Chapter 312: Heart-to-heart talk
Song Xinshu hasn't been out since she came back that day, and Su Qing has been letting her family recuperate, so she doesn't know anything about the outside world.
It wasn't until that day that Ah Ya went out to buy things, heard about those gossips, and came back and told Song Xinshu as a joke that she knew that so many things had happened in the past few days when she was recuperating.
Shangguan Feng's face suddenly appeared in his mind, and he should be the one who was hurt the most in this matter, but at the moment these things have nothing to do with him.
Since Mrs. Shangguan said those words, she had already decided to take the initiative to alienate Shangguan Linglong and them, although the two of them were sincere to her, but their family backgrounds were indeed too different.
She didn't want people to poke her backbone and say that she was clinging to the powerful, although she did think about using the connections of the Shangguan family to open up her way to do business in the capital.
But now she has no such plans, she would rather go to someone else than hurt the sincere feelings between herself and Shangguan Linglong.
After solving Lin Yaoxin's matter, Shangguan Linglong also came to find Song Xinshu several times, but was blocked by Aja.
"Miss Shangguan, please go back, our shopkeeper is not in the shop today." Ah Jay said with a face on his face.
Shangguan Linglong glanced at the kitchen a few times intentionally or unintentionally, she had been here several times, but she didn't see Song Xinshu.
In addition, she asked people to send back all the silver taels she had given her, how could she not understand such a clear line of behavior!
But she is really unwilling, she is not willing to lose Song Xinshu, the only friend who treats her sincerely.
But people avoid her, and she can't force it, if she goes too far, Song Xinshu will definitely hate herself!
Shangguan Feng hasn't been out of the house recently, and every time he goes out, he can always feel the strange eyes of others looking at him, so he would rather stay at home.
Seeing Shangguan Linglong coming back dejectedly, he said, "It seems that you have gone to eat behind closed doors again." Xinshu should have made up his mind not to see us this time, and you won't have to work in vain in the future! Just protect her silently! ”
Shangguan Linglong looked at his high-spirited brother in the past, and lost Song Xinshu, the most painful thing was him.
The most important thing is that the maid who thought she had become Shangguan Feng was the one who thought she had become Shangguan Feng, and she was superior to others, and she was arrogant and commanding in the house all day long, which was very boring!
"Big brother, why do you think Xinshu is doing this? Aren't the two of us her friends? Where does she end us in this way? Shangguan Linglong never understood why Song Xinshu alienated them without saying a word.
She didn't understand, but Shangguan Feng was clear in her heart, Song Xinshu had always been arrogant, and he was sincere to them, and because of this, he didn't want to embarrass them.
"Linglong, Xinshu naturally has her own plans for doing this, don't disturb her peaceful life in the future!" After Shangguan Feng finished speaking, he left.
Shangguan Linglong sat alone in the pavilion for a long time, looking at the scenery, and suddenly lost the fun of appreciation.
Su Qing has been avoiding Song Xinshu for the past few days, he really doesn't know how to explain his past things to Song Xinshu, originally he wanted to live a peaceful life with Song Xinshu, but now things are obviously beyond his control.
After dinner that night, Su Qing excused himself to clean up the dishes and chopsticks and wanted to leave, but Song Xinshu suddenly said: "Aja, you clean up here tonight, I have something to say to your master!" ”
Ah Ya answered, and Song Xinshu got up and returned to the room.
Her words had already been said so clearly that Su Qing had no reason to hide even if she wanted to, so she could only follow Song Xinshu back to the room.
Song Xinshu had already prepared the tea, waiting for Su Qing's arrival, the two looked at each other for a long time, and finally Song Xinshu broke the silence, if he really waited for Su Qing's stuffy gourd to speak by himself, Song Xinshu felt that he might be rushed to death.
"Su Qing, the two of us are husband and wife, husband and wife have been one since ancient times, what can't you tell me? Unless you don't think I'm your wife, and therefore don't deserve to know about your past! Song Xinshu said.
Su Qing saw that her face was a little sad, and immediately spoke: "Lady, I didn't mean that, it's just that I don't know how to tell you!" ”
"There's something bad to say. Let me ask you, are you and Zhang Wanyin old acquaintances? Song Xinshu poured Su Qing a cup of tea and put it in front of him.
Su Qing's expression was flustered, and the whole person was a little restless, "The two of us are indeed old acquaintances." But don't worry, lady, there is no relationship between us, and I don't know that I have become like this, how can she still recognize me! ”
"Su Qing, don't worry, if you have anything to say, you can say it slowly. I didn't mean to question you, I believe you were innocent of what happened that day! Song Xinshu grabbed Su Qing's hand and gave him a sense of security.
