiled slightly, "So far, what are the regrets and not regrets, I have figured it out, life is like this, it is not necessarily bad if you don't choose it yourself, there are many things in life, and it is difficult to say." β
"How?" Rufeng asked.
"The so-called motivation is actually a point at a certain moment, and this point, if maintained, may be magnified and continued - but this point may also be forgotten and will go with the wind."
"Are you saying that your previous point is no longer there?" Rubing asked cautiously.
"Rubing, my sister is married, do you think it's appropriate for you to ask that?" Ruyu was a little stunned when she heard Rubing's words, and stared straight at her.
Rubing also felt that she had lost her words, and her face turned red for a while.
"Is the matter between you and Ling Feng going well?" Ruyu asked.
"That's exactly what I'm going to tell you." Rubing looked at Ruyu with a heavy face.
"What's going on, tell your sister about it." Ruyu was a little worried when she saw Rubing's expression.
When Rubing told Ruyu all this, Ruyu was also shocked.
"How can this be, this is too ridiculous, Shijie is not born by his father, I didn't expect such a thing as a tanuki changing the prince to appear in our Bai family. So, Shijie went to you again, and he wants to get back together with you? β
Ruyu thought to herself, there are too many ridiculous things in this Bai family.
"Sister, I really don't know how to go on my own path."
"Do you still know what you want?" Ruyu asked.
Rubing shook his head, "I don't know, before I learned about my background, I really liked Bai Shijie, at that time, I really wanted to be able to spend my life with Bai Shijie, but later, he became my brother, I had no choice, I could only slowly let go of him, and then, I gradually fell in love with Ling Feng." But I never thought that at this time, Bai Shijie told me that he was not my biological brother, and I felt that my whole life was messy. β
Ruyu looked at Rubing, her eyes full of distress.
At the end, Ruyu said to Rubing: "If you don't understand something, don't think about it for the time being, you stay here first, and I will send someone to Qingfeng Villa to say it, and say that you want to stay in the mansion for a few more days." I think you can leave them for a while, and after a long time, you should be able to figure it out. β
Rubing nodded, looking at Ruyu gratefully.