Chapter 1606: Relief
(Thanks: xixihahha, beetle MSoocg, bean paste bag with mung beans, wow liang wow liang kk and other brothers' rewards, thank you for the brothers' tickets.) )
When Lin Jue gently walked into the small hall of the main room, Guo Caiwei was sitting on a chair with her head down, holding a needlework basket and doing something. Hearing the footsteps, Guo Caiwei didn't look up, but said softly: "Begonia, where did you put the roll of silk cloth we bought last time?" I forgot. You go to the storehouse and look for it, and when you find it, you bring it. ”
Lin Jue said in a deep voice: "Silk cloth? I don't know where to put it. ”
Guo Caiwei's body shook, her hands trembled, and the needle she was holding pierced her fingers, so painful that she almost screamed. She didn't care to look at it, so she hurriedly stood up and saluted, "Husband...... Come on. Vile has seen her husband. ”
Lin Jue stepped forward and grabbed her hand, and saw a little ruby-like blood bead oozing from the tip of her slender index finger. So it was sent to the mouth and sucked. A few clicks.
Guo Caiwei hurriedly said: "Don't dare to have Lao Fujun." ”
Lin Jue grabbed her hand and said softly, "Does it hurt?" ”
Guo Caiwei shook her head and said, "What is this?" It doesn't hurt. ”
Lin Jue nodded, put down her hand, turned her head to look around, and asked, "What about Zhan'er?" ”
"Oh, Mu Qing took him out for a walk. It's time to come back. He said yesterday that he had something to tell his father. You came back late, and he couldn't wait to go to sleep. Guo Caiwei said softly.
Lin Jue smiled: "Oh? Does he have something to tell me? What could he do? Such a small person. ”
Guo Caiwei said softly: "It seems that I learned poetry and want to recite it to you." ”
Lin Jue sighed, nodded slowly, and said, "Very good, when he comes back, ask him to go to the study to find me." ”
Guo Caiwei nodded slightly. Lin Jue's gaze fell on a few pieces of silk cloth on the small table, and said with a smile: "It's a good spring, why don't you go out in the house?" What are you sewing here? ”
Guo Caiwei said softly: "I heard that Fujun is going to lead the army to the battle, Wei'er wants to sew a few pads for Fujun. The armor was very rough, and the husband wore blood on his forehead every time he wore it, and the concubine thought that it would be much more comfortable to sew a padding around the forehead. The concubine has never learned to be a female red, and the sewing is not good-looking, and I don't know if the husband wants it. ”
Lin Jue was stunned, nodded and said, "Of course." Thank you for your heart. ”
Guo Caiwei said softly: "Why should the husband be so polite to Wei'er, this is all Wei'er's business." ”
Lin Jue nodded, sat on the chair, and squinted at the flowers and trees in the courtyard under the spring sun outside the hall. On a row of flower stands facing the hall door, the green vines and red flowers are purple and red, which is very beautiful. A few butterflies fluttered. There was silence in all directions, and it seemed quiet and serene. But in Guo Caiwei's opinion, this silence was awkward, and she stood there, holding her hands together and bowing her head, not knowing what to say. The previous conversations were like two people looking for something to talk about. That incident has put a wall between the husband and wife. I can't see it, but I can really feel it.
"Husband...... When is it time to set out on an expedition? Guo Caiwei broke the silence and asked softly.
Lin Jue turned his head and said, "Why do you ask this?" ”
Guo Caiwei was stunned for a moment, and then her heart tingled. She could tell that her husband was wary of her inquiry. The date of the expedition is a military secret, and the husband is afraid that he suspects that he is spying on his brother's information.
Guo Caiwei took a breath and said softly: "The concubine shouldn't ask this. Husband is on the expedition, and Wei'er is afraid that she will not be able to send you. The husband must not want the concubine to send you. I'll sing a tune to my husband, and I'll say goodbye to my husband on another day. ”
Lin Jue frowned and didn't speak. He didn't really want the atmosphere to be so embarrassing, he came with pity. But at the moment, he didn't know what to say. After all, until now, Guo Caiwei has not taken the initiative to find herself and answer the question she raised that night.
Guo Caiwei sang softly: "...... Hate to see each other late, resentment to return to illness. The willow silk is long and the jade is difficult to tie, and the sparse forest is hung by the slanting light. The horses went on a circuitous journey, and the car followed quickly, but they told the lovesickness to avoid it, and they parted early. I heard a "go" and let go of Jin Chuan; Looking at the ten-mile long pavilion from afar, the jade was reduced. Muscle: This hatred ...... Who knows? ”
Lin Jue's body tensed up when Guo Caiwei sang this song, and he listened attentively. After Guo Caiwei finished singing this short paragraph, Lin Jue turned his head and looked at her in a daze. After the lead singer of Xiaojun, he was already in tears, choking and unable to speak.
"This tune...... Isn't it the farewell part of the Changting Pavilion in the West Chamber? Lin Jue said in a deep voice.
