Husband, why are you crying? Song Xinshu saw that tears slowly slipped down from the corners of Su Qing's eyes, and she raised her hand to wipe away her tears.

Su Qing lowered her head and rubbed her eyes vigorously, then held her hand tightly.

"I remember rolling down the slope and then I just remember how cold it was......"

Su Qing interrupted her and said, "It was very cold last night, but today is much better, you look outside, the sun is very full today." ”

Song Xinshu subconsciously touched her lower abdomen, but touched a soup woman who had become warm, she said: "That child is fine, I only feel sore now, I must have fallen hard yesterday." ”

Su Qing held Song Xinshu's hand even harder, he looked at Song Xinshu lying on the bed, the corners of his mouth twitched, and said slowly: "Lady, we will have many children in the future......"

Song Xinshu didn't understand what he meant at first, but after a while he reacted, tears quickly accumulated in his eyes, and his heart seemed to be grabbed by a big hand.

"What...... Husband, are you telling the truth, are you making me happy? ”

Song Xinshu said this in his mouth, but the tears had already fallen, Su Qing held her in his arms and said, "Lady, this is an accident, the most important thing now is to take care of your body, when your body is well, let's have another ten or eight, okay?" ”

Song Xinshu broke free from Su Qing's embrace and didn't let him hold his hand.

She saw that Su Qing's eyes were bloodshot, and she hadn't slept all night, she shrunk into the quilt, crying and trembling all over.

Su Qing saw that she pushed her hand away, and she didn't dare to rush forward to hug her, so she could only gently wrap her arm around her body.

Song Xinshu's body has always been strong, and he has almost never been sick since he came here, how could he fall and have no children?

Although she knew a little about modern medicine, she was still devastated.

Even though the loss of her child was an accident, it still couldn't hide her sadness.

She couldn't help herself not to think about who didn't have her child, and she didn't know whether to blame Zheng Tianyi for holding her hostage, or blame those soldiers for appearing at the wrong time.

Now her head buzzed like a myriad of bees, and she bit the horns of the quilt fiercely, trying to calm her emotions, but the pain in her abdomen shattered her in an instant.

Hearing Song Xinshu's moan, Su Qing hurriedly lifted the quilt and hugged her in her arms, gently rubbed her lower abdomen for her and said: "Lang Zhong said, you can't be too excited now, it's not good for your health, it's not conducive to recovery, I'll tell my mother in a while, they have also been anxious outside for a day." ”

Song Xinshu said in a hoarse voice: "Anyway, now that the child is gone, what's the use of my body not recovering?" ”

Su Qing held her shoulder, stared at her eyes and said, "I don't allow you to say such things, we still have a long time to live, we still have to live, this child has no fate with us, you don't blame yourself, if you want to blame, you can only blame me, if it weren't for me, if it wasn't for me, ......"

Song Xinshu leaned on Su Qing's shoulder, his clothes wet with tears, and said, "Don't blame me, I don't blame anyone." ”

Su Qing felt that she was about to lose her breath in distress, and kept holding her back to comfort her, and when she calmed down a little, he helped her to lie down, and went out to tell Lin Guifen the news that Song Xinshu had woken up.

As soon as Lin Guifen heard this, she immediately stood up from her chair and said, "Then I'll bring her the boiled chicken soup, this Xiaoyue can't be negligent, if there is any disease, it will be a lifelong thing." ”

Xiao Mu and Ah Ya were also excited, Xiao Mu said: "The third sister is awake, mother, I want to go and see the third sister." ”

Lin Guifen pressed the two little girls on the chair and said, "Your third sister has just woken up now, when your third sister is rested, you can go in and see, don't collide, you can stay here now." ”

Although Xiao Mu was a little unhappy, she didn't say anything, Lin Guifen went to the kitchen to heat up the chicken soup, put some dragon whisker noodles in the chicken soup, and then brought it to Song Xinshu's room.

Song Xinshu was lying on the bed crying silently, and when he saw Lin Guifen coming in, he quickly wiped away his tears and said, "Mother......"

Lin Guifen put the chicken noodle soup on the small table next to him, then touched Song Xinshu's forehead and said: "Child, cry if you want to, you have to be sad for a few days, but if you are sad, you still have to eat, otherwise your body will be bad, and you will have to live in the future." ”

was touched by her mother's generous and calloused palm, Song Xinshu's heart was also relaxed, and she took Lin Guifen's hand and sat up.

Seeing this, Su Qing, who was standing aside, hurriedly put the small table with chicken noodle soup on Song Xinshu's bed, and put the chopsticks in her hand.

Looking at the two people in front of him looking at him expectantly, Song Xinshu wiped away his tears, picked up chopsticks and began to eat noodles.

