Chapter 60: Torment
At the end, I pointed my finger at him, "You are a thief, you want to steal the Liu family, how can I help you, don't be delusional, as you said, in the end, you will really get this world, then, how long can you hold such a world in the hands of your Sun Quan, will it be eternal?" You won't be overthrown, you won't be crushed, you will be able to stabilize the country, won't you be a chaotic minister and thief, and you will steal the country in troubled times? How will the history books be written, will you be worthy of your ancestors, your father and brother? ”
"You shut up for me, the benevolence of women, in my heart, Xiang'er has always been resolute and brave, I didn't expect you to be so unproductive, they all say that women are extroverted, if they are really married women, splash out of the water, no matter how you face Liu Bei, today you have to agree and agree, and if you don't agree, you have to agree, this matter is difficult to complete, and you can't help it."
When he said this, I was really desperate, and I casually pulled out the dagger I had hidden in advance from my sleeve and slammed it on my neck, "What if I die?" ”
As she spoke, blood was already dripping from my neck.
Seeing this, Bo Yan panicked and said: "Xiang'er, put down the knife first, say it slowly if you have something to say, and say it slowly if you have something to say...... ”
I smiled bitterly, "You all forced me, you all forced me, I'm dead, isn't it a hundred?" ”
Bo Yan was flustered, he took small steps, moving little by little, "Xiang'er, Xiang'er, you, you, you put down the knife first, Brother Bo Yan has never thought of marrying you, we have something to say, obedient, you put down the knife first." ”
Bo Yan raised his hands and stopped in mid-air, he discussed carefully, for fear that if I used my strength, I would die under my own knife.
Sun Quan saw this very suddenly, he didn't expect that I would hide a weapon, let alone that I would threaten him with death.
I looked at Sun Quan fixedly, and smiled "hehe", "Second brother, I won't believe you anymore this time, and I won't marry again for the sake of your stability, you let me go!" Just let me wait for death in Dongwu quietly, otherwise, I will die in front of you immediately, so that I will not be so painful, so self-blamed, and I will not be sorry for Xuande. ”
I took a big breath and sighed, "So I can see my father, my mother, and my eldest brother." ”
Sun Quan listened to me about his father, mother, and eldest brother, and he finally stopped moving forward, but retreated......
He was secretly sad and had tears in his eyes, he turned his back to me, "Why are you just unwilling to be obedient, the second brother just wants you to marry well, so that the second brother will have less self-blame and guilt, from beginning to end, the second brother can't stand you, I thought, you and Boyan have no guesses, each other has each other, the second brother just pushes the boat down the river and does a favor with the water, but I didn't expect that Xiang'er is so jealous of this matter in her heart, it is the second brother who is wrong, the second brother should not ignore your feelings and make his own assertions, put down the knife, the second brother will not force you to remarry." ”
Bo Yan saw that I never put down the knife in my hand, "It's all over, it's all over, put the knife down quickly, see that there is blood on your clothes." ”
Seeing that I was already moved, Bo Yan stepped forward quickly and snatched the knife from my hand.
He skimmed the knife far away and hugged me, "Why are you so stupid! If you really hurt yourself, how will you let Brother Boyan live for the rest of his life? ”
Yes! Sun Quan persecuted me like this again, I think I really can't live anymore.
I've been holding back, just hoping to return to Xuande one day, I miss him, I really miss him......
Sun Quan is not persecuting me this time, I don't know if there will be a next time, I just hope that such days will pass quickly and end soon.
It's spring again, and it starts to drizzle in the morning, and the drizzle falls on the pear blossom trees in the distance, and it looks like layers of frost from a distance.
In a trance, I have been away from Xuande for more than a year, and in this year or so, my soul has been tormented all the time.
Suddenly, I shivered, which was really in response to the folk singing, which makes people the most difficult to rest when it is warm and cold.
Time can heal, time is also the best medicine for forgetting, after a long time, you will forget everything, I seem to have forgotten something.
As if remembering something, I looked at the pear blossoms in the distance, inexplicably sad.
For more than a year, I didn't ask about the world, I didn't want to know anything, and I didn't want to know if Liu Bei was okay, and I seemed to want to know everything about him.
In this life, it is nothing more than a process, the glory is dewed between the flowers, the rich grass is frosty, I leave him, it must be a relief for him!
Just thinking about it, I was about to close the window, but unexpectedly, the two of them not far from the window were very suitable for the scene.
I looked carefully, it turned out to be Lu Xun and Ruyi, the two looked very close, and seemed to love each other, they whispered something, just because it was too far away, I couldn't really hear it.
I closed the window, not wanting to disturb the two, and when I turned around, they had already walked in.
I looked so happy that I didn't pay attention to the two of them coming in, but I went into the house, and I frowned at my brows and asked, "I haven't seen my little aunt for a long time, how can my little aunt be so thin?" ”
As if I had not heard of it, I walked forward and asked with a smile, "How could it be so coincidental that you two came to me together?" ”
Bo Yan's face was embarrassed, very embarrassed, I saw that the two of them did not answer, "Sit down!" Ah, lazy tea. ”
The two of them sat at my place late, and I said some boring words with Ruyi, all of which were illustrations, paintings, weaving, embroidery, and female reds that my youngest daughter's family liked.
