Chapter 46: A Woman's Heart

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Zhang Mingyuan counted, and he seemed to have a lot of troubles.........

Wu Caozhi's Tongwei, 'artificial respiration', 'angry kicking of grandpa', 'grandpa summoning'.... Now it seems that there is another trouble of 'killing people and killing mouths'........

Are traversers made for trouble?

'Poor man', this is Zhang Mingyuan's repositioning of himself.

Zhang Mingyuan's self-deprecating personal positioning is a speechless expression after suffering and depression, a promising young man who has successfully crossed into this era hundreds of millions of light-years away, since the day he arrived, has been inexplicably 'been' everywhere to get into trouble, which is a strange phenomenon that he cannot understand. Although he very much wants to classify this phenomenon as the category of 'pretending to be forced by lightning', his strong self-esteem has made him give up this behavior that may damage his reputation, not that he can't see the reality clearly, but that the reality has already led him astray, and the more he can clearly realize the great harm of the 'pretending to be forced' behavior, the more he can't accept his ignorance........

Of course, it can also be badly described as 'a fat man with a big face'--- especially in front of a guy like Hanpi who does not learn and has no skills, and he must maintain a kind of reserve.

Since you don't admit to 'pretending', be an optimist one.

When God closes a door, he will definitely leave you a window. Therefore, he is confident that there is no endless road, and countless times in his previous life he was imprisoned and suffered great disasters, all of which survived because of God's intentional or unintentional 'mercy', and a person who bows his head to fate and admits defeat or does not take the initiative to find that 'window' will not be able to do this in any way.

Optimism or melancholy, the most important thing at the moment is to find the 'window' that hasn't been completely closed, but where is it? This is the ultimate question that Zhang Mingyuan is thinking about at this time.

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The county seat Dongsheng Inn.

The old man was lazily lying on the rattan chair in the courtyard, squinting his eyes, and was enjoying the comfort brought by the maids' ear picking...........

The woman lightly lifted the skirt that was a little mopping the floor, grinning with her fangs, and tiptoeing in front of the old man inch by inch....

"Ghost girl!" A majestic and dull whisper sounded.

The woman had to stop moving to a dangerous distance and was in a posture of letting go, grimace, spit out her cute little tongue, and when she turned around, she had become an innocent coquette.

The old man looked at her with kindness in his squinted eyes.

"Stinky girl, run around early in the morning, let's talk! What's the trouble this time around? ”

"Grandpa, how dare your grandson cause any trouble, just go out for a while!" The woman squatted in front of the old man's lap, gently shook his arm and smiled.

The old man opened his eyes, scratched her nose gently, and said pityingly: "After wandering around for a while, I don't think it's that simple, right?" To be honest, are you going to tease Zhang Mingyuan's kid again? ”

The woman stuck out her tongue and turned red: "Grandpa is so bad, he sent someone to follow his grandson." ”

The old man smiled, held her weak and boneless little hand, and said lovingly: "The world is so chaotic, how can grandpa rest assured of the safety of his baby granddaughter, besides, Zhang Mingyuan's stinky boy ........."

The woman hurriedly shook the old man's arm, interrupted his words, and said coquettishly: "Okay, grandpa, he didn't bully me, it's my grandson who always makes trouble for him." ”

The old man suddenly laughed, pointed at her and said shyly: "I will say good things for others, this is not like my rude and willful granddaughter, in my impression, this seems to be the first time!" ”

The woman was embarrassed, and the strength to shake her husband's arm was much greater, and she lowered her head and chirped: "Grandpa, you also tease your grandson, and your grandson will grow up......"

The grandfather laughed: "Haha, grandpa forgot, my baby granddaughter has grown up and knows that she is considerate, Zhang Mingyuan's kid is blessed!" Hehe! ”

The woman was even more embarrassed, shook off her husband's arm, and snorted angrily: "Hmph! I don't play with grandpa anymore, grandpa is so bad. ”

The old man looked at her with a smile and said no more.........

After the woman finished spoiling, her face suddenly became ashamed, and her pretty face became radiant, as if she had been injected with a dose of stimulant, and the whole person was glowing with dazzling light.........

The old man seemed to know her thoughts very well, and sighed heavily: "Wan'er! There are some things you can do as you want, and grandpa can do it for you, but there are some things that ......... Ay! ”

The woman's expression was slightly sluggish, her mind buzzed, her eyes that radiated light dimmed a lot, and her whole body seemed to have been hit hard by a heavy hammer, and she stood dumbfounded and did not move.

She knew what Grandpa was referring to when he said 'something'?

The woman has turned 18 years old this year, and according to feudal etiquette, the old man has arranged a family affair for her early on--- grandson of a certain magnate in Nanjing.

The woman also knew that since the dust of this family affair settled, her unrestrained and willful life would become less and less, and then it would come to naught, and finally she was deeply locked in a high-walled compound, and since then she has lived a helpless life of husband and child.

Every time she thinks about the future, she can't help but tremble all over her body, because this is not the life she wants.

Growing up in her grandfather's spoiling since she was a child, she has long developed a body of eccentric, brutal and willful, as she grows older, the desire for unrestrained thoughts in her mind is getting stronger and stronger, like a madweed to pick up impurity, and there is a tendency to intensify.

Rather than being trapped in a birdcage made of glory and wealth all her life, acting as a well-behaved and clever canary, she is more eager to become an unfettered and always have the dream of traveling in the blue sky.

This is her dream, a dream that doesn't care about a smooth and comfortable life.

What's more, she really can't accept her future husband's amorous style.

The future husband set by her grandfather is not not outstanding, he is a personable and talented scholar, but in her eyes, this is very illusory.

The uninhibited and uninhibited she has not investigated this future husband, this is a talented scholar with the amorous and romantic common problems of the Great Ming Shilin, as if he yearns for an illusory life, he is always like a cloud, one will be projected in this wave heart, and one will be projected in another place without hesitation, and there is a lot of romance by nature.

The woman is very disdainful of this kind of behavior, although she is uninhibited, but it does not mean that she can accept it, as a new woman who grew up under the influence of feudal traditional culture, she does not have a 'romantic' character, she needs to spend the years gracefully and demurely, she knows that life is far wider than love.

This is also a woman who can transcend the elegant and elegant under the romantic view of love.

In the end, she could not resist the worldly arrangements and had to succumb to fate, but she still wanted to use the little remaining madness to desperately leave some rare memories for her future. When he was already a wife, when he was chatting in every way, he secretly took out the good memories that he cherished in the depths of his mind, tasted them carefully, and then reveled in the frivolity of his youth with satisfaction........ For the rest of his life, only this sincere emotion is completely his/her own.

"I don't want the four wildernesses to be left with desolation and loneliness after the dreams are shattered."

The woman stared at the blue sky and smiled bitterly.

A familiar and strange figure unconsciously flashed in my mind, and I couldn't get rid of it, and there was a sweet feeling..........

If...............

The old man saw his granddaughter's stunned and miserable expression, and wanted to say something to comfort her, but when he opened his mouth, he found that he couldn't say anything, so he could only shake his head helplessly..........

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Long...........

"Come on, go to the county government and find Zhang Mingyuan's stinky boy for me." The old man couldn't help but yell.

"Grandma's, why is this kid becoming less and less worry-free?"

Cursing all the way to the inner room..........

The woman was stunned for a moment, and then a smile welled up on her face, and there was a hint of redness.......

"Grandpa, I'll go."

A puff of smoke and jumped out of the door.......

The old man was stunned............

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