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Vast expanse of space, filled with endless darkness.

There is no time and no life here, and it is dark in any direction. I can't see, I can't touch or smell, my eyes are sore and I can't find a little light, I feel very helpless, maybe the world here can only be experienced by the blind!

Wandering, wandering around like a broken sack. There is no direction and no purpose, and even if there is, you can't decide on your own. Let him go!

Sleep wake up wake up sleep, endlessly. I wanted to sing a song at the top of my voice! Open your mouth but can't make a sound, you can't even feel the presence of your tongue, so you have to hibernate like sleeping, this situation is very similar to the scene inside the black hole space described by the old astronauts, since you come in, you don't have to worry, calm down and wait for a new black hole to open when you find the right time, maybe you can escape with a life, fortunately you don't have to taste the burning sensation of hunger here!

Hiss, don't feel it? That's not right! Quickly stretched out his fingers and pinched a piece of meat, well, it really didn't hurt. Could it be that he is dead? But I clearly remember that when the black hole suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, I decisively turned on the spacesuit's 'autonomous protection system', can it be said that there is no defense success, okay, my poor son! It's gone at a young age...

Wait, there's another time when this painless situation will arise - dreaming!

Do you think you're dreaming? Yes, yes, I suddenly remembered that when I was a child, I often had hysteria from time to time, and then my grandmother went to ask for a talisman to put on to get better, and I also remembered that the Taoist priest said that it would be okay to take it off after the age of twelve, but I have been wearing it for more than ten years and have been used to it, and I have been wearing it and am not willing to throw it, and this time I opened it before the mission and looked at the 'ghost painting talisman'! It seems that its 'medicinal effect' has expired.

Reach out and touch your neck, huh? Why can't I touch it, the small jade bottle the size of a fingernail is often hung here, is it because this thing can't be brought into a dream, okay! Reach out and keep touching, I'll go! If the spacesuit is gone, it's gone, and you have to keep a pair of pants! Naked this, this...

Hurry up and protect your brother, and secretly look around hahaha, what a fool, we're dreaming, and no one will see it when it's dark, right, hehehehe...

Time passes without a concept, and suddenly one day I always feel that something is wrong with this day, even if I am dreaming, it can't always be night, right? If you can always see a star in outer space, even in a black hole, how can you say that there is no sense of smell, no taste and no touch? Could it be that black holes have the side effect of shutting down the five senses?

This scene is a response to what the Taoist priest said, "the spiritual state of man". But no matter what, people can't get out anyway, they can't think about it, they can't guess, they have to settle down.

If I had to describe the first light in the world, I think it would resemble a pearl.

Because by the time the dull consciousness discovers this light, it has become the size of a pearl, and the pearl in the darkness is always dazzling. The heart that was tormented by this lonely darkness like a pool of stagnant water actually had a layer of waves.

Excitement, comparable to the excitement of a poor egg winning a billions of lottery tickets! I wish volcanoes all over the world were erupting at the same time! Approaching, slowly getting closer and closer, and the darkness is receding. It wasn't until I came forward that I realized that this beam of light was composed of a ball of light that was connected together and gathered together, and there was a thin film on the outside of this ball of light tightly wrapped around them.

"Boom" In this dark space that has been silent for I don't know how many years, at this moment, when I merged into the light cluster and connected with which small points of light, it exploded!

The point of light, which was originally stationary, suddenly shook away from the film that enveloped it and scattered towards the darkness. Only he was left to look at all this dumbfounded, and the tsunami-like sound also disappeared with the departure of dense points of light, here! I was left alone in a daze.

The world is silent again, and darkness is pouring in again!

Suddenly, a warm air flow enveloped me, and the darkness was also blocked out by it, which felt like blending into an ocean, warm, comfortable, and refreshing!

In the warm airflow, consciousness inevitably fell into a deep sleep, until a "crowded" signal woke up itself!

Call! I don't know when, my surroundings were crowded with large and small points of light.

These points of light are the same as the ones that ran away before, they are tightly connected and surround themselves! No! They are a little different from the previous points of light! It's consciousness! It's emotion! They crave their own contact, they express their joy!

Whenever I touch them, I will return with a sense of expression that seems to be 'cheerful'! You can feel that they are very happy, and some of them will even be happy in half, and those small points of light that split will grow again after a while.

Scold! Interesting little spots of light, idle all day watching them get bigger, split, and bigger all day long! I've been stuffing a small space! Just when I was worried that they would break the film, the film was miraculously larger! Well, it was a pleasant surprise.

Waking up every day and counting the points of light has become a job to pass the boring time, and a few more have been added, until one day when I can't count them anymore, I suddenly find that those small points of light are slowly condensed into a large and a small ball! And on the side of the slightly larger ball, there are four raised dots, which is very surprising.

As the days passed, I don't know how long it took, but I felt that the outer film was getting bigger and bigger, and the feeling of warmth was getting stronger and stronger! I don't know why those small points of light flickered quickly, and I was worried that after a while, I was afraid that they would suddenly leave like before.

Split, grow, split!

One day, when the self-consciousness wakes up from its slumber and takes a closer look at these small balls, a shocking change unfolds before my eyes. There was actually a pair of eyes growing on the smaller ball, tightly closed, and then looking at the appearance under it, it was clearly a small nose and mouth, looking at the familiar facial features, and the consciousness went to see the small dots raised on the four sides of the ball. Yes! That's right, they're slowly changing to their hands and feet.

Well, this ball turned into a baby!

With this surprising discovery, look around at this time: the thin membrane, the 'ocean' that exudes a warm smell? Think back to what you've learned, right? Fetal membranes plus amniotic fluid? This! Is it a baby?

And what is "I"?

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