In the evening, the water cage smoke returned to the room.

She pushed open the heavy door and sighed, and the thought of the day made her feel very dull.

The lights in the room were dim, and the winter wind was very cold, and when it blew through the windows, the lights in the room were flickering and dimming.

Shuiqian Yan's mood was very low, as long as she thought that Mo Siliang finally made a move, she was still like in her previous life, and she even had to work so hard to fight back.

It's always chilling to be against someone who is vicious and vicious.

She hadn't drunk in a long time, she thought.

Then he took down a jar of wine from the cabinet and drunk himself with a large glass.

She knew why Mo Si went to the Eastern Wilderness, because the Eastern Wilderness was a place where death row prisoners were exiled, and he would definitely take those death row prisoners under his command when he went to the Eastern Wilderness.

In the previous life, in order to eradicate him, the emperor exiled him to the Eastern Wilderness, and after several lives and deaths, he turned the Eastern Wilderness into the starting point of his Jedi rebirth.

For Mo Siliang, there has never been a desperate situation, it seems that it has always been like this.

That wolf-like man has always solved problems at one side. And calm and quick, never dragging mud and water.

Mo Sili is the most unsuitable to be an emperor is that he is too ruthless, if his heart can be softer, maybe he will not be so disgusted with him being an emperor.

What Shui Cangyan had to admit was that the reason why she was so disgusted with Mo Siliang being the emperor was only because she was afraid that Mo Siliang would die in the hands of Mo Siliang.

In fact, Mo Siwei is not so bad to be an emperor.

The cold wind blew, blowing her heart even colder, and she truly realized that her arrogance and selfishness for so long had hurt Mo Sili fiercely.

But she still doesn't repent, it's really a wrong step, a wrong step, maybe she has been wrong from the moment she chose not to wait for leisure after she was reborn.

She has always been very concerned about her debt to Mo Wait, thinking that Mo Siliang should also be very indebted to Mo Waiting, if it weren't for Mo Siliang's frame-up and framing, she would never betray Mo Waitian in her previous life, let alone imprison him for 14 years.

That's why after she was reborn, she was so obsessed with her loyalty to the monarch, and so obsessed with the relationship between her and Mo and the other.

But now she has completely discovered that the selfish person from beginning to end is just herself. Don't wait, don't think about any of them wrong.

This is their battlefield, from the past life to this life, it is the battlefield of their two brothers, why should an outsider intervene?

If it's just a simple intervention, it's actually nothing, but she has such a relationship with Mo Siliang.

She just relied on Mo Siliang to like her, so she was so unscrupulous?

yes, she thought.

She has always felt that she was right, so she never regretted it, but now she knows that she did something wrong, but she can't regret it.

It's too late, maybe she's really not suitable to be with Mo Siliang.

It's that she doesn't deserve this man.

It's because they don't have the right household, it's the providence of God, even if they are reborn, they are not qualified to stand with him.

Shuiqian Yan finally began to face up to his feelings, his feelings, and the love that he had hidden in his heart for so long. She loves this man, and that man loves her, to the core, to the point that she would rather die than accompany each other.

But even so, the two are still torturing each other.

Shuikenyan wondered why he was doing this? Why torture yourself like this? To torture Mo Si like this? Is it really providence?

She clutched a glass of wine, her eyes a little distracted.

Two lines of clear tears had fallen on the table at some point, splashing water droplets.

Her tears flashed the man's face, the man's pain, the affection in the man's eyes, and the sadness and helplessness in the man's eyes.

She knew that Mo Si wanted to force her out of the court, but the man didn't want to turn her against him.

Mo Siliang just didn't want to get hurt, he wanted to hide himself well.

Because of Rebirth, the man didn't want to see himself in close combat with him again,-for-tat.

But there was always a voice in Shuilangyan's heart telling her that she must not help Mo Siwei, nor can she enjoy this happiness, and she must not leave Mo and other idle people.

Because Mo Waiting, he is the emperor destined by God, just because the emperor wants him to be the crown prince and wants him to be the next emperor.

It was just an edict, and Shui Xuanyan's heart was biased to the other side of Mo Wait.

She thought that she kept saying that she would not be foolish, but in her heart she was foolish to that holy decree.

She knew that it was just a difference in the Holy Decree, and it was destined not to wait for leisure to be a legitimate emperor, and no matter how good the others were, they couldn't do it.

There is a constraint called a rule, and there is no way she can't help but follow it.

Because in her previous life, she broke the rules and became an emperor, she has tasted all the hardships and knows what should and shouldn't be inside.

In her previous life, she thought that as long as she had the heart of an emperor, why couldn't she be an emperor? As long as you care about the world, why can't you be an emperor? As long as you have the ability, why can't you be the emperor?

Why can't she retire despite her dedication? Why did she just want to protect her loved ones, but ended up being forced into a dilemma? Why did she just want to retire with success, but she was hidden by her own king's bird?

