Chapter 30: Can I Be Your Little Sun?
"Sister, you wait for Ayan to come home!"
He Yan lowered her head and muttered to herself, holding the small medicine bottle tightly in her hand, and her joy overflowed beyond words, and soon spread to the bottom of her heart.
The night outside the window is boundless, the moon is exceptionally bright tonight, and her heart hides a touch of tenderness that year.
On the bed, He Yan had already fallen asleep, breathing evenly and steadily, and the corners of her mouth were unconsciously curved.
"Why are you here alone?" The girl's eyebrows and eyes were crooked, the smile on the corner of her mouth was warm, and there was no unkindness in her eyes.
The little girl looked at her timidly, and met her smile, unconsciously a little dazzling, like a round of sun, and the warmth seemed to shoot into her heart, but she didn't say a word, and lowered her head again, her body was still shrinking, and she seemed to be very nervous.
He Xiu took a closer look at the little girl, she curled up, half of her body seemed to be buried in the ground, in an extremely insecure posture, her hands wrapped around her knees, her head was gently placed on her knees, and she just shrunk into the corner.
At this moment, He Xiu was standing, the little girl was squatting, she could only see her hair, and the hands that were trembling because of nervousness, and the whole person was also shaking, which made her heart fluctuate, and she just wanted to protect this little girl.
She crouched down, reached out and patted her on the shoulder, and whispered, "What's wrong with you?" Don't go home yet? ”
The little girl paused, looked up at her, and then lowered her head.
He Xiu naturally noticed her actions, was overjoyed, and tried to speak again, "It's so late!" Don't go home? ”
At this time, the little girl didn't react anymore, just listened to He Xiunian silently, there was nothing else in her ears, and there was only her in the corner of her eye. She could feel the care of her young hand on her shoulder, and feel the warmth in her heart.
"What's your name?"
"Why don't you ignore me?"
"Aren't you going home?"
One question after another came to the little girl's ears, and she only caught the last one, and it couldn't help but smile bitterly, home? How did she ever have a home?
"I ......" she was interrupted before she could finish her sentence, "Xiu'er, what are you doing here?" ”
A gentle voice came, and both the girl and the little girl looked at the source of the sound, it was an elegant and beautiful woman, and her appearance was seven or eight points similar to the girl, but the girl's face was a little more playful, perhaps because of the boyish nature and carefreeness.
The girl ran towards the woman, grabbed her waist, and called out sweetly, "Mommy." ”
The woman bent down, scratched the tip of her nose, and said affectionately, "It's time to go back to dinner, little princess!" ”
"Okay, where's Daddy?" The girl's face was full of doubts, and she asked the woman directly.
"He'......"
Although the man was out of breath, he ran straight to this side, without stopping for a moment, "Oh, I found you!" ”
The girl's eyes lit up instantly, and she only shouted sweetly, with a coquettish tone in her tone, "Dad! ”
"Let's go home for dinner!" The woman looked at the two of them and suggested.
"Good!" She turned around as the two of them turned, trying to leave.
The man in the corner, moving more cautiously towards the wall, seemed to want to become one with the wall, with unknown emotions on them.
He Xiu seemed to remember something, shook off her parents' hands, turned around and shouted at the little girl: "You hurry up and go home!" ”
After watching her motionless, he said, "Goodbye, I hope I can see you next time!" ”
She smiled and then turned and left with her parents, for when she saw that the little girl seemed to move, her heart was now filled with joy, and she jumped up and down and walked home.
The little girl's eyes were misty, and she stared stupidly in the direction where the girl left, for a long time, only quietly staying as it was.
"I don't have a home." As soon as she spoke, she probably hadn't spoken for a long time, and a tearing hoarseness emanated from her throat, as if she had choked a little.
After a long time, she dragged her thin body away from here, and walked forward step by step, her pace getting slower and slower, without the slightest desire, and her whole person was dyed with loneliness.
……
At the same time, in the same place, in the same position, He Xiu came to her eyes, the difference was that the little girl's shoulder was a little blood overflowing, and she just buried her head in her knees, and she didn't react at all.
He Xiu noticed her wound, turned around and ran away, the little girl raised her eyes, the corners of her mouth showed a wry smile, the bitterness spread to the bottom of her heart, the blood dripped endlessly, dyed her back red, as if a delicate flower had grown.
After a while, He Xiu came back out of breath, carrying a small bag in his hand, which was scissors, cotton swabs, gauze, mineral water and hydrogen peroxide.
She put her hands on the little girl's shoulders and flipped her body with her back to herself.
The little girl's thin body stiffened visibly, perhaps pulling on the wound, but she still didn't say a word, buried her head deeper into her knees, and didn't move again.
She looked at the little girl's pitiful appearance, couldn't help but soften her tone, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry! ”
One second, two seconds, three seconds, He Xiu stared at her back, as if she had made some great decision, gritted her teeth, plucked up courage, and then picked up the scissors and cut them along the edge of the clothes.
