I don't know if Lian Ruoxian has waited for someone, if you have waited for someone, you will know that the endless wait is not looking forward to the reunion in the end.

You are only waiting to be faithful to the original promise, from the initial waiting thoughts, you will think about what kind of situation you will meet again, whether you are wearing your favorite red dress to see him on horseback heroically, or wearing his favorite group of white clothes to meet him who is archery, you will think about all the situations you may meet, you will think about all the things you may say when you meet, and after this stage, you will begin to doubt, doubt why you are waiting, what is the purpose of waiting, Is there any point in waiting, whether there is a return, I will doubt him, wonder if he has forgotten himself, whether he has fallen in love with another girl, or whether he is dead, otherwise why would he ride in the dust and have no news.

Your doubts make you feel that the world is dark, and there is nowhere to go, this process is the most uncomfortable, and when this despair is over, when your heart dies to ashes, you will no longer take the reunion seriously, you are persisting and waiting, just to be true to your original promise. When you no longer have the luxury of expecting to meet again, the person you have been thinking about day and night appears to you, and he says that he is late, and he has come to fulfill the original vow. The feeling of being lost and regained is better than in the world. ”

"I shouldn't have waited for anyone, but I think waiting is different, your waiting is fruitful, your lover is back, although he is late, but he is back after all, your waiting is worrying, sad and joyful. But there are people, they are waiting for calm like a wave of ancient wells, calm and meaningless, thinking nothing but their lover.

Miss Changhuan, don't dislike me for speaking badly, you are sad because there are people around you who are happy, or because you heard some words about him, which will disturb your heart. I know a person who waited alone on the Duluochen River in Jiangchacheng for the rest of his life, and his wife never came back after leaving, but he drank tea on the Luochen River, planted flowers, did everything his wife liked, and waited for his wife to come back until the last moment of his life. At the last moment, he and his wife promised an afterlife. Although he was called his wife, they did not get married, and it was just another promise. ”

"Lian Ruoxian, you don't know, he is very leisurely and peaceful because he has prepared for the worst, he can let it go, but I can't let it go, I can't accept the worst plan, he didn't promise to live with me."

"Maybe I really don't understand, but you waited for him for six years, and if he didn't come back after six years, would you wait for him for the rest of your life?"

"Lian Ruoxian, in fact, in the end, I am not waiting for this person, I just want to leave a thought for myself.

After he left, I would often think about him, I would often sit on the half-human-high big stone at the Canghe Pass and wait for him, watching the sunset slowly disappear on the yellow sand, and I would often watch the starry sky on the slope where the cattle were grazing, thinking about him, thinking about whether the sky we saw was the same, whether his face would be reflected on the round moon of the Canghe River, and whether I would think about a few sour poems

"I live in Beihaijun Nanhai, and I can't send geese to pass on the book."

Waiting for a person, without asking about the return date, is not because there is no return date, but because the return date is not known. But waiting is a kind of hope. ”

"Ah Mu, my aunt has come to see you. Come here, auntie. Oops, I've gained weight again. ”

"Auntie, auntie, I miss you so much"

"Are you learning from your dad again? Your father too, talking nonsense to your mother in front of you every day. ”

"Huan'er is here, let's stay for a while when I come today. Daddy doesn't live in Shen Mansion either, and you will be alone when you go back. ”

"Sister, Daddy has lived with you for so long, is he still blaming me?"

"Huan'er, you have to know, it's been three years, you've been waiting for Chen Yefeng for three years, you have a few three years to wait, Daddy doesn't blame you, he just can't see you suffering. Although our Canghe River is a frontier, the news of Kyoto, whether true or not, can also be transmitted. Chen Yefeng has lived a prosperous life in Kyoto in the past three years, with a group of wives and concubines, and he has risen to the top. You waited for him for three years in Canghe, is it worth it? ”

"Sister, he said he wanted me to wait for him, I thought, wait for him, and I think he will come back."

"Huan'er, you listen to your sister today, don't be angry, okay?"

"Sister, in the past, was I particularly unreasonable and lost my temper?"

"I can understand that in the past, as soon as I told you, you got angry, but this time you just listen to your sister and tell you, okay? Sister knows your temper, you are not as stubborn as me, so,"

"Sister, you say, I'll listen, I won't lose my temper again in the future."

"Huan'er, it's not that we don't believe in Chen Yefeng, we believe in those rumors, but there is no wind and no waves, he went to Kyoto for the first year, there was news that he married the daughter of the prime minister's family, at first we didn't believe it, he was raised by your brother-in-law, it was a little eager for quick success, but the character is still worth believing, but for three years, in the past three years, whether it is in the name of Canghe or in the name of your brother-in-law, the letter to him has been written to him like a stone sinking into the sea, and there has been no news since it was sent. I don't know if he didn't receive it, or he didn't want to reply, the news is false, but he had a smooth life in Kyoto, and he was promoted steadily, only three years ago, he was already the same rank as your brother-in-law, I know he has the ability, but military generals are different from civilian officials, military generals want to be promoted unless they have great military achievements, your brother-in-law has been guarding the Canghe River for so many years, and he is still the same as General Yunlu without war, unchanged.

Yes, you may say that he was originally from Kyoto, and there will be some powerful friends, but when he came to Canghe, how old he was, no matter how good his friends were, who would do his best to help you, the person he recommended, you don't know anything, how dare you, once something happens, you will also be implicated. ”

"Sister, I know. But I want to wait for him. ”

"Huan'er, nothing will come out of nowhere. He's been gone for three years, even if he still likes you, can he let go of the luxury of Kyoto and the right to be a supreme minister? Chen Yefeng only gave you a promise, silly girl, anyone can give you a promise, but not everyone will fulfill it, not to mention, he married someone else. ”

"Sister, you, I'll wait for him for another three years, three years, just three years, three years later, I will listen to you for everything."

"Alas, let it be, since ancient times, infatuated women have a negative heart."

In fact, before I heard my sister's words, I knew that he would most likely never come back in his life, but it was one thing to know myself, and it was another thing to say it from someone else's mouth. After coming out of my sister's house, I saw my father, he was by the pond and didn't know what he was doing, I looked at my father's gray hair and suddenly thought of the other day, my father advised me not to wait for him any longer, I made my father angry, and my father came to my sister in a fit of anger.