It is precisely because of so many reasons and unwillingness that she was resentful in her previous life.

It only takes Mo Si to provoke her lightly to deal with Mo Wait, and she takes the throne of Mo Wait's emperor without mercy.

One wrong step, one wrong step, one wrong life.

Until the end, she couldn't see how arrogant and selfish she was, and she broke the rules with just one thought. He who should not be an emperor became an emperor instead, but he who should have been an emperor had to fight against himself in dire straits, and in the end he lost both sides and was in a mess.

She always thought that in her previous life, she was merciful to Mo Wait's subordinates, and she didn't think about Mo Wait's life for fourteen years.

She even felt that Mo Waitidle should be grateful to herself, after all, she just wanted Mo Waitidle to admit her mistakes, and she had been cultivating Mo Wait's son, and she had personally established herself as the next prince.

Yes, Shuicage Smoke was not pregnant for ten years in his previous life.

She sterilized herself and couldn't have children anymore, because she was afraid that once her child was conceived, she would also have that evil thought, and she also wanted to share the world with Mo Siliang.

A lot of things are not clear.

Sometimes just an evil thought, a selfish thought, can ruin decades of royal affection.

Shui Qian Yan knew that he was not a saint, and he couldn't restrain his feelings well at all.

But she doesn't want to be a beast swayed by feelings.

So she snuffed out this kind of thing alive before it even started, even if she couldn't be a mother for the rest of her life, she didn't hesitate to do it.

There is something called loyalty in her bones, which is deeply ingrained.

She sometimes wondered if she was a good courtier or a bad courtier.

She can be loyal to the people of the world, she can still care about the world when she is fighting with Mo and others, and she can temporarily give up her hatred because of the people's livelihood plan in the world and solve the people's affairs first.

But she will never give up her hatred, her doubts, her pain, and her greed because she cares about the world.

She can't do it, so she has been living in contradictions, she is struggling with herself, whether she wants to give up hatred?

Now that she thinks about it, she thinks it's ridiculous, the so-called hatred, the so-called unwillingness.

Doesn't it all come from his own expectations for the emperor Mo Wait, once this emperor does not meet his expectations, he feels that he is inferior in everything.

But what kind of emperor is she idle, and what qualifications does she have to judge?

When it was his turn to be the emperor, didn't he also solve many things as he wished?

It was precisely because she herself had been an emperor for fourteen years that she knew that being an emperor was not so easy, and many things were in a dilemma.

At this time, she realized how helpless she was when she wanted to kill the wild goose and Feishuang, and when she wanted to eradicate the Qianqiu Valley. On the one hand, his courtiers are pleading hard, and on the other hand, he is dominating the world, and he is busy dealing with Mo Sili.

There are so many things backlogged in my heart, I can't do so many things with three heads and six arms, but I feel how ruthless this emperor is.

Obviously, he has saddled his horse before and after, he has done his duty, and he has been swordsman.

Why can't you just let yourself go? Can't you let the goose fly frost? Knowing that it was his own heart, he still had to cut it off?

I don't want merit, money, or power, as long as the life of my best friend, I ...... Isn't it okay?

Therefore, she hates not to wait for leisure, and hates it to the bone.

Prejudice is born, and understanding dies.

Thinking of this, she couldn't help but sneer, hehe, how terrible human nature is, the selfishness of human nature is really like the sun.

The wine from the water cage became more and more rapid, and she began to smile bitterly.

I started to feel a little broken.

She covered her head and kept thinking about how unreasonable she was to get to where she is now.

Especially everyone thinks that she is a hero who saves the world, she is a heroine, and she is a powerful minister.

Only she knows what a deviant heart is hidden behind her aura.

If a rebel thief is found in the current dynasty, then she must be unsurpassed.

Shuilongyan finally admitted that he was a rebel thief, a real rebel thief.

In her previous life, she only felt that she had lost this reputation, after all, the reason why she had taken the throne of the emperor for 14 years was really helpless.

But now I just think about it, I am simply a veritable rebel thief.

Even Thought, in fact, has long been a rebel and thief, but he has never been aware of it.

On the contrary, I feel that everything I have done is understandable, everything is right, just to get back what I want.

She thinks she hasn't done anything wrong, and what she has been wrong has always been.

It was Mo Waitidle who failed her, it was Mo Waitidle who destroyed their relationship between kings and ministers, and it was Mo Waitidle who didn't understand her concern for her best friend.

But it all started with the misunderstanding of Yan Feishuang's death, and accumulated from a little bit of disappointment, so she didn't do anything wrong.

But now think about how ridiculous, how selfish, how superficial these ideas are.

She only thought about so many things from her own standpoint, but she didn't stand in the position of being idle, thinking about what she did would have on Mo Wait, the people of the world, and those courtiers.

She is so arrogant and domineering to her own king, but the king is very protective of her, won't other courtiers be a rebel and thief because they see this kind of thing happening?