Chapter 73: Confession
Helplessly, Bai Hibiscus sighed, looked into his eyes, and said, "I'm sorry, Junxi." ”
She knew that sorry was the most useless word in the world, but she could only say sorry, she couldn't give him anything else besides this, maybe after many years, he would meet a better woman.
Mu Junxi looked at her eyes steadily, and her warm eyes were not half sad because she was sorry, but said to her firmly, "I know that because of the Nine Emperor Brothers, it will be difficult for you to open your heart, but I will wait, wait for you to have me in your heart, and wait for you to accept me." ”
His words were so firm, and his eyes full of anticipation looked at her fixedly, so that she couldn't bear to refuse like this.
Time passed quickly like quicksand at his fingertips, Bai Hibiscus looked at him in a daze, and forgot to withdraw his hand in such a daze, before he lowered his eyes, withdrew his hand, turned his back to him and said, "Junxi, I'm a little tired, I'm going to rest." ”
With his back to him, she couldn't see what his expression was, and after a while, she heard him say, "That little hibiscus has a good rest." Then I heard the door shut.
After confirming that she was the only one left in the room, Bai Hibiscus slowly walked to the corner of the bed, squatting there with her hands on her knees, she didn't know what she felt in her heart at this time, in short, it was very complicated, and she didn't know how to face this matter.
She really doesn't want to love anymore, she doesn't want her fragile heart to be hurt anymore, and if she is a ruthless and heartless person, maybe she won't be hurt or hurt.
Mu Junxi, I'm sorry, people like me don't deserve you, you deserve to be treated by a better girl.
Early the next morning, Bai Hibiscus woke up quietly, habitually rubbed his eyes, and found that he had slept on the ground like this last night, and the voice of the little girl outside the door sounded, "Is my sister awake?" I came in. ”
Bai Hibiscus responded, quickly got up from the ground, and smiled when she saw that the little girl had come in.
"Sister, this is the grapes that the master ordered me to bring you, I know that you like to eat grapes, so the master specially ordered someone to bring fresh ones."
The little girl looked at Hibiscus with a smile and placed a plate of grapes on the table.
Looking at the grape hibiscus, Bai Hibiscus smiled helplessly, "How does Mu Junxi know that I like to eat grapes?" You must have told him. ”
The little girl smiled flatteringly and took Bai Hibiscus's arm, "How can I have it, but the Lord asked me what my sister likes, and I thought that my sister told me that she likes to eat grapes, so I told my master, you can't blame me for this." ”
Seeing that she seemed to have been greatly wronged, Bai Hibiscus knocked her head and said helplessly, "You." ”
During this period of time, the little girl can be regarded as figuring out Bai Hibiscus's character, although she looks angry on the surface, but she doesn't mean to blame her in her heart, so that until now, once she says something good, she will be fooled by it, and occasionally she will skin it with Bai Hibiscus.
Handing the peeled grapes to Hibiscus, the taste of the long-lost taste rose from the bottom of her heart, she couldn't remember how long it had been since she had eaten the grapes late, this rare fruit was really rare in the Dragon Burn Country.
Every transportation is only a small amount, and the remaining princes and princesses who are left except for the concubines in the palace can be regarded as favored.
The little girl smiled, "Sister, the master is so good to you, I still borrowed your light to eat this grape, no matter what strange things are still eaten, the first thing the master thinks of is my sister." Even during the period when my sister was sick, the master took care of her personally. ”
Bai Hibiscus smiled slightly, lowered his eyes and did not speak.
The little girl turned her head to look at her, always feeling that she was not as happy as she seemed to be, although there was always a smile on her face, but there was always an indescribable faint sadness, "Sister, the master is so good to you, why do I always feel that you are unhappy?" ”
Bai Jin was slightly stunned, Mu Junxi was really good to her, whether it was food, clothing or needs, he met them one by one, and he took her first in everything, thinking about her everywhere, she was not unhappy, but she was once happy, and now like this, she can no longer be happy.
looked at the little girl and said lightly, "I'm not unhappy, I just feel that it's the same whether I'm happy or not, and every day is the same." ”
The little girl didn't understand Bai Hibiscus very well when she heard this, so she raised her head innocently and retorted, "Then how can it be the same?" To be happy is to be happy, to feel excited, to be unhappy is to be unhappy, if every day is the same, wouldn't you become a wooden person without joy and anger? ”
Bai Hibiscus shook his hand holding the grapes, there is no angry wooden man, if there is really no joy and anger, it would be fine.
The little girl said again, "Sister, do you want to go out to play today?" I think the materials for fake flowers have run out, and there are still a lot of fake flowers in the manor that need to be decorated with fake flowers. ”
Bai Hibiscus smiled, "No, you can buy the materials or something, I don't want to go out." ”
Now when she goes out, there will be a lot of his people looking for her, she finally avoided him, escaped from his hell, she would rather stay in this manor forever, live every day quietly forever, and never see him again in that infernal hell.
