664:Disfigured
Zong Xuanyi is actually very indifferent in his bones, if it weren't for this, he wouldn't have put such a heavy hand on Nalan Jinxiu in the first place. Naturally, they will not be able to recover.
When he was a child, he was quite kind, until after the accident in the Zong family, he saw so many people die, and his heart suddenly hardened. He lived almost for revenge for the first half of his life, just like a machine, naturally he couldn't have feelings.
When the revenge is over, he will feel at a loss, as if there is no reason to sustain himself to persevere.
In order to allow himself to continue to live, he began to gain power, he wanted to stand on the highest place, watching those lowly creatures, in order to survive, become hideous, and fall into each other.
When Nalan Jinxiu is alive, he will still feel like a person. At least he will have happy moments, but he will also have sad emotions. There are some things to look forward to in life, and there are people in the house waiting for him to come back.
It's a pity that such days no longer exist after Nalan Jinxiu's death. He finally found a Hua Rongbai, who looked a little similar to Nalan Jinxiu, and his heart was naturally comforted.
But self-deception doesn't last long, even if the skin is similar, it is not like it at all in the bones. Hua Rongbai was once instructed by others and deliberately imitated Nalan Jinxiu.
Zong Xuanyi didn't dislike her so much, but imitation and imitation made him even more annoying. Every time he saw Hua Rongbai, his heart would become more irritable.
After meeting Xu Jinsheng, this emotion exploded to a supreme point. He finally understood one thing, that is, Hua Rongbai was not Nalan Jinxiu after all, and if she continued to be involved, he would not be able to resist Nalan Jinxiu.
He gave Hua Rongbai a lot of money, so she had no worries about food and clothing. He thought that he was a ruthless person, and he didn't have so many morals to abide by when doing things, and he should have discarded Hua Rongbai directly.
The reason why she is willing to give her silver and ensure that she has no worries for the rest of her life is mainly because of her face. Among all living beings, she is the only one who has a face similar to Nalan Jinxiu, which is her blessing.
Now, Zong Xuanyi feels that she doesn't deserve this face anymore, because this woman is too stupid and too annoying. She had exhausted the last of his patience, and he should have suffered the consequences.
Zong Xuanyi looked at Hua Rongbai condescendingly, and his voice was cold and emotionless: "I asked you to leave at the beginning, but you refused." said that a weak woman was helpless when she went out, so she lived in the prime minister's mansion and became a maid who served tea and water. Do you remember those words?"
Hua Rongbai trembled: "The slave remembers." ”
"Then whose slave and maid have you ever seen dare to climb onto the master's bed?"
Hua Rongbai knew that she was finished, she shouldn't be so greedy, and she shouldn't have asked for things that didn't belong to her. She was originally from a humble background and was bullied since she was a child.
She knew what it felt like to be trampled underfoot, so she hoped that her identity could change. Xiangfu is undoubtedly her last straw, as long as she can stay here, no one dares to bully her.
When she first came to the Prime Minister's Mansion, there were no maids in this courtyard, and all the people who came and went were men. It was because she needed someone to serve her, so she bought some maids.
She has always appeared in front of those maids as a master. Because she was bullied since she was a child, from the moment she became the master, she became a bully to others.
Every maid in this courtyard has been beaten and scolded by her. She knew that Xiangye liked to be quiet and couldn't be too noisy, so when punishing people, they were silent.
She was from a low background, and she had endured many hardships, and she had suffered more sins. So, she learned a lot. Using some small methods to torture people can not only leave no traces, but also make people feel painful, so why not do it?
Maybe it's really because she went too far in the past. When Xiangye didn't let her stay in Xiangfu as the master anymore, those who had been bullied by her began to bully her in turn.
What kind of people she hasn't seen before? Some little girls can't do anything about her, and what makes her unacceptable is that they look down on her from the bottom of their hearts.
Almost everyone is saying that Xiangye doesn't want you anymore, and if you don't want it, you don't want it, and there is no room for maneuver. Do you know why? It's because you're from a humble background!
These words are quite good, but for those that are unpleasant, they are always unbearable. Hua Rongbai gradually rose a trace of obsession in his heart, that is, it is better to live than to die.
So, with all her courage, she followed the window and came to this room again. She knows men very well and knows that even the most ruthless people have physical needs.
Xiangye is not good at women, and he is not even too lazy to spend time on women. There has been no hostess in this house, and Xiangye has never been waiting. So she thought, maybe she had a chance.
