Chapter 310: Confused Heart
Dongping, near the old capital prison.
Dong Ping sat on a boulder by the lake, staring at the lake with empty eyes.
Under the moonlight, the surface of the lake blown by the breeze is full of ripples and waves, and the willows by the lake hang down, adding a little softness to this night scene.
The breeze hit his face, and he didn't feel anything, and he flicked the long hair that was scattered by the wind, Dong Ping put his right hand on his knee and looked ahead, for a long time, speechless.
In his eyes, he could only see a blankness, and nothing else.
Anyone here would be shocked.
The world-famous double-gun general, the famous Shandong Qi King Dong Ping, although he is not ruthless on weekdays, he is also a decisive person, he will actually ...... Confused?
However, this is indeed the case.
Dong Ping sat there calmly, although he didn't say anything, the complete blankness in his eyes and a trace of tiredness in the depths of his soul could not be hidden.
It was a feeling that I can't put into words.
Even the most famous psychologist of the 21st century is standing here, and I am afraid it is difficult to know his thoughts.
Dong Ping was tired.
He was really tired.
I have been in this world for so long, and almost every day is spent in gunsmoke and swords.
Not a day went by when his heart was completely relaxed.
"Hehe, I don't beat them, but there are always people who want to provoke me, kill me, take everything from me, my ......"
After saying a few words, Dong Ping only felt a little better, he raised his head to look at the moonlight, felt the white moonlight sprinkled in front of him, and his heart was much more relaxed.
Pulled out the wine bag on his waist, slowly handed it to his mouth and took a small sip, letting the cold liquid flow on his neck, Dong Ping didn't say anything, just let the cold liquid enter his throat to stimulate the paralyzed and dazed brain.
"Look, Brother Ling Feng, you like to drink the most, I forgot it, this person has a bad memory because of a lot of people, I will definitely bring you a ...... next time"
Looking at this wine bag, Dong Ping suddenly smiled bitterly, feeling the surging memories, he only felt that there were too many words to say in his heart.
However, those thoughts, thoughts, and words, as if they were choked in the throat, could not be spoken.
"Bang-click!"
A willow by the lake almost fell in response to the huge bombardment, and in an instant, it broke off and fell into the lake.
Looking at the trunk of the tree that was broken in two, and where only the stump remained, Dong Ping held his hands behind his back and was silent.
Under the light of the moon, the Cold Star Meteorite Iron Armor in his hand was exceptionally bright, flashing with a terrifying chill.
However, there were faint tears in his eyes.
"Why...... Why, I don't want to fight you to the death, but you must come and put me to death......"
Gritting his teeth and saying, Dong Ping only felt that he couldn't control his tears, and his voice lowered unconsciously.
"Why, I just want to live well with my family, why do I always live so tired, and there are always people who want to hurt them......" Dong Ping almost bit his lip, feeling the salty feeling of blood, he looked at the sky, the corners of his eyes trembled violently, and he couldn't control his emotions anymore.
"All this is why, why, what did I do wrong, causing the people around me to follow me and get hurt one by one!"
Dong Ping clenched his fists tightly, looking at the moon above with tears in his eyes, his whole body was shaking violently, as if he was crazy.
"Because, you're a bad guy."
"You ......"
Dong Ping turned around suddenly, but what he saw in front of him shocked his eyes.
Cheng Wan'er was clasping her hands to her chest, silently leaning against the nearby willow tree, with a calm gaze in her eyes.
Li didn't pay attention to Dong Ping, she walked over slowly alone, and then sat not far from Dong Ping's side.
"What do you mean by that?"
Dong Ping realized that he was too out of shape, and quickly wiped the corners of his eyes and returned to his calm appearance.
"What, Dong Daxia also cried?" Cheng Wan'er saw his appearance clearly, but turned her head to look at the moonlight reflected in the lake.
Dong Ping sat there, silent, just looking at the lake.
