Usually I have a lot of training, and for the special operations selection and training at the end of the year, we also regularly carry out additional training, of course, the missions are also very frequent, and the management of the troops is also very strict, so that I may not be able to use my mobile phone for a long time.

I thought we might break off our ties.

But I didn't expect that one day less than half a month later, I asked for leave to go to the military hospital for examination because of physical reasons, just as I was about to walk into the hospital gate, I suddenly saw a girl with her head down and playing with her mobile phone, walking on the side of the road, and behind her was a very fast electric car, the distance was only a few meters, and I was about to hit it, I subconsciously rushed over and pulled her away, holding her in my arms, and I also because of the impact, the military uniform was torn open a small hole, with a trace of blood. At the same time, she screamed loudly, scaring me to let go.

It was the first time I had ever come into contact with a girl so closely. I hurriedly apologized: "I'm sorry, the situation was a bit urgent just now, I ......"

Before I could finish my sentence, the girl screamed again, "Ah, why are you! I was stunned for a moment, but when I looked closely, it turned out to be her - Yu Qingyu, silly, silly and cute. Saying that, she grabbed my arm, and happened to catch the wound I had just scratched, and unconsciously twitched her arm, Xiaoyu looked down and found that I was injured, and I was about to cry immediately, I hurriedly comforted, it's okay, it's okay, it's just going to the hospital, by the way.

Because I was injured in the previous training, I had blood tests, films, medicine and tetanus in the army hospital, and I tossed back and forth for four or five hours, Xiaoyu was always by my side, and I had to follow everywhere I went, and I was really defeated by her. Finally coming out of the hospital, I put her in the car and sighed silently, but my heart was so sweet.

A few days later, coinciding with the National Day and the army holiday, I got my mobile phone, and when I looked at it, there were dozens of unread messages, including WeChat and text messages. Actually, to be honest, I've been thinking about her since I came back from the hospital. You may not believe it when you say it, but we confessed to each other at the same time, I used text messages, she used WeChat, and we were together.

But the military love is really tormenting, I can usually use the mobile phone at most three times a week, not to mention the frequent duty, so we rarely even make phone calls. Moreover, my camp is a military administration area, and the surrounding area is even more vigilant, not to mention that you will come to see me.

During this period, we talked for a long time, and talked a lot, of course, I also told her my thoughts, to be honest, I felt really ashamed of her, because I couldn't even do the simplest companionship, and she always smiled and told me, it's okay, I'll accompany you. But the more I said that, the more guilty I felt. So much so that I often wonder whether it was right or wrong for me to choose to fall in love with her at this time.

Later, under the pretext of going to the corps hospital for a review, I asked for leave from the army and went to visit Xiaoyu in the city, she saw my sudden appearance, happy like a child, but I really thought about it for a long time along the way, and finally mustered up the courage to choose to break up with her, even though my heart was reluctant, even if I was sure that I had fallen in love with her, even if as long as I thought of breaking up with her, my heart would unconsciously begin to ache, but, reason told me that I really didn't want to, and I couldn't delay her anymore, Because I don't want to talk about companionship, I can't even give her a simple greeting or a simple blessing.

"Xiaoyu, there's something I want to talk to you about." I looked at her excited face, hesitated for a long time, and finally opened my mouth.

"Huh? What's the matter, Momo, you say, I'll listen! "She took my arm and threw it forward and backward like a child, and she couldn't be happy.

I looked at her face full of innocence and happiness, I was really sad, but I still pushed her hand away and turned my head, because I didn't dare to look at her at all, I bit my lip, took a deep breath, and finally clenched my teeth and spit out those words from my mouth: "Xiaoyu, let's break up." ”

Suddenly, at that moment, her tears flowed like she couldn't stop, and my eyes turned red when I saw it, "Why, what's wrong?" ”

"No, I just really don't want to delay you." After saying that, I finally relented, and chose to turn my back, not to look at her, and little by little, I walked forward as if I had lost my soul. I just heard her behind me asking why.

I finally couldn't help it, but I didn't dare to turn back, so I had to turn my back to her, as if venting, and shouted loudly: "I really don't want to delay you, because don't say happiness, I can't even give you a simple greeting, the simplest companionship, you are with me, it's too hard, you should find a more suitable one for you." After that, I continued to force myself to move forward, I don't know if I had tears at that time, I just remember that my nose was really sore at that time, and my eyes were so heavy, I had to raise my head and pretend to look at the sky, pretending not to care about her.

But before I could take a few steps, I heard her crying hoarsely behind me: "You are a soldier, you have your responsibilities, you have your battlefield, I know, I can understand you, but the difficulties you said, the guilt you said, the companionship you mentioned, is also my battlefield, it is our battlefield!" You are not afraid of the real battlefield, so what am I afraid of on our battlefield! ”

Hearing her hoarse cry, I really, really couldn't hold back anymore, turned around violently, ran to her with all my strength, and held her in my arms, yes, this is also our battlefield! I hugged her and said in her ear with a slight chok: "I'm sorry, I was selfish, you are right, this is also our battlefield, we will definitely win, when I am demobilized, I will take you home!" I will definitely take you home, and make up for all the company I owe you these days, and I will not miss a little. ”

She burst into tears and bit me hard, "Shhh

"Does it hurt? Tell you to be angry with me again! She snorted, pouted at some of the tears or laughs, and said to me angrily.

"It doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt, it's quite sweet." I pointed to the location of my heart with a sense of relief.

Yes, this is also our battlefield, although we don't know when we will win, but this is our battlefield.

Our military love may have really started from this moment. It was also from this moment that she, Yu Qingyu, became one of my most important emotional sustenances in these boring days.

A few years later, I really fulfilled my promise at that time, I took her to my hometown, took her to meet my parents, and then we became the most tacit people with each other, and we did the most tacit things with each other. Even today, I have assumed countless times that if I hadn't met her, what would I have done, but I really thought about it many times, but the answer I got was the same, maybe I wouldn't be as embarrassed as I am now, I wouldn't think of her in my dreams as often as I am now, and I wouldn't be like now, every time I was asked by a friend, I had to be embarrassed to avoid talking about it, but I didn't want to not meet her.

I don't know, my friends who are reading this novel now have experienced military love, whether it was before or now, I can always hear people say that military love is really bitter, but, do you know? The person who is waiting in his hometown, in a certain city, waits very hard, but the people in that barracks, they regard the person outside the camp wall as an important sustenance as their own life, we are ashamed of all the people who are waiting for us, but please believe that for the rest of our lives, we will make up for you with all our loyalty, we will let you know that your waiting has never been in vain, because we are Chinese soldiers, because we will never betray.

This is the battlefield between me and Xiaoyu, and it is also the battlefield of thousands of our Chinese soldiers and thousands of people waiting!