Chapter 14 Painful Memories, Sweet Love
The night is getting darker, but it looks particularly moving. The stars are shining in the night sky, the beating light is paved into the Milky Way and lies in the sky, and the bright moon is in the sky, flowing with fine light. A faint cloud, faintly obscuring the moonlight, cast a faint sadness. The evening breeze blew gently and gently stirred the screens.
Wandering thoughts were quietly hidden in the long dark night with a few wisps of breeze, and the woman slowly raised her thin body from her arms, but her eyes had already lost their luster and only stared blankly at the door.
Her silky hair hangs down her waist, making her look extraordinarily thin. There is no powder on the face, but it is moving enough, the skin is like coagulation, the posture is delicate, and the long night is a little more weak, which makes people want to cherish it a few times. It's a pity that the pupils can't be condensed, the consciousness collapses, and the whole person is like a kite with a broken string, messy in the wind. Only a few strands of flowing green silk swayed in the wind, as if chasing the wind, but there was a bit of spirit.
This night, I still dreamed of it. She thought before that there was no "before" and no "after". However, it was not possible in the end.
A few years ago, she dreamed of this dream for the first time, she was so frightened that she trembled, and then she didn't dare to fall asleep for several days, and then she was so tired from practicing that she couldn't hold it and finally fell asleep......
She looked down at her hands, as if she saw them stained with bright red blood. The reddened gaze with a faint mist passed through the wet fingers into the memory, as if to see the man with a distorted face, to see those hateful eyes, to see those aggressive eyes. All this disappeared a few years ago, why is it now in front of our eyes?
But this time, I just watched purely, listened purely, and was purely an audience, without a body, just watching from afar, standing at the height I had hoped for in the past. Watching all of this is like watching a play. Yes, how wonderful and poignant this scene is. There are no more familiar names in my ears, and no more physical pain. It turns out that all this is what I want, and I should feel happy, but why is it getting colder and colder now, and my heart is hurting more and more?
It turned out that she was still afraid. But what are you afraid of? Everything in the past, a heart has been broken in pain, but everything in the past will never come back, after all, those individuals have been erased......
When I came here, my heart seemed to start beating slowly, and it seemed that I was no longer a puppeteer, but a living person. The woman fell into a memory, her eyes were full of love, the corners of her mouth were dyed with a faint smile, and her hand was slowly pressed to the place of her heart, where it was beating rhythmlessly. The next moment, she suddenly smiled mockingly, and her eyes were already overflowing with tears.
The woman raised her hand to wipe away her tears, sneering in her heart, how can you be worthy of him? How dare you be delusional? You're just a pawn! Her heart was sour again, and the tears flowed down again without being obedient, and she couldn't stop, so she didn't care about the flow of tears. Later, she seemed to be tired from crying, and finally fell asleep in bed.
On the bed, her eyes were closed, the corners of her eyelashes were wet, and tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, dripping down her cheeks and falling to the side of the pillow, wetting a large area. The few strands of hair on his forehead were tangled together because they were wet, and he seemed to be muttering something in his mouth......
This time, there was only one girl in the dream, sweating like rain, practicing tirelessly, repeating the movements over and over again, gritting her teeth and persevering, she smiled for her every success; Later, the girl transformed into a woman, and the sincere smile on her face was gradually put away, some of which were trained to laugh, and she gradually became a puppet with no feelings......
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A horse-drawn carriage swayed along the bumpy forest road, and a gust of wind blew through the forest, rolling up the low fallen leaves, kicking up the dust on the road, and surrounding the carriage with the wind.
The coachman coughed and slowed down his man's movements. The carriage was still stable, and the whole journey had been quiet, except for a few wisps of breeze gently blowing the curtains, and a man could be vaguely seen closing his eyes and recuperating.
"Young master, the road ahead is even more bumpy, so I can only slow down"
"Hmm." Qin Ren lifted the curtain of the carriage, and the groom who drove the carriage saw the man who came out and lowered his head slightly to show respect.
The man's eyebrows were warm, his air was noble, and there was no expression on his face. A pair of dark jade-like eyes, but stained with amorous colors, wearing a dark green shirt, black hair tied up with a green hairpin, fixed with a silver crown, the whole person looks elegant and gentle. There seems to be a different smell on the body, but it can make people calm down.
The man looked at the road ahead, and there was no end in sight to the long detours, thinking that he still had to travel for a long time. He sat back in the carriage, and through the window, his eyes swept to the verdant outside, and his thoughts drifted into the distance.
Qin Ren's eyes were full of smiles, as if he had thought of something again, and the smile on the corner of his mouth became thicker and thicker. He reached for the placket of his chest, and when he touched it, the smile grew and overflowed into his eyes. He carefully took it out, it was a sachet, and he could see that he was very precious to it.
He picked up the sachet with undisguised affection in his eyes. I took the tip of my nose and smelled it, it really smelled good, what kind of smell it was, it was not like the smell of simple spices, it seemed to be dyed with the shallow fragrance of a woman, as if there was a smell flowing into the limbs, and a taste flowed into the heart. He rubbed his face affectionately, and sniffed it with his mouth, as if he was reminiscing about the infinite beauty.
The sound of the branches being gently stirred by the wind, savoring it, and the sound of the wind blowing up the dust, and the sand fluttering in the air under the wind, beating, and passing...... The wind passed through the car window and blew on Qin Ren's body, but he didn't feel cold, there was a kind of wind that penetrated his body and was accepted into his heart, and the warmth of his body merged into a bubbling warm current and entered his heart.
