Chapter 54 In Her Love, His Whereabouts Are Unknown
"Are you okay?" He Yan looked at the man in front of him, his face was haggard, his lips were chapped, and the corners of his mouth were curved at the moment.
When she looked closely, she saw a deep smile in her eyes, and the tears that touched her eyes, and a wave of joy lingered around him.
Bai Mochen's face was flushed, and his breathing was a little short, he slowed down, and then he opened his mouth, "Why do I see her angle?" ”
After He Yan listened to his words, combined with what she saw, it was indeed the woman's vision, she thought about what the old monk said, raised her eyes and looked at Zhu Xinling and said: "That is her memory, it can help you dream of what you want to know!" ”
She thought about it, maybe those things were in his subconscious, so she said, "Your subconscious may be with her as the main body!" ”
"Hmm!" He understood what she meant, and tried to meet the woman again, even if it was a dream, but it was too real.
He remembered her that year in his heart for many years, and after many years, her figure had long been blurred. Now, even in his dreams, he doesn't want to wake up.
"I want to continue!" He pleaded reverently, and though his body was weak, his determination to see her was firm.
Seeing that he was very weak, she couldn't help but be a little worried, so she asked, "Are you okay?" ”
"It's a big deal, it's a dead word, but I want to say a word to her before I die......" His eyes were full of tenderness, but then endless sadness.
He Yan didn't know what to say, she could only think of him, she gently took off the bracelet on her wrist, that is, Zhu Xinjing, pinched the chain with two fingers, exposed the small bell-shaped pendant in front of his eyes, and said, "Let's continue!" ”
"Good!" His eyes were fixed on the pendant without blinking, as if it was glued to it.
He Yan gently shook the pendant, making a crisp sound of "jingling", and his eyelids became heavier and heavier, so that he couldn't open his eyes, and finally fell into a dream.
In a small courtyard in Yunfu, a woman stood by the window, looking at the scenery through the window, and turned her head to look at the blue sky.
A pair of birds flew past her field of vision, and she had a little envy in her heart, and she could only watch them fly out of this small courtyard, this mansion. She stayed where she was, but her thoughts wandered with them, already drifting to people far away.
Before she could wake up from her thoughts, the girl's voice was already outside the door, but she couldn't hear it, until someone gently patted her shoulder, and then slowly retracted her thoughts.
The scenes in her mind poured in like a mountain of water, and a strange emotion lingered in her heart little by little, no matter what she did, she couldn't arouse interest.
The recent changes in her whole person naturally can't escape her sister who has grown up together since childhood. The two of them are only a year apart, but it always feels like their sister can support the family.
Under the dignified appearance of my sister, there are some careful thoughts, and sometimes some small actions can show her impulsiveness, and not hitting the south wall and not looking back.
People who know her will joke that sometimes she is silly and cute. People who don't know her will think that she is very reckless, and she will do things while her brain is hot, but she doesn't think of the consequences, and in the end she is all injured, but she is also sad!
"Xiao Bang, what's wrong with you?" Yun Luoyi noticed that since she came back on the night of the Qiqiao Festival, her whole person looked preoccupied, but she couldn't mention the things she was interested in on weekdays.
"Xiao Bang? Xiao Bang? She called her a few more times, and tapped her on the shoulder again, and she came to her senses completely.
She blinked, and when she saw everything in front of her, she spoke, "Sister, when are you coming here?" ”
She has an attitude of thinking for herself, and she has her own scrutiny in her heart, but she also knows that her sister has a tight mouth, and no one can force her if she doesn't say what she believes.
However, she hoped that she was not troubled, so she opened her mouth desperately, "What's wrong with you lately?" ”
She winked at her, put her arm around her, and said coquettishly, "It's okay, I'm fine!"
Her appearance made Yun Luoyi even more firm in her thoughts, there must be something hidden in her heart, but she refused to say it, but they were sisters, and she didn't think there was anything that couldn't be said.
"Can't you talk about the people closest to you?" She feigned anger and pulled out her arm, pulling her away from her, and then staring at her.
When their eyes met, Yun Shuwan's eyes were a little wandering, and he didn't dare to meet her eyes. So she lowered her head, and she wanted to dig a pit and bury herself, but nothing could go her way.
Her head was gently lifted by someone, and she looked at her, and she swallowed, her hands rubbing unconsciously against the corners of her skirt, but she couldn't say a word.
Yun Luoyi stopped beating around the bush and asked directly, "Do you have a man you like?" ”
She kept an eye on her sister's actions, and she found that when she just said "the man she liked", her sister had a slight reaction, but she couldn't be completely sure.
So, she threw out another question, which was very straightforward, "Is it a man who begs for a good day?" ”
At this moment, she saw that she had made a big move, her eyes wandered around, completely unable to meet her gaze, and her mouth was tightly pursed, as if she was afraid that what in her mouth would be pried out. She didn't say anything, but just looked back at her in the end, and met her eyes again.
