Chapter 36: Injury

He helped me sit on the main seat, while he stood beside me and introduced them one by one, "This is the military advisor Kong Ming." ”

Zhuge Liang bowed his hand and said, "Madam." ”

"These two are the husband's brothers-in-law, Yun Chang, and Yide brothers...... ”

I was just about to get up and bow down, but Liu Bei pressed me back.

only listened to Guan Yu, Zhang Fei said in unison: "I've seen my sister-in-law." ”

"This is Huang Zhong, Zhao Yun, Ma Chao...... He introduced them one by one.

Finally they fell down on one leg and worshipped me.

I feel that these famous ministers will worship me like this, and I just feel uncomfortable.

Besides, I'm much younger than these old generals in terms of age, and I really can't afford it.

Although I have Liu Bei, my husband, to support me, I am really uncomfortable.

In the end, Liu Bei couldn't hold me, I got up and was about to give my fist in return, but I felt that something was wrong.

So I leaned over in embarrassment, which was one of the few times I had returned the favor as a daughter.

After seeing the ceremony, the people retreated one by one, and they praised me for my virtue and beauty as they went.

Actually...... It's not virtuous, it's beautiful, it's just a little bit.

I am a very modest and cautious person, and I have been mostly a man for so many years.

Suddenly changing women's clothing, with a woman's body, it is really not used to tight.

In Yangqishan for more than two months, I really pretended to be uncomfortable.

finally got to another world, but it can be regarded as escaping from the cage, so naturally there is no need to disguise.

Liu Bei saw that everyone had retreated, and he excitedly hugged me horizontally......

I was so frightened that I was busy breaking free and asked him, "You, you, what do you mean by that?" ”

He was confused by my question, like a monk who was two zhang, and in a trance he smiled at my evil thoughts......

I reacted immediately, pushed with my palm, rolled over, and escaped from his arms.

When he saw that I was escaping very quickly, he turned around and grabbed my wrist and refused to let go.

He was annoyed, looking back at me with pitiful eyes, and my heart was loose when he saw it, and I couldn't bear it.

He said to me very aggrievedly: "Madam, we have worshiped heaven and earth, and we should have performed this husband and wife ceremony, and now more than two months have passed, and there is enough time to understand the past and present of the husband, I think the lady understands me, and the husband does not want to force the wife, but I don't want to be the abrupt lady, it is for the husband to overstep, for the husband will wait, and I am not afraid for a long time." Madame will not act recklessly for her husband before nodding, Madame must not blame. ”

He said so much, and I really didn't feel comfortable with what he said.

In fact, it was all my fault, I was not ready, and he took all the fault on himself, which made me even more guilty.

What the hell am I supposed to do?

I didn't want to hurt him, but my behavior had hurt him.

He turned away in frustration and walked to the door......

I said to his lonely back: "Husband, it's all my fault, it's that I'm not ready, and I hope my husband understands, don't blame." ”

He listened to me, turned around in surprise and gave me a big smile.

And when I saw his smile, I felt even more guilty......

I only heard him speak slowly, and his voice was very soft and soft, for fear of disturbing me, and even more afraid that I would be afraid.

"Mrs. doesn't have to blame herself, it's all bad for her husband, it's the third pole of the day at the moment, but the husband thinks about the boudoir, it's ridiculous, and it's a waste of time, a waste of the foundation, how to be worthy of the ancestors and ancestors, worthy of the entrustment of His Majesty today."

He turned away and wanted to leave, but I really didn't have any words to keep him.

I know this is the only time he's been scolding me in more than two months.

I also knew that I couldn't blame him, but I was really uncomfortable and uncomfortable.

I wanted to ask him for a concubine, but when the words came to my mouth, I said, "Do you have any wishes that I can help you?" ”

He turned his back to me and greeted me with a sideways face, "I don't have any wishes, my wish is just to become a real husband and wife with you." I also know that this little wish is also a luxury, I don't want the distance between us can only be watched, but not touched, I want to have you, not only in name, but also in the real sense of possession, I know that you will think I am very superficial, even very lewd, but we are husband and wife, but I can't really love you, let me be very frustrated, lost, and incompetent, even so I don't want to hurt you, for fear that you hate me, I like you, I really like you, It's just that I like to say this sentence by a bad old man, which is very incomprehensible, and I am ashamed of myself, I have overstepped it. ”

With that, he turned his head and strode away.

Leaving me with an empty room......

His words lingered in my ears for a long time.

It must have hurt him with my words and deeds, but what can I do!

I'm the one who was hurt, too......

That night, I didn't sleep, for fear that Liu Bei would come over again.

But suddenly, someone came to report, "On the orders of the lord, let the lady rest early, the lord is inspecting the barracks, so he will not come back to stay overnight, and the lord will rest in the barracks." ”

After the report, my anxiety was somewhat relieved.

At this moment, Liu Bei was drinking with Zhuge Liang, Guan Yu, and Zhang Fei in the barracks.

After three rounds of drinking, Liu Bei was a little out of shape......

He raised his hand to cover half of his face, covering both eyes tightly.

He twitched his shoulders and cried......

The three of them were all surprised to see him like this......

Guan Yu asked eagerly: "What's the matter, eldest brother, why did you cry bitterly when you just married a beautiful wife?" ”

Liu Bei waved his hand, still crying, and never said a word.

