Chapter 539: Accepting Helplessness
Song Qingping listened to the old lady's question, his face showed a look of surprise, and then nodded, that day in the imperial garden, he had indeed completely revealed his mind to Guan Tongshu, although he did not get the same response from Guan Tongshu, but he also had a wish in his heart.
"Indeed, I have confessed my heart to the woman I love, but it is already too late."
Song Qingping had a bitter smile on his face, he always thought that as long as he spoke up earlier, maybe Guan Tongshu would not enter the palace draft, let alone become the queen today, is all this just because he is too cowardly?
Hearing this, the old lady smiled and shook her head, why is this child so dead-eyed, sometimes he can't get the response he wants by opening his mouth earlier.
"My lord, the old slave thought to himself, not everything in this world is first-come, first-come, first-come, and emotionally important is an extremely irregular and unusual thing. The girl and the old slave have also seen it several times, and naturally knows that it is a girl who is loved by everyone, very smart and aura, and at first glance she is a child with wisdom roots, so many things in this world are destined in the dark. ”
"Mama, do you mean she wasn't born to belong to me?"
The expression on Song Qingping's face looked a little lost, and the old lady listened to these words with expectation, and did not answer directly and positively, but just let out a long sigh, some words were too clear, and saying them would only make people feel hurt.
"It's not innate, maybe it's not without a chance to fight for it, but according to what the old slave saw, this girl is lively by nature, and you have a calm personality, and she can give up a lot for what she thinks in her heart, but you can't leave a lot of things behind, you two are not only a matter of time, but also the most essential conflict of personality."
"So do you mean that even if she were with me, we wouldn't be able to sing together in the end?"
Hearing the old mama's words, the disappointed look on Song Qingping's face couldn't be concealed no matter what, and the old mama didn't answer directly after hearing it, Song Qingping's child was not stupid, but very dead-eyed.
Guan Tongshu, that girl, knew at a glance that she was a naturally lively woman, and there must be whimsical ideas in her mind, such a woman is naturally very cute, but not everyone can control her.
Today's Son of Heaven is different from ordinary people, with such a bearing and such a prominent position, he is naturally able to give Guan Tongshu all the environment he wants, but this is not something that everyone can do easily, and this Lord Song obviously has no way to achieve it.
"Many things in this world are not hard work, everyone is destined to have his fate when he is born, and he will eventually have his destiny, since this woman has known you in advance from the beginning, but in the end she has not been able to belong to you, this is actually a will of God."
The old mama's painstaking persuasion, Song Qingping finally understood in his heart, and the meaning that the old mama wanted to express was that Guan Tongshu's natural temperament was not something that he could control.
Song Qingping smiled bitterly when he heard this, the old mother is actually like a mother to him, his mother has left since he was a child, so after that, the mother is even closer to him like a mother, he is also very respectful to the old mother, and has always regarded the old mother as his own mother.
Now the old grandmother's words seem to make him feel a lot more relaxed in his heart, he has always been obsessed with Guan Tongshu, but he has always been unable to calmly accept the fact that he and Guan Tongshu can't be together.
"The old slave wants to tell the adult, in fact, there are many things destined in the world, if we actively deal with it, maybe we can also have a little change, but since the woman we like has married another woman, and has obtained the status now, we will give up in time is the wisest choice, if the adult also likes her so much, we should let her go free, let her live the life she loves."
"But I can't give her the life she wants, and is the life inside the high-walled compound really what she wants? She was so lively, how could she like to be trapped in this palace? ”
Song Qingping couldn't help but retort that he had always refused to give up, that is, he felt that Guan Tongshu was so lively physically and mentally, if he was with him, although he could not accompany Guan Tongshu all the time, but his government was naturally much more comfortable than the palace, and he was more free, and he could go out at any time.
But even if Guan Tongshu arrives in the palace, even if she becomes the queen, she will still have to be tortured when she leaves the palace, is this really a suitable life for Guan Tongshu?
Song Qingping always felt that he was a person who could understand Guan Tongshu's character, could tolerate everything about Guan Tongshu, and could give her a high-quality life and enough understanding, but why did he not get Guan Tongshu's heart for a long time?
"My lord, this is what you don't understand about our woman's heart, before meeting the person she loves, the woman has her own character, but when she meets the person who wants to give her body and mind, she can give up many principles, I think the woman is so smart, but now she is willing to stay in this palace, it must be that she has fully accepted the current life."
The old grandmother's words also seemed to untie Song Qingping's knot, and Song Qingping nodded helplessly.
All along, he has been a dragon and phoenix in ordinary life, everyone knows that he Song Qingping is young and promising, young, and now he has reached the position of the secretary of the ministry, how many people envy his achievements, so he has always been proud and conceited, although his character is humble, but he also knows that whether objective or subjective, he is excellent.
He thought that as long as he was good enough, he could get Guan Tongshu's appreciation and love, but now he thought wrong, it turned out that many things had nothing to do with whether he was good or not, and everything had already been doomed.
"The old slave seems to be able to understand many things when he sees the adult's thinking, according to the experience of the old slave, it will not be wrong to cherish fate, now you want to marry, although the old slave has not seen this Snow White girl, but since it can marry into the house, it must be a kind of fate, and the old slave will also do his best and treat it wholeheartedly."
Song Qingping nodded gratefully after hearing this, if it weren't for the old lady's explanation today, I'm afraid he would still be unable to give up in his heart.
The day of marriage is getting closer and closer, and the boredom and anxiety in his heart are increasing day by day.
It turns out that the best way to let go is to seriously examine it, in this relationship, his position is to seriously and calmly accept that he and Guan Tongshu are objectively unsuitable, and also accept the fact that he and Guan Tongshu have long been impossible.
"Mama, thank you for your explanation of me today, otherwise I may not be able to let go of it in my heart."
Song Qingping looked at the old grandmother, and his heart was full of gratitude.