After paying the salesman, he took a good bouquet and entered the university campus in the light rain, there were almost no people along the way, and some were running in a hurry, I was a prospective college student, this situation was known at a glance, and now this point of hurried must be going to class. This is also the difference between universities and junior high schools, and there are classes on Saturdays and Sundays! Although this situation is not every week, Xiaoyu also told me before, this kind of class on Saturdays and Sundays is still more common, just like before I entered the special operations team, as long as it was my turn to go out, Xiaoyu always asked for leave on Saturday or Sunday, or skipped class to meet me.

It's just that after I joined the special operations team, because it was difficult for me to have holidays and go out, so even if Xiaoyu came, it was difficult for me to meet her, and I hadn't seen her for almost a month or two to this day, and I called or video more than a dozen times, to be honest, I really missed her, and I felt guilty with her from the bottom of my heart. So, at a stage like this, I can only make up for her with a little surprise like this.

I stood in front of Xiaoyu's dormitory building with flowers in my hand, because I wasn't sure if she was in class or not, and I didn't want to use my phone to call and message her, because that would seem to be a certain loss of surprise. I'm going to wait in front of her dormitory building first, and wait until there's a takeaway guy, or a classmate who goes back to the dormitory, or something like that, and asks them to help call Xiaoyu, and if she's in the dormitory, let her come out, and if not, let her come back as soon as possible, or after I know the place, I'll go to her immediately, and then I'll give her the flowers.

I waited and waited in front of the dormitory building, just like standing guard in the army, holding flowers in my hand, standing there straight. Even I didn't know how long I had to wait, but I finally saw a boy walking towards me from a distance with a bouquet of flowers.

When he also walked to the front of the dormitory building, I was just about to ask him to help make a call to Xiaoyu, when I saw that he took out his mobile phone first and typed something on his mobile phone. After all, people are using mobile phones, so I can't go up and interrupt, right? So I had to keep waiting, he was going to stop anyway. Finally he put down his phone, his eyes stared directly at the door of the girls' dormitory, I know, he must be waiting for someone like me, I thought, in this way, it will be more convenient to communicate with him for help, after all, everyone is a fellow person, and they are all waiting for the girl they have in their hearts.

I thought to myself, so I was going to go up to him for help. Suddenly, the glass door of the girl's dormitory was opened from the inside, and the moment the glass door opened, the boy who was holding flowers like me immediately had a happy and happy look on his face. Because of where I stood, it wasn't really easy for a lot of people to find me unless they wanted to, the kind that was almost parallel to the glass door of the dormitory. I glanced at the girl who opened the door, intentionally or unintentionally, and I also wanted to see what a person who could make a boy smile happy when he saw it was like, I thought, she must be the same as my Xiaoyu, she must be the kind of cute, beautiful and lovable person.

When the girl who opened the glass door of the dormitory from the inside walked out, I really wanted to give myself two mouths, the first to see if I was dreaming, and the second to beat myself for babbling.

Yes, right! That's right! The person who came out was none other than that! And it's the little rain that I thought I was going to surprise her with, the one I always thought was mine, Yu Qingyu!

My steps, my body, and even my breathing, at this moment, it seems that even the air around me has been solidified, I looked at the scene in front of me stupidly, the boy held the flower in both hands and handed it to Xiaoyu, with a happy smile on his face, Xiaoyu took the flower, and his face was full of happy smiles, the two of you said a word to me, just not far from me, but my eyes were full of their smiles, but I couldn't hear anything in my ears. At that moment, I really, the whole person was already at a loss, just watching stupidly, but at this moment, my frozen footsteps began to retreat step by step, forcing that look, I don't know whether to cry or laugh, just looked at them, step by step back, but I still held the bouquet of flowers that I fantasized about as a surprise in my hand.

Retreating to a trash can, I slowly put the flowers on it, and forced the expression of not knowing whether to cry or laugh again, the corners of my mouth twitched, "Heh, it's okay, weren't you still worried that you would delay her before?" It's okay now, you don't have to worry about it, Xiaoyu is so good, so good, there must be a lot of people who pursue her, this, this is normal, like you, you can't even give a companion, why do you leave her, why do you let people wait for you, let me tell you, she left you, that is the ending that has been arranged since the beginning of the meeting! ”

I scolded myself in my own words, I was sure that my eyes were already red, and the tears were already rolling in my eyes, but I was still holding back the tears from coming out of my eyes, because without the light rain, I really didn't want to lose this last trace of strength.

I turned around, without looking back, with a wry smile on my face, walking in the direction I had come, and along the way, the students also began to leave class, and I became a retrograde again, passing by I don't know how many students, their eyes more or less stayed on me, but more on the bouquet of flowers on the trash can behind me. And I just want to get out of this place as soon as possible.

I thought that my relationship with Xiaoyu finally had its due ending, found a place where no one was, took out a cigarette from his pocket, silently lit one, and sucked hard, and the memories of the past appeared scene by scene, I laughed, and laughed very bitterly.

Just as I was smoking cigarettes one after another, I took out my mobile phone, thinking that since things are already like this, I don't need to continue to delay her, just break up, so I clicked on her WeChat avatar and wrote in the dialog box: "I saw you and him today, the flowers are very beautiful, I won't continue to delay you, I wish you happiness." ”

This breakup message is like not wanting to be sent, turning around again and again, and finally being prompted that the message failed to be sent, I looked at it again, it turned out that my signal here was very weak, so weak that I couldn't even send a message.

I looked at my phone and fell into a wry smile again, so I was ready to stop a taxi at the school gate, ready to go to the place where we had disbanded before, but I couldn't wait for a long time, so I bought something in a nearby store to take back to my comrades, just when I was holding my phone and preparing to pay, I received a WeChat message, I looked, it was no one else, but Yu Qingyu, I used to be Xiaoyu, I hesitated for a long time, or chose to click on her message.

"Momo, when I was walking in school today, I saw a bouquet of flowers on a trash can, the flowers are very beautiful, but they were thrown on top of the trash can, it's really a pity. I miss you so much, I don't know what you've been doing lately, you don't reply to messages, and you don't call me. ”

I looked at her message, I laughed mockingly, shook my head, nodded back silently, and then deleted my friend. Actually, I really hesitated for a long time when I chose to delete my friends, although I knew that deleting her was actually a good thing for her, but for me, it was really cruel, after all, I loved her with all my heart, even now, I am.