"I know all about that person!" She smiled at her, a hint of cunning flashed in her eyes, but it was only for a moment, at least not the person in front of her.
Yun Shuwan paused after hearing this, and secretly thought in her heart what she meant by this, could it be that she already knew who it was? Find that person?
As soon as she thought of being able to find that person, her heart also fluctuated, whether she wanted to admit it, and then asked her about his whereabouts.
Suddenly, a question flashed through her mind, why did she know about him? She has already searched for many people, but it is really "missing" as he said, and does she really know where he is?
At this time, she thought of Erya, it must be that stupid girl, and told her sister about her encounter, otherwise how would her sister know?
The second girl outside the yard felt that her nose was a little itchy, and she couldn't help but sneeze, only to feel that someone was talking about her, but she was obviously living a very serious life, and she was absolutely loyal to the young lady.
She kept everything she said in her heart, including what she said that she was not allowed to talk to others about everything at night, and she kept her mouth shut.
Therefore, all this is not her fault, if she knew that Yun Shuwan thought of her so much, she must have been aggrieved again.
"Where is he?"
She said what she wanted to know, and after asking, she felt that something was not quite right, and noticed the triumphant smile on her sister's face, and a mouthful of blood was about to vomit out, but it was not obvious on her face, maintaining the etiquette of a young lady of the family.
"Can you tell me about it?" Yun Luoyi's eyes were locked on her sister's body, although she was curious in her heart, she didn't want her to hold it in her heart.
She understands that feeling, and there is no one to tell, she deeply understands it, but she has always been obsessed.
If it's not a family, you can't get together, and if you don't hit the south wall, you won't look back, and that's the case for both of them.
Someday, they will recognize reality, and they will realize that it is just their own wishful thinking. But if you have already seen enough amazing people when you are young, how can you store another person in your heart?
"I ......" she gritted her teeth, not knowing how to say how to say that feeling, but knowing that she had never felt before. She thought it was gratitude, but then she thought about it, was that all?
She is her eldest sister, she is the person she can rely on, except for her parents, they are the closest people, "Don't you believe me?" We are sisters! ”
"I don't know what to say!" She had an extremely depressed expression on her face, her mouth was pursed, and her hands were still clasped on her fingertips, but she looked tangled.
She told her what she felt in her heart, but it wasn't her own feeling, "Is it when I remember him, I feel very happy." But when you reach the reality and find that everything is just your imagination, will you have a sour feeling in your heart? ”
"Hmm-" Yun Shuwan listened to her words, and seemed to say her strange feelings, so she was also determined to talk to her sister in detail, but she didn't notice that her sister understood this feeling.
"That's love!"
"Like?"
"Hmm."
"So what can I do not like?" She asked in a low voice, feeling very uncomfortable in her heart.
"I like this kind of thing, it's not like you don't want it. Maybe in a few years, you'll forget about it! ”
She saw her still depressed expression, scratched her nose with her hand, her eyes were firm, but her tone was teasing, and said, "You can tell him that maybe he likes you too!" After all, my sister is so good! ”
"I've been looking for him for a long time, but I haven't been able to find anyone, I don't know who he is, I don't know where he's from, and I don't even know where he's going!"
She heard her lower and lower, with a somewhat crying tone, and gently patted her shoulder with her hand, and whispered, "Perhaps, he is looking for you now!" Perhaps, one day you will meet it! ”
"Really?" Her eyes lit up, her sister had not lied to her.
"Hmm!" I'm sure you'll meet him one day, she thought to herself, you'll be happy!
……
A year later, there was a small courtyard in the Yun family
A woman was standing by the window, in the same place, thinking about the same thing, the corners of her mouth hooked up a wry smile, and then laughed at herself.
"Miss, the eldest lady is waiting for you in the front hall to set off together!" A voice entered the room, and Erya walked up behind her with skillful steps, and then gently patted her on the shoulder.
"Okay, I'll get out of here!"
"Hmm."
She has long been accustomed to her young lady's behavior, I don't know when, she likes to stand by the window, I thought she was looking at the scenery, but her eyes are forever blurred, and her thoughts don't know where they have drifted.
She reached out and brushed the wind-blown hair on her forehead, straightened her clothes by the way, and then walked out of the room in a dignified manner, heading for her destination.
The wind crept into the room through the window, and on the low table, the paper was blown by the wind and fell to the floor, and finally only stayed on the paper of "If the two love is long, how can it be in the morning and twilight".
On the table, there is only an unfolded scroll, the person in the painting is a gentle man, dressed in white, behind him is the lively street, he has a pair of affectionate eyes, it seems to come through the sea of people, just for the person in front of him.