Chapter 100: Rejection
There was not too much decoration in the wing, and there was not even a single happy word, because it was in the palace, so it was not in accordance with the rules, so I gave up.
Wanyin stood uneasily by the table, looking at the atmosphere suddenly became weird, and the handkerchief in his hand was unconsciously clenched into a ball by himself.
Cen Run lowered his head and drank tea, and he didn't react when he heard her call himself like this, but after a long time, he put down the teacup and quietly raised his head.
"I think you're going to be tired on a day like this, so I'll go get some food in the kitchen."
After he finished speaking, he was about to walk out, but Wanyin couldn't care about anything else, and instantly hugged him from behind.
"Husband!"
Cen Run stiffened, he seemed to be very unaccustomed to being so close to people, but fortunately, he didn't push himself away, just maintained that upright posture and stopped moving.
"Husband, I know that you don't want this marriage, and you may be complaining about me, but at that time, Wanyin was really just to relieve you, but I never thought that the emperor would give you a marriage." She choked up a little, she thought that Cen Run was also willing, but now it seems that she still thinks simply, although he is angry, he never shows it in his face.
"You think too much, I don't complain about you, since it was the emperor who gave the marriage, it is not you and I can influence it."
He said that he didn't mind, but it couldn't make Wanyin feel relieved, she was a little anxious: "But now we have become a husband and wife after all, husband, Wanyin...... Wanyin is not afraid to tell you the truth, as early as a long time ago, I, I fell in love with you, but never thought that I would be paired with you, and now we still come together due to fate, and in the future, Wanyin will always serve you and accompany you. ”
She confessed, but she didn't move him at all, but she was disgusted, it turned out that not all love words sounded beautiful, and what was really exciting was mostly up to whom.
"Wanyin, you're a good girl, but I'm ......" he was a little arrogant, "I'm not a normal person after all, if you are with me, you will only mistake you." ”
Wanyin knew what he was talking about, it was nothing more than having no children and no daughters, but she really didn't care, she always wanted him alone: "I don't care!" I really don't care, as long as I am with you in this life, I am content, really! ”
She really didn't know how to say it to express her feelings, she said the urgency, her eyes were red, and her voice choked: "This moment is what I've been looking forward to, even now I can't believe that I really have a pair with you, I really feel that my happiness is about to die, I don't dare to ask for so much, I ......"
Cen Run gently brushed away her hug and turned around: "You haven't met anyone else, how do you know that I'm suitable for you, when you reach the age of twenty-five, you can only see more people when you leave the palace, then you know what you really want, now, you are just a frog at the bottom of the well, the sky with a big bowl mouth, you see that I feel very good, that's just because——"
"It's not!" Wanyin was a little excited, and grabbed Cen Run's hands again, "It's not like this!" There are so many people in the palace, isn't it, from the master to the guards and eunuchs, I have seen so many people, but they are only facing you, which has nothing to do with not leaving the palace! ”
Cen Run didn't want to anger her, he was very tired today, both physically and mentally, it made him extremely tired, he pulled out his hands: "You are tired." ”
"Please don't go!" Wanyin had no choice, so she could only fall to her knees with a pop and hug Cen Run's legs.
"Wanyin......" Cen Run was a little helpless, "You get up first." ”
"I don't! Unless you promise me. It's our wedding night, and if you're gone, what will people think of me? ”
"Juanyin...... You know, I've always disliked being persecuted. ”
Wanyin froze, although he was a slave, but after all, he was the chief eunuch, the red man next to the emperor, even many concubines in the palace had to look at his face, delusionally thinking that he could win him over for his own use, in other words, he was probably the only one in this palace who knew the emperor best.
How can such a person be coerced by himself? Wanyin finally let go of her hand, and sat on the ground with some grievances and wiped her tears.
Cen Run sighed, stretched out his hand to help her up, and seeing that she was crying with rain, he took the unruly handkerchief from her hand, and after thinking about it, he gently wiped away the tears for her.
"In this room, no one dares to say anything about you, don't worry and don't think too much, I don't mean anything, I just feel a little tired."
Wanyin was reawakened by his movements, he seemed to have a kind of magic, as long as he was willing to give her a little tenderness, he could make her happy for a long time: "Then I'll wait for you to change your clothes, okay?" Shall we rest now? ”
Cen Run smiled, his expression was indeed a little tired, not as calm and calm as when he was by the emperor's side, but he looked a little more pyrotechnic than when he was on an errand: "No need, I'll rest in the side room today, you can settle it earlier." ”
After saying that, he really turned around and left, no matter how Wanyin called him behind him, he didn't look back.
The red-lacquered wooden door opened and closed, and there was nothing but a cold wind pouring in, and Wan Yin took a few steps back and sat down in the hat chair.
Her mind was in a mess, she really couldn't figure out Cen Run's thoughts, you said he was angry, but he was gentle, but you said that he wasn't angry, how could he become a family and not live together.
This is the first night of marriage, so what can I do after that? Wanyin has no idea, in addition to being sad and sad, she is still sad.
"Knock knock, master, I'm Bingwen."
Wanyin's eyes suddenly lit up, and she hurriedly called, "Come in!" ”
Bingwen pushed the door open and walked in with a wooden plate: "Master ordered me to bring some food to my wife, saying that you haven't eaten for a day, you must be hungry this time." ”
He put the porridge and side dishes on the table, and when he saw Wanyin's eyes were red and swollen, he knew that the two of them were not getting along happily just now, so Bingwen had to pretend not to see it: "Master said that it was already late at night, and it was better to eat some light food, so you can use it quickly, and it is better to settle it earlier after you use it." ”
Wanyin sat on the edge of the table and looked at the steaming porridge: "Does your master not want to marry me?" ”
Bingwen was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "How can it, besides, this is a gift from the emperor, how can there be any reason to be unhappy." ”
"But ......" Wanyin wanted to say that he slept in a separate room with him, but he felt that Bingwen was still young, and he was a little embarrassed to say it.
"Master is used to being alone, and now suddenly there is a woman who takes care of him and cares about him like this, which makes Master a little uncomfortable, and it will get better after a long time."
"Really?" Wanyin was a little puzzled: "Your master is indeed not used to it?" ”
"It should be, you think, the master entered the palace early, and has always been a loner, although I accepted the slave as an apprentice, but after all, I am not as careful as a woman, and the master who can't take care of it is more appropriate, now that you are here, we can't think of it, you can all imagine it, the master will definitely be a little unaccustomed to it at the beginning, and if the master gets used to it over time, people like him will definitely be good to you."
Bingwen said it too beautifully, so that Wanyin believed that it was true, the grievances and sadness just now were somewhat alleviated, Bingwen was right, he must have never been so close to a woman, so he resisted, maybe he was shy.
She couldn't be discouraged just because of this, hadn't she envisioned this situation long ago before marrying him? She is confident that one day she will impress him to accept her and grow old with her.