When the little girl heard her say this, she couldn't force it, and said with a smile, "Okay, I'll go to the market to buy some materials later, and if my sister is bored, take a walk around the manor, and I'll come back as soon as possible to chat with you." ”
Bai Hibiscus smiled and answered. Seeing the little girl go out, she packed herself up, took the fake flowers she had finished, and casually put on her coat and went out of the house.
What she is most afraid of is idleness, and she would rather be busy all day without touching the ground than let herself be idle, and she feels that it is better to have enough time.
Mu Junxi would go to the manor every night and not see him during the day, so it was okay, so that she didn't know how to face it when she met.
She doesn't know where this manor is located, she just feels that it is very quiet to stay here, as if away from the hustle and bustle of the capital, in a quiet and remote farm, quiet and peaceful.
Together with the old man, she planted the fake flowers in the soil, and the real flowers were collected by the hibiscus, and she had to take out the petals of these flowers, make some rouge, and make some pastry and small toys for the rest.
When Mu Junxi entered the manor, he saw Bai Hibiscus dressed in a white robe like a fairy collecting nectar among the flowers in the manor, pure and beautiful.
He stopped like this, staring blankly ahead, as if time had stood still.
The little girl rushed back from the bazaar, and saw Mu Junxi standing there still, her eyes fixed on the white hibiscus who was busy working among the flowers in front of her, and she didn't know for a while whether she should make a sound or not make a sound, whether she should go or not, so she stood there with a bunch of materials and Mu Junxi.
When the old man turned around to take the fake flowers, he caught a glimpse of Mu Junxi standing there, staring at Bai Hibiscus with gentle eyes, and coughed embarrassedly to warn him.
Bai Jin thought that the old man was sick, and turned around to say hello, but unexpectedly saw Mu Junxi looking at him gently with that eyes.
Mu Junxi smiled warmly, walked up to Bai Hibiscus and said with a smile, "I wanted to watch you quietly like this, but I was discovered by you." ”
Bai Hibiscus smiled slightly and said, "It's okay." He didn't speak.
At some point, a cold wind blew her hair and blocked her eyes. Bai Hibiscus habitually pulled her hair behind her ears, and the cold wind tightened her clothes through the fox fur.
Mu Junxi saw that she was cold, took her hand and held it in his hand and put it to his mouth and sighed, and then softly softened it a few times, "The weather is getting colder and colder, wear more clothes when you go out, be careful to get sick." ”
Bai Hibiscus was a little uncomfortable by his series of actions, and withdrew his hand and said something that had nothing to do with Fang Cai, "You came back early today." ”
"Well, there is nothing important in the DPRK, so I will return early." Mu Junxi responded and walked side by side with Bai Hibiscus into the house.
During this time, she stayed in the manor and never went out, and she didn't know about the outside world, and she didn't want to know.
After entering the house, Mu Junxi drank a cup of hot tea, then looked at Bai Hibiscus, and asked as if tentatively, "Xiao Hibiscus, do you know that there is a rumor in these four countries?" ”
Rumor? Bai Hibiscus lowered her eyes, her long eyelashes blocked the fluctuations in her eyes, of course she knew this rumor, it was because of this rumor that she would come to be this princess in the first place, and now Mu Junxi asked her if she wanted to test or what?
He smiled slightly, his clear eyes looked straight into his eyes, and shook his head, "What rumors?" How I don't know. ”
Mu Junxi smiled, "It is rumored that the person who gets the world drawings wins the world, and the people of the four countries all know about it, and there are even people from the royal family who secretly compete in order to find the world drawings, I thought Xiao Hibiscus knew, so I asked." ”
Bai Hibiscus smiled, reached out and poured himself a cup of hot tea to drink, but did not speak.
She was afraid that talking too much would make people suspicious, she knew from the beginning that Mu Junxi was an ambitious person, and the gentle jade was just the surface, if she let him know that the world drawings were where Mu Junnian was, I was afraid that there would be a bloody storm in the palace.
The crown prince is not established, and the fight between the brothers will lose both sides no matter what.
Time flies, and another month has passed in the blink of an eye.
On this day, Bai Hibiscus and the little girl were walking in the manor, and the ground was already covered with white snow, and they squeaked when they stepped on it. She has also seen snow in modern times, and it has been a year since she came to this time and space, and compared to the snow she has seen in modern times, such a thick snow is really the first time she has seen it since she was a child.
Squatted down and drew a plum blossom on the snow with his fingers, although it had no color, it was still very beautiful, and then drew a few stickmen.
The little hands, which had been frozen red, were still playing on the snowdrifts, and they were very happy.
The little girl held the small stove in the palm of her hand, and said worriedly when she saw that she was going to continue playing, "Sister, let's stop playing in the snow, you see that your hands are frozen red, if the master sees it, he should scold me, let's go back to the house to warm up." ”
Speaking of Mu Junxi, Bai Hibiscus is even less worried, because she hasn't seen him for a long time, since the last time she mentioned the world drawings, she feels that he is getting busier and busier, and she sees him less often, I don't know what happened.