Chapter 53: Expectation
So Bo Yan and Ah Yi designed to trick me into taking Adou away, but they didn't expect Zhang Fei to appear halfway through, and Zhao Yun intercepted him.
The plan fell through, so he had to trick me back to ...... alone
I look forward to Liu Bei taking me away every day, but I'm afraid that Liu Bei will really appear.
Because I know that when he comes, Sun Quan will not let him go, and he will not let him leave Jiangdong for half a step.
At that time, Jingzhou will also be returned to Soochow.
I'm fighting every day, and I'm looking forward to it every day.
I was in a trance, confused, stupid, crazy, and heartless......
Sometimes it seems that I am really relieved to die, and it seems that I still haven't seen through it, and I look down on it......
I didn't expect Sun Quan to be so ruthless, was it because I underestimated him, or because I was too confident.
confidently thought that the second brother was still the original second brother, and Sun Quan was still the same Sun Quan as before......
He still dotes on me and loves me as much as he did when he was a child.
No matter how ridiculous or excessive my reasons were, he would act according to my emotions and thoughts.
But what I never expected was that in the face of power and status, what about my sister, who was once spoiled by him......
In the end, it's not like I'm a prisoner.
Now our identity and status have changed, he is no longer my trusted second brother, my dear second brother.
I thought, if I have no desires and no desires, isn't it, what will Sun Quan do with me?
Or, if Liu Bei gives up Jingzhou and me to live a peaceful life, maybe, maybe, not maybe......
If there really is a day when Liu Bei and I are not alive, how can we talk about being free!
At that time, Liu Bei was no longer useful, and Sun Quan was afraid that Liu Bei would make a comeback, and Sun Quan would inevitably be killed under his sword.
Both of them are my closest and dearest people, and I don't want them to hurt each other.
But the two of them really hurt me......
The wounds are incomplete, and every wound on the body is painful and cannot be healed.
This is my life......
My dearest, I didn't choose......
All along, it was my loved ones who chose me and hurt me.
I could only stand passively in place, or I was pulled forward by them, tugging at my heart.
I'm afraid, I'm really scared......
I didn't dare to take this step, I was afraid that I would lose them forever......
I lost my sense of proportion, I lost my confidence, as if I was buried in a sea of fire, and I was suffocated by the burning.
I lost my previous freedom, which made me cowardly, I think I was withered, my life was gone, and I no longer had glory......
The heart is slightly moving, but the love is far away......
I've been wondering who else can help me these days.
Ah Yan has never been by my side, and the maids around me are all unfamiliar faces, and now, only Brother Boyan can help me.
But I am surrounded by water, and there are soldiers everywhere, and not even a fly can fly out......
How do I deliver a message to Boyan?
At this moment, Liu Bei is with Yizhou Mu Liu Zhang and Zhou Xuan.
Liu Bei was exhausted......
When Zhuge Liang wrote to inform Liu Bei of the news of Mrs. Sun's departure, he was shocked and he collapsed......
The line of defense in his heart has collapsed, and it has long since collapsed.
He didn't believe it, he didn't believe that Sun Shangxiang would leave alone and return to Soochow.
Liu Bei's backyard caught fire, and he had to pretend that nothing happened in front of outsiders.
His heart was already in turmoil......
He called several important ministers around him to discuss, saying that it was a discussion, but in fact it was just an order.
Liu Bei pondered for a long time, and was silent for a long time, he sighed: "Now that my wife has been back to Dongwu for more than half a month, but there is no news, I am very worried, and my wife is pregnant, so I have to go to Dongwu to pick her up." ”
Liu Bei's words, everyone was stunned, you look at me, I look at yours, I don't know how to answer.
After a while, I only listened to Fa Zhengdao: "The lord can't, although Mrs. Sun went to Dongwu when she was pregnant, but in the final analysis, after all, she was going back to her mother's house, could it be that the lord went to Dongwu alone to welcome back his wife, and the lord didn't think about it, did he go and not return?" If there is a big move to fight many soldiers, Dongwu must think that the lord has the intention of rebellion, and he will definitely not be able to take back his wife at that time, and he will not meet in battle, I'm afraid, this is not what the lord wants to see! ”
Speaking of this, Fa Zheng paused and sighed, "Besides, we have traveled thousands of miles to take Shuchuan, and now Shuchuan has not been captured, so when we have nothing to gain, if the lord gives up this great opportunity, who will submit to the lord in the future and help the lord to obtain the Han world, I must think that the lord is a person who only cares about the private affairs of his children, and it is difficult to take on a big responsibility, and he cannot be entrusted...... ”
As soon as Fa Zheng spoke, everyone nodded again and again, and Liu Bei was speechless.
Liu Bei said angrily: "No matter what, I have to take my wife back, she has my Liu Bei's flesh and blood in her belly, how can my flesh and blood fall into the hands of Dongwu, besides, I am outside, and I don't take my wife away without Jingzhou, it is tolerable, which is unbearable." ”
Liu Bei gritted his teeth and said, eager to face Sun Quan at this moment.
