Chapter 888: I don't know what to do
"Take the county lord to see Yi'er."
The housekeeper raised his head and saw Jiang Li standing under the porch.
In fact, Jiang Li didn't have the face to see Lu Cancan, and she felt very guilty when she saw Lu Cancan's miserable white face.
At the beginning, it was Lin Yi who begged her to go to the Lu family to propose marriage, and it was Lin Yi who traveled thousands of miles to the Moon Country to bring back Lu Cancan.
She, as a mother, can't protect her son.
The housekeeper took Lu Cancan to see Lin Yi when he saw Jiang Li speak, Lin Yi had locked himself in the room for many days, and no one could open the door of Lin Yi's room.
Lu Cancan stood outside the door of Lin Yi's house, he had been to this courtyard many times, but he had never felt so strange.
This dazzling red color does not match Lin Yi at all.
She stepped forward and pushed open the door with a palm, and only this room in the entire Lin Mansion was not red.
"I said, I won't see anyone, get out of here!"
Lin Yi roared angrily, he was already being fiddled with like a puppet, did they still have to put on a smiling face for themselves?
"It's me."
Lu Cancan carried the light on his back, making Lin Yi feel like he was dreaming.
"Cancan."
Lin Yi rushed up, but stopped in front of Lu Cancan, he raised his hand as if he wanted to touch Lu Cancan, but as if he was afraid that the person in front of him would disappear.
It's just that we haven't seen each other for a few days, but there seems to be a deep estrangement between them.
"You know, I heard a particularly funny thing, they all said that you are going to marry Mo Wan, is this true?"
Lu Cancan hoped that Lin Yi could look into his eyes and say that none of this was true, but Lin Yi's silence made her understand that she was the funniest person.
She was still dreaming, and in her dream she was wearing a bright red wedding dress, and everything here was prepared for herself.
But now?
It turned out that everything was really a dream of its own.
Lin Yi didn't know what to say.
"So far, you don't even have a word of explanation?"
Anything is good, just say that he won't marry any princess, just say that he would rather leave here with himself, just say that he is willing to give up everything for himself.
Lin Yi looked at Lu Cancan's eyes, he had never seen Lu Cancan so sad.
He wanted to tell Lu Cancan that they didn't care about anything, so they flew away, what Dayan and Jin Guo, they would be a pair of idle clouds and wild cranes from now on, and they didn't care about the world.
He knew that Lu Cancan must have thought the same way.
But he couldn't.
More than 100 people in the Lin family, as well as the Lu family, they can walk away, but what about these people?
If he and Lu Cancan leave, he may also give Jin Guo an excuse to provoke a war.
As his mother said, he is carrying the whole world on his back.
But Lu Cancan is the person he loves the most.
Lin Yi's hands were clenched into fists, and he looked at Lu Cancan's expectant eyes, which were once as bright and beautiful as twinkling stars in the night sky.
"They are right, I am going to marry the princess of the Jin Kingdom."
The light in the eyes that had once attracted Lin Yi quickly dimmed.
Lin Yi endured the heartache, and he had to use all his strength to restrain himself to keep him from hugging Lu Cancan.
Lu Cancan thought that he and his life would not shed tears easily, but his face was wet, and his mouth was full of bitter taste.
She's crying.
Tears poured out frantically.
"Lin Yi, tell me why, are you forced by the emperor to do so? We can go and ask the emperor to let him take back his fate, okay? ”
"No need."
Lin Yi's voice became very cold.
"There's nothing wrong with me marrying Mo Wan, she is the princess of the Jin Kingdom, and she can be regarded as talented and beautiful, whether I marry her, it will be good for either Dayan or the Lin family."
"What about me?"
Lu Cancan's heart was as uncomfortable as being twisted by a knife, didn't Lin Yi consider his feelings when he said these words?
As long as he said that he was forced to be helpless, she believed it.
If the Lin family and the Lu family go to beg the emperor together, the emperor will definitely change his mind.
Lu Cancan's tone was a little begging, Lin Yi can't do this, isn't he willing to fight for himself?
"Lord Shouguang, please go back." Lin Yi didn't even look at Lu Cancan, "It's already late at night, and it's not polite for the county lord to stay in the Lin Mansion like this." ”
"You never said these high-sounding words before, Lin Yi, you tell me, are you forgetting our past."
When he was caught by the mountain bandits on Langya Mountain, it was Lin Yi who saved himself by desperate rescuers, and at the Mid-Autumn Lantern Festival, he would rather fall down with him on the city wall than let go of his hand, and Pei County, he checked the Yang family with himself, did he forget all this?
Lin Yi turned his back and said: "Just let me Lin Yi be a villain who forgets his feelings, thank you for the wrong love of the county lord, and please forget the past for the county lord." ”
Forget, he said it so lightly.
Lu Cancan hugged Lin Yi desperately, she didn't believe that those life and death dependencies were fake.
Lin Yi worked so hard for himself, and he couldn't pretend to be that.
"Please respect yourself, the county lord."
Lu Cancan's tears wet Lin Yi's back, but in exchange for Lin Yi's faint disdain.
She let go of Lin Yi, and Lu Cancan, who had always been proud, bowed her head for the first time in her life, but in exchange for the coldness of her lover.
"The county lord, please go back, and when I get married, I will invite the county lord to drink a glass of water and wine."
Lin Yi...... General Lin, then I would like to wish you and the princess a hundred years of happiness and old age together. ”
After speaking, Lu Cancan stumbled out.
Lin Yi's palms had been pinched and bleeding, and he waited until there was no sound behind him before turning around, because he was worried that as long as he saw Lu Cancan's heartbroken appearance, he would forget everything and catch up.
He couldn't do that.
If you can't give Lu Cancan happiness, it's better to let her just cut off her thoughts about herself.
Even if she hates herself, even if she may marry another man in the end, as long as she can live happily.
Jiang Li stood silently outside the door and looked at Lin Yi's painful appearance, if she had a choice, she would rather give up her position as the princess Chen Quan Lin Yi.
Perhaps, everything was wrong when she became a princess.
The royal family is the most intolerant of feelings, whether it is a brother or sister or a husband and wife, the person on the dragon chair is her brother, yes, but he is the first son of heaven, and then Jiang Li's royal brother.
Steward Lin saw that Lu Cancan almost fell to the ground when he walked out, so he wanted to ask his subordinates to prepare a carriage to send her back, but Lu Cancan didn't seem to hear anything.