Chapter Twenty-Three: Falling Flowers and Flowing Water Are Ruthless
Mu Feng and Zhou are playing chess in the Hidden Pavilion.
"This place is quiet and elegant, there are few people, and it is indeed worthy of the word secluded pavilion. ”
"It seems that Mu Shaoxia is extremely satisfied with this. It is said that people who cultivate immortals love purity, and it seems that this is true. ”
Mu Feng smiled and laughed at himself: "Mu is the same age as General Zhou this year, and he is no longer a young man, and the old man is almost the same." ”
Mu Feng's words made Zhou Zheng laugh, the two fell in love ten years ago, although they haven't seen each other for all these years, they can still talk about it.
"What's the importance of being old, looking young, others still treat you as a young hero. This point made Zhou envious. ”
"The art of cultivating immortals is not difficult to learn, if General Zhou is interested, Mu can teach you some methods. ”
Mu Feng was well-intentioned, but Zhou Zheng waved his hand and said, "That's it, this person, a little greedy, it is inevitable that he will make a mistake." Didn't the prince back then also be greedy for immortality, so he ended up like that. Zhou only wants to be able to spend this life in peace, and he doesn't dare to ask for anything else. ”
"It's rare for someone to look down on life and death like Zhou Jiang, and Mu Feng admires it. ”
Throughout the ages, mortals have always been afraid of death, and it is impossible to distinguish whether it is because of the fear of death or because of the nothingness after death. But most people, knowing that they are going to die, still try to live, just for a fulfillment.
When you are dying, looking back on your life, only you know whether you see a fulfillment or a regret. Often, people who have experienced death will cherish the affairs in front of them and try not to have regrets.
But I got lost, experienced death, and forgot important things and people I was worried about. So now, even if the important person is in front of her, she doesn't know how to catch it, and even dodges it far away.
When Shuchen saw that he was lost and avoided him, he had mixed feelings in his heart. But he wasn't lost, he knew what he cared about, so when Lost avoided him, he quickly chased after him and blocked his way.
"Why are you hiding from me?"
"There is no hiding. ”
"Then why the sudden change of direction?"
"It was something in my heart that I was so anxious that I was so frightened that I went the wrong way. ”
"What worries about my heart, but because of yesterday?"
The confused and flustered eyes meant that she understood the meaning of Suchen's words, but she still pretended not to understand and said: "Yesterday was uneventful, I don't know what to hang on to my heart." ”
"The fact that I kissed you last night, in your opinion, was it just unremarkable?"
There was a hint of grievance and grievance in Shuchen's tone, and he felt that this was inconsistent with his image as a demon venerable, but he felt that this kind of emotion was very suitable for him.
"It's a mistake. Because they look so similar, you can't tell if I'm lost or violet, right?"
"I have long heard that you and Suser have a deep relationship, you died for her, and she fell for you, which can be described as the most touching love story in the world. So when you see me, you have a sense of confusion. Although most of the people in the fairy world are ignorant of the world and emotions, I can still understand your confusion, and naturally I will not blame you for this. ”
"You're Susser. ”
Su Chen is very sure, and it is precisely because of this that he will risk his life to go to the fairy world to find his way. Although there were many things he didn't want to remember when he was lost, that didn't stop the fact that she was Susel.
Lost smiled lightly and said, "I used to think so, too many people mistook me for Susel, so that even I couldn't tell whether I was lost or Susher. ”
"But now that I have figured it out, now that I have crossed the Nai River Bridge and forgotten all about the past, I am no longer a Sumire. ”
"Standing in front of you now is a lost fairy, from the fairy world, without desire, without love, without love, not to mention, immortals and demons are opposites......"
There are also some words that are lost and not spoken, and those words are too hurtful. Lost wants to talk about this, Shuchen should understand what she means.
"At this point, the Demon Venerable should know what I mean. "Lost again.
"I don't know. ”
Although Suchen was stubborn, he understood it in his heart, otherwise he would not have reached out to cover his lost mouth after saying the sentence "Then I'll make it clearer".
Under the calm gaze of the lost people, Shuchen withdrew his hand little by little, he didn't know what words to use to break the deadlock, he only felt panicked in his heart, and he needed to vent. But what exactly do you have to do to vent the anguish in your heart? I have no idea for a while.
The wind rises, the flowers fall. Pink petals fall on the surface of the water and float down the stream into the distance.
"The falling flowers are ruthless, and you are even more ruthless. ”
"I made an appointment with Lingyue to go out today, and I said goodbye first. ”
"Didn't you ask me last night what my role was in the misfortunes and misfortunes of Susers? ”
Suchen wants to use this to keep the lost, but now it is not what it used to be, and this trick no longer works for the lost.
