In the face of solemnity, Xu Xingguo really had no choice.

From the recruit to the present, growing up together in the barracks, being a recruit egg together, going to the teaching team together, going to the training team together, and then going to the special forces together.

If you want to say that there is such a thing as fate in the world, this is fate.

If you want to say that there is such a fatalism as revenge in the past life and revenge in the future, then solemnly and absolutely believe that he had an unspeakable injustice with Lao Xu in his previous life.

The solemn temper is also stubborn, and once the temper comes up, he is also the master who dares to go to the house to lift the tiles.

Therefore, Xu Xingguo looked solemn and tough, and then thought about his current situation - if things get bigger, it will be the most unfavorable for himself.

"Solemn, I'm not going to fight you."

His tone softened.

"I just want to ask you for a favor, you helped me carry the log before, I thank you, but you are a good person to do it to the end, can you help me again?"

Solemnity is the character of eating soft and not hard.

As soon as I saw that Xu Xingguo's tone was soft, he was also soft.

"Lao Xu, it's not that I can't get along with you, but ......"

He felt that he had to make it clear to Xu Xingguo, and he didn't want to make trouble with Xu Xingguo to the point of seeing each other like enemies.

They are all comrades-in-arms who scoop up food in a pot, and they are all brothers who can live and die together, who wants to go that far?

"But I can't watch you get along with yourself, I wonder if you're too paranoid about your damn officer dreams? What happened to being an officer? Is it so good to be an officer? If you don't become an officer, you can't be a good soldier......"

"Can't!" Xu Xingguo suddenly became irritable again, and interrupted solemnly and categorically: "If you can't, you can't!" You solemnly don't understand, you know a fart! You don't know me at all, and you don't understand me! Don't compare me to you! There is no comparison between me and you! Have you ever walked 10 kilometers to school? Have you ever tried eating salt beans as a vegetable five days a week!? You don't! Your family is a cadre family, living in the city, and you have never suffered since you were a child! You haven't suffered! If you don't go home as an officer, you will also have a work arrangement, you can go to a government unit, and you can easily live the rest of your life! What about me? If I can't become an officer, at least I have to become a volunteer, and if I can't become a volunteer, I will go back to the mountains to cultivate the fields and repair the earth! ”

The more he spoke, the more agitated he became, his chest rising and falling violently, the corners of his eyes reddening, and tears glistening.

The solemnity was shaken.

He suddenly sadly discovered that he and Xu Xingguo were indeed not the same kind of people.

Between himself and Xu Xingguo, there is an invisible and intangible, two people with completely different backgrounds, neither in thought nor concept, can achieve perfect unity.

That's right, this may be the invisible class.

Even if everyone wears military uniforms, eats the same pot of rice, sleeps under the same roof, and sings the song "comrades-in-arms are like brothers", even if everyone's feelings are so deep, they still can't have the same values and worldview.

These are all bit by bit, they are all gathered into a tower of sand, and they have been imprinted in their bones since childhood.

He walked over and gently slapped his hand on Xu Xingguo's arm.

Xu Xingguo lowered his head and sobbed.

Zhuang Zhuang felt very uncomfortable in his heart, took a breath, and said, "I admit that I don't understand you, but I know what you're thinking, and I don't dare to say that my words must be right, but aren't we saying the same old words?" Stay in the green mountains and don't be afraid of no firewood. If your body collapses, what's the use of you being an officer? ”

Xu Xingguo was silent for a long time, raised his head, put away his tears, and said firmly: "Solemn, everyone has ideals and dreams. My dream is to be an officer, I dream that I can wear an officer's uniform, return to my hometown, stand in front of my parents and neighbors, I want not only to leave the mountains, I want to be a man's glory! ”

"This study abroad training is an opportunity for me. I know how you will convince me, you will tell me, Xu Xingguo, you can still be admitted to the military academy in the future, with your conditions, it is not easy to sign a non-commissioned officer? ”

"Yes, I don't deny that you have a point in saying that. But since I was a child, I knew that I had to seize every opportunity in my life. I'm not you, you missed a chance, you still have a lot of chances, I missed a chance, maybe I won't have a chance again in this life! ”

Zhuang Zhuang couldn't help but interrupt him: "As long as you stay in the army, with your military quality, how can you have no chance?"

"Really?" Xu Xingguo said: "Then at least I have to be able to stay, right?" Let's not talk about anything else, let's just talk about your instrument master back then, Zhu DE Kang. Is his training bad? Is his military bad? And finally? After being a soldier for so many years, in the last year, he tried to raise pigs and wanted to get a third-class merit, did he get it? Is it dry? ”

"Let's talk about our old troops, the Eighth Company, which one is not screaming in the third battalion? If you analyzed it back then, you would say that there was nothing wrong with their promotion to battalion commander instructor, right? And finally? One adaptation