After a moment of silence, Cheng Wan'er picked up a nearby wicker and hit it on the water casually, but continued to speak: "Crying, complaining, playing with children's temper, it's nothing, if a person has been like a piece of steel, then it is not a person, but a monster."
Dong Ping's brows furrowed, he looked at Cheng Wan'er's face, but he wanted to speak and stopped.
"Do you know why I just said that?" Cheng Wan'er said in a calm tone: "Last time in the Jin Kingdom, if you didn't come desperately to save me, would you offend that Wanyan Wushu, if you didn't save the woman named Li Qingzhao, would you offend the Khitans?"
"If you don't save that Lu Yuanwai, a nominal senior brother, will you offend the imperial court and Cai Jing?"
After saying this, Cheng Wan'er also stared at Dong Ping's eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Do you know what I'm angry about for so many days, it's not a woman, I said it, I don't object to you having other women, as long as you don't pretend to be and lie."
"I don't know, I don't want to know ......"
Leaning against a nearby poplar tree with a wry smile, Dong Ping just shook his head, with a hint of decadence in his tone: "I said, she is just my sister, as for why she saved those people, I don't know, it's just my heart."
"I, Dong Ping, have never regretted anything I did."
"Okay, what are you Dong Daxia hiding from now, here?"
"What did you say?"
"I said, what are you running away from, didn't you just think very noblely, why have you been indifferent to Cai Jing's provocation for so many days, sitting here in a daze?"
“……”
"Friendship, affection, guilt, blame, emotion...... All of this has sealed your heart. ”
Cheng Wan'er supported her knees with her hands, stood up slowly, looked at Dong Ping on the ground, and said in an indifferent tone: "If I guessed correctly, you are afraid that if you start a war again, you will offend more people and lose more important people, so you are at a loss here, right?"
"......" Dong Ping stood up slowly, he leaned against a poplar tree and looked at the ground, but his eyes were still empty.
"Smack!"
A crisp slap sounded throughout.
The bright red five finger prints appeared on Dong Ping's face, making his usually heroic face look a little messy.
However, he didn't have any other thoughts at the moment, he just looked at Cheng Wan'er, the woman who slapped him, with a confused look.
"Dong Ping, whom I admire, is the one who avenged his father at a young age, made a vow, and vowed to die to get ahead and become famous, who has responsibility and is desperate for his ideals and friends and family!"
Cheng Wan'er slowly lowered her hand, but the anger in her eyes was obvious, and her voice became powerful: "I like you because of your decisiveness and responsibility, and now you tell me that your decisiveness and responsibility have gone there!"
"Do you want to watch the enemy come and immerse yourself in the self-blame of the past?"
"If you are this kind of person, then I'm sorry, I'll leave now, I will use my own way to take revenge to complete my goal, I, Cheng Wan'er, won't be unable to live without you!"
"Dada......"
The sound of the tip of the shoe hitting the ground echoed, but in the blink of an eye, Cheng Wan'er had already turned away.
Cheng Wan'er's every word, like a dagger, stimulated Dong Ping's heart and impacted his confusion.
Until, the boulder that pressed on the bottom of his heart was completely defeated.
Let his heart and thoughts see the light of day again.
By the time he raised his head, Cheng Wan'er's figure was about to disappear.
However, Dong Ping only felt that there were thousands of thoughts in his heart, and at this moment, he had too many words to talk to others.
"I have one last word before you leave."
"What do you want to say?"
Slowly stopped, but Cheng Wan'er didn't turn around, just stood there and said lightly.
"Since you took the initiative to come today, that is, you have figured it out and are no longer angry?" Dong Ping said with a smile.
"Hmph."
Cheng Wan'er turned around and looked at Dong Ping with a serious face, and after a while, she couldn't help but laugh quietly: "I didn't expect the world-famous Dong Daxia to be so stupid."
"Don't make fun of me, okay?" Dong Ping said helplessly.
