Mother and son have a long talk

Madame Bai looked at Bai Shijie for a long time, and after a long while, she let out a long sigh and finally reopened her mouth, "Shijie, you are right, blood is thicker than water, and blood and family affection cannot be separated at any time...... I can tell you that your father's surname is Liu, his name is Liu Wanli, he used to be a housekeeper in the Mu Mansion, and later, he left the Mu Mansion and went to the town by himself to do a little business to support his family. Your mother called her Qin and Qin ......"

"And where are they now?" Bai Shijie asked anxiously.

Mrs. Bai looked at Bai Shijie and shook her head weakly, "At the beginning, I was afraid that the matter would be revealed, so after I brought you over, I gave them a large sum of money and let them leave overnight, I told them at the time, let them leave as far away as possible, and never come back." ”

Bai Shijie asked bitterly: "Then how can they bear to just leave me alone?" ”

Mrs. Bai's eyes were full of sadness, "When you were born, the Liu family already had five children, three sons and two daughters, the life of this big family is all supported by Liu Wanli alone, there are many children in the family, and the expenses are naturally not small, the Liu family has been living in a stretched stretch...... The reason why the Liu family is willing to give you to me is also so that you can live a better life......"

"Mother, you mean that I have three older brothers and two older sisters?" Bai Shijie asked in surprise.

Madame Bai nodded: "Yes." Shijie, do you think that your mother is a very ruthless person, and she insists on snatching other people's sons into her own house. I knew it was all my fault, I shouldn't have brought someone else's child, I shouldn't have separated you from your biological parents - but I really couldn't help it...... Do you know, back then, my Mu Mansion was also a big family in the local area, if it weren't for the fact that I have loved your father since I was a child, how could I be willing to come to this Baifu as a concubine and suffer from this inferiority? However, even if I am willing to depreciate myself, your father is unwilling to look at me more, and from beginning to end, he has only Lin Yubing in his heart. Although my aunt likes me, she is old after all, how long can she take care of me? If I can't add a son to the White Mansion, I'm afraid I won't even have a place to stand in this White Mansion......"

Madame Bai is right. Actually, it's true that Bai Qianmo and Lin Yubing are childhood sweethearts - but speaking of which, Mu Xiangling is Bai Qianmo's distant cousin, and she knew Bai Qianmo earlier than Lin Yubing. Since childhood, Mu Xiangling has deeply admired his talented cousin - it's a pity that this is just her wishful thinking, and the flowers are intentional, and the flowing water is ruthless.

Later, Bai Qianmo and Lin Yubing got married early, and Mu Xiangling at that time also came to the Bai family with her parents and brother to attend their wedding, but what no one knew was that Mu Xiangling suddenly left under the pretext of leaving halfway that day - in fact, at that time, she secretly ran to a place that no one could see, and cried into a tearful person.

A few years later, when Mrs. Bai found the Mu family and asked the Mu family to marry their daughter to Bai Qianmo, the Mu family was unwilling in every way - of course they were unwilling to let their daughter be a concubine for others. But who knew that Mu Xiangling herself insisted again and again, and in desperation, they reluctantly agreed.

At that time, Mu Xiangling just wanted to marry her white cousin, who had been in love since childhood, how could she miss such a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity? But after entering Baifuzhi, she really knew that no matter how hard she tried, her cousin's heart would always be only about Lin Yubing.

Maybe in your opinion, Mu Xiangling is the third party between Bai Qianmo and Lin Yubing, but in Mu Xiangling's own opinion, how can she not be a pitiful person? She had no choice but to rob someone else's son, but she just wanted to keep her place in the Bai family. Although she was indeed jealous of Lin Yubing in her heart, Lin Yubing's running away from home was really not her intention, and she never expected things to develop to this point, so she was always full of guilt for Lin Yubing in her heart.

Bai Shijie listened to Mrs. Bai's words, and couldn't help but feel some sympathy for her. She was a wretched person, like herself, who could not be loved, and who was exhausted for love.

Bai Shijie couldn't help but stretch out a hand, holding Mrs. Bai's hand, trying to give him a little warmth.

Madame Bai smiled at him, nodded, and took his hand with her other hand, "Shijie, I only hope that you don't blame me. ”

Bai Shijie shook his head desperately, "No, mother, I don't blame you, I don't blame you at all, I want to thank you, for so many years, you have regarded me as your own, and raised me with hard work......

"Shijie, with your words, I will be content with my mother." With tears in her eyes, Madame Bai said emotionally.