Vaguely, Qin Ren heard sounds from time to time, gusts of light wind shook the branches of the trees, the carriage made a slight "creaking" sound under the wheels, and there seemed to be a few wisps of fragrance in the air. If he listened, he could hear the bubbling of the stream, which flowed softly in the breeze and beat slowly. The voice, thin, faint, and intimate, puts people in a dream.
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The streets are bustling with people. There are all kinds of shops, and there is a constant stream of pedestrians coming and going, all doing their own thing. The shouts of the street vendors, the bargaining of transactions, all kinds of noises, and the continuous sound of sound resounded in the sky, and there was laughter.
On the bustling street, the road that usually allows four carriages to travel side by side is now crowded with people, and one carriage is left alone, let alone two carriages driving together on this crowded street. The coachman stopped what he was doing, and he was in a hurry at the moment, for fear of delaying the nobles in the car.
He wanted to get out of the car and ask if he could let this carriage pass first, but he didn't think that the other carriage stopped at this moment. A pair of soft and boneless hands gently lifted the car curtain, and the next moment a woman got out of the car, although the woman covered her face with a veil, and could not see the face under the veil clearly, but revealed a pair of Chu Chu moving eyes, wearing a smoke gauze skirt, under the thin gauze sleeves, ice and snow skin, but not coquettish, but a little more delicate, the figure is also beautiful, you don't have to think about it to know that she is a big beauty, and there is definitely no shortage of money.
The coachman looked at the woman in a daze, forgetting for a moment what to do. Compared with the lively scene just now, now the scene is quiet, once it was terrifyingly quiet, as if it was so quiet that a needle could be heard when it landed, and everyone looked at the woman in a daze.
The man felt strange when he noticed that the scene was unusually quiet. He lifted the curtain, raised his head, and met the woman's eyes, the corners of his mouth seemed to smile under his face, and his eyes were dyed with a little warmth, which made people feel like a spring breeze.
Bang... Bang...... bang
The heart seemed to be out of rhythm, his head was blank, and there seemed to be nothing in his eyes except the woman in front of him......
The woman didn't linger too much, but walked straight to the bun stand.
The boss's eyes widened, his mouth opened unnaturally, and then he raised his eyebrows and greeted the woman.
"Girl, what do you want?"
"Three meat buns." The voice came slowly, exhaling like an orchid, and every word was gold. Her voice is like a spring in March, as beautiful as gurgling water, refreshing. There is a bit of demon in the delicate, and a little charm in the softness, which can be described as a natural sound.
"Okay, girl, your meat bun." The boss stared at the woman without blinking.
The woman took the meat bun, but instead of reversing it back into the car, she walked straight forward......
Where is this woman going? You're not going to buy food again, are you? It's so cute.
Qin Ren guessed the woman's intentions, and unconsciously his eyes deepened a little playful.
The woman stopped and walked straight into a regular ready-to-wear store. Everyone couldn't help but be stunned, this woman was really wonderful, dressed in gorgeous clothes, and actually bought ordinary meat buns, and now she actually entered this ordinary ready-to-wear store.
Suddenly, the woman walked out. A few more shirts in his hand. She didn't stop for a moment, and walked back the way she had come.
Everyone stared at the woman meaningfully, let's buy it this time!
Qin Ren couldn't help but feel funny, this woman was so interesting......
When the woman walked past the carriage, everyone thought she was going to get on. Unexpectedly, she walked straight forward again, which surprised everyone.
She walked until she came to a little beggar that everyone had only noticed now. The little beggar felt that his eyes were dark, and he smelled the fragrance that seemed to be there, and when he raised his head, he saw the woman, and he was not stunned.
The woman's eyes were crooked, and she reached out to hand over the meat bag and clothes, and the person in front of her did not give up in the slightest. She waved her hand, and the little beggar came to his senses.
"It's... This is? He looked at what was in front of him, too excited to utter the whole thing.
"This is for you."
The little beggar felt embarrassed by the tears in his eyes, wiped his pants with his hand, and then reached out to wipe away the tears, and took the woman's things.
But what he didn't know was that his pants were also covered with mud at the moment, far dirtier than his hands......
"Go find a job and don't let others bully." The woman's eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and her words were warm.
The little beggar looked at the woman, gritted his teeth, and seemed to have made a decision.
As soon as the words fell, the woman turned and left. Leaving the bun and clothes, only the little beggar was left in place, but his heart was warm.
"Okay."
Qin Ren stared at the woman tightly, without thinking about it, he could imagine everyone's surprised gaze in his heart, after all, he had never seen such a woman.
The woman approached the carriage slowly, the road was unusually empty because of the earlier way for the woman, and the passage of the two carriages was not a problem.
Qin Ren looked at the woman who had already walked into the carriage, retracted the emotion in his eyes, and instructed the coachman: "Let's go!" β
"Okay, young master!" The coachman flicked his whip and the carriage started slowly.
On the other side, the carriage in which the woman was riding
It also starts slowly.
At this moment, the wind was blowing through the carriage, blowing a curtain next to the woman's car, and the man was facing the woman's eyes, and she smiled, like drinking wine, drunk for the rest of her life.
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Suddenly, the carriage shook violently, as if it had traveled to a more bumpy section, and this bump also pulled the silently pensive man back to his senses......
"Young master, you can only rely on foot in front."
Qin Ren looked at the sachet in his hand, his hand tightened a little unconsciously, and the smile on his lips was restrained...
He carefully put it back in its place and pressed the position of the heart...
"Okay."
At dusk, the sky is covered with colorful sunsets, and on the winding mountain road, a man is hurrying......