Xiaojun nodded with tears and said softly: "Do you remember that back then, in the Liang Wang's Mansion in Hangzhou, when the concubine and the husband first met, did you sing this song for your husband?" ”
Of course Lin Jue remembered. Although it was a few years ago, Lin Jue still remembers it vividly. At that time, the Legend of the West Chamber had just been officially performed, and he and Guo Caiwei had only known each other for a short time. Guo Caiwei went to the theater every day to cheer, and even learned the singing of the West Chamber. For a while, he often went to the palace to chat with Guo Caiwei, and Guo Caiwei once sang this section of the long pavilion farewell to herself. Lin Jue's affection for Guo Caiwei has gradually grown since then. Although Lin Jue chose to stay away later, because he had a marriage contract with Fang Huanqiu, he didn't want to entangle too much with Liang Wangfu because of the experience in the previous life. But the good feeling for Guo Caiwei has been imprinted in my heart.
At this moment, hearing this song of Changting's farewell again, it evokes the sweet memories of the year, and returns to the beautiful moment when the two were in love at the beginning.
"The singing is still as good as it was back then, and it's the same as the warbler." Lin Jue said softly.
Guo Caiwei shook her head with a wry smile and said, "How dare you compare with Yingying?" The husband laughed. ”
Lin Jue said in a deep voice: "In a blink of an eye, seven or eight years have passed. When we first met, we were just friends. Now even the war is so big. So much has been done, so many tribulations have been made. I can't believe how we got here. If we had known that we had to go through so many hardships, we would not have had the courage to live. ”
Guo Caiwei said softly: "I don't think it's so difficult for the concubine, the concubine has never lost her courage all the way." That's because, with a husband by her side, the concubine is not afraid of anything. Meeting my husband is the luckiest thing in my life, and it is also an honor for a concubine to marry my husband and face hardships and tribulations with my husband. If everything were to be done all over again, and time was reversed, I think I would still choose to marry my husband and experience the hardships and joys of this world with him. This is what I mean from the heart. ”
Lin Jue looked at Guo Caiwei's extremely beautiful face although she was already a mother, and said in a deep voice: "Thank you for telling me this, I know this is your true words." However, you and I do not exist alone in this world, and there are many things that you and I cannot avoid if we are unwilling to face them. ”
Guo Caiwei nodded and said, "The concubine understands that the husband just wants to know the answer to the sentence he asked me that day." The concubine has thought a lot about it in the past few days, but the concubine refused the invitation of her mother and brother, and she didn't meet them at all. I am very disappointed in them, especially my brother, who actually wants to poison his husband, which is simply ungrateful, despicable and shameless. Anyone who wants to poison her husband, the concubine will never tolerate him. Therefore, the concubine has already decided that she will not go to see them in this life and completely cut off contact with them. This is the attitude of the concubine. ”
Lin Jue said: "Do you really think so? Isn't it very painful for you to do this, they are your relatives, and you are not sad to cut off contact with them for my sake? ”
Guo Caiwei said: "Of course I am sad, but I have no choice. They went too far. ”
Lin Jue said in a deep voice: "However, how I treat your brother, you don't care anymore, do you?" ”
Guo Caiwei's face turned pale, she looked up at Lin Jue and said, "Husband, concubines can't lie." The concubine cannot go against her heart. The concubine did hate what her brother did, but ...... If my husband kills my brother, I can't accept it either. He's my older brother, that's an undeniable fact. My husband and my brother turned against each other and killed each other, which is the most painful thing I have ever encountered in my life. I can't convince you, and I don't understand why you're where you are. I just hope that even if you have conflicts, you can't kill each other. That was an absolutely unacceptable outcome to me. My brother wants to kill you, and I naturally hate him. If you kill your brother...... I...... I can't accept it either. I know that my husband may not be satisfied with this answer. But that's what I'm talking about. I know that the identity of the concubine is very embarrassing now, and the concubine is willing to exchange everything for you not to kill each other again. The concubine can not have the identity of the main room, and the husband can set up the green dancing girl as the main room, and the concubine body doesn't mind. The concubine only hopes that her husband can open the net and not be ruthless. That's my only hope. ”
Lin Jue frowned, and said in a deep voice: "After talking for a long time, you still refuse to stand on my side, right?" ”
Guo Caiwei said softly: "I really want to do that, but I can't." If my husband is angry with me, I can move to the back garden from now on to live, eat fasting and chant Buddha every day, and no longer appear in front of my husband. All I want is three vegetarian meals, a few thin clothes to cover my body, and nothing else. ”
Lin Jue looked at Guo Caiwei and was silent for a long time, and sighed: "How could I treat you like that." In fact, this matter has nothing to do with you at all, and it makes no sense for me to force you. Don't worry, I won't kill your brother, even if he does that to me, I won't kill him. But that's all there is to it, and I can't condone him to do anything wrong. You're stubborn, Vier, but that's you. You have been true all along. If you can really ignore blood and family affection, then it is not you I know. I'm not going to force you to do something you don't like. ”
Guo Caiwei was pleasantly surprised: "Husband...... Did you really promise not to kill my brother? The concubine was grateful. ”
Lin Jue waved his hand and said, "Don't be grateful, I can't let you hate me for the rest of your life." You and I have survived so many hardships, and this time, we will definitely be able to get through it. ”
Guo Caiwei cried with joy and nodded again and again.