She felt uncomfortable in her heart and body, and she didn't taste what it tasted after eating a bowl of noodles, but she finally finished eating, and her stomach felt a little warmer.

Song Xinshu put down the chopsticks after eating, and shrank into the quilt again, she only felt tired now, she didn't want to do anything, she just wanted to sleep.

Lin Guifen left the room with the bowl, Su Qing sat beside her, not daring to leave for too long, he was always afraid that Song Xinshu would do something extreme.

She is such a stubborn person, and now that something like this has happened, I don't know if the knot in her heart can be untied.

Song Xinshu felt that he had to sleep for a long time to relieve the fatigue in his body, otherwise he would not be able to slow down in the future.

Now she has the so-called "legitimate reason", she can sleep unscrupulously, but Su Qing is so worried, she doesn't speak like this, and she rarely has time to wake up in the day, don't sleep out of any problems.

Seven days after Song Xinshu lost his child, Fan brought a lot of supplements to visit the Northern Jiangsu Tea House.

Song Xinshu pulled his hair, watched Fan come in from the door, and said embarrassedly: "Godmother, I shouldn't have seen people like this, I haven't cleaned up for a long time." ”

Fan Shi looked at her face, and knew that she must have been exhausted in the past few days, and she didn't take good care of her body, she patted the back of her hand, and said distressedly: "What are you talking about, do you still talk to me about this, you don't have to think about anything now, just take care of your body." ”

Song Xinshu said helplessly: "It's just that I always think about it, and I can't take a good rest if I want to." ”

Fan Shi understood and said: "This mother's mind, others can not understand, I brought a lot of supplements, a few days ago I was afraid that you did not recover, so I did not come to visit you, today, looking at your current appearance, I think of what I looked like back then." ”

"Has my godmother ever experienced such a thing?" Song Xinshu asked suspiciously.

"How can a woman not experience such a thing, these are normal, if you adjust yourself, you will have more children in the future, unlike me and your godfather, who are cold and lonely at this age."

Song Xinshu hesitated for a moment, but decided to ask Fan's question, and she spoke: "Godmother, now the emperor has ordered the removal of the orphaned friends of the previous dynasty, but Zheng Tianyi is your nephew, why didn't he ......?"

Fan didn't hide it, and said to Song Xinshu: "I and your godfather are not his relatives, but I do have some relationship with his parents, the emperor ordered the arrest of the orphans of the previous dynasty, and thoroughly investigated who in the court had dealings with him, I didn't know at first that your husband was a person in the army, before this matter was conclusive, of course, it had to be kept secret, but I didn't expect it to affect you so far." ”

Song Xinshu smiled bitterly and said: "It's like what my husband said, I have no fate with this child, I am destined to leave, and now I don't have any thoughts, and when it opens after the New Year, it will be good to get busy." ”

Fan comforted Song Xinshu for a while before leaving with the little maid.

Song Xinshu leaned on the side of the bed, and suddenly felt a chill on her body, so she wrapped herself tightly in the quilt, and what Fan said just now was still echoing in her head.

It's just that I don't know how many people have made a fortune because of Zheng Tianyi's promotion, and how many people have lost their lives because of this incident.

Song Xinshu only felt a headache from thinking, and shrunk into the quilt to prepare for sleep, even if he couldn't sleep, it would be good to close his eyes and recuperate for a while.

Just when she was about to close her eyes, Su Qing pushed open the door and walked in, he walked to Song Xinshu's bedside, and said to her with some excitement: "Lady, after I sent Mrs. Taishou away just now, I saw a stall selling villain books outside, so I bought some and brought them back to relieve your boredom!" ”

Song Xinshu took it and took a look, they were all comic strips, which were full of stories of monsters and martial arts fights, although the paintings were not very exquisite, but it was okay to flip through them casually in your spare time.

Watching Song Xinshu flip through these little books, as if he had some spirits, Su Qing's heart was also a little relaxed, and seeing that she was always sullen, his heart was not comfortable.

Song Xinshu fell asleep in bed all day long, feeling that the days passed very quickly, and in addition to eating and talking to her family all day long, she felt that she had gained weight.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, Song Xinshu wanted to go downstairs to make dumplings with everyone, but Lin Guifen said that she would not let her go downstairs, saying that she was afraid of catching a cold, so she simply moved everything that made dumplings to Song Xinshu's room.

Although it is a little crowded, the whole family is lively and lively around making dumplings, which is the happiest thing for Song Xinshu in the past half a month, as if he has temporarily forgotten about the child, and Xiao Mu is talking about some homely things.

Outside the window was the noisy sound of firecrackers, Song Xinshu looked at the sound outside, the past should really let it pass, she comforted herself silently in her heart, the future life will go on after all.

At this time, Su Qing came over and grabbed her hand, and as soon as she turned around, she met his gentle eyes.