The three of them were very anxious, and they didn't know what happened.

I only heard Zhang Fei ask, "Big brother, why did you cry when you finally came back from Zhou Yu's side?" ”

Liu Bei cried for a long time, touched a handful of tears with both hands, sat upright, and raised his hand to drink a glass of spirits.

He frowned, this strong wine entered his throat, and it was very spicy.

He breathed a sigh of relief, but his heart couldn't calm down for a long time.

When the three of them saw that he had not spoken for a long time, they were all very anxious.

In fact, he didn't know how to speak, after all, it was a matter of the boudoir's room, so how could he tell it.

He drank three more glasses in a row......

When the three of them saw that he was drinking with himself, they also drank with him.

After three rounds of drinking, Liu Bei was slightly drunk, and the other three were also red.

Liu Bei slowly spoke, "I don't know how to tell it, if I don't say it, I will hold it in my heart, and I won't vomit or be unhappy." ”

Zhuge Liang finally asked, "If the lord has any suffering, just say it, maybe we can plot for the lord's power." ”

Liu Bei listened to Zhuge Liang's words, and shook his head helplessly, "None of you can help me, no one can help me...... ”

The three of them looked at each other, but they were speechless.

Zhang Fei listened to Liu Bei's words, and he was afraid that something big would happen......

He finally couldn't help it, and asked cautiously, "What's so difficult about the eldest brother, is it for the sake of the bride who just married, or because of her brother Sun Quan, didn't you say that you were able to return to the public security safely this time, thanks to the bride's plan and her help?" What's the bother? ”

Liu Bei still shook his head after listening to Zhang Fei's words, with a sad expression.

Guan Yu got up and walked to Liu Bei's side, putting his hand on Liu Bei's shoulder, "Big brother, you might as well say anything difficult, there are many of us, and there are military advisors here, there will definitely be a good plan." ”

Liu Bei still shook his head, but he was silent......

The three of them were anxious to go to the house, but Liu Bei just refused to speak.

Zhuge Liang was a little anxious, he couldn't help but ask, "Lord, among the three of us, Yun Chang and Yide are your brothers, and below are your military advisors, what can't you say to the three of us?" ”

Liu Bei finally put down the hand on his forehead.

He opened his mouth and closed it again, and it was a long time before he slowly spoke.

He was about to speak, but he was still embarrassed, and put his hands on his eyes, but he still didn't have the courage to say it.

So the three of you look at me, I look at you, look at each other, and they all have a very embarrassing thought wandering in their minds.

At this time, the three of them were wondering, could it be that the lord had a hidden disease......

Could it be that the eldest brother has a hidden disease......

So I was ashamed to export......

Zhang Fei held back a smile and said, "Big brother, you have not been married for a long time, is there any hidden disease?" We're all at this age, so it's okay to talk about it, it's okay to do it. ”

Zhang Fei was anxious, and he said the words in his heart in a hurry......

When Zhuge Liang and Guan Yu heard this, they both pressed their heads down.

Both of them thought of this, but they didn't want to open their mouths and say it all.

Zhuge Liang, Guan Yu was afraid that Liu Bei would get in the way.

At this moment, Zhang Fei also felt that it was a little too early to say this, but the words he said were like water spilled out, and it was really difficult to take them back.

So Zhang Fei was very embarrassed and said to Liu Bei: "Big brother...... ”

As soon as Zhang Fei spoke, Liu Bei waved his hand, "It's not what you think." ”

When Zhang Fei heard that it wasn't like that, wouldn't that be great, Zhuge Liang, and Guan Yu also breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.

I only heard Liu Bei speak with difficulty, "Since I married my wife, my wife never let me enter the boudoir, I know that my wife is young and can't accept me as an old man who is nearly 100 years old, and I don't blame her, but these days we get along, I always feel that she doesn't hate me so much, so after you left this morning, I, I, I wanted to have sex with her, but she refused, I don't know when such a day will be the end, if I live like this for a lifetime, then I won't delay her flower-like years." ”

Hearing this, Zhang Fei suddenly laughed out loud, "Big brother, if you want to have the same room with your sister-in-law, you can have the same room, but you still say what to delay other people's flowers." ”

When Liu Bei heard Zhang Fei's words, he was ashamed and angry.

Zhuge Liang and Guan Yu both frowned at Zhang Fei, for fear that he would say something out of the ordinary again.

Zhang Fei had an idea, and suddenly said: "Big brother can't reach, a yellow-haired girl, why be afraid!" We are all people who have fought on the battlefield, I am afraid that she will do something, it is better for the overlord to take the bow, waiting for the raw rice to be cooked, she has to admit it if she doesn't recognize it, isn't she so domineering now relying on her brother Sun Quan...... ”

Zhuge Liang hurriedly interrupted Zhang Fei's words, "No, no, she is the county lord of Dongwu, besides, she has more than a hundred female soldiers in her hands, I have carefully investigated this morning, they are not ordinary soldiers, they are all well-trained dead soldiers, and these female soldiers are always in the boudoir, never leaving the county lord's side for half a step, if the lord enters the boudoir, the county lord has the intention of murder, you think about it." The lord's martial arts are not weak, but without defense, more than 100 people bravely went forward, and at that time, the lord was in danger. ”