Chapter 48: Proof of Love
But why, my mother is looking for my father, but my father is indifferent? Could it be that Daddy is really dead? Or is it that my father already had his own family before his mother, and he was afraid that his mother would become a burden to him, so did his father, who was strict with his wife, resolutely leave Mrs. Shen?
No, no!
When Shen Qiaoan was thirteen years old, he felt more and more strange about his father's mystery, and he began to investigate seriously, but gradually, Shen Qiaoan found that things were not as simple as he expected.
There is even a conjecture that Daddy didn't know his arrival at all, let alone his existence, and the most cruel guess, Daddy has been looking for his mother everywhere for many years, but he couldn't find it, and the lovers are still separated after all, Yin and Yang are separated, isn't it?
Shen Qiaoan didn't dare to think about it, but Li Zhongxuan saw Shen Qiaoan's tears flowing down. He patted him on the shoulder with concern, wanting to say all the comforting words, but at the moment, he didn't know what to say.
His hand, holding the textiles, was watching.
It was full of all kinds of poetic things when they were young, and it turned out that this cave was where their mothers lived before, according to the records of their fathers and mothers.
The father of the year was sick, but he was unexpectedly rescued by his mother, and the mother took care of his father meticulously.
So, they made a private decision for life, he got better, and his mother was with him for a year, and his mother has always been immersed in the ocean of love, she felt that he was such a good person, so she didn't want to ask where his family was, how much land and so on.
His mother is not a powerful person, and he, whenever the words come to his mouth, he also holds back, he knows that once his true identity is leaked, not only will it not be of any benefit to his mother, but there will even be a disaster of death.
Therefore, he could only endure all this and not tell Mrs. Shen that one day, his body was all right, he proposed, Mrs. Shen was ashamed to agree, and they lived in this simple house.
At first, Mrs. Shen thought that it was a group of people looking for revenge, but found that the shore was not an enemy, and that group of people respected their husbands so much that they couldn't wait to grab the ground with their heads and never get up again.
From that moment on, she seemed to understand that her husband was a different person, but she was such a virtuous woman, and when she saw that her husband never told her his true identity, she did not continue to ask.
He seemed to have fallen into a demonic obstacle of emotions since the arrival of those people, and before, he had such a beautiful smile on his face, but then, he had a sad face all day long, as if he had a belly of words, and he had a lot of things on his mind, but he never told her.
There was a subtle estrangement between the two, she could only stand by his side and accompany him, and at the same time, that group of people came more often than before, and finally let her know that he was afraid that he was leaving him.
One day, Mrs. Shen was finally afraid, because he had bought such a group of people and such a courtyard, and let such a group of people serve her, as if this was a kind of shameful compensation for her before he left.
She was terrified, "Ah Yu, what happened, you tell the concubine, tell the concubine, the concubine has seen your sad face recently, and she knows that something has happened, is it possible...... You...... You turned out to be a person with a puppet child, a person with a family, you ...... You have everything, therefore you ......"
"They're urging you to go back, right?" In fact, before Mrs. Shen asked this question, she had already made a bold decision, she thought that if he had a family, she would be willing to follow him, otherwise Mrs. would be embarrassed.
What can she do as long as she is with him, a little wife, or even a nameless concubine? As long as they can be together.
He sighed, in great pain, "Frost Bloom, I'...... Things are not as simple as you think, I've been on pins and needles lately, but it's not because of family matters, I've only loved you alone, I only have you as a lady, although, you are not married to me. ”
When Mrs. Shen heard this, she immediately smiled, wiped her clear tears, and held his hand tenderly, "In that case, what are you still worried about, I always thought that you were going to go, you were going to return to that one, in fact, if you really go, I ...... I'll follow you. ”
Her face was red, and her voice trembled violently, "I'll just go with you, and I'll be with you forever, we'...... We're together, what does it matter if I'm a nameless person, as long as I can be with you, master. ”
"Madam, now, I have something to hide from you, but this matter, my husband will not be able to tell you for a while, my husband needs to go back to deal with some things, and he will come back after he is dealt with, and then you will go to Zhongjing to live, what do you think? You ......"
