When I heard the major say that I had a girlfriend in the local area, my head suddenly clouded, although I had thought that sooner or later my current girlfriend would appear in the eyes of my superiors, but, in any case, I did not expect that it would be in such a way.

"You're hesitating!" The captain looked at me, and his voice became a little low and serious.

"You can now choose to forget about the conversation between us." The major next to him also spoke.

"Report to Comrade Captain! I am willing to sacrifice everything if the Motherland needs it! I hesitated for a moment, but finally gritted my teeth and said it.

When I said this, the captain nodded to the major, and the major nodded to the captain, which must have been regarded as a response.

"According to the instructions of the superiors, in the border areas of our province, there is currently an active drug trafficking armed force with the ability to resist armed resistance, but their activity area has not been determined, our armed police and public security forces have encircled and suppressed it many times, but the results are not good, two comrades who have previously entered the internal line of the public security of the drug trafficking armed forces, one has died, and one is missing, now we need you to penetrate into them, find the comrade whose whereabouts are unknown, and at the same time cooperate with our armed police and public security forces to strike them accurately!" The major turned to me, his eyes fixed on mine, and said.

I looked him in the eye and saw a hint of plea, but also a lot of perseverance, and although I didn't know why they came to me, I knew that they must have their own reasons for finding me, perhaps because I had never been officially seen in public, or because I had some connection to the mission. However, there are some questions, some things, that I shouldn't ask, that I shouldn't know, and now they won't say even if I ask.

"What do you need me to do!" I listened to the major, I gritted my teeth, closed my eyes, and then took a deep breath and asked.

"We will arrange a training accident for you, let you retire from active duty, take off this military uniform, and then with the cooperation of the public security organs, create some social security problems for you, and then make you a criminal, and then you are wanted, and cooperate with you to break into the drug trafficking armed forces, as for the road after you enter the drug trafficking armed group, you can only rely on yourself." The major's eyes still didn't move from me for a moment.

"You can choose not to accept it, this organization will not force you, but once you accept, you, including your family, may have to face a different life, of course, your family will protect for you, you can rest assured, but, your girlfriend, we need you to temporarily cut off contact and relationship with her, this is also to protect her." After the major's words were finished, the captain also fixed his eyes on me, but at this moment, he was no longer the captain of the special operations team that made me feel high, but like an old man, like an old man who had asked me. At that moment, to be honest, I really hesitated, the captain saw that I showed hesitation, so he continued: "Chen Mo, if you choose to refuse at this moment, no one will blame you, you just promise to forget our conversation today, don't reveal any of the content of today's conversation, you are still a member of the 'Warrior Squad', and you are still a member of our special operations team!" ”

Since I came to the special operations team, this should be the most I have heard the captain speak, but this time, every word seems so harsh to my ears, and I really just hope that this is just a special operations dream of mine.

But as a soldier, as a special combat member of the Chinese People's Armed Police Force, this is my duty, once I also fantasized that maybe one day, in a certain battle, I will unfortunately die, and even for some special reasons, I have to be buried in some unknown hill, maybe not known, even my parents do not know the reason for my sacrifice, but I really never thought that now I would accept such a mission, but I am a soldier, One of the most elite fighters of the Chinese People's Armed Police Force, the organization gave me a choice, but I will only choose to accept it!

"Report to Comrade Captain! I choose to accept it! I immediately straightened up, stood in front of the captain and the major in the most standard military posture, and said loudly.

"Good! What do you need! The captain patted me on the shoulder and said.

"Report to Comrade Captain, I ......" Hearing the words of the Captain, the words in my heart came to my lips but I began to hesitate.

"Say anything, as long as the organization can do it, I will definitely do it for you!" The captain's hand applied a slight force on my shoulder, and at that moment, I really felt the touch that the captain's hand brought to me.

"Report to Comrade Captain! Please be sure to protect my family, and please give me ...... Please give me a day off, I want to ...... I want to take care of my own business. "I thought about it for a long time, and finally I chose to say it.

"Good! I approve, tomorrow morning, I will arrange a vehicle to take you out of the mountain, but I hope that you don't say a word to anyone about today's business, and when you come back, I also hope that you can really get into the groove, and I will arrange everything during your absence. The captain's hand was taken off my shoulder, and he turned his back to me again, looking at the words and pictures on the wall of honor and said to me.

"Yes! Mission completion guaranteed! "I looked at the captain's back, suddenly straightened up, and saluted in the most standard posture!

The captain rarely did not give me a salute in return, and the major next to him suddenly saluted me when he saw that I had saluted, and at that moment, I didn't know how much time had passed, but I felt that time had become frozen at that moment, and even if I was breathing, it was like I was about to be suspended.

......

When I came out of the honor room, my heart suddenly became heavy, but I knew that this was the right choice for me as a soldier. I also know that from the moment I agreed to accept this mission, my military life, or rather my life, began to turn towards a new point, I will leave the Special Operations Team, leave the "Warrior Squad", leave our combat position, leave my brother, leave my family, leave ...... My favorite light rain, maybe a few months, maybe a year and a half, maybe ...... Lifetime.

Anyway, no matter what, even if I will die in the next second, I will still choose to wear this uniform without hesitation, because I am a soldier, a special combat member of the Chinese People's Armed Police Force, the most elite soldier of the Chinese People's Armed Police Force, as long as the motherland needs, I am willing to sacrifice everything!

......

When I returned to the dormitory, my face could no longer raise the happy expression of bragging and joking with the team members and brothers before, but instead had a wry smile on my face, which was full of sadness.

"Hey, Chen Mo, what did that cadre call you to do just now? Why do you feel like you've come back from a trip like a different person? I walked past one of the team members and walked straight to my bed, who looked at me and asked with a question.

Still without saying a word, I walked straight to my bed.

"What's wrong with you, say something, let's figure it out together." It was Lao Mao who said this, he had been taking my squad leader since my recruit company, and now it is too, I looked at him and smiled bitterly, "Squad leader, the captain has granted me leave, I have to go out tomorrow, is there anything I need to help bring?" ”

Lao Mao looked at me and didn't speak, just shook his head gently, but his eyes stayed on my face and he didn't move away for a long time.

"Brothers! I'm going out again tomorrow, do you have anything you want me to help with me? I took a deep breath, reluctantly adjusted my mood, and said to the eleven team members in the dormitory.

Maybe everyone saw the change in me, no one spoke anymore, but they all looked at me, only the black wind, the dog barked.

......