He thought he was able to endure it, and any humiliation could be resolved by his sanity.
But this time was different, even Sun Quan, he couldn't bear it.
Just because it was his wife, the person he loved, the person he couldn't part with in this life.
His impulsiveness disturbed his mind, and his reason went nowhere......
He just couldn't help but want to get angry......
When Liu Bei knew that she was pregnant with Liujia and had his flesh and blood, he was so happy.
He had been looking forward to it for so long, he had waited for so long, it was he who changed her medicine and calculated the child she had exchanged.
But now, she still broke away from him and Jingzhou.
What is he going to do with her!
At this moment, he really wanted to rush to her and ask her why she was leaving......
Is it just because of Liu Yu?
Sun Shangxiang has always been affectionate towards Liu Yu, no better than him, in Sun Shangxiang's heart, how can he be compared with Liu Yu!
He Liu Bei has always been inferior to Liu Yu, just because he has gray hair.
Just because Sun Shangxiang married Liu Yu in Jingzhou back then.
That day, he saw in his eyes, and he rejoiced.
They were, he thought, a beautiful couple, impeccable, so perfect.
Now when he thinks of that scene, how ironic it is, he can't cry or laugh, his heart hurts, and he condenses resentment in the depths of his heart.
He always remembered that she was holding the big red silk and leading Liu Yu forward, taking steady steps, with a sweet smile on her face......
As a man, she is handsome and chic, suave, and makes people fall in love at first sight.
He wanted to be a brother to her, to be friends with her.
Her smile is even more unforgettable.
He knows that it is like......
From the time she married Liu Yu and saw her for the first time, he knew that he liked her.
He liked the short, likable boy in front of him.
But in the end, the cute boy in front of him, for some reason, turned into a female doll.
And this beautiful, heroic, and responsible girl became his wife Liu Bei in a daze.
He married her, and he knew that she didn't really want to marry him, but he was willing to wait, willing to wait indefinitely.
He thought that there was only respect between them, and they did not blossom and bear fruit, but they clearly had results.
Regardless of her misunderstanding him at the beginning, they fell in love and killed each other, and even sometimes fought each other.
He only treated her as naughty, only as if she was still a child who had not grown up.
But this heartless, lungless, and ungrown child will never wait for him at home again.
How he wished she would wait for him forever, waiting for him to return from battle.
He always remembered that he was training late at night, and she couldn't sleep all night because she was waiting for him......
is such a little woman waiting for him, without his permission, leaving home without saying goodbye.
He really couldn't be sure, he couldn't tell where her heart was? Is it in Jingzhou, or Sun Quan of Eastern Wu.
What he hates the most at this time is that he is about to go on an expedition, and she begged him, "Take me to the expedition together, go to the battlefield together, and capture Shuchuan together." ”
Her pleading words still lingered in her ears.
Just because he went to the battlefield, a place that ghosts and gods feared.
He didn't want her to work hard......
He was even more afraid that the sword had no eyes on the battlefield and injured her by mistake, and now that he thinks about it, he still doesn't know her.
If he had listened to her and taken her away, he would not be in the situation he is in today.
Who can he blame? Who can he blame!
Thinking of this, he suddenly understood......
Could it be that she was angry that when he was in Jingzhou, he and Wu Amaran had a one-night husband and wife without telling him.
Therefore, he used the topic to play, so he returned to Soochow and returned to his parents' home.
It's not right for him to scrutinize like this, Madame is not such a person.
Even if he is dissatisfied, he will have something to say that he will not turn his back on him like this.
There must be another reason and another purpose, and the mastermind of the conspiracy behind it must be Sun Quan.
Now that he is confused and has no rules, he can't make up his mind and can't grasp the proportions.
He thought, the more sad he became, the more helpless he became, what should he do......
Thinking of this, he felt guilty, he couldn't stand her.
Now he wants to make amends with his life, he wants to live his life with her sincerely, he wants her to come back......
But there is nothing to do for her......
She left when he needed her the most......
He thought that his man's good life had failed.
He really wanted to tell her when he saw Zhuge Liang's letter to him......
The letter said that his wife had been pregnant for more than three months, and that he was very excited, and that he was dancing with joy like a child.
He shouted, "Madame has a child, Madame has a child, this is our child, this is my child and hers." ”
But when he continued to read the letter, he learned that she had returned to Soochow, and he was very angry, very annoyed, and very confused.
He didn't understand why she went back to Soochow, and it was still this time.
He is not in Jingzhou, and at this moment, as a lady, she should sit in Jingzhou, give the enemy majesty, and deter the enemy army.
At such a moment, how could she leave.
One moment, he was so excited that he couldn't look like one, but the next moment, his heart sank to the bottom.
He couldn't control himself, he wanted to go crazy, he felt that her departure was a sinner and unforgivable.
But he was worried, why was he worried about her again......
She just went back to her parents' home.
But she is not an ordinary person, she is Sun Shangxiang, just because of this name, she can't go back to her parents' house casually.