Chapter 25: Embarrassment after confession
"Why?"
Three words, like a dagger, pierced into my heart, it hurt so much.
"Because, I don't want to lose you."
Yes, I'm so scared, I'm afraid that he will approach me with some purpose, I'm afraid that in the end our love will not end well, I'm afraid that I don't know him well enough, I'm afraid that we won't even be friends because of the bruises.
I looked up into his deep eyes, and the sun shone on his eyes like a burning starry sky.
The flames faded, and he looked at me as if he had a myriad of things to say to me.
After a long time, he only replied with one word, "good".
I breathed a sigh of relief, but my heart hurt inexplicably.
He was too perfect, and I was too humble.
He stretched out his hand and helped me raise my collar: "If one day, I am gone, you have to take care of yourself." ”
I looked at him with mixed feelings.
"I'll give this back to you." I took out the jade pendant and handed it to Gu Tianrao.
He's back, and I'm almost back to school.
He took the jade pendant, touched it with his fingers, and then handed it to me.
"Keep it, you need it more than I do."
I didn't ask him where he had been during this time, nor did I tell him what I had been through during this time. Between us, it's just friends.
I started school early, I packed my bags and prepared to go back to school with Guan Yue tomorrow.
The next morning, as soon as I finished practicing qi, Guan Yue came to me. I saw that her luggage was a bit too much. Guan Yue told me that her parents planned to go to Tiancheng to work and earn more money, so she would not go home during the summer vacation, and she might have to spend the Chinese New Year at school next year. So bring enough stuff with you.
Before leaving, my grandmother reluctantly took my hand and told me that I must listen to the teacher at school, study hard, not skip class, not fall in love, and get along with my classmates.
Before leaving, I stuffed 2,000 yuan for my grandmother. For so many years, she was too hard to work on.
Grandma said that she didn't want anything, but she couldn't resist me. I turned around and left, and my grandmother's voice came from behind me, "Go to school and call home!" ”
The bus station was a bit far from the entrance of the village, so we dragged our luggage along the road. As soon as I walked to the entrance of the village, I saw a white car.
I sighed at the sight of the harpoon on the wheel.
Gu Tianrao got out of the car and came over to help me with my luggage. I didn't say anything, and watched as he stuffed both of our luggage into the car.
He looked at me like this and rubbed my head: "It's normal for friends to have a ride, right?" ”
I was speechless. Is this called a tailwind?
Getting in the car, I seemed to think of something. So he took out his mobile phone, turned it off, removed the mobile phone card, and handed it to Guan Yue in the back row: "Yueyue, this is for you." ”
Guan Yue looked dazed: "Huh? What are you doing! ”
"It's okay, go back and buy a phone card, and call your uncle and aunt more to report your safety."
Guan Yue let out an "um" and looked at me gratefully.
The car drove to the school gate, and Gu Tsan helped me take my luggage with a heavy heart.
I saw that something was wrong with him, so I asked Guan Yue to go back first.
He parked the car and led me into the birch garden.
"Fall." He lowered his head and said to me, "I can't come to see you these days, my master is sick, and I have to go into the mountains to take care of his old man." Call me if there's something, and use the jade pendant if there's danger, understand? ”
I nodded.
He took out a box and handed it to me, "This one for you." ”
He seemed to want to say something, but he didn't.
"Then I'm leaving."
I nodded.
Looking at his back, I suddenly felt very lonely and lonely.
"Pour out?" I stopped him, "Take care of yourself." ”
When I said that, I was stunned.
At that moment, it was like a ritual before a breakup.
"I will. You too. ”
He was gone, not coming to rub my head, not to be indecent, not even a superfluous word.
It turns out that even if we are not together, something between us is changing subtly. The past is like a dream, in the dream, the boy named Gu Tanrao spoiled me to the bone, in the dream, how many times I fought side by side, risked my life, and how many times, his hug, the temperature of his lips, are in my heart, branded with a mark that can never be erased.
This dream, after all, woke up and turned into this mobile phone in my hand.
Tears welled up in my eyes, it turned out that whoever it was, was just a dream person in another person's life.
Back in the dormitory, Guan Yue was making the bed, and Tingting and Yingying also returned. When they saw that I was back, they all teased me.
"How's the date?"
"What are you doing?"
"When's your next date?"
I glanced at Guan Yue, and this little girl actually spread her hands and showed an innocent expression.
