Chapter 245: The One I Love

"Brother Li, Xin'er knows that it is very dangerous for you to stay here, and deep down you don't want to stay.

Your heart is still worried about your subordinates, and you are still worried about your family, so it is only a matter of time before you leave.

Fortunately, I asked Brother Xiao, he doesn't seem to have any interest in seizing the counties in the north of Hebei for the time being, so the two of us can still see each other frankly, and I don't have to be conflicted because I take care of you.

In fact, Brother Xiao knew that I saved you, and he also knew that I brought you back to Xuchang City. Although he didn't say anything about my feelings, I could feel it.

Brother Yuli, if you don't take the initiative to provoke a war after you go back, we won't have any conflicts with you in a short time, so you can rest assured. ”

When Xin'er spoke to Lihua, there was a trace of hesitation and sadness in her eyes, these words were the first time that the two of them talked about military affairs in more than ten days since Lihua came to Xuchang.

The two tacitly avoided these topics during these days, and finally Yu Xin'er picked up this thin veil that would always be faced.

And after hearing this, Zhu Lihua suddenly felt a pain in his heart.

Since he was rescued by Xin'er, during this period of time, he has always been worried that the two of them are in the hostile camp and have a trace of mustard in his heart.

Even though she used to miss Xin'er every day, even though Xin'er took care of herself meticulously during this period of time, even though she never talked about the war between the two countries, but her heart never had the beauty of simple love as when the two first met.

Even I always feel that in this relationship, I am not as free and easy as Xin'er, a woman, who loves when she says she loves, and she leaves when she says she goes, seemingly without any shackles, which makes her less troubled.

So as soon as he thought of this, Yu Lihua's brain was hot, and he quickly took Yu Xin'er's hand, and said with some excitement:

"Xin'er, I know that Xiao Dadan did this for you, although I am stupid, but I am also a person with clear grievances and hatreds, I will return this affection to him.

Xin'er, if you and I exist in this world after the war is over, I will definitely go out and find you. ”

Yu Xin'er looked at her hand held by Lihua, and listened to Lihua's rare straightforward love words, and her fair face suddenly became rosy. After a few breaths of silence, she smiled at Lihua, revealing her jade-like teeth.

She wanted to say something, but she couldn't do it for a long time.

Do you want to tell Yu Lihua that his brother Xiao is preparing to move his clansmen into Guannai and never return to the grassland?

Do you want to tell Lihua that this war is a never-ending situation?

No, none of that can be said.

Because Xin'er doesn't want this subtle and short-lived love to disappear in an instant.

Just as the two of them lingered on each other but were silent, there was a sound of heavy footsteps outside the house.

"Virtue is like a head."

A big man came to the door outside the house and shouted into the house.

After hearing this, the two suddenly glanced at each other, and they both saw a trace of reluctance in each other's eyes.

Xin'er withdrew her hand from Lihua's hand, and when she turned around again, she became a strange female general of the Rong clan in Lihua's heart.

"Here we are."

Xin'er walked out of the house and made eye contact with the big man, and the big man saw that although there was a hint of surprise in Xin'er's eyes, he immediately lowered his head and pretended not to see anything, and said:

"Derutouren, my brothers and I went to Yuanzhou to check, and the teahouse is indeed still in Yuanzhou City, but it has already been emptied.

It is said that the owner of that teahouse is named Zhu Lihua, who was one of the main generals of the Qin army who had severely damaged the commander of Xiyan in Qingyang, and his story was spread in the city of Yuanju, so when we went to investigate, it was much more convenient and did not take much effort.

It's just that although we have carefully investigated and visited countless neighbors there, everyone has no reason to say the whereabouts of the family.

Some say that they moved their families before the siege of Wonju, some say that they returned to their ancestral homes outside the city, and others say that they have been rescued by the owner of the teahouse.

So we have never been able to find out where they are.

It's just that we also checked that after the destruction of Yuanzhou City, none of the beheaded nobles were in the Yuli family, so most of them fled south. ”

Xin'er held back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes, listened carefully to Dahan's analysis, and when he finished speaking, he nodded and asked some details, and then waved his hand to let him go back to rest first.

After all, only half a month has passed since this back and forth, and Xin'er also knows that this big man has gone through a lot of twists and turns and suffered a little.

Then, after making sure that there was nothing unusual about herself, Xin'er returned to the house with a smile.

"Brother Yuli, you have heard it, I think your family must have gone to Shubei County, because when Yuanzhou was besieged, Jingyang City, which led to Xiazhong County, had been occupied by our Xia army, and those people would only flee south into Shubei County."

Lihua looked at Yu Xin'er, who was smiling a little unnaturally, and then smiled at Yu Xin'er as if she didn't see any flaws.

