Mo Yu should have been obedient, but when Mo Yan left, he told her to let her talk to his wife, and he couldn't let his wife sleep anymore. The things prepared in the small kitchen are not suitable for Mrs. to eat now, and Mo Yan has already supervised the cook to redo it according to the instructions of Imperial Doctor Sun.

"Didn't I let you go down?Do you think that except for the third master, everyone else doesn't need to listen to it?" Nalan Jinxiu still didn't open his eyes, but he could already hear a little displeasure in his tone.

Mo Yu thought that when he and Mo Yan first came over, although his wife didn't like to talk, and most of the time she was silent by herself, she was not a person who loved to reprimand people. Now that she has been trapped in her room for so long, and knowing that she is pregnant with a sick child, her temperament has changed a little.

I didn't hear Mo Yu leave for a long time, and the last trace of patience of Nalan Jinxiu was exhausted, she sat up, looked at Mo Yu coldly, and said word by word: "How many times do you want me to repeat it?"

Mo Yu knew that Madame ate soft rather than hard, so she had to take two steps back and kneel on the ground, and said respectfully: "Madame, it's not that the slave doesn't listen to you, but that you can't sleep anymore." Mo Yan has already gone to the small kitchen to prepare a meal, why don't you eat a little!"

When Nalan Jinxiu is irrational, he can also distinguish the good from the bad. The cold light in her eyes faded a little, and she said lightly: "I don't sleep, but you better go out! I want to stay alone for a while." ”

Mo Yu didn't dare to leave now, she was afraid that her wife wouldn't be able to think of doing something stupid for a while, in short, she would definitely not leave until the others entered this room. She retreated behind the screen and whispered, "The slave maid is not in the way of the lady's eyes, she is guarding here, if you need to speak directly." ”

Nalan Jinxiu didn't answer her. In the past, she always felt that it was not easy to be a subordinate, and if she could catch up with a good master, her life would be better. If the master's heart is not good, then he does not know how much he will suffer.

But she no longer has the heart to sympathize with others, and she feels that there are probably few people who can catch up with her and have a hard time. That's why Buddhists say that all living beings are suffering.

Someone will come to the rescue of everyone who suffers, and they will always have to cross him out of the sea of suffering. She has always believed that she has good intentions and practices medicine to save people, and good people should always be rewarded. Otherwise, how can you explain that she can come back from the dead?

God asked her to live again this time, probably in the hope of giving her a fulfillment! I kept thinking like this, so no matter how difficult the situation was, no matter how desperate the situation was, she felt that she could get over it.

But in the end she got something, her husband imprisoned her in this house and did not see the light of day, and her child, before he could even look at it in this world, was already made sick by someone.

Imperial Physician Sun's words weren't so clear, but she wasn't stupid, as could be seen from their dignified attitude. This kid's situation must be particularly tricky.

But she is its mother, and she can't stop doing it because it's hard to do, and she can't kill it because it will bring endless trouble to herself after she is born.

No matter how incurable the child's illness was, no matter how much effort it would take her to put in it, she could never abandon it. Nalan Jinxiu is now all thinking about the child in her belly. As for the rest, she couldn't control it and didn't want to care about it.

"You go out first!" a light and indifferent male voice came, making Nalan Jinxiu instantly withdraw from his thoughts. looked up at the man who had already walked to the bed, turned his eyes away calmly, and said coldly: "Didn't I already say it, I want to be alone and quiet." ”

"I'm afraid you're going to be cranky alone. Ji Hongye's eyes were very soft when he looked at her.

"Snort!" Nalan Jinxiu sneered. If she had been angry and angry before, he would have been able to coax her with just a casual word, but now it's not like that.

In the past, even if she was angry and sad, she knew that the third brother was thinking of her and being good to her. The trust and dependence in her heart on him has almost disappeared with the loss of light in the past month.

She knew he was angry, and she knew she had done something wrong. But she thought that since they were husband and wife, shouldn't they bear it together if something happened? So, she was waiting for him with hope.

She thought that if it hadn't been for the child's accident, if she hadn't experienced such despair, her heart wouldn't have become so cold and hard, at least she wouldn't have been so heart-warming for him.

What she wants to do most now is to hope that he can stay away from her. Because as soon as she sees him, she will feel that this child has become like this, and he has an unshirkable responsibility.

