Miss Li clenched her hands tightly, her nails had been embedded in the palms of her hands, and the joints were already white.

"The world is chaotic, more and more chaotic, in four years, the Qing soldiers have gone from entering the customs to drinking in the south of the Yangtze River.

So in every city, in many families, more things that I have experienced, and I have seen more sisters like this.

Later, Liu Chengyin got me, and I became one of his countless women.

He is also extremely shameless, even his own daughters and sisters.

Rao is like this, the world has changed, and it has become what it is now, so I think that even if he is shameless, but after all, he is strong, I am by his side, and my life is always guaranteed. ”

"After I got to Liu Chengyin's side, I no longer remembered the past of that person and us, and I felt both grievances and hatred in my heart at that time, after all, he didn't want me anymore.

He scolded me for being such an unworthy and despicable woman.

Until one day, Liu Chengyin cut off his head and showed it to me, saying that he wanted to sneak in and snatch me back, but he was killed by the Liu family's guards.

I was at that time, I was really ......"

She lowered her head and sobbed, "I, my heart...... Really, very, very painful, well, my heart said why couldn't I be more stubborn in the first place, even if he beat and scolded me, I would never leave, and I should follow him with a dead face after being driven away. I didn't, it's all my fault. ”

The crying lasted for a long time, no one wanted to wake her up from her grief, everyone felt the self-blame in the woman's heart, her wail was not sympathetic, but more like someone needed to scold her and beat her to be redeemed.

After a long time, Miss Li wiped her tears and snot, raised her head and sobbed and said: "Hehehe, I love him, but I don't have a heart to insist on love, his death is because I didn't believe that he still loves me." ”

By the way, the woman broke down again, cried for a while, and calmed down for a long time before Miss Li continued to cry, and during this period, no one urged her.

"Later, that is, not long ago, Liu Chengyin also suffered retribution, he was killed by Kong Youde, I should have been ecstatic to see Liu Chengyin's death, because he was the murderer of my husband and my enemy!

He killed the man I loved the most, the only man I ever loved, and I wished he was slashed by a thousand knives.

But I never expected that Kong Youde, who killed him and avenged me, was the most terrifying demon I have seen in my life.

I don't have Qing'er's spirit and mind, Qing'er can always find a way to hide, but I don't want to escape anymore, my heart is dead. ”

Her heart is dead, she doesn't believe what Tianlang said, let them choose the life they want, born as a woman, a weak woman, in the era of chaos in the world, is there a choice?

Whoever has the most soldiers and horses and who is the most cruel has the right to decide the life and death of others, which is the law of survival in the turbulent era.

Miss Li said a lot, and Tianlang also tried to persuade her, but Miss Li borrowed Miss Zhang's words and finally asked, if she has the motivation to live, can she and her sisters really be allowed a future?

Tianlang fell into deep thought, and these poor women recounted a truth that was even more difficult to accept than the rivers of blood, the fact that if Tianlang wanted to help them, he needed to give them a hope to live.

If you look at it from another angle, Tianlang will think that he is completely nosy, but there is another voice in the dark saying to Tianlang: This is what you need to change when you come here, so that the weak can live an ordinary life and no longer be slaughtered by others.

But what can Tianlang promise them? In the land of China, in addition to the bull-eared person in the imperial city of Beijing, including Tianlang himself, there is also the danger of being attacked by the enemy at any time and being chased to the ends of the earth, which is the most realistic worry, Zhu Youlang himself was chased by Wu Sangui to Burma, escorted to Kunming, and strangled to death with a bowstring.

Who can Tianlang save, he himself is the biggest target of the arrow today, equivalent to the most wanted criminal.

He could only patiently explain to these girls that they were connected by the same fate, and he could not guarantee that they would be safe for a lifetime, but if Kong Youde had not been beaten away this time, I am afraid that not many of these girls would have survived for a month in Kong Youde's hands.

Tianlang told them that they could leave with the money he gave, or choose to stay, and it might be safe to stay for a short time, this Tianlang can be guaranteed, but Tianlang itself is a disaster, and they must know this.

The girls didn't expect the emperor to be so frank about their predicament, they may not want to stay with the disaster star, but the reality is helpless, where else can they go if they leave?

Even if they had the place they wanted, would they really be able to get there safely? The answer is no, Rao is a corner of Guangxi controlled by the emperor of the Ming Dynasty, and there are bandits everywhere, and without the protection of the official army, they can't actually go anywhere.

They had no choice but to stay with the target and accompany him in fear.

Tianlang also thought about letting them join Gao Guiying's women's army in the future, but he didn't know much about Gao Guiying's women's army, so he didn't worry about taking the responsibility for the time being, and pushed them all out.

With the results of the discussion and the plan, the next step is to leave the worries and fears behind and continue drinking.

At least tonight under the night sky, they are free, and they can unleash their poor youth without scruples.

The girls have been partying all night, driven by the singing, it seems easy to let go of their fears, and there is a battlefield under their feet, but as long as there is someone to inspire, there is singing and good wine, who cares?

They released, hysterically released, shouted out the emotions that had been suppressed in their hearts for a long time, they drank, they sang, perhaps this night was the happiest and most relaxing night they had ever experienced since they were born, and their laughter and laughter also lit up the barracks at night.

This night, Tianlang was almost dawn before he could fall asleep.

His promise to protect these girls was not a sweet burden. After that, they will definitely become his stumbling block in this world, so after making this promise, Tianlang thought about it a lot.

It was only after making a promise that I began to think, was it because I was too stupid, or was I too courageous?

Just slept for a while, Tianlang got up early again, and he remembered that he hadn't made more specific arrangements for the girls' guards, but he just had some simple explanations to Pang Tianshou, so Tianlang was still not at ease.

After arranging things like a daddy, when he came to the girls' residence again, it was still early, and everyone was having breakfast together.

(End of chapter)