"I don't want to hear it today, if he is curious every day, he will ask the Demon Venerable for an answer. ”
Now the lost road is really gone, and there is no nostalgia for it, just like the petals that leave with the flow of water, free and easy without emotion. It turns out that those who forget can be so calm, and only those who remain will keep their memories empty and grieve in vain.
"If I had known this, I should have been allowed to go first. ”
In fact, it is not for nothing that I am lost. Earlier, Zigui found her lost and had some words to her.
At that time, Lost had just left Lingyue's residence, and was still immersed in Lingyue's tragic experience.
"Lingyue's story is sad, isn't it. Zigui kept up with the lost and walked side by side with her.
"You also know Lingyue's story?"
Lost was a little surprised, as far as she knew, Zigui was not involved in that incident, so how did he know?
"I know all the sad stories in the world, such as Aunt Suran, such as Suser, such as ...... You. ”
Lost stopped, looked at Zigui, and asked, "I, why am I sad?"
Zigui led the lost to the verandah and sat down, apparently wanting to have a long talk. Don't be in a hurry when you're lost, and listen to what he has to say.
"You were familiar with Fu Yuanjun when you were in the fairy world, and you probably heard him talk about my Aunt Su Ran. ”
"Yes. ”
"Aunt Su Ran fell in love with a man, so she offended heaven. The father said that as long as she forgot about the man from now on and stayed in the fairy world with peace of mind, her life could be saved. If you don't, you will be tortured by thunder. But she chose the latter anyway, do you know why he did that?"
"Why?" asked the Lost.
"Because I was loved. The man she loves loves her with his life, and she deserves to repay it with his life. ”
Then, Zigui said: "Then do you know that Jin Se did not hesitate to betray his master and fall into the demon path for the sake of the dust, and in the end he didn't even save his life, and still had no hesitation?"
Lost and silent.
"It's also because of being loved so much. Whether it is the mortal Dusty or the Demon Venerable Dust, they all love Suser deeply, and they will not hesitate to die for her. ”
I don't know why, when I hear these words, my first reaction is not sadness or sadness, but jealousy. Yes, she was a little jealous that Suser could be protected by the dust.
This feeling made her a little irritable, and she didn't want to listen to Zigui anymore, so she asked in an impatient tone, "What does all this have to do with me?"
"Pathetic. ”
The two words that came out of Zigui's mouth made Lost very dissatisfied, she frowned slightly, and her displeasure was overflowing.
"It is pitiful to be immersed in false feelings and act as a substitute for others; it is sad to break the rules of heaven and fall in love with people in the demon world, and finally end up in torture and robbery; it is a pity to have an endless lifespan, but after all, the soul is scattered, and the world is destroyed, which is a pity. ”
Zigui's words were sharp and thought-provoking, and they even hit the sore spot of the lost. What he meant was that he didn't care that Suchen regarded Lost as Susher's shadow, which was the last thing Lost wanted to believe.
Although the lost path is the same as the appearance of Suser, it is the relationship between the past life and the reincarnation. But after all, she has already experienced reincarnation, and she has forgotten the fact that she was once a Suser. So psychologically, it can't be said that she is Susel.
Although she still forgot how long she had been in the fairy world, no matter how long, she was alive as lost. So, in her heart, the sense of being lost is even stronger.
It is undeniable that Lost has feelings for Shuchen. But he only regarded him as a dreamer, whether he was a mortal or a demon lord, she only regarded him as a dream. They met for the first time at the banquet held by the Immortal Emperor, and Su Chen's deep eyes made her have strange emotions. That's all.
The emotion of being lost is pure, and the heart is also haughty. Zigui's words crushed her arrogance and lowered her to the dust. No, or maybe it was crushed by Suchen, he never thought about her feelings when he thought of her as Suser.
Out of anger, Lost doesn't want to know what happened to her past life, because then she has to live with the shadow of Susser. Everyone she knows now thinks of her as Suses, which makes her very unhappy.
After much deliberation, at least the lost thinks he is deliberate. She decided to draw a line with Shuchen. Zigui is right, it is someone else who is deeply loved by Shuchen, not her. If the person she loves deeply is her, she can also be like the fairy Suran, and she will not regret the torture. But if it is for a person who does not love herself, those who are unnecessary, pitiful, pathetic, lamentable and ridiculous, are herself.
This is the reason why Lost Lost said those words to Shuchen today. Shuchen also roughly guessed that someone must have said something to the lost. He thought about it, and there were only two people who could say that they were lost, one was Mu Feng and the other was Zigui.
Mu Feng has been invited by General Zhou to the mansion as a guest since yesterday, and he has not met the lost, and the person who shakes the lost way is naturally not Mu Feng. Then the suspect must be undoubted.
Mortal dust gives people the feeling of being sick and delicate, and Shuchen gives people the feeling of being elegant and noble. But you can't be deceived by their appearances, and don't forget that the main owner of these two people is the Demon Venerable Dust, and the dust is a symbol of violence and cruelty.