Chapter 236: Turnaround
Su Xin held back her tears and said seriously: "If you open an inn, you will meet people like Miss, and seeing them as travelers from afar is like seeing Miss...... Miss, the road ahead is long, and Su Xin doesn't know if she can see Miss again. Therefore, Miss must remember that no matter where Miss is, Su Xin will always remember Miss, be grateful to Miss, and never forget Miss's kindness to Su Xin. ”
Xiao Tang also hurriedly said: "Miss, Xiao Tang is the same, no matter where Xiao Tang is in the future, he will never forget Miss in his heart." ”
"Hmm!"
Yu Zhaohua opened his arms and hugged Su Xin and Xiao Tang.
Although I already knew that there would be such a day, when it came time to say goodbye, there was no way not to be sad.
"Alright, it's okay, you guys go out first. I'm going to have to pack up my things slowly. ”
Yu Zhaohua let go of Xiao Tang, wiped the tears from the faces of the two of them, and smiled reluctantly.
"Miss, let's clean it up for you."
Su Xin and Xiao Tang said in unison: "After Miss leaves, where will we still have the opportunity to serve Miss, while we still have time, just leave these chores to us, no matter what, it will be done once less." ”
Yu Zhaohua's heart was sour again.
"Okay, then I'll have you covered."
Yu Zhaohua thought about it, and finally nodded and asked Su Xin and Xiao Tang to clean up.
Yu Zhaohua didn't have much to bring, after all, she had to run around outside in the future, and the heavy clothes and jewelry she brought with her were not needed, so she only brought two or three light clothes, as well as a men's dress - fortunately, before she left Daqi, she took a lot of silver tickets, as long as she carried them, it was enough to support her to walk for a long time.
In less than a while, Su Xin and Xiao Tang had already helped Yu Zhaohua pack things, looking at the small package, Yu Zhaohua sighed in his heart, and was afraid that Su Xin and Xiao Tang would be sad and sad when they saw it, so they deliberately opened their mouths to urge them to go out: "Okay, it's not too early, I have to enter the palace tomorrow, you two should go to bed early." ”
Su Xin and Xiao Tang nodded: "Yes, Miss, if there is anything, you can just call us." ”
That being said, how could the two of them sleep?
Yu Zhaohua is also destined to have a sleepless night tonight.
Although today is a sloppy goodbye to Su Xin and Xiao Tang, this does not mean that Yu Zhaohua can look forward to the upcoming new life that is completely different from before, and she always has a memory in her heart.
Whether it's remembering Su Xin Xiaotang, or remembering Luo Jiuyuan, all in all, she originally thought that as long as she finished all this, her heart would be very relaxed, and she could reload a lot of things.
But it didn't seem to be what she imagined.
Thinking that she was about to be separated from these people who were already extremely familiar, Yu Zhaohua's chest was stuffy as if it was blocked by something.
She turned around and placed her right hand on the cold wall - she knew that Luo Jiuyuan was next door to the wall.
But there are some words that you can't always say.
Maybe you and I really can't be together well in this life.
Yu Zhaohua said silently in his heart.
Whether it was providence or some other reason, it seemed that there would always be a ditch between her and Luo Jiuyuan, and it would be impossible to cross it at all.
Since some things will not happen at all, then don't even think about it - this is Yu Zhaohua's philosophy of life, as the saying goes, there will be no disappointment if there is no hope.
Yu Zhaohua is not a teenage girl, what kind of love and love are in her head, she understands very well that some things are not good.
"No matter, Yu Zhaohua, don't think about it anymore, what's the use of thinking about it again? Isn't it time for some things to be finished? ”
A gust of wind blew outside the window, Yu Zhaohua simply pulled up the quilt and changed it over his head, closed his eyes tightly, and told himself to go to bed quickly.
After a messy night, when Yu Zhaohua woke up again, it was when he was going to go with Luo Jiuyuan to see the emperor of Chu.
They were already ready to leave, and before leaving, the emperor of Chu would do his best to fulfill the etiquette of the host and practice for them.
After Yu Zhaohua cleaned up, he and Luo Jiuyuan got into the carriage - because of yesterday's conversation, Luo Jiuyuan was silent when he saw Yu Zhaohua. And when Yu Zhaohua was still struggling with whether to talk to Luo Jiuyuan, the carriage had already arrived under the city gate.
"We're here."
After the carriage stopped for a moment, Yu Zhaohua turned his head and spoke to Luo Jiuyuan.
"Let's go."
Luo Jiuyuan motioned for Yu Zhaohua to get off the sedan chair first-although he was helpless, Yu Zhaohua had no choice but to nod and get off the sedan chair first.
There was still a long distance from the city gate to the main hall, Yu Zhaohua walked beside Luo Jiuyuan, and after a few hesitations, he still cleared his throat and said, "Luo Jiuyuan, can the two of us not do this?" Let's talk, shall we? ”
Kill sleep is far away from them, as for the eunuch who led the way, he has already been signaled to stay away from the two of them, so what Yu Zhaohua said now can only be heard by the two of them.
When Luo Jiuyuan heard this, he just glanced at Yu Zhaohua lightly.
What Yu Zhaohua couldn't stand the most was this kind of silent criticism, which instead ignited her fighting spirit: "Are you really not going to talk to me?"
Luo Jiuyuan, I'm leaving soon, you know this, but I never thought about it, because I had to leave you, so I had to get into trouble with you - in fact, what I hope more is that before I leave, we can get along well, so that it will be a good thing for you and for me?
Do you wish that after I left, when I think of you, it will all be such a bad thing? ”
"Do you still think of me?"
Luo Jiuyuan was finally willing to look at Yu Zhaohua squarely: "I thought that after you left the Chu State, you would be free and forget all about the past. ”
"How so?"
Yu Zhaohua said helplessly: "I just want to leave, it doesn't mean that I want to write off the previous things." How can you think that? ”
Luo Jiuyuan snorted and continued to push the wheelchair forward.
Ouch? It seems that there is hope for reconciliation?
Yu Zhaohua rolled his eyes and continued to follow Luo Jiuyuan: "Luo Jiuyuan, let me tell you--hey, hey, I'm serious, you must listen well, although I want to leave, but I am still very grateful, during this time in Daqi and Chu, if someone tells me that I can have a chance to choose, I will still choose to repeat what happened before - I have never regretted it." ”