Of course, in his previous life, the reason why he was able to join forces with Shuiqian Yan was because of the wild goose flying frost.

In this life, he can no longer use Yan Feishuang, nor can he repeat the mistakes of the past.

In his previous life, he was afraid of being scared all his life, and he lived in fear for the rest of his life that his junior sister would find out that she had killed Yan Feishuang.

The feeling of waking up in a nightmare every day and worrying about when my sister will change and leave me is too painful.

Fortunately, in the end, the junior sister still left him, and it was at that moment that his heart was redeemed, maybe after a complete loss, he would not really suffer, and he could really let go and be truly liberated.

Therefore, he will not repeat the mistakes of the past in this life, but he doesn't know how to redeem his junior sister.

He thought about letting go, and he thought about it more than once, he knew that it was more suitable for him to be an emperor than himself.

But when he really wanted to persuade his eldest brother and queen mother to let go of all this hatred, he found that he couldn't speak.

The emperor was in front of him, and the emperor's coldness and affection were like a knife cut, Ling Chi his eldest brother and his mother.

The hatred he had suppressed was all surging again, how could he not hate the emperor?

He couldn't open his mouth and said to the eldest brother and the queen mother, let's just accept our fate, don't care about my father anymore, don't care about Mo and wait anymore.

He couldn't do it every time the queen mother looked at the portrait of the emperor, he hated the emperor very much on the surface, but he hated that man in his heart and loved him deeply.

How could he not be distressed?

He could know the mood of the queen mother, so he didn't dare to speak.

Maybe in the heart of the queen mother, she and her father are tormented like this, so painful, confronted like this, and confronted each other like this, which is a kind of love, a kind of love that only they understand.

There's no way to break it up yourself.

When I remembered that in my previous life, when I forced into the East Palace and killed my father, the kind of hysterical pain that the queen mother felt in front of me, that kind of regret, that kind of bitter smile, that kind of sadness, and even collapsed, and finally died of a serious illness.

Those are all things he doesn't dare to recall, and at that moment he realized how completely wrong he was, that he killed his mother, and killed his mother's last hope to live in the world.

So in this life, he will not choose to kill the emperor, he chooses to paralyze the emperor, so that this man should pay the price he should pay.

He won't show mercy just because his mother still loves this man.

What's more, as the emperor's child, he is qualified to hate the emperor.

If it weren't for the emperor treating him like this, he would at least be a world-shattering talent, not the vicious and vicious King Pingdong that everyone fears.

When the water cage smoke cried pear blossoms and rain, and stared at him for a long time with begging and stubbornness in his eyes, he finally couldn't hold back anymore.

He let go of his pride, gave up the stubbornness in his heart, and he hugged the water cage smoke to the death!

pressed the beloved woman to his chest and hugged him fiercely, eager to integrate the water cage smoke into his bones.

finally said a sentence in his throat: "Senior sister, I'm sorry I'm late." ”

This sentence I'm sorry, I'm late, contains endless thoughts and compromises.

He chose to compromise, he chose to give up.

Shuiqian finally couldn't control his emotions, hugged him tightly, and cried unscrupulously in his arms.

Mo Siliang held that face affectionately, and his heart was finally completely open.

He tilted his head and kissed it, and the flickering candle flame reflected a pair of entangled figures on the window paper, adding a touch of ambiguity in this cold winter.

Suddenly, Mo Siliang noticed that her wrists were wrapped in bandages.

He couldn't help frowning fiercely, and asked rhetorically, "What's going on?" Who was hurt? ”

Shui Qian looked at him with tears in his eyes and said softly, "It's me." ”

"Why are you doing this?"

"There's no why, it's just that I was confused before. I left my post without permission, and the emperor encountered an accident, should I punish the people of Yunshenlou? It is certainly wrong for them to leave their posts without permission, but if I had not been close to you, how could they have easily let go of their guards? There's no reason why I, as a manager, shouldn't take on all of this for them. ”

"It's okay, it's just a hand, I think it's worth it."

"You're so stupid, you're just angry, aren't you? I'm sorry it's all my fault, I should have told you in advance. ”

"What did you tell me in advance?"

Mo Siliang didn't dare to speak, what did he want to say in advance? He couldn't say anything, he just wanted the water cage smoke to leave the court.

But this person is so stubborn, and now he has hurt her and wasted a hand.

Mo Siliang's heart ached fiercely, and he remembered that there was still the poison of the Yunhe needle in the water cage smoke, if it wasn't for the poison he and his eldest brother had been poisoned that day. The poison in the water cage smoke body can be discharged in time, and she will not suffer from this cold poison again like in her previous life.

Mo Siliang hugged her fiercely and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry junior sister, I'm really sorry." ”

But he couldn't say anything but be sorry, he couldn't do anything, and the mistakes he made were still borne by Shuiqian for him.

"Don't say I'm sorry, it's okay, you and I don't have to be so clear. If you want to say I'm sorry, I also have a lot of sorry, and I wouldn't be able to get where I am today without your connivance. ”

The water cage moistened his eyes, and said: "I thought you would be angry, I thought you wouldn't pay attention to me anymore, after all, I have been arrogant and presumptuous for so long." ”

Mo Sili rubbed her head and coaxed: "Fool, you are my woman, you can do whatever you want, what are you afraid of with me pampering you?" ”

Shuilongyan was moved again in his heart, smiled sweetly, and hooked his neck.