Although she is not well-informed and her eyelids are very shallow, she knows how to please men, and this is enough. She has been carefully dressed up, and she is determined to win, who knew that it would be such a scene?
The previous idea that it is better to live than to die suddenly disappeared when death was really approaching. She finally understood what people say, it's better to die than to live.
She didn't have any other thoughts in her mind now, she just wanted to live. She didn't care if her current posture was ugly or not, so she got up from the bed and knelt at Zong Xuanyi's feet.
The slave maid also listened to the words of others, and for a while she was confused, disturbing the peace of Xiangye. The slave and maid really knew that they were wrong, and they hoped that they would forgive their sins. ”
Zong Xuanyi originally wanted to sit on the bed, but after taking a look at the futons, and then at the person kneeling at his feet, he felt sick for no reason.
He said in a cold voice, "Should I say that you are simple or should I call you stupid, do you think that you are the kind of magnanimous person who is in nature? ”
Hua Rongbai was no longer so scared at this time, and the initial fear had been overcome. Now that things have become like this, she hopes that she can live, and that's all.
She lowered her posture to the lowest and gently pulled Zong Xuanyi's trouser leg with her hand, which reminded her of the dog lingering next to the nobleman. She bit her lip and said in a dumb voice, "The slave knows that she is wrong, please forgive me this time." ”
Zong Xuanyi didn't bother to look at her, and the lower her posture was, the more disgusted he became. He has always been proud, his eyes are above the top, why did he be obsessed with his mind in the first place, because such a face moved his heart!
His wife, of great beauty and noble birth, was equally proud of her disposition. She would never make such a gesture, even if she became the laughing stock of everyone, she would always be the master's gesture.
Arrogant, stubborn, and inviolable.
"The more I look at your face now, the more disgusting it becomes. Zong Xuanyi felt that this face was a blasphemy against Nalan Jinxiu.
Hua Rongbai now has only one thought in his mind, and that is to live. She must live, and only by living can she wash away the humiliation she has suffered today. She reached out and plucked the hairpin on her head, and without hesitation, she slashed it down on her face.
A face that was originally like a flower and jade suddenly became bloody. A long scar ran down the forehead to the cheek, and the most beautiful things were destroyed.
Hua Rongbai's heart was as cold as water, which made her feel no pain. It's like she's done with a very** ritual, and the rest is easy.
"Xiangye didn't want to see the face of the slave maid, so the slave and maid ruined it. I only hope that Xiangye can spare the slave and give the slave and maid a way to live. ”
Zong Xuanyi didn't expect that because of her words, she would act so radically. He had already seen the ugliest and most hideous thing in the world, so this kind of scene could not surprise him.
However, in the end, it made him feel a little compassionate. A good face has become like this, Hua Rongbai can be regarded as paying the price for his mistakes, why should he rush to kill everything.
"You go and get a thousand taels of silver tickets now, then pack up your things and leave, and you are not allowed to appear in Jinling City in the future. Zong Xuanyi waved his hand, and he also felt a little tired.
Hua Rongbai retreated. Summer nights are always quiet, and even the night breeze is scorching. Hua Rong's white face was blown by the wind, and he felt a burst of pain.
She knew that her face was ruined, and she knew that she had endured inhuman insults. She told herself not to cry, otherwise the tears would flow to the wound and she would definitely die of pain.
She was going back to her residence to pack her things, she had some jewelry, and the thousand taels she had just been rewarded by her grandfather. She took these things and left Jinling, and she would have a good life in the future.
But she thought about it again, her face was ruined, and what good life could she have. I'm afraid that when others see her in the future, they will think that she is like a yaksha.
She suddenly hated the maids who bullied her today, if it weren't for their persecution, they kept laughing at her, how could she be deluded, how could she ruin herself?
She thought that she couldn't let go of those people, and one day, she would definitely find them, and she must settle these accounts with them one by one.
At this time, he heard movement behind him, so he dodged into the flowers beside him, and kept quiet. Walking over were two guards, holding a futon and a curtain in their hands.
"Brother Xiaoyi, these things are obviously good, and Xiangye is used to using them, how can you say that you don't want them? These are all good things, and they can be rewarded for the next people!"
"What do you know? Xiangye's things have always been used by no one, you are not small, you dare to worry about anything. ”
"I just think it's a pity to burn it, in our hometown, only when someone dies will they burn the things they used. ”
The person called Xiao Yige quickly reached out and covered the guard's mouth, and scolded in a low voice: "You can't say this kind of thing again in the future, do you know!"