After a pause, she said again: "Shijie, don't worry, I will definitely try my best to help you find your biological parents, I will not prevent you from meeting, nor will I prevent you from recognizing each other......"

Shijie said with a grateful face, "Mother, thank you. ”

After a while, Madame Bai suddenly asked, "Shijie, you went to Rufeng again, but she still hasn't changed her mind?" ”

Bai Shijie lowered his eyebrows and sighed, and shook his head, "Maybe, Rufeng and Ling Feng should be true love, and I'm just an accident......"

Madame Bai said guiltily: "Shijie, I'm sorry, my mother didn't help you with anything. ”

"No," Bai Shijie said, "Mother, you have helped me a lot, for me, you risked your own position to be insecure, and did not hesitate to tell the secret you have kept for so many years, just to fulfill me and Rufeng, I am very grateful to you, but I don't know why I lost Rufeng like this." ”

"I can only blame the creation of people, if she is not the daughter of the master, how can there be everything behind this? Shijie, don't be too sad, you can't force everything, at least you and Rufeng have really loved each other before, and you can be regarded as having a ......"

"Really in love? Do you think Rufeng really loved me? Shijie said with a wry smile.

"What do you mean by that?" Madame Bai looked at Shijie in surprise.

"She and Ling Feng, I'm afraid they've been together for a long time, I'm just a joke, she promised to marry me before, but she may not be sincere, maybe she has other plans."

Madam Bai looked at Bai Shijie with a shocked expression, "Where did you hear these words?" ”

Bai Shijie said lightly: "Isn't it? Does this still need to be said, if they haven't been together for a long time, why would she empathize so quickly? ”

"Shijie, how can you say that like the wind without any evidence? Although Rufeng is Lin Yubing's daughter, I will say it truthfully, Rufeng's feelings for you, I see it in my eyes, it can't be pretended, if she likes Ling Feng from the beginning, why should she marry you? ”

"What if I say that she has a crush on the Bai family's property?"

"Then it's even more unspeakable, if she came for the Bai family's property, why did she refuse to recognize the master when she knew her life experience, and was reluctant to return to the Bai family?"

Bai Shijie was suddenly woken up, could it be that he really misunderstood like the wind?

Madame Bai continued: "In my opinion, Rufeng has a pure temperament, and she will definitely not be the kind of person who is greedy for money......"

Bai Shijie couldn't help muttering to himself: "It's me who misunderstood like the wind, I really damn it......"

Madame Bai said again: "Shijie, tell me, where did you hear those words?" ”

"It's Zi'er." Bai Shijie told the truth.

Zi'er? Madame Bai was puzzled, this Zi'er was Rufeng's personal maid who regarded her sisters, and it was terrible that she would slander her own young lady so much behind her back.

Madame Bai didn't say anything at the moment, but she already had an extra heart in her heart.

Mrs. Bai suddenly said to Bai Shijie with a straight face: "Shijie, I will tell you something from my heart for my mother, maybe you won't like to hear it, but this is what I have experienced over the years." ”

Bai Shijie listened attentively, "Mother, you said." ”

"In any case, don't hate someone casually, let alone hate because of love, because it's too painful to hate someone, I'm from the past, I don't want you to go through my pain again."

"Mother, what do you mean?"

"I want to say, even if Rufeng doesn't love you anymore, don't hate her because of it, let alone maliciously speculate about her. Love or not love is a person's freedom, others can't control it, there are many things in life, you can't ask for it, many things, when you should let go, you can only let go, you can't force it, do you understand? ”

"However, obviously I have loved Rufeng so deeply, why can she say that if she doesn't love, she won't love, but I still love her as before and put her ......at the top of my heart."

"It's just that there are so many things that happen between you, things are always changing and developing, although I don't want to see this kind of ending, but since it happened, you can only accept it. If Rufeng and Ling Feng are truly in love with each other now, you don't want to intervene again. ”

"I'm sticking a foot? Isn't it Ling Feng snatching love? Why did I get in the way again? ”

"How can the things of this world be explained clearly? At this age, there are still a lot of questions that I can't understand, let alone you? I can only tell you, don't think about things you don't understand, because it's useless to think about it again, and if you can let go of yourself, let yourself go. ”

Bai Shijie still looked unwilling to accept the reality, and Mrs. Bai could only shake her head helplessly.

After a while, Bai Shijie got up and went back to his room, Mrs. Bai looked at his back and sighed to herself, but now, she had a lot more important things to do.