Chapter 229: Choice
"Do you seem to care?"
Luo Jiuyuan gritted his teeth: "If you care, how can you still be in the mood to comfort me?" ”
Yu Zhaohua hurriedly shouted injustice: "Didn't I see that you were in a bad mood, so I wanted to comfort and comfort you?" ”
"My mood is more important than your life, isn't it? Is that what you think? ”
Yu Zhaohua almost wanted to cry without tears.
"Listen to me, this matter is already a foregone conclusion, no matter how sad I am, isn't it the same?
What I want to do now is I don't want you to be upset about this......"
Yu Zhaohua grabbed Luo Jiuyuan's sleeve and said slowly.
She was condemned by her conscience as she spoke, but in Luo Jiuyuan's opinion, she was sad and wronged because of this matter.
For a while, Luo Jiuyuan's tone also softened.
"I didn't blame you," Yu Zhaohua's hand held Yu Zhaohua's shoulder: "Don't be sad. ”
As soon as Yu Zhaohua heard this, her heart was even more unpleasant, she grabbed Luo Jiuyuan's sleeve and was unwilling to let go for a long time.
"Luo Jiuyuan......" Yu Zhaohua put her head on Luo Jiuyuan's shoulder, her eyes were full of tears, she grabbed Luo Jiuyuan's sleeve tightly, put her forehead against Luo Jiuyuan's shoulder, and didn't open her mouth for a long time.
"Your poison must be cured," Luo Jiuyuan opened his hand and hugged Yu Zhaohua tightly in his arms: "You believe me." ”
Yu Zhaohua hugged Luo Jiuyuan and did not speak.
Although before this, she had already thought of a complete set of rhetoric, hoping that Luo Jiuyuan could let her go quickly, so that she could complete what she wanted to do in a year. But when this opportunity came, Yu Zhaohua didn't know how to speak.
There was no way for her to tell the lie that she had already prepared when Luo Jiuyuan was extremely worried about her.
"Actually, it's really not a big deal," Yu Zhaohua patted Luo Jiuyuan's shoulder: "Actually, this is not a good thing for me...... Luo Jiuyuan, I only hope that after some things are over, you can forget about it, don't remember, so that you won't be sad. I'm just a passerby in your life, and when the time comes, I'll be gone......"
"So you accepted it easily, didn't you? Why did you come and make this decision for me? Luo Jiuyuan tried his best to hold back his emotions and tried his best to speak to Yu Zhaohua in a very calm tone.
“…… Be. Yu Zhaohua nodded and admitted: "I quickly accepted this fact, because from the beginning, this is not the real Yu Zhaohua, I came here, all this experience, even if it is just a dream - or, he was originally a dream, after waking up, nothing exists, in this case, why can't I accept this fact?" ”
"So you think everything we've been through is fake?"
Luo Jiuyuan hugged Yu Zhaohua, but he felt that there was nothing in his arms.
He never thought about where the Yu Zhaohua in front of him came from, because he never felt that this was a question worth thinking about. He just felt that no matter where Yu Zhaohua came from, as long as she stood in front of him, she was different from the previous Yu Zhaohua, she was fresh and smart, different from anyone he had ever seen, he loved her, was willing to be with her all the time, experienced the wind and rain together, and looked forward to spending a good moon for a long time.
But it is also this person now, who said to him word by word, that everything they have experienced between them is just an absurd and nonsensical dream, as long as all this is over, she can withdraw at any time.
Murder and heart.
"I will cure you, I will definitely cure you," Luo Jiuyuan let go of Yu Zhaohua, and his big hand slowly stroked Yu Zhaohua's eyebrows, extremely gentle: "I will not let you die in front of me, even if you pay any price, I will let you live well." ”
"Luo Jiuyuan!"
Yu Zhaohua opened his mouth heavily.
"This is my decision, it has nothing to do with you, no matter what I give, no matter what I do, I am willing, and I don't need you to stop it."
Luo Jiuyuan's thumb stayed at the corner of Yu Zhaohua's eyes: "Everything we have experienced cannot be just a dream. I'm not going to let you die, you know? ”
"Why should you?"
Yu Zhaohua said: "Gongzi Chu has said that the poison on my body can only allow me to live for a year, even if you use all your strength, I only have a year to live, and in the end, I will only die in Huangquan, why do you have to insist, does it make sense?" ”
"Makes sense."
Luo Jiuyuan replied.
"What did you just say?"
Yu Zhaohua didn't hear clearly.
"I said it makes sense." Luo Jiuyuan said: "Because in this world, there is only this Yu Zhaohua in front of me." As long as I can keep her alive, I'm willing to do whatever I want. I say that, do you understand? ”
Yu Zhaohua was stunned.
At that moment, Yu Zhaohua's heart seemed to have been beaten by something, and she couldn't breathe in pain.
She really doesn't deserve it.
She calculates against him everywhere, but he is sincere to her everywhere.
How can she?
"Don't be like this," Yu Zhaohua said with red eyes, "There are some things we can't do at all...... There is simply no way to turn the tide on our own, and all we can do is do nothing. Luo Jiuyuan, I really only have one year left to live, I don't want to toss, I just want to spend these three hundred and sixty-five days peacefully. I don't want you to work hard because of me, and if that happens, I won't be happy even if I do survive. I'm begging you, okay? ”
Yu Zhaohua was now starting to panic: she was suddenly not sure if the direction of this matter would be as she expected, and Luo Jiuyuan would really let go and let her find her own piece of the world.
He wouldn't do anything drastic about this? Or, will he become the Luo Jiuyuan in the book that makes people scared and extremely nervous?
"I said it, it's my business, and it has nothing to do with you."
Yu Zhaohua gritted his teeth: "You are talking nonsense, from the beginning to the end of this matter, Jacky Zhang is about my life and death, why do you say that it has nothing to do with me?" Why can't you listen to me? ”
"Because it was my own decision. It's not about you. You never asked me to do anything for you from beginning to end, so whatever I did, it had nothing to do with you. ”
"You're a bandit logic!" Yu Zhaohua sadly found that when it came to bickering and debate, she had never been able to win against Luo Jiuyuan.
This is simply unscientific!