Floating dreams in the world, half of the lonely city Chapter 41 A gaze that has nowhere to place
In life, there are many choices, and there are many characters who make an ordinary person shine or be excited, but she ...... Now there is no time to dwell on so much, maybe God is giving her a chance, but every opportunity can be a fatal wound, in the world, she can only love one person, either choose to give up, or choose to persevere, just like determined to embark on the journey of a swordsman, either choose to give up or choose to persevere.
Originally, I planned to use spiders to scare Xu Yanling, but I also lost it, I should be a good person in the future, don't try to harm people's thoughts, Ye Feng stopped thinking.
"Oops...... Ah...... It's so annoying......" Ye Feng stopped beating his chest and tossed and turned on the bed, the moonlight in the Wuzhuang Mansion was bright, and people's hearts were unbearable.
In the Mingyue Building, people have not yet slept, and the second son, Wu Shuang, Xu Yanling and others are hearty, laughing and talking, gathering for food and wine, and staggering.
Perhaps looking for a solace, he poured a smile and said, "Cheers!"
"Cheers!" Wu Shuang replied with a smile, dimples poured out the world, aside from her appearance, her smile was very charming and charming.
"Wu Shuang, drink less ......," Xu Yanling said.
"Out of the way!" Wu Shuang said, a blush on her face.
"Do you like Ye Feng Stop?" Wu Shuang asked sensitively, looking at his eyes carefully.
"What do you mean by that......" Pour Shui Ran asked, and after taking a glass of wine, he added, "It's just playing, how can you take it seriously?"
She stopped to eat, pondered, and sandwiched a piece of her favorite celery stir-fried beef, and secretly grinned, bitter and sweet.
She said again: "What kind of girl do you like more than Ye Feng?"
"I ......" Pour Shui Ran put down the wine glass and asked rhetorically, "Why do you ask so much?"
Wu Shuang just regarded him as a friend, but she also had a good impression of Dump Shui Ran, with a little hope.
Dumping Shui Ran stopped and wondered if he was having an affair with her for no reason...... It's a very uncomfortable taste, or rather, it's extremely uncomfortable.
He got up and threw away the flask and left as if drunk.
Last time, Wu Shuang took the initiative to greet the water, and after coming and going, naturally the two became acquainted, so she seized the opportunity to visit the Tilt Mansion, and thus formed a friendship, but this friendship contains a trace of ambiguity.
The whole family is not curious about this, because the second young master often asks for flowers and willows, and it is normal to have two or three female friends, but it is often a play on the spot, just for fun, this is known as the first merry son in the city.
He left drunk, his stumbling steps appeared in his mind, Wu Shuang frowned, worried about him, and decisively got up and said, "Let's go see the second son......"
"Oh," Xu Yanling asked rhetorically, as plain, "You don't really like him, do you?" ”
"I don't like it, I just think of him as a friend." Wu Shuang turned around and looked at Xu Yanling and said earnestly.
She doesn't like to reveal her true emotions in front of others, because that would be meaningless, and when the right time comes, when there is a hint of mutual affection, she will generously reveal her truest thoughts in her heart.
Wu Shuang hesitated, and after thinking about it, she said, "Still don't go......"
"Why?" Xu Yanling said.
"It's so embarrassing...... Oops, no!" Wu Shuang half-concealed and sighed, "Let's go back to the room!" ”
They admired the moon, smelled the flowers, and looked in front of the attic, with a bright and happy look.
Xu Yanling thought to herself, saying that she didn't like it, but just now she showed a hint of shyness, obviously she liked people, she had never seen Wu Shuang so cautious and cautious, obviously she was so big and down-Miss Longyuge before-almost mingled with everyone.
"Actually, the two of you are very similar." Xu Yanling said, looking at her.
"Where are they?" Wu Shuang asked.
"Jealousy and competitiveness." Xu Yanling said.
"Cut!" Wu Shuang wiped her curiosity, smiled in a flash, and looked at the moonlight with her hands on her cheeks.
"You see, I didn't even say who 'you' are, you can guess it......" Xu Yanling quipped.
"Believe it or not, I'm tickling you!" Wu Shuang turned her head and said, they giggled as they danced in the moonlight.
In the early hours of the morning, Ye Feng stopped sleeping at night, got up, got dressed, picked up the sword on the hanger and walked out of the house. The moonlight was clear, and the cool wind filtered through the light sleeves of his clothes, and it was obviously the summer of July, but it was so cool that it seemed to be winter. The sparkling starlight, like a snowflake, fell, fell, turned into crystals and dripped into her atrium, piercing her heart, condensing into ice, and a tear came out. She didn't seem to have anything in this world...... Everything has nothing to do with her, and the rest is just blindly pursuing and running.