Under the inducement of Song Xinshu, Su Qing finally opened his mouth, "I was originally the second son of Su Tai, the general of the dynasty, my eldest brother had already died on the battlefield, and my father also sacrificed his life for the country." Later, I also joined the army, and made many military achievements, and my prestige in the army was unmatched. Therefore, I was suspicious of the saints, and at this time, the traitors fanned the flames, and my situation in the court was even more difficult. ”
"In order to save my life, I faked my death and left the capital. Originally, I wanted to find a place to spend the rest of my life in peace, but I didn't expect God to let me meet my mother! ”
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Su Qing said a lot about his past, and Song Xinshu was surprised, but he also admired Su Qing even more.
Not everyone can retreat bravely when they are in full swing, but Su Qing did it.
He has never been interested in the power of the high, the most important thing for him is the stability of the country and the happiness of the people!
"Since you have already left the capital, why can Zhang Wanyin still recognize you?" Song Xinshu was also very curious about what kind of relationship these two people had.
Su Qing told the story between himself and Zhang Wanyin.
Song Xinshu nodded, and said jealously: "So that's the case, it seems that you have a lot of peach blossoms!" ”
When she said this, Su Qing was so frightened that she immediately expressed her loyalty, "Lady Mingjian, the person I like has always been the only lady." I knew that saving her would cause this string of troubles, and I would definitely die if I didn't save her! ”
Song Xinshu smiled slightly, "Okay, I didn't say anything, I believe you are sincere to me!" ”
"Since you faked your death and left the capital, now that Zhang Wanyin knows your whereabouts, we have offended her again, do you think she will tell the news?" Song Xinshu is actually not afraid of things, but she thinks it is very troublesome.
Originally, her purpose was just to let her family live a good life, and then find someone to marry, have a lovely child, and live this life in peace.
I didn't expect that I found a man who was the son of a general, and this luck was really no one.
But since this is already the case, she will bravely face the next difficulties.
She never takes the initiative to find trouble, but that doesn't mean she's afraid of things!
"Lady, I'm sorry, I'm dragging you down! I'm afraid the days to come won't be peaceful. I heard my father-in-law say that the imperial court is already recruiting troops and preparing to go north to fight against Hu! Su Qing hugged Song Xinshu in his arms and said with a distressed face.
Although he knew that he would have no future and might die on the battlefield if he left, he felt unbearable to let him watch the people fall into the flames of war.
"Nothing to drag down, nothing to drag down. I understand what you mean, just do what you want, I'll be here waiting for you to come back! Song Xinshu said firmly.
Su Qing had long known that Song Xinshu had a tough mind, but he didn't expect that she could be so indifferent after hearing about her life experience, and now he felt more and more that he really married the right person in the first place.
"But since you have faked your death and escaped from the capital, is there really no problem with going back again? I'm afraid that the people who framed you in the first place wouldn't have given up if they knew you weren't dead! Song Xinshu suddenly felt that Su Qing's departure was really dangerous.
If he is really sure that he wants to reappear in front of the world, then he must also develop his own power as soon as possible, so that he can have room to speak.
"Don't worry, lady, my face is very different from before, and people who are not familiar with me will not recognize me, unless it is those brothers who got along with me day and night before! And I didn't say I was leaving now! Seeing the worried look on her face, Su Qing felt warm in her heart.
In the past, when I fought on the battlefield, I always felt empty in my heart, like duckweed without roots.
Now that he has someone he wants to protect, he will definitely cherish his life, and he also wants to grow old with Song Xinshu!
After this earnest conversation, the hearts of the two seemed to be closer.
Mrs. Taishou didn't know where she heard the news, and she knew that Song Xinshu had an awkward relationship with the Shangguan Mansion, so she was very worried, so she sent someone over to ask her to talk about it.
Looking at Song Xinshu, who was dressing up in front of the dresser, Su Qing felt very satisfied.
After Song Xinshu recuperated during this period of time, his complexion became more and more prominent, and there was an indescribable style between his gestures, which always made Su Qing addicted to it and couldn't extricate himself.
Sometimes he longed to lock Song Xinshu at home, leaving him alone to appreciate her beauty.
He walked over gently, hugged Song Xinshu's slender waist from behind, and rested his head on her shoulder, "Lady, why don't we go to Taishou Mansion today?" We're just staying at home, okay? ”