He held his wife's face and stared at the sparkling eyes, "Do you believe me?" Will you believe me? ”
Therefore, Mrs. Shen also insisted that she would go to Zhongjing with him, at this moment, right now. But when he encountered his refusal, he never let Shen Shuanghua know that his departure this time was for the sake of fighting.
A battle broke out in Zhongjing, the country needs him, the people need him, the emperor also needs him, at this moment, he must leave!
She could see the seriousness of the matter from his expression, and could only smile, "It's okay, since you don't say it, I won't ask, I'll wait for you to come back, but you agreed to come back when you agreed?" ”
"It's only been a year, and I'll be back in a year or so." They live together like glue every day, living together inseparably, not to mention a year, even if it is a month and a day, or even an hour of separation, it is impossible for Mrs. Shen.
But now, he is going to leave his side for a year and a half. When Mrs. Shen heard this, tears rolled down, and then she endured the piercing pain and nodded-"The master will come back, right?" ”
"Naturally, I will, you can rest assured." After he agreed, she was silent, she was such a virtuous woman, she never asked superfluous questions, not even hysteria, and did not make any unreasonable trouble.
Seeing such a good girl, he was very sad, he thought of taking Shen Shuanghua to the imperial capital like that, but as soon as he came, he couldn't make such a decision rashly, because the struggle in the court was cruel and fierce, and he didn't want to sacrifice her for no reason.
Second, this is a battle with a huge disparity in strength, and he can't guarantee whether he will be able to come back safely, so he can only say this.
And Madame, after knowing that he was leaving, she carefully sewed and mended, made a lot of clothes, and after biting off the threads on the shoes, Shen Shuanghua smiled, and there was a caring light in her star-like black eyes, "In the future, you will travel thousands of miles, don't forget me, I made this pair of shoes, how can you take a look?" ”
"Nowadays, we don't need to live a poor life, how do you have to work hard, see you see this, I ...... I can't bear it. The old man was very moved, and he held the shoe firmly and put it in his heart.
"That's why I know that hard times have passed, but now, life is only interesting when I remember the bitter and sweet, sir, you give it a try." She smiled softly as she took out the shoes she had made and tried them on for the master.
After he tried it on, he found that the size was just right, and seeing him put on his shoes, Shen Shuanghua smiled, "You go, don't forget to come back in the future, I'll be waiting for you here, never give up." ”
He left, followed by the battle, he did not come back to her the following year, just because, he was injured, after returning from the front, his whole body became a blood gourd, although the battle was won, but he was not the same, seeing him covered in bruises, the emperor sighed again and again.
"My empire is missing a brave and warlike general, you sacrificed your life for the country at such a young age, how can you make me embarrassed." The emperor wept and ordered someone to prepare a fine golden silk nanmu coffin.
After the imperial doctor came, he found that he was dying, but he was holding a pair of old shoes in his hands, and everyone didn't know why he was holding those shoes.
He died and came back to life, and everyone even arranged the mourning hall, and even put him in a coffin, but with that amazing desire to survive, he actually survived again, and by the summer, his body was completely healed, and the battle was over.
He gave this buried matter in his heart to his subordinates, and asked them to take his wife into Beijing, and this group of subordinates immediately went to Shenjia Village, and he was so anxious that he missed her every day.
He thought that as long as she was willing to come, his position as a princess would belong to him. He waited for three days, how these three days were spent anxiously and happily, probably only he himself understood, these three days passed, and on the fourth day, the group of people returned.
However, he looked around, but did not find that they had brought back Madame, but held a porcelain jar.
"What is this?" Yu Wang. Be furious.
"Lord Wang, my subordinates waited to find Mrs. Shen, and when I arrived at Shenjia Village, I found that Mrs. Shen had ...... I got sick last year, and I ...... After we made it clear to the intentions, the subordinates gave the ashes of the lady to the subordinates, and the subordinates came non-stop. ”
"This ...... It must be that you are not careful in doing things, and you are wrong, she is young, and she has always been healthy, how to do it well...... Only...... It's impossible to return to the West with one life. Although he said that it was impossible, he carefully hugged the porcelain jar.