Mo Siliang gently pressed her lips and whispered in her ear, "Senior sister, I miss you." ”

His low, charming voice distracted Shui Cangyan, and in a matter of moments, he attacked the city and plundered the pool.

In the middle of the night, Shuilong Yan lay in his arms, gently playing with his hair, and asked, "Why do you think about coming?" Isn't tomorrow going to the Eastern Wilderness? ”

Mo Siliang smiled: "Yes, I'm going to the Eastern Wilderness tomorrow, so I'm in a hurry to see you." Why, do you wish I hadn't come? How can I be so ruthless? ”

"Look at what you said, why aren't you ruthless? Even his wife is willing to fight, what else can't he do? ”

At the mention of this, Mo Siliang felt a trace of guilt and sadness in his heart.

He said softly, "Actually, I don't want to do that, but I can't help it. If it hadn't hurt you, how could you really believe that your father was dead? ”

"Hey—"

The water cage smoke let out a long sigh.

Mo Siliang pinched her face and asked, "Actually, I didn't understand whether you wanted to be loyal to the emperor or not to wait. I know how much you feel guilty about him, and that's why I'm worried about you falling into this abyss. ”

Shui Cageyan sighed and lay in his arms without saying a word.

But I thought deeply in my heart, after today, don't wait for leisure to hate yourself, how can I keep the Shui family, save himself, and keep the country?

She looked at the person above her head who was speechless and asked, "What do you think?" Do you want to be an emperor in this life, or do you want your eldest brother to be an emperor? ”

"Do you want to hear the truth?"

"Is it possible to listen to lies?"

"Actually, at the beginning, I wanted my eldest brother to be the emperor, but now it seems that it may be more suitable to be idle."

"Oh, what do you mean by that? Haven't you always felt that your eldest brother was highly respected? ”

"In my previous life, I used too much of my personal feelings, too emotional, so I didn't see a lot of things clearly. In fact, I have heard a lot from my eldest brother and queen mother for so long. I also knew that the eldest brother himself was not in good health, so he wanted me to be the emperor. Many things are not as simple as I thought in my previous life. ”

"Do you finally think your eldest brother is a little too much?"

The water cage smoke asked tentatively, and Mo Siliang finally realized that Mo Yunshen had been pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger?

Beneath that gentle exterior lies the heart of a tiger and a wolf.

"Is it too much to talk about at the royal family? Maybe not those two words. I just think that the eldest brother has repeatedly used his life to try to get into the water with his own life, which is too much in the eyes of others. ”

"Then do you want your eldest brother to be the emperor, or do you want Mo to be the emperor?"

"It's not up to me to have the final say on this, even if I want to be the emperor without waiting, he himself is not angry. Who can help it up? And in this life, I hope that my eldest brother will live a long time. So I will also take good care of his body, and his health has improved a little recently. The cold in the womb has also dissipated a lot. ”

"I asked you something, and you answered me honestly."

"Just ask."

"If your eldest brother becomes the emperor, can Mo Wait's life be saved?"

Don't wait, he looked at her with heavy eyes, and said softly: "I can't keep it." ”

"Then do you still hate to wait?"

"It's not about hating or hating, in fact, I've been reflecting on it for so long. Actually, I probably don't hate him, but my father. If it weren't for my father's partiality, I wouldn't have hated Mo Wait. ”

Hearing this, Shui Cage's heart sank, and he turned around and hugged him tightly. comforted: "I know that you have been wronged in all kinds since you were a child, and it is your father who is wrong. But isn't he already punished now? ”

"Senior sister, in fact, I'm wondering if I shouldn't let my father be like this. As a courtier, I am a great rebel, and as a son, I am contrary to human ethics. ”

"I don't judge this in favor. It's just that you can do what you want, and any choice will have certain consequences. As long as you don't regret it. ”

"I don't really want my father to be like this, it's just that he shouldn't wake up. When he woke up, my eldest brother and my mother couldn't save me, so I had to let him do this. ”

The water cage smoke caressed his face, rubbing, and comforting him.

After a long time, Shui Xiangyan spoke again: "Senior brother, I wonder when we will be able to be together?" I'm actually a little tired, but I can't put it down. ”

Mo Siliang heard her say this, and her heart hurt even more.

He said in a deep voice: "It's useless to blame me, I'm sorry, I failed to protect you." ”

Shui Cangyan hugged him tightly and comforted him with all kinds of affection: "Don't say these words, it will always pass." ”

But they all know very well that the future is at a loss, and things are going in two directions. This life is no longer a battle between him and Mo Waiting, but a struggle between the eldest brother and the queen mother, and the father and Mo Waiting.

"Senior brother, I'm so scared, I'm afraid that we really can't be together in the future."

Mo Siliang choked in his throat, this was the water cage smoke, and for the first time he told him that he was afraid, afraid that he would not be able to be with him.

At this moment, he just wanted to be with the water cage smoke.

He was determined to ask for the best of both worlds, no matter what.

"Senior brother, is there really no way to resolve the conflict between them? Why does the emperor want the empress and your eldest brother to die? ”

Mo Siliang let out a long sigh and said, "Actually, now that I think about it, maybe my father thinks that the eldest brother is too much of a threat to Mo and the others. ”