Chatting and chatting, it was getting late, and I was about to leave the two of them for dinner, but unexpectedly, Ah Yu hurriedly came in, she whispered to me, "County Lord, I just heard the news that Cao Cao is preparing to attack Eastern Wu, the lord is very panicked, there is no countermeasure, and he is discussing at the moment, preparing to ally with Liu Bei again and attack Cao Cao." ”
At this point, she looked directly at me and looked closely, and she saw that my expression was a little changed, a little subtle.
I know what I'm thinking.
In this way, Sun Quan will definitely compromise, depending on what Liu Bei asks for and thinks.
I was very nervous and disturbed.
Before I could wake up from what had just happened, Sun Quan walked in casually and asked me gloomily, "You still hate me, don't you want to go back to your husband?" ”
Listening to Sun Quan's words, I was shocked, and sat in place, motionless.
I just don't know what tricks Sun Quan is going to play and what means he is going to use......
Just thinking about it, I only heard Sun Quan say: "I have reached an agreement with your husband, and your husband and wife will be reunited soon." ”
As soon as I heard this, I turned around in shock, looked at him in disbelief, looked at Sun Quan, and then looked at Bo Yan, hoping that Bo Yan could tell me everything.
It's a pity that Bo Yan has not been able to give me an understandable look, and I am suspicious in my heart, Sun Quan is telling the truth, or is he talking nonsense.
Sun Quan came to see me on his own, and he was very drunk.
When I saw him coming, I didn't greet him, I just picked up the bamboo slips on the table and pretended to look.
When he saw that I ignored him, he carried a chair to me, and he bent down to look down at the book in my hand, and teased very gently: "What kind of book is Xiang'er reading?" Is it a love letter written to you by my brother-in-law Liu Bei in Yizhou? ”
As soon as Sun Quan said this, I was even more angry, and I casually threw the book on the table, and the book and the table collided, and there was a loud bang.
Sun Quan was so frightened that he was drunk and woke up more than half of the time.
He stood up helplessly, turned his back to me, and stood with his hands in his hands, "Cao Cao began to attack Eastern Wu, since the Battle of Chibi, Cao Cao has attacked us several times, although we did not win a big victory, but Cao Cao did not take advantage of it, and this time, it is different, Cao Cao must capture Eastern Wu." ”
Speaking of this, Sun Quan choked up a little, and he couldn't speak.
"Cao Cao is coming, I have written to Liu Bei, as long as we jointly repel Cao Cao, I will send you back, and you can also write a letter to your husband, so that he can repel the enemy with me without worries."
Sun Quan saw that I was indifferent, he was a little anxious, "The second brother has no choice but to beg Liu Bei to ally again and attack Cao Cao together, but Liu Bei has one condition, that is, to send you back to Jingzhou, the second brother knows that this is a little inappropriate, some insults to you, and even more insults to Eastern Wu, you can't even raise your head when you return to Liu Bei like this, let alone gain a foothold in Jingzhou, how to be this housewife, presumably, the people around Liu Bei will not be convinced by you, It was the second brother who was confused and wronged you, and the second brother was just angry. He Liu Bei deceived me again and again. ”
Speaking of this, Sun Quan turned around, and he looked at me carefully, waiting for my answer.
Listening to Sun Quan's words, I don't know whether I should cry or laugh.
I smiled and sighed, "The second brother has used Liu Bei again and again, using me as bait, you can still say such things, how can you be embarrassed!" Second brother, you are so brazen, at the beginning, I just wanted to leave his thin bloodline, but now, you want us to reunite, how can things in the world be so complete, Liu Bei will not be deceived again, and I will not write. ”
Sun Quan listened to my words and came up and slapped me, this is the fourth time he has slapped me.
I looked at Sun Quan viciously, smiled stupidly, Boyan was a little hairy, and persuaded me: "Xiang'er, don't be stupid, any flesh and blood affection is fake, we have no strength to struggle in front of Jiangshan Sheji, write quickly!" Say something nice to your husband, after all, you want to be reunited with him soon, don't you? ”
I cried, "What shame do I have to see him again?" ”
Bo Yan said: "For the sake of Jiangdong's father, for the sake of your father's and brother's inheritance, you must also write." ”
Bo Yan paused, and then said: "Liu Bei didn't know that the child was no longer there, and the messenger he sent said that as long as you and the child were returned, he would help the lord fight off Cao Cao." The lord and the messenger said that you gave birth to a baby boy, mother and son Jun'an, you should know how to write this letter. ”
They are nakedly asking me to deceive Liu Bei, I really reunite with Liu Bei, what will I give him a child, I and my second brother are at a loss, this letter, it is difficult for me to write.
However, I still wrote it, and I wrote that I was full of thoughts about him and hoped to reunite with him soon.