It was supposed to be a single chapter that was supposed to be sent at the end of the year and the beginning of the new year, but I was sitting in front of the computer and suddenly my mind went blank and I didn't want to write anything.

I have a feeling that if I write, I guess most of the content, I am pouring bitter water. I know that no one is tired of being human. The poor are busy with their lives, the rich are busy spending money, and there is no one who is not tired, unless he is a fool. I don't want to add any more trouble to you at such a good time, so I didn't write it. After the emotion subsided and I calmed down, I thought about my 2018 again, wrote these words for recording, and shared them with all of you who have accompanied this book for half a year.

I guess I'm a bit mysterious to you. Because I'm a person, I can't even write an "author's word" except for one or two single chapters a month. Unlike some authors, at the end of each chapter, they can't wait to sell a miserable, or sell a cute, coquettish rolling around begging for a reward or a monthly pass.

In fact, such a thing does not take much effort. I can do it too, but I don't want to. How to say it, it can't be said to be arrogant, in the next younger brother, the calf and horse in the society, what qualifications do you have to be arrogant? It's just a subconscious unthinking, I pondered this morning, maybe I'm old.

I was born in 90, and according to our side, I am 19 years old this year, and I am 'Mao Sui' in my thirties.

I'm a person who starts with a 'three'.

I don't know if you have ever felt that when you are a teenager, you will be very strange and resentful, why those people in their twenties and thirties will look at us in a strange way, saying that we are naïve, as if they did not grow up in their teens.

What is very slap in the face is that when we really reach this age, when we look back, we even feel very naïve.

For example, the matter of 'spoiling cuteness'.

Teenage girls do it, and it's cute. But a thirty-year-old does...... It seems a little strange. How did I find out about this feeling, because when I was in my early twenties, I used to like 'many' celebrities, and I thought they were all so cute. But one day, I found that some of them, who were in their early thirties, two years older than me, were still coquettish and cute, and I suddenly felt a little pitiful.

There is a feeling of 'life is forced'.

And then it dawned on me, heck, I'm thirty too.

I used to hear the elders muttering, people, what age do you do at what age. When I hear this, I always feel that this sentence is far away from me. I'm still a teenager, and I'll have time to think about it when I get to that so-called 'what age'.

But life often doesn't make you so calm, because you and I are not the protagonists, and we are not the authors of our respective lives. Many people will think that I am in charge of my life! That's true, but there are not many people who can really do it. Most of the time in our lives, others are in charge, and it is not easy for us to deal with it, and it is not easy for us to cope with it.

Until August 2017, I didn't feel that way. Because at that time, I was still very happy. This kind of happiness is similar to the happiness of 'Erha', I don't want to do so much, and I don't have so much sorrow. At that time, I even thought that I was twenty-seven years old, and I had not yet reached the so-called 'what age', and I was quite lucky in my life.

Amusing.

It was at the tail end of 2017 that my life was turned upside down. Things stem from some 'interests', and then I see what human nature is. One of my relatives, I never doubted that someone would cheat me, not only cheated me, but also insulted me, which is okay, but the most incomprehensible thing is that he attributed this to my lack of involvement in the world, and I deserve it, because his reason is that there are many such things in society, but you have met me.

I was very sad, I didn't tell him, the reason for my sadness was not actually being cheated, but that he was the one who cheated me.

This incident makes me feel that the so-called relatives, family affection, are unreliable.

Not long after this incident, I lost my income, which can be understood as a loss of job, which is similar in nature. At this time, I finally felt what it was like to be 'knocked down by life', I was lying in bed, I didn't want to move, and a thought shook in my head at that time, it's already miserable, how can it be miserable?

A few days later, my girlfriend broke up with me on the grounds that her mom didn't approve of us being together. Her mother wants a civil servant, a son-in-law with an iron rice bowl, which is the kind of feeling where two people go to work, drive a car for more than 100,000 yuan, and live in both rooms. And I can't give her what she wants.

This is my 2017, the three views of the powder are shattered and decadent.

On January 1, 2018, it was almost this time, and I understood a truth that it is said that there are peaks and valleys in life, but no one told me that in fact, the trough is not the end.

Fortunately, there is water in the puddle, and it can't die.

In the first half of '18, I decided to climb up from the puddle.