I smiled helplessly and returned to my seat.
"What's wrong? Emotions aren't right, right? Ying Ying came over to comfort.
"It's fine." I'm not in the mood to answer them.
Ying Ying walked away in a witty way.
I placed the phone case on the table and rubbed my swollen temples.
Because of the fall, calm, you have nothing to do with him, do you? Even if he goes into the mountains to take care of his master, even if he is no longer by your side, won't you live? Even if he's in love, does he have a half-dime relationship with you? It was you who voluntarily rejected him.
I calmed down and checked the qi in my body, and then I felt much more relaxed.
Looking at the busy figures of the three girls, maybe what I have in front of me is what I should care about.
I opened the phone box, the phone is very small, but it is a touch screen, there are two hand-painted villains on the phone case, the boy is wearing a purple suit, and his hand is on the girl's head, the girl is wearing a school uniform, and she is smirking.
This should be a specially customized phone case, Gu Tianrao proposed to me on the day they were together, maybe he wanted to give it to me.
I smiled, since I received it, I used it.
I installed the phone card and called home first, telling my grandmother that I was at school.
Tingting saw that I was in a better mood and walked over.
"Wow! Luoluo, the latest smart phone, limited edition yes! ”
I looked at her exaggerated expression and asked, "Is it expensive?" ”
"Not really." Ying Ying also saw it at this time and walked over, "This is a new smartphone from Air King, a global limited edition, and those who have money can't buy it, so it needs to be customized." Luoluo, your boyfriend spoils you a lot. ”
I bowed my head and smiled bitterly, even if it was explained, they wouldn't believe it.
I didn't expect Gu Tanrao to be so rich.
I thought of something again, turned my head and asked Li Tingting: "By the way, you don't have to return the clothes, he is not from our school." ”
Li Tingting suddenly thought of something: "Oh, I'm sorry, I forgot about this, the clothes are for you, you can return them yourself next time." ”
I was holding Gu Qing's coat, and everything seemed to have just happened that night.
Yingying helped me download QQ and logged in to my QQ number.
There are six of my friends. Li Tingting, Fang Aiying, Guan Yue, and Master. The other two didn't know who it was.
Since I added myself with Master's QQ number, I haven't had time to take a look at QQ. I curiously clicked on Master's avatar, and the information read,
Nickname, Bulgari Dream Unicorn.
Gender, male.
Age, 12888 years.
Signed, the years are tea, and the fragrance lasts for a long time.
The avatar is a screenshot of the QQ show I bought for him last time.
It seems that the master is right.
Age, signatures all seem relatively normal, but this Bulgari dream unicorn has a few meanings.
There is also a person, the avatar is a sunflower, and the name is also better, Yu Yanshan, I am a little open, gender, female, age, 12666 years old.
This is probably the sexy sister from last time. No, she should be called, Gu King Chitose.
The last person, the avatar is the QQ avatar set by the system, the nickname is the Black Knight, gender, blank, age, blank.
It seems that this man is very mysterious.
I sent a "Hello" and the other person's avatar was gray and not online.
Who could it be?
At this time, Tingting held her mobile phone and shouted.
"Huh? Come and see! ”
The three of us made do, and Tingting began to read the news.
"At the beginning of the new year, seven people died in a row in Shencheng in a week."
"Click in and have a look!" I said to her.
"Good!" Tingting clicked on the news headline.
It is true that the editor who writes the news is not a headline party, and this is indeed a real event.
The cause of the incident was that a department manager of a certain company took his junior shopping during the Chinese New Year, and suddenly the department manager was like crazy, strangled the junior to death, and jumped off the roof of the shopping mall. The news was accompanied by photos from the scene.
The few people who died in the back were exactly the same as the first department manager who died, all of them took the mistress or lover, strangled people to death for no reason, and then committed suicide themselves. The worst one was when the car in the suburbs was shaken, and he was locked in the car and burned alive.
"What do you think?" I asked Li Tingting.
Tingting sighed: "It's obvious, the revenge of the original partner." ”
I shook my head.
If there are only one or two things, Li Tingting's explanation is still reasonable, so many events are the same, there must be something strange.
At this time, the mobile phone rang dripping, and when I saw it, it was a QQ message, and the Bulgari dream unicorn avatar was beating pink.
It's Master's voice message.
I pressed the answer button.
"Master."