He naturally heard the conversation between the two outside the house, and knew in his heart that although his family was still missing, at least they had not fallen into the hands of the Rong people, let alone heard the result that made him desperate, so he was also very happy in his heart.

It's just that when I have a lot of worries and worries about my relatives, my reluctance and complexity for my lover occupy all of my heart.

"Xin'er, in fact, I have a lot of things I want to say to you, but for some reason, I can't say anything in front of you.

All I know is that I love to hear your singing, to see your smile, and to see you every day.

If one day I can bear your pain on your behalf, then even if I am broken, I will never say anything. ”

"Flutter."

Xin'er covered her small mouth with her hand, chuckled and narrowed her eyes, looking at the excited Lihua with affection.

"I thought you couldn't speak, but it seems you're going to please girls.

Don't worry, Xin'er won't have any pain for you to bear.

Fool. ”

Looking at Xin'er's smile, Zhu Lihua couldn't help but be stunned, at this moment he even felt whether he should give up everything and leave this chaotic place of battle with the woman in front of him.

But that day, in the city of Chaona, the story that Seaman told himself about Xin'er and the Holy Maiden still made his heart cut like a knife at this moment.

The distracted Lihua naturally caused another chuckle from Xin'er, but this time after Xin'er finished laughing, she suddenly said to Lihua with a straight face:

"Brother Lili, Xin'er also likes to be with you, I have said this to you before, and I have only said it to you.

In the past ten days, Xin'er has thought about leaving you countless times, after all, for the Qin State, you are already a dead corpse.

But it's precisely because Xin'er likes you that I don't think I can do this, because the person Xin'er likes will definitely become a hero like Brother Xiao.

Even though this hero will be on the opposite side of him.

But so what.

Xin'er has listened to Brother Xiao since she was a child, and there is nothing in this world that can control your choice, so you are Xin'er's choice, and Xin'er has no regrets. Regardless of whether the two of us will meet again in the future, whether we can be together.

The day before yesterday, the two of us had a carefree journey in the smoke and rain, and Xin'er was already satisfied.

So Brother Li, you will be as happy as Xin'er, right? ”

After Xin'er finished speaking, she made a polite expression, and then winked mischievously at the complicated eyes of Lihua, which made the wet eyes laugh again.

"Brother Li, Xin'er will change the medicine for you again, you can't walk or ride a horse in the future, this is what Xin'er is worried about, you must take care of yourself."

After saying that, Xin'er squatted down without waiting for Lihua to answer, hugged Lihua's black legs in his arms, and removed the straps for him.

Then he gently pouted in the blood hole that looked a little terrifying, blowing a slightly cool breath, and gently smeared the cold ointment with his hands.

The two fell into silence again, but both of them had red eyes but did not dare to look at each other again, for fear that the other party would discover their cowardice. One looked up at the sky through the loophole in the shed, and the other bowed his head and held back the tears in his eyes.

Finally, Zhu Lihua still felt a cold knee and seemed to have a drop of jade dew dripping into his heart, cold and painful, happy and sad.

……

Early the next morning, Lihua heard the sound of a horn in Xuchang City. He knew that the day of parting that Xin'er had said had finally come.

The Rong army will go south to attack Baili and shoot in autumn. And Xin'er, as a commander among the Rong people, will also leave him to fight in the south.

In these days, Lihua learned from Xin'er's mouth that the four cities of Xuchang and Shangdang had fallen.

But for some reason, when Lihua heard these news, he was a little happy when he thought of the faces of Yongluan, Yongyunqi, Yongyunluo, and Wen Zhaoyuan.

In the days after Xin'er left, people would come to Lihua's house every day to bring him food, as well as some ointments to heal the wounds. And Zhu Lihua will also change into ointment and do what he can.

Until one day, a familiar face appeared among the people who came to the house.

"Uncle Heman".

Seeing Heman, Lu Lihua couldn't help but smile wryly after being slightly stunned.

It didn't take long for the identities of the two to be reversed, and Lu Lihua couldn't help but sigh that creation makes people, and the world is unpredictable. At the same time, thinking about the earth-shaking changes in the Qin State in the past two years, my heart is full of complexity.

When Seaman saw Lihua, he was not so sad but more excited, and he told Lihua about the past that happened after he left Chao Li Hua on the way to escort him away from Xuchang.

And Zhu Lihua also learned from Heman's mouth about the detailed process of Shuofang's decisive battle and later capture of Yuanzhou.

Telling these things from Heman's point of view made Yu Lihua even more admired Xiao Dadan's unpredictable use of troops.

As the supreme commander of the Rong people, that Da Dan Yu never cares about the gains and losses of one city or one place, and often rushes back and forth between several counties and counties as a strategic depth.

For the Qin State, which was divided and constrained by power, such a strategic choice was like a punch to the heart of the dying old man, and the Qin State was invincible.