I fought my relative first, and I tried every means to get back most of my losses. Then I got a job again, I had an income to make ends meet, I used the money I got back, paid a down payment, and had a nest of my own. Although I didn't have much money after the salary was repaid and the loan was made, my heart became a little more steady.

I don't have to worry about a lot of stuff anymore.

And just like that, the first half of the year passed.

In the second half of the year, I felt like I should work harder because I had another girlfriend. It's very ashamed that because I can't make ends meet, so when we both go on a date to watch a movie or something, she often buys tickets. I feel like as a man I can't go on like this.

And then I thought, what can I do?

Didn't do your job for a few months and quit? No, if you quit, you can't pay off the mortgage, so you can't quit. I can only find one thing to do outside of my job, what can I do?

I thought about it a lot, but in the end, I couldn't do it because of various things. Finally I thought, as if I had to write.

Many people describe writing as very lofty, what am I for my literary hobby, I have persisted for so many years and finally this and that...... I didn't have this kind of messy thinking, my first and most fundamental thought was that I needed to make more money. At the very least, I can't get my girlfriend to buy movie tickets anymore.

So I started writing, I first wrote a science fiction, wrote more than 100,000 words, reluctantly signed a contract, no recommendation, and ended up without a problem.

Then I wrote martial arts, wrote a beginning, and didn't sign a contract.

Then I began to write history, the book "Datang Technician" that everyone saw, is the one I was about to give up after the submission was killed several times, fortunately, the editor who saw my submission Huya is a very responsible editor, she replied to me every time, pointed out the shortcomings, and gave me the confidence to change over and over again.

Finally, I sent the beginning of the book.

received a reply from Huya and Xu Xu, Huya said, it's okay, let's write it first. Xu Xu said that it was a bit messy to read, but it was okay.

Then I received the signed station short, according to the author's tail number, the assigned editor is Xu Xu. So I would like to thank my editors, especially Huya, if she hadn't replied to me again and again, I might have given up a long time ago.

After signing the contract, the first station I received was 'Category Favorite'.

I was excited for a long time, because as soon as I saw the word 'popular', I thought it was a very awesome recommendation, and I remember that I added more. Now I know, in fact, this is a small recommendation that is difficult to spot. It shows that in fact, this book, at the beginning, was not very favorable.

If I had known at the time, I might have been hit. But because I didn't know, I wrote it very energetically, and I was very happy and very happy.

I would like to thank my readers here, a book that is not very well received, and it is usually fate to give a recommendation, and then there is no follow-up. But because of your collection and clicks, the data of this book has been at the forefront of the same period, so round after round of PK, we have persevered, looking back, it is actually very dangerous, because I am a newcomer to LV1, without any background and so-called treatment, relying on all of you. If you lose one round of PK, the book is finished, that's for sure. Luckily, we overcame all the odds and didn't lose a single round, which also allowed the editors to see my efforts and the potential of the book, which was successfully released on October 1st.

On the day it hit the shelves, I updated eight chapters.

This is the number of words I have accumulated for a long time, because I am very slow to code, and I don't have empty codewords 24 hours a day. I remember that after uploading five chapters on the first day, I waited for three hours, and it was already early in the morning. Three hours, only 120 subscriptions.

My heart was cold, I thought, it's over, this must be over, it's over, it's on the street.

At that time, my first thought was not that this book couldn't make money, my first thought at that time was, I am sorry for the veterans who have supported me for so long, sorry for the veterans who still occasionally give rewards during the free period, and the editors who have always supported me, gave so many recommendations, and it was released on the shelves at the beginning of the month.

I'm ashamed, I don't know if you can understand this feeling.

It's like, in high school, the whole class was expecting you to be first, and you fell while crossing the line.

I remember sitting for a long time, and it was getting cold before I went to bed. When I woke up at noon, I looked at it again, and the first order was already 1600.

Later, I found out that I was actually stupid, who doesn't sleep in the middle of the night. Thinking about it now, it's also fun.

This book, finally making money.

I cherish this hard-won opportunity, so I don't break a day, at least two shifts a day. Many people may think, what is there to be proud of, and there are 20,000 a day. But I want to tell you that my ability is really limited, and my time is also limited, and it is already difficult for me to do two shifts a day. And every month, I add more. In the first month, I updated 230K, and in the second month and last month, I updated 213K, I dare not say much, but compared horizontally, it should not be less.