I saw that the wound was exposed to the air, it was a slender wound, there seemed to be some crystal fragments on it, like glass, many small glasses had been pierced into the flesh, and the blood was still bubbling down, her heart was unconsciously twisted into a ball, and she felt pain when she looked at it.
She had no choice but to take out the tweezers from the small bag she was carrying, and then in the sunlight, she turned the meat open with the tweezers, and pinched out the broken glass in the meat one by one.
The little girl gritted her teeth at the moment, sweat filled her forehead, a layer of cold sweat on her back, her hands were clenched tightly, her mouth was also bitten tightly, and she desperately suppressed herself from shouting.
He Xiu finally pinched out all the broken glass, and the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, noticing the little girl's reaction, he said softly, and with a little excitement, "I took out all the glass on your back!" You have to hold back! ”
She took the mineral water and slowly poured it on her back, washing her wounds. Then, she took a cotton swab, dipped it in a little hydrogen peroxide, and carefully rubbed it on the wound, which was cold and stinging. Finally, after the poisoning, put a bandage on her.
"That's it!" There was a bit of pride in her tone, and the smile on her face was even brighter.
The little girl raised her face, her eyes squinting at the light of the sun, and only when she got used to it did she open her eyes, which seemed to hide several emotions.
He Xiu saw her appearance clearly at this moment, her eyebrows were slender, her eyes were good-looking, her nose was small, her lips were thin, and her cheeks should have pouted at this stage, but she was skinny, and her whole person was not half angry.
There was always a smile on her face, as warm as the sun, and the wisps penetrated into her limbs, "We'll see you again!" ”
The two were relatively speechless, in fact, one was talking and the other was listening.
"Why are you hurt today?"
"Doesn't it hurt?"
"Why are you so quiet?"
"I seem to be too long-winded!"
The girl's tone gradually lowered, a little more self-reproachful, the little girl naturally heard it, and she tried hard to squeeze out a word, "No." ”
It can be described as a thousand words, as soon as she spoke, He Xiu's eyes lit up, and her heart was happy, and she continued to chatter even more unscrupulously, and finally blew a rainbow fart.
"Are you tired, do you want to change your position?"
"You're all bored, do you want me to tell you a story?"
She smiled and said, "Are you thirsty or not, the water hasn't run out yet, you can't waste it!" ”
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"Have you noticed that you look good!"
"Well, you can't beat me!"
"They say that good-looking people have little stars in their eyes when they laugh, do you have too?"
"I think you must have!"
"Well, they say I'm a little sun, and laughing melts them!"
"Can I be your little sun?"
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The little girl stood in front of the mirror, tugging at the corners of her lips with her hands, trying to squeeze out a smile, but the smile was worse than crying. Thinking of that little sun, she inadvertently curled the corners of her mouth, but she didn't notice it.
A vulgar word reached her ears, and she slowly came back to her senses, turned around and walked away.
"Hey, Little Calamity, what were you doing just now?"
"She seems to be smiling?!"
"Is there something wrong with your brain?"
"Then let's not get too close!"
"That's right! It can't be like Pinault."
"Beat him so badly afterwards!"
……
A harsh sentence of words, the left ear goes in, the right ear comes out, the stars? They are right, she is a disaster!
She smiled self-deprecatingly, and her heart rippled again, and a numb heart seemed to beat again.
At this moment, only one sentence echoed in the little girl's mind, "You say, can I see you again in the future?" ”
She shook her head, trying to shake the sentence out of her head, but scene after scene came to her mind, including her smile.
"Once upon a time there was a beautiful little girl, and she passed by a corner and saw a little girl cowering in the corner. As for her, she couldn't help but walk over, and at that moment she thought that she must protect this little girl. She has longed to have a sister since she was a child, and the moment she saw the little girl, her heart rippled, and she mustered up the courage to go to her step by step...... Finally, they ......"
The girl paid attention to her reaction, her eyes were firm, and she said seriously: "Will you believe me?" After thinking about it, she said, "They say that people should be based on goodness, but I am not a Buddha and cannot cross so many people, and I only hope that person is you!" ”
She cautiously asked, "So, would you like me to see you again in the future?" ”
The little girl didn't remember whether she answered or not, she only remembered the back of the girl leaving, she was a little sun, it seemed that all the warmth was on her, as soon as she left, she seemed to fall into the cold wave again, but she could move slightly, and was no longer a stiff robot.
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People are easy to wake up, emotions are easy to hurt, and dreams are fragile.
A thunderbolt flashed, waking up He Yan, who was still asleep on the bed, she glanced around the room, eased her thoughts, and got up to close the window.
Outside the window, there were black clouds, and there were no stars for a long time, but Yue'er was trying to break free from the black clouds and swayed her brilliance hard.
He Yan closed the window, lay on the bed, closed her eyes, and dreamed one after another, and the corner of the dream's mouth was a bright smile at the moment.