Ji Hongye saw that Nalan Jinxiu didn't look at him or speak, but only turned his eyes to the window. She stared at something outside the window, obviously not wanting to talk to him or look at him.

He had expected her to reject him, even to the point of keeping him away. And he knew that it would be very difficult to coax her this time.

Ah Jin is not an ordinary woman, what she cares about most is to do things according to her heart. She does what she wants, and no one else can force her to do what she doesn't want to do.

Therefore, she will not borrow her own weakness, borrow his compassion to infinitely expand his guilt for her, so that he will think that he has failed her in the future, and he will let her everywhere.

A child and being completely tolerated by a man are not hesitating for many women. But she is not another woman, she is Ah Jin.

It just so happens that this child has no accident, even if he is a sick child, he has a chance to maneuver. If something happened to this child, she would definitely hate him.

"Don't stare at that place, your eyes will get tired after a long time. Ji Hongye sat down on the edge of the bed, ignored her refusal, and set up the pillow behind her, so that she could lean more comfortably.

"You know I don't want to see you, so I want you to stay away from me. Nalan Jinxiu's tone can be said to be very unkind, and it is very uncomfortable.

"Whether you want to see me or not, I won't leave again. ”

Ji Hongye has never been so disliked in his life, especially his wife. It wasn't unfeeling in his heart, but he had already decided that no matter how ruthless she was, he couldn't leave again.

"Huh...... Let me say something good. Nalan Jinxiu finally turned her cheeks, she looked at him quietly, and said slowly: "When you just left, you locked me up here, I hope you can come back every day, and I hope you don't get angry anymore."

I thought that as long as I stayed here obediently and didn't cause trouble for you, you would one day remember my goodness and forgive me for the unhappiness I brought you. But you're gone for a month.

Maybe this month is nothing in your opinion, because a person's life is so long, and this mere month can't change anything. But for me a month is not ordinary, my belly is growing day by day, it jumps slightly at the beginning, to making bigger and bigger movements.

Sometimes I put my hand on my stomach and I can feel it kicking me. It's a wonderful feeling that makes one feel the joy of life. Especially for a prisoner like me, it's a pity that you missed it. ”

She choked up a little as she said this, her voice a little hoarse, and she was silent, as if wondering if she should say the next thing. Ji Hongye was guarding on the side, he thought that she was angry now, and it would be good to vent it.

"But it's not just joy, I often have cramps in the middle of the night, I often lose my breath, and every day is very painful. She said this, combing her five fingers and gently running her long loose hair. Then there would be hair all over her hands, and she said, "Look, what has become of me?"

There is an eternal law in this world, even the most open-minded people are always afraid that they will grow old one day. From red face to white hair, from youth and fitness to faltering, this should be the most unacceptable to people, and what is more serious than this is premature aging.

is obviously at the age of flowers, so he can only watch himself fall. That's how Nalan Jinxiu feels at this time. She is imprisoned here, and her heart is on the child, and she really hasn't taken a good look at herself for a long time.

It wasn't until she noticed that so much hair was falling out that she started looking at the people in the mirror. Her face was no longer shiny, and her hair was starting to dry out. She knew it wasn't because she was pregnant, but because her body was gradually depleting.

No matter how much she persuaded herself, no matter how much she planned for the child in her womb, she was still a mortal after all, and she couldn't completely extricate herself from the frustration of being imprisoned.

Ji Hongye never interrupted her, he held her hand tremblingly, and it took a long time to squeeze out a sentence: "It's all over." ”

Nalan Jinxiu pulled her hand out of his palm with an indifferent expression, and she looked at him coldly: "You think it's all over, but I think this is just the beginning, because as soon as you appear in front of me, I can't help but think of this." ”

Ji Hongye's hand fell in mid-air and gradually clenched into a fist. He lowered his eyelids and was silent for a long time, then slowly raised his head: "What do you want?" How can you forget these injuries and be willing to start over.

"I want you to hurt with me!" Nalan Jinxiu's eyes finally fluctuated slightly, and he was no longer calm and had nothing but coldness.

She took a deep breath and said slowly: "This child is not mine alone, you are its father, so you have your own responsibility." You locked me up here, and you didn't care about anything, didn't you think that I wasn't alone now, and I was so heavy, could I get through it?"

Ji Hongye still maintained his original posture, and he didn't know what he was thinking. He didn't move, as if petrified, but if you looked closely, you could see that his fingertips were trembling slightly......