I don't say this to make excuses for myself, but to tell everyone that I didn't 'pretend' like some people scolded me. So far, I haven't even reached a high-quality product, what is there to pretend? I've been working hard and I've never been idle, because I know that the opportunity is fleeting, and if I don't cherish it and miss this opportunity, maybe I will be back to the time I was at the end of 2017, lying in the bottom hole.

Fortunately, I was 27 years old that year, and I still had some residual courage to stand up and climb up again. But I know how uncomfortable I was in the first half of 2018. I don't want to live like this again, so I'll cherish it very much.

I will definitely write this book seriously. Book friends who haven't joined the group may not know, I have made a lot of 'mind maps', which are used to make outlines, settings, about official positions, systems, horse farms, Hou Mansions, digging pits, checking information, etc., etc., I am afraid that I will write and forget, and I will make it very carefully. It's the first time I've done something so carefully when I've grown so big.

But even if I did, it didn't work. To borrow the words of a book friend in the book review area, the troll is a shotgun, and it doesn't use a crosshair.

For example, the matter of "Kaiyuan Tongbao", I have explained countless times, Kaiyuan Tongbao, Wude four years cast, has nothing to do with Tang Xuanzong. But every time I make a recommendation, a group of people will come and say, 'Yo, the early Tang Dynasty has Kaiyuan Tongbao, and I have really seen it.' A yin and yang weird face.

Another example is 'kang', he thinks that there is no kang in the Tang Dynasty, so he sprays, but in fact, there is a kang in the Han Dynasty, just search a little. Don't take your own assumptions, or what you see in the TV series, as the truth, so that once someone debunks it, you will show off your IQ.

Also, the one I saw the day before yesterday, he read the first chapter, and said that I crossed the old mother who didn't raise the original body, not a person. I read the first chapter, but I didn't see the word, and I don't know how he saw it. Then in the third chapter, he said, you said in the front that you don't raise it, but you raise it later, the author is really hypocritical, which shows that the author is not a good person in reality.

I'm not a good person inside and out.

Then I was very curious, what kind of author does he like for such a person?

I clicked on his name and saw that this grandson was an ordinary account without recharge, without any fan value of a book, and then he was an author himself.

Ah...... I could understand him in an instant, he just saw me on the big seal, and his eyes were hot.

Brother, if you read this single chapter, please remember what I have to say below.

It's useless to be red-eyed, I wrote this book without asking for any chapters or advertising. I wrote it to this day, and I also pushed it to explain something, explaining, maybe you have seen the so-called 'conspiracy theory', you must have advertised, you must have to brush ah, etc., I have been writing a book for half a year, it is undeniable, I have also seen it, and there is. But no, more, if you only focus on scolding people every day, you will never write a book.

In the six months since I wrote the book, I have said that there are all kinds of people who scold me in this chapter. But most of it is concentrated in the free section, because trolls don't pay money to read books. So, basically, when I met someone who showed off my IQ and was unreasonably abused, I just banned it, and I wasn't used to it. Why, because I think that since I am not a person all the way, you look at me unpleasantly, but you still look at me so cheaply, just to scold me, and I don't owe you, why do you let you scold? It's better for me to seal you and cut off the connection between the two of us, if your life is not as good as you want to vent, go to other places to spray, I still have people reading books here, don't stain their eyes.

To be a person and do things, or to be with the right people, do you say?

Now the average order of this book has reached 2,500, which is still 500 short of the high-quality product. If there's one thing I wish for in 2019, it's the best of this book. I want to give an explanation to myself, and also to the book friends who have accompanied this book to this day.

Maybe many people don't understand what a boutique is.

Boutique, which represents the quality and popularity of a book. The threshold is 3,000 per book, and now we are still 500 short. The so-called average subscription is the total number of subscriptions divided by the number of chapters. Therefore, many authors who want to hurry up and produce high-quality products usually increase the number of words in each chapter and then decrease the number of chapters. For example, the 5,000-1 chapters and 6,001-chapter books you see are all for the sake of fine products. But in fact, for readers, it doesn't matter, because chapters with a small number of words will cost less to subscribe, and more words will cost more to subscribe, and the same is true for authors.