"Yes, of course I forgive you." Cheng Wan'er walked up to Dong Ping and sat down, put her left leg on her right knee and said in a casual tone: "I was not angry about the incident a few days ago, and I also misunderstood, but today I can actually let me come to you to preach, I never thought that there would be such a day since I was a child."
"Wan'er, thank you."
"Well, thank me for what?" Cheng Wan'er looked dazed.
"Thank you for enlightening me and letting me figure this out."
Dong Ping smiled, but lightly tapped the tip of Cheng Wan'er's nose and said with a smile: "From today on, I will force myself not to think about these things and make a decisive decision."
"I didn't ...... Nothing. Cheng Wan'er also blushed a little, and said in a calm tone: "I also want to say this, how are you going to deal with Cai Jing now?"
"The problem now is that we can't make too much trouble, and it's not appropriate to start an all-out war with Zhao Ji now." Dong Ping sat up straight, and said in a low tone: "As soon as we start fighting, Jin Liao and Japanese Tubo will probably take advantage of the fire to rob, and I won't do this kind of thing that makes other people's fishermen profitable."
"Or, why don't you just give up this King of Qi and fame and fortune, and go to the seclusion in the mountains and forests with Wen Huanzhang?" Cheng Wan'er said with a smile: "This is absolutely stable, and there can be no mistakes."
"You girl, sarcastically, I don't dare to use force, right?" Dong Ping smiled and said, "Let me tell you, I now have three strategies, no matter which one of them, I can make this Cai Jing go up in smoke."
"Bragging."
Cheng Wan'er snorted indifferently: "Then you should tell me, this time I heard that there are hundreds of thousands of troops, how do you deal with it?"
"Mountain people have their own tricks." Dong Ping smiled and waved his hand, stood up and walked behind him, and said with his hands behind his back: "Okay, it's so late today, let's go back to sleep first."
Cheng Wan'er didn't speak, just snorted lightly, and followed Dong Ping's figure over.
"By the way, do you remember the last time Xiao Gongzi talked to us about the world's heroes?"
Cheng Wan'er suddenly remembered something, supported her head with her hand, stuck out her tongue and said: "That Xiao Gongzi is really, a Fang La, who has never heard of rebellion, and Jin Ren, who has lost a lot of strength, what is there to be afraid of."
"That's not right for you." Dong Ping shook his head with a smile, but suddenly his tone became serious: "Although you have already done something about the technology of the jade seal, the power of the golden man is not something we can imagine, believe me."
"Okay, believe it, who told you that you are His Royal Highness King Qi?" Cheng Wan'er nodded Dong Ping's eyes with a smile, and ran out as she spoke.
"This woman ......" Dong Ping shook his head with a smile, only feeling a little sigh, in the past few years, her personality has changed a lot, and she is much more extroverted than before.
It's probably a person's wandering that makes her strong and mature.
He was about to say something, but he saw that the smoke and dust in front of him were speeding up, and when he looked closer, he realized that it was Hu Sanniang who was galloping all the way from the front.
"What, what's wrong." Dong Ping's brows furrowed, and when he saw Hu Sanniang jump off the horse and take out the secret letter from his clothes, his tone instantly became serious.
"Brother, you'd better see for yourself." Hu Sanniang also sighed slightly and handed the letter to Dong Ping.
Dong Ping didn't say anything, took the letter and opened it, and read it word for word.
Soon, however, his expression changed.
From shock, to anger, and then, to a complex, deep emotion.
Hu Sanniang and Cheng Wan'er watched Dong Ping's expression change, and their expressions changed, and they didn't know what to say for a while.
"In the end...... What's going on?"
Half a day passed, and it was Cheng Wan'er's voice that broke the silence first.
She looked at Dong Ping's face with a solemn expression.
Dong Ping's face was also solemn, and after a long time, he removed the letter from his eyes.
Finally, he spoke.
The main force of the Song army has launched an attack on Dengzhou, and the leading general is "Little Li Guang" Hua Rong. ”