Chapter 704: Forgive me for my willfulness
Yao Cha bowed his head slightly helplessly, and at this time he had a clearer understanding of Li Xinchen in front of him.
This guy can't be regarded as a cold-blooded and ruthless hero, or even a hero who has the world in mind and has the courage to sacrifice, he is a complex person, not perfect, with his own emotions and six desires, and his own selfishness, but Yao Cha feels that the more imperfect a person is, the more comfortable he feels.
Born in troubled times, which person has ever had blood in the world; This is also the time when the famous people of the Northern and Southern Dynasties gathered, and when everyone was young, they also had dreams of one day being able to indulge in wine and sing among the bamboo forests, or galloping the rivers and lakes in fresh clothes and angry horses, and feeling the pleasure of enmity and hatred.
But as time goes by, all the fighting spirit and blood seem to be consumed, and in the end it has become the current muddy and nightmarish appearance, every day is to go to court and work, and I don't even know what I'm doing for or, I don't even know when this situation will end, and I'm even afraid that one day everything will change and I will become at a loss, but I can't help but start to maintain this already conventionalized model.
No one wants to change, and when a young man with a fighting spirit joins in, he will soon become like those old people, and there will be no longer even the slightest pursuit of change.
Yao Cha is also afraid that one day he will become like this, so he would rather choose to be silent, choose to be buried in countless history books, he has seen too many people who have ambitions, but in the end they can only obey the trend of the whole era, powerless, so Yao Cha once upon a time did not even have the courage to get out of the pile of books.
But now it's different, Yao Cha looked at Li Xinchen in front of him, this young man was not as cold-blooded or even cold as he imagined, he was calm but Yao Cha clearly felt that in his chest, the blood was hot!
Li Xinchen smiled at Yao Cha: "Bo Xun, last time you said that you should learn the lessons of the Northern Expedition, after thinking about it, I felt that since I wanted the Northern Expedition, it was inevitable, so I am afraid that I have to bother Bo Shen to sort it out these days, and I hope that before we leave Jiankang Mansion, Bo Shen can give a good advice." β
Yao Cha suddenly cheered up, to be honest, he was vetoed by Li Xinchen again just now, which made Yao Cha feel a little uncomfortable, and he made several suggestions to Li Xinchen but was not recognized, which had to let Yao Cha weigh what kind of position he was in Li Xinchen's heart, but now it seems that Li Xinchen is obviously still very interested in his previous suggestions, and this kind of induction and summary is also his strength.
"Yes!"
Seeing Yao Cha turn around and leave first, Li Xinchen also waved his hand: "You are all busy with your own work, Xiuyuan, you must hurry up and contact Kong Fan." What do you see, are you still waiting for someone to invite you to dinner, let's hurry up and disperse! β
"No!" Xu Deyan and the others bowed their hands with smiles on their faces.
Although they knew that there would be very difficult battles and struggles ahead, seeing that Li Xinchen was still in a good mood to joke at this time, everyone's hearts were also a lot more relaxed. Sometimes mentality is a very important issue, and although Li Xinchen is young, his mentality is obviously better than that of many middle-aged peopleΒ·Β·Β·Β·Β·Β· This may also be the reason why Li Xinchen was able to turn evil into good fortune again and again, and even tear a crack in this darkness.
Seeing Xu Deyan and the others leave, Li Xinchen exhaled softly and slowly closed his eyes. He had to admit that he was selfish in staying at this time, the situation in the world was changing rapidly, and he didn't know whether he was waiting for a better opportunity to stay this time, or if he would pass by everything from now on, or even that he couldn't escape from this body.
But when Li Xinchen thought of the figure that rushed over under the moonlight, he knew that no matter when or under what circumstances, he would make such a choice, and if he did it again, I am afraid that he would still not back down.
Without her, there would be no current self, if you let her down at this time, then what is the use of owning the whole world? I am afraid that this guilt of conscience will always follow me.
Slowly clenched his fists opened easily, Li Xinchen looked at the calluses on his palms, which were rubbed out of the barrel of Ziyun Gun, which were polished by countless life and death struggles, each of which represented a vicious battle, and reflected the figures of countless soldiers who followed Li Xinchen's banner and shouted and rushed to killΒ·Β·Β·Β·Β·Β·
After all, there is no way for him to become a tyrant who can afford and let go of everything, and all his feelings are conceded to political and military struggles.
It's terrible to get cold blood.
"I hope you'll forgive me for being willful this time." Li Xinchen muttered.
Once again, the palms of the hands were clenched into fists, with extra force.
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Hanzhong,
"Brother Dao, Brother Dao!" The footsteps were hurried, Niu Hong rushed up the steps in three steps and two steps, stretched out his hand to push open the door, "Don't read, get up quickly!" β
However, when he looked around, he didn't see Yang Su at all. Niu Hong was suddenly a little surprised, and wanted to go out in a hurry, but heard a voice behind him:
"Yu Wenxian finally can't sit still."
Niu Hong turned his head in surprise, only to see Yang Su standing between the gaps between the two screens, looking at the scenery outside the window, this guy was dressed in white, and the color seemed to be integrated with the screen, so Niu Hong didn't find it at all after he came in just now, or Niu Hong was used to Yang Su lying on the couch reading a book all day, and sometimes he even forgot to eat, and now Yang Su suddenly straightened his waist and stood up, which made Niu Hong a little surprised.
And what is even more surprising is what Yang Su said just now.
"How do you know?" Niu Hong asked subconsciously.
"What can you do if Niu Liren is so flustered?" Yang Su couldn't help but smile and said.
Niu Hong snorted, this guy has been smarter than himself since he was studying, and he can't hide anything from him, but that's fine, at least he doesn't have to use his own brain in many things, as long as he listens to Yang Su's arrangement.
"Now Chen Guo's side has maintained the greatest degree of restraint," Yang Su said lightly, "I was a little skeptical about General Li's insistence on going to Jiankang Mansion before, but now it seems that if he hadn't stabilized Jiankang Mansion's side, I'm afraid that the two sides would have already fought a lot, and we wouldn't have been able to wait for this day." β
Niu Hong raised his eyebrows and couldn't help but sigh: "This Li Xinchen is really a demon." β
"How many people who can stir up the world are not demons?" Yang Su immediately asked rhetorically, and waved his hand with a smile, "Although you and I are not demons, but fortunately, we can be born at this time, and we can be regarded as experiencing this storm together." β