Chapter 5: Heartache

Mao Lingfeng turned around and said: "I led the troops this time, and I don't know how many years have passed, and I don't know life and death in the future." How can I wait, three years, five years, if I can't come back in ten or twenty years, maybe I will die on the battlefield! Did you wait? "Taking a step back, even if you are willing to wait, your father and your family will not agree to you vacating the position of a housewife. So don't be stupid, our fate is over. You will marry another famous lady, don't think about it.

After speaking, he flicked his sleeves, didn't dare to stop any longer, and left in a hurry without looking back.

Xie Wenjun, looking at the back of the leaving, his face was pale, and he sat there speechless in a daze. He didn't know that what Mao Lingfeng said was the truth. However, how willing is he to let it go like this. The past is vivid, she chose him among many princes and grandsons, and she didn't choose her among the famous ladies. Back then, her sword dance shocked herself, and she fell in love at first sight, pursued several times, and stalked her sincerely. Now that the marriage date has arrived, a war report, a sudden change, so that she went to the palace for her father and brother, and won the championship in the school. As she said, the battlefield is changing, life and death are unpredictable, and they are all in the middle of Shun. She chose this arduous path, for the country and her home, she is reasonable, and what qualifications do she have to blame her, only to blame God for making people.

Looking at the departing figure, full of pain, his heart was like a knife, he barely stood up, said goodbye to the old lady and staggered away.

The old lady watched the two deserted backs leave one after another. sighed: "Wrongs, after all, there is no fate." ”

Standing up and walking in the direction of Lingxiang Pavilion, he walked out of the hall and into the garden, and heard a low cry from behind the rockery. couldn't help but feel sour, quietly ordered his subordinates to retreat, and walked over slowly.

I saw that thin figure sitting on the mountain, bowing his head and crying, tears streaming down his face, that look of indescribable sadness. The old lady's whole heart tugged at this. He walked over and said, "Reluctantly?" ”

Mao Lingfeng didn't look up and said, "Grandmother, my heart hurts, I want to cry." ”

The old lady patted Mao Lingfeng on the shoulder and said, "Grandmother knows, grandmother knows, Feng'er, cry!" It's better to cry. After crying, some things have been chosen, even if the heart hurts, I have to let go. ”

Mao Lingfeng said in a low voice: "I know, I don't regret it, I just want to cry for a while, grandmother, go back!" I'm fine, I'll go back when I figure it out. ”

The old lady knew that there were some things that others could not share. She gently stroked her granddaughter's back, thinking that there would be heavier burdens to weigh down on her thin body in the future. couldn't help but sigh and said, "Feng'er, in fact, you don't have to make such a choice, so it will be too bitter for you in the future." ”

The three maids who stood not far from the side of the calligraphy, painting and piano were also heartbroken when they looked at such a young lady

I don't want to be myself, I think that a fairy-like son like Xie Gongzi and Miss are together and how worthy of a pair of wall people. Now that creation makes people, the two people who are separated from each other are uncomfortable. Why did the young lady choose such a hard path, the three of them did not understand. Can't help but hate why can't this war report be watched for a few days? If you know after getting married, neither the Xie family nor the Mao family will let the young lady fight for this general seal, so that the young lady will live in the room, be a Zhuangyuan lady, a young lady of the Xie family, a husband and a child, and live a stable life. It won't be so uncomfortable, so hard.

After a while, Mao Lingfeng calmed down and sent the old lady back to Songhe Hall. Back to Lingxiang Pavilion, a few girls waited to rest, lying on the bed and unable to sleep.