But the rule of fine products is that 3,000 are evenly booked, which cannot be changed. If I want to hurry up the boutique, the fastest way nowadays is to brush up, and the second is to have a chapter a day. But neither of these works, because what is brushed out is always fake. You will also find that many so-called high-quality books, weekly clicks are only a few thousand, think about it, the boutique is 3,000 evenly booked, how can weekly clicks be thousands, this shows that there is a problem. But people have money and don't care about money, that's another thing.

Although I have a little bit of a manuscript fee every month, I definitely can't afford to do this kind of thing. And I don't have a way, in case I grit my teeth and take out the money, and let people cheat again, I guess I'll be shut up on the spot. So that's not my option.

Increase the number of words, this single chapter is written here, it's already 5,000 words, do you feel tired of watching? If there are too many words, the reader will be tired and it will affect the reading feeling very much. Originally, this was not my choice, but I had no choice but to choose this.

I won't exaggerate 6,700 words per chapter, I only add 1,000 words, it turned out to be 3,000 words per chapter, and from today onwards, 4,000 words per chapter. For everyone who reads books, the cost will not increase, because you read books according to 5 points per 1,000 words, beginner V is 4 points per 1,000 words, and advanced V is 3 points per 1,000 words. Generally speaking, there are 15 points for 3,000 chapters and 20 points for 4,000 chapters, and there is nothing to lose.

And then calculate it this way, update the same number of words, and the chapters will be less, and you can get to the boutique quickly.

But the effect is still limited, the fastest way, or from everyone's support, if you jump to order all of them, see the free can smoke less cigarettes to subscribe to dozens of chapters, the difference between these 500, just around the corner.

I hope you can work with me to make this "Datang Technician" a high-quality product. This book is like a child we have conceived together, and I believe that people who really like this book will want it to be good.

Let's talk about the plot.

Yesterday's chapter, after everyone has read it, it is estimated that there will be a sentence of ''.

Without spoiling the spoilers, I'll tell you a little bit about it. The main characters who currently appear in the story, everyone looks at the role list, above the supporting roles, and the characters marked as 'male supporting role, female supporting role, male protagonist, female protagonist', all have their own stories behind them, but these branch lines have not been expanded.

Lee Chong-yi and Lee Ji-eun, pointing eastward.

Li Ji and Li Siwen, pointing west.

Wang Ou, pointing south.

Yuan Tiangang pointed to the north, as well as Zhangjiazhai and so on, there are big secrets hidden behind them, and I will tell them eloquently. At present, if you use the outline, this book has just begun one-fifth, which is like playing red police, Li Mu is in Chang'an, and he must first build a good base.

As for stallion abuse, I've always felt that these are two things. Everyone has seen countless people, what kind of people think that stallions are abusive, I think, there is no reason to harvest for the sake of harvesting, this is called stallion abuse. But my request to Li Mu is that it must be 'must be collected', otherwise it will not be collected, please supervise.

Well, having said all that, everyone must be tired of watching. Today is New Year's Day, I wish you all peace and beauty, happiness and health, the new year, good health, promotion and salary increase, financial resources, smooth heart, order by the way, help my New Year's wishes, is the boutique of this book, thank you all.

The 1st to the 7th is a double monthly ticket, and everyone can vote if they have a vote. In the past two days, I will also update a few 12,000 challenges to earn you some monthly pass red envelopes. But I still have to take a leave of absence today.,New Year's Day.,I'll go home and have a meal with my parents.,When I come back in the evening.,I'll update a chapter.,I hope you understand.。

I hope this single chapter isn't too negative energy.

I also hope that I can give a little encouragement to people who are also in the trough puddle now. It's never too late to stand up as long as you want.

One word to sum up my 2018 should be 'panic', panic because of fear of losing, panic because of fear of not getting it. Just like now, I'm worried about whether I'll go back to the end of 2017 all of a sudden, and within three months, I lost my job, lost my girlfriend, and was cheated on by someone I trusted. I'm also worried that no matter how hard I try, this book won't be good, and maybe in a few days, you will all abandon the book and stop reading it. I'll sit blankly in front of my computer again.

I hope that in 2019, I can stop being so flustered, after all, it's the year of 'standing', and it's time to mature a little.

Come on! 2019！ Let's do it together!