The suffering of Hell Week has been going on all the time, and the only difference is that there are fewer and fewer people who suffer with us every day, because this hardship is not only physically tormenting us, but also mentally tormenting. Although from the moment we wear the title, we swear to practice our military skills and resolutely complete the mission, many times, especially in hell week training like this, even if our will is still holding on, our bodies have reached the limit, and the camouflage net with countless armbands hanging under the national flag is the best proof of this.

"Do you want to quit?"

"Be loyal to the motherland, loyal to the people!"

These two sentences have become the most conversations between us and this group of old birds every day.

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In the first four days, we can only have three to four hours of sleep every day, and the rest of the time is training in addition to training, and even eating is a kind of training, we can only eat one meal a day, a bowl of mung bean soup, two steamed buns, and a bag of mustard, which must be eaten within a minute.

"You rookies listen to me! Whoever throws me off this is going to fuck off! "Lao Li stood on the rubber boat, a group of six of us carried it in the shallow water beach with difficulty, finally arrived at the place, carefully put the rubber boat down, and then ran to fight the logs, finally when you finished fighting the logs and didn't have time to rest and then to lift the ammunition box, and when your hands and feet were about to lose consciousness because of soreness and numbness, then go to a quagmire to fight, etc., etc., almost every day of training and assessment are the same, But there will always be a subject when your body is about to become familiar with such subject training, a total of more than 20 subjects, but each subject is destined to someone to leave, and I am just using the last trace of perseverance to insist, even I don't know, I will fall in which subject, or I take the initiative to quit, this is not that I want to give up, but a person's mental strength and his physical strength are sometimes not equal, even if I want to continue to persevere, But the body can't do it.

Anti-log armed cross-country and anti-log sit-ups are the subjects we must have every day, it can be said that we are accompanied by logs every day, but it is these logs that make countless heroes say goodbye to the devil's camp, and tear off the armbands in the interweaving of sweat and blood.

On the armed cross-country journey against logs, I was running, and suddenly felt a hot nose, and two hot streams flowed out of my nose, I stretched out my hand and wiped it, my hands were full of blood, and Lao Mao patted me behind me: "Chen Mo, are you okay?" ”

"It's okay, squad leader, maybe a little angry." I wiped the nosebleed from my face and mouth with my sleeve, but in fact my own body I know that this is under such a high weight and high pressure, and the body has a certain degree of internal injury, but I have persevered until now, and I don't want to quit.

"Report! The team member faints! "Suddenly, a group of anti-log squads in front of us, suddenly a fighter fell to the ground. The old bird instructor of the special operations brigade immediately ran up to check. "Rookie 26, stand up!" When a few of us continued to carry the log to the side, we saw that No. 26 was in a similar situation as before, with nosebleeds all over my face and mouth, and also suffered internal injuries under high weight and high pressure.

"Rookie No. 26! I command you, stand up for me now! The instructor continued to shout mercilessly with a loudspeaker, although the ambulance was right behind us, we could feel that we had persevered to this point, no matter who it was, even if it was the old bird of the special operations brigade that we thought was inhumane, I didn't want to see anyone leave again, it didn't matter the number of personnel, just because we were unwilling.

"Ahh Be loyal to the people! Suddenly, as if mad, No. 26 got up from the ground, grabbed the log with both hands, and his fingernails had already gotten into the bark of the log, and ran forward, and the group sped up under his madness. We didn't chase them, on the contrary, we slowed down and saluted them with our eyes, this is the Chinese soldiers, and we will never admit defeat!

There are many such cases, and this is also the case with number 33 in my group. When we were doing sit-ups with logs in the shallow water, we were all very happy when we first started to enter the water, because the continuous high-intensity training made us want to strip naked one by one, so when we got out of the water, we all seemed to have a sudden spirit, but we forgot that it was winter.

"One hundred twenty-one, one hundred twenty-two, one hundred twenty-three...... Two hundred! Put the logs! Rise! "After two hundred sit-ups, the instructor gave the order to stand up, my group of 6 people, only five stood up, I reached out to pull No. 33 who was still lying in the water, but he really seemed to have exhausted his last strength, no matter how I pulled, he was like a puddle of mud, unfired clay figures, I couldn't pull him up at all.

"Rookie No. 33! Tell me! Are you trying to quit! The instructor shouted with a loudspeaker.

"Report, report! No, it's not! No. 33 lay weakly in the water and looked at the instructor who was shouting with a loudspeaker.

"I'll give you 3 seconds now, if you still lie down for me, tear off your armband, and fuck me off immediately!"

"Loyal to the Motherland! Be loyal to the people! Ahh All of us looked at him, ignoring our own clothes that were about to freeze, and we all looked at him silently and quietly, and we applauded his hysteria, for his re-establishment.

"Report to the instructor! Rookie No. 33 ......" No. 33's words didn't have time to finish, so he planted directly into the water, "Report to the instructor, Cai, rookie No. 33, please, request, return, return to the team." ”

Even the instructor, who usually looked like a devil, was moved, came to No. 33 and said, "Rookie No. 33, your performance is very good, but your body has reached the limit, and I have no way to allow you to return to the team." Go back and have a good rest, if the team still has a unified selection next year, I will continue to wait for you here. With a wave of his hand, a stretcher came out of the ambulance that had been following us, and several people carried No. 33 up.

No. 33 was carried on a stretcher and passed in front of us, I looked at his face full of unwillingness, and I didn't know whether it was the river, sweat or tears, maybe all three, intertwined, accompanied by his unwilling shouts, accompanied by reluctant departure.

"Salute-" I don't know who shouted in the team, all of us present, whether it was the old birds of the special operations brigade, or those of us who came to be abused, all of them invariably saluted to No. 33 with a standard military salute, which was affirmation, admiration, and farewell.

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"You rookies whose brains have been caught in the door! Tell me if anyone else wants to quit! "After the 33rd was sent away, our training continued as usual, and the old birds were still shouting with loudspeakers.

"Loyal to the Motherland! Be loyal to the people! And that's the only answer.

In the subsequent training, there were fewer and fewer people around me who were abused together, so little that most of the huge dormitories became empty iron frame beds, and even less so that the camouflage net under the national flag was already densely packed with armbands, with endless regret and unwillingness.

Even Tusebi Dunxiang has changed the normal state of Terrata, only occasionally in the only three or four hours of sleep, from time to time he will shout: "Loyal to the motherland!" Be loyal to the people! And then many people also echoed in their sleep: "Loyal to the Motherland!" Be loyal to the people! ”

I don't know if No. 33 came to the training again, I don't even know what his name is, but, maybe he is like a rookie who has been selected for countless times, leaving his armband, but taking away unwillingness and regret, but I believe that the sentence "Loyal to the motherland!" Be loyal to the people! "But it's not just a slogan on our training ground.