Tomorrow is the departure of the family, and what does that have to do with her?
In contrast, she is just an insignificant person, in order to avoid loneliness and ignorance, she died in confusion, that is the reason why she escaped from the palace, turned her back on marriage, stepped out of the mansion, walked into the rivers and lakes, and found a new meaning.
She thought of her and Wu Wuqing, as well as the water dumping, and the bond between a series of people.
She often reflects on how she should be more cautious and careful, so as not to let herself be hurt, but in the end, not only is she injured all over her body, but others are also injured with her, because she is also a flesh-and-blood person, not a simple machine that relies on rational thinking, has an iron heart made like ice, and has a passionate chivalrous courage, lust, desire, impulse, confusion and even confusion, until now, she suddenly realized - Ye Feng stopped looking up at the sky, seems to understand the greatest truth in the world, from beginning to end, she is looking for something - to love and be loved, to love someone, or to pursue one thing, that is the true meaning of life, so that she will die without regrets at the moment of the end of her life.
Wu Wuqing wore a fur, looked at her back, didn't take a single step, stretched out his hands to hug her.
He thought he would always love her, but just like the moon explained, no one is the same heart, he will silently guard her forever, but I don't know if it will break this mood at this moment because of a certain moment, after saying this heartfelt promise, I don't know if it will change from that time, he is not so warm as he is now, but cold and ruthless. He loved her silently, she was so close to him, but he couldn't get closer, how he wanted to stretch out his hands and take this step, but his heart was like she had bolted a lock, and he was so depressed that he was uncomfortable.
Knowing that Ye Feng stopped loving him, he still tried to keep it, her stubbornness was an unimaginable sword, making him love and hate......
At that time, the urge to go to bed all night was the most uncomfortable thing in his life, if he hadn't come, he could still have her, so that she had hope for him, but once she had, she would eventually find that she still had a shadow in her heart, and now what she was looking for was not what she already had, but what she had not had.
Sometimes, he really wanted to kill Dump Shui Ran, but if he killed him, she ...... It is even more impossible to return to his own arms.
How much he wanted to have her, but he couldn't, and now the man who was once known as the number one cold-blooded swordsman in the world actually tasted the heart-rending feeling, he roared in his heart, hoarse, Ye Feng stopped but didn't hear it, only turned around and saw the cold blood in his eyes.
Ye Feng stopped, how much she wanted to give him a comforting hug, but she knew that she would hurt him after all.
But she didn't want to be an indifferent person, just like the coldness that Master Jian Nanxia imposed on her, that kind of taste she still doesn't want to understand again, the consequences of a person are not only to make a person grow up suddenly, but also to make a person learn to retreat, keep a distance and be disappointed in the world.
At the moment when Wu Wuqing stared at her back, Ye Feng stopped and ran to his side, hugging him warmly. At that moment, Wu Wuqing panicked, he thought that she had changed her mind, but in an instant, he saw the pity in her eyes, and he understood...... He had mixed tastes and was very uncomfortable, why did she treat him like this?
He let go of her hand and stared into her eyes, wanting to kiss it, but he didn't, and walked away indifferently.
Ye Feng's heart sank when she stopped, she didn't want to see his indifferent face to her...... She hoped that he would be as caring and considerate to her as he first met, like a gentle brother.
In a blink of an eye, she suddenly felt very disgusted with herself and wanted to try her best to get rid of this kind of thought...... He was a man, not a loved one or someone who gave her warmth and care. Her cheeks flushed unconsciously, and she thought about it......
After pouring a basin of cold water, she came to her senses, limp and weak on the bed, very tired.
"Miss Ye, why are you still here?" Wuzhuang master book.
"I'm ......" Ye Fengzhu asked anxiously, "Where did they go?" ”
"All the members of the martial arts, including the swordsmen and knights, have set off into the mountain, divided into two groups, one facing east and one facing west." The mustache said.
"......" Ye Feng was silent and fell into thought.
"Miss Ye?" The master bookkeeper asked.
"I'll go to the east, and you go and talk to the owner." Ye Feng stopped and said decisively.
"Okay!" The master book answered, thinking to himself, isn't that the direction Wu Wuqing is taking? And the water is on the other side, what is this little girl thinking? I don't understand!
Usually, the master book observes words and looks, every move and the subtleties of each person he has experienced, all the people have stayed here for two weeks, Miss Ye usually always stares at her clothes, but in fact, she inadvertently glanced at the second son of the tilt many times, and Wu Wuqing is also secretly involved with her, he has heard of this for a long time, but in the end, he can see one point - Ye Feng's heart is always on the body of the second son, because her eyes for a moment, all the time when she encounters the dumping water, suddenly lit up, and suddenly extinguished.