Seventy-Nine: What is Love?
"It doesn't matter, now it's just you and me, it's okay to say it, in fact, I haven't been in contact with Mr. Xu for a long time, but my husband values him very much, his family is solid but his brother has been missed, and finally he simply scolded the examiner in the imperial examination room, and was disqualified from the imperial examination for life, looking at how he doesn't look like a person who can't even pass the exam, he belongs to the kind of person who is arrogant and not light, but I don't know if she has feelings for you, but you don't want to care about others, when you are chasing one thing or a person, You can ask yourself first, ask yourself if you really like it, and if you like it, then all the effort you put into what you love is worth it the moment you get it! β
Twilight Rushuang's persuasion didn't seem to have any effect, Xu Ling lowered his head, unconsciously stroked the scars on his face, and laughed at himself: "But...... Is there really anyone like me? I'm a killer, not to mention that there are so many people in the North Tower, and he doesn't have to be me...... Maybe everything is my own passion, but to be honest, I admire him, her courage, and his wisdom, but am people like me really worthy of him? β
"But how do you know if you don't try?!"
Twilight Rushuang said: "Actually, feelings are such a thing, liking is one thing, long-term is another, it is the ability to turn what you like into long-term things, but the original likes can also become disliked after experiencing some twists and turns...... What is the situation in the world? Straight Church twilight rain and sorrowful clouds and wind, Straight Teach Sycamore perched on the rain and phoenix tour, Straight Teach day and night accompanied by two unknowns, Straight Teach flying flowers and fallen leaves are even more sorrowful...... But you have to learn to deal with all this, because sometimes if you don't try to get some, you will never know how ruthless the other person will be! β
At the same time as Twilight Rushuang said this, she couldn't help but think of Yun Tianqing's face in her mind, in many feelings, before the rising love, it was just a momentary impulse in her heart, this impulse can make a rational person become sensual, and he began to believe in some things that he was not willing to believe, for example, when you lose someone, it is clear that he has left you, but you are still looking forward to whether the other party will turn back in the next step!
Obviously, Twilight Rushuang's words are no different from poisonous chicken soup, but for a woman like Xu Ling who thinks she is humble, it is a complete tonic, Xu Ling pondered for a moment, and said: "Maybe so, people like us have not been in control of their fate since they were born, just like my master, after adopting me, he taught me martial arts and gave me food, but the premise of all this is to ask our senior brothers to be loyal to a person who has never met at all, and a country that has long since died, in fact, I have also thought about trying to change something, But in the end, I found out, how can you live better than this? So much so that in the end, even the power of emotional rejection was voluntarily handed over to others...... Hehe, maybe you're right, if you don't try, you really don't know how ruthless the other party is, but the most anticipated is often the next rejected confession......"
Twilight asked, "So, what are you going to do?" β
"When the time comes, you tell me to think about it!"
"You should think about it!"
Twilight Rushuang saw a trace of herself who was confused from Xu Ling's body, just imagine that if she hadn't been chasing Yun Tianqing alone, and had always thought that he had to do it, maybe she wouldn't marry Yun Xingyan, let alone be calculated by her grandfather and her father, her initial idea of marrying Yun Xingyan was nothing more than to completely break off all this, as long as she went against their will, no matter who it was, she could accept it!
Of course, what he said with Yun Xingyan that day was angry, but who makes life without regrets? But when it comes to having no regrets in life, it's just some angry words, if a person really wants to be able to have no regrets in this life, it shows how boring he/she has lived in this life!
But after getting along with Yun Xingyan, I found that the choice I made casually in a panic was not so bad, but eating in the bowl and looking at the pot was everyone's common disease, Twilight Rushuang did have Yun Tianqing in her mind before, but since she found out that the gentle and elegant Yun Tianqing had become so depraved, she was dead to him, and what Twilight Rushuang loved was just the love of her childhood sweetheart, and the shadow that was destined to be just ethereal......
In the end, Xu Ling still made a decision, ready to find Xu Mad, when she was leaving, she was very grateful for the fulfillment of Twilight Rushuang, but Twilight Rushuang smiled, after all, she had arrived safely in Qi Country, what does it matter if she is here or not?
In the evening, Twilight felt a little better, and thought about paying a visit to her grandmother, who is now the queenβ
When they came to the courtyard where the queen lived, Twilight was like frost, and after a while, a maid came to answer and said, "Miss Twilight, the queen is waiting for you inside!" β
"Okay!" Fire Book Bar
Twilight Rushuang said and walked in, she came this time to bring a gift, a night pearl rewarded by the emperor, now it is the beginning of the afternoon (after four o'clock), people have already had lunch, and now it is just the time to go to relatives and friends, the door disturbance will not be more abrupt, at this time the queen is talking with a few good wives, Twilight Rushuang walked in generously, saluted the queen and said: "Twilight Rushuang has seen grandmother, I have seen a few ladies......
"Okay, good, it's getting more and more beautiful......"
The queen was not bad to Twilight Rushuang, and at this moment the two ladies stood up one after another and said, "Since the queen has family affairs to discuss, we will not bother and retire ......."
"A few ladies go slowly!"
After seeing a few people leave, Twilight Rushuang turned her head to look at the queen and said, "Grandmother, Rushuang knows that you like jewelry, which is a night pearl given by my father on the day of my wedding to King Ning, but our husband and wife don't know how to play with it, and it is a tyrannical thing in our hands, so I brought it to my grandmother, and I hope you can like it......"
"Why do you come here and bring these things?"
The queen smiled and took Twilight Rushuang's hand, asked her to sit down, looked like an elder pulling a homely appearance, and said, "But you really haven't been here for some years, seven years, right?" β
Twilight Rushuang said: "If you are not filial, please ask your grandmother to punish ......"
"Hey, look at what you said, you also have your difficulties, not to mention that your grandfather is quite strict with you, and we understand that he doesn't let you run around...... It's just that Jiang Er, she left a daughter like you and died hastily, in the final analysis, this child is blessed......"
The queen lamented, and then said, "But it's okay, you kid is filial...... I know what I like about my wife, unlike other people, there are so many grandchildren and granddaughters, I can't even tell who is close and who is far away, hey......"
The queen complained a lot about King Qi's words, and Twilight Rushuang hurriedly said: "There is no distance or proximity, it is important to be in the heart, everyone has their own difficulties, since it is a family, it is not enough to be more tolerant...... What's more, my grandmother has always been kind, and if she has this concern, she is also afraid that her family will suffer......"
Twilight Rushuang is really good at talking, so she coaxed the old lady back and forth, and the queen smiled: "You, you are still so good at talking, chatting with you is really pleasant, unlike other people, you know to make me angry!" β
After some greetings, Twilight Rushuang saw that the queen was in a good mood, so she said, "Grandmother, Rushuang has something to ask for...... Can you help me? β
"I knew it!"
The queen put down the pillar she was playing with, looked at Twilight Rushuang seriously, and said, "Rushuang, are you doing things for King Ning and your grandfather?" Frankly speaking, Yun Haoxuan was not born to me, but that was the only son of the king, since ancient times, your grandfather has been a son, I thought that I could but wished, but in his generation, I wanted to pass on my nephew...... Your uncle is not angry, and he has not left a son and a half daughter, even if I open my mouth to advise, your grandfather may not listen...... What's more, Shuang'er, you are doing this nonsense, is it the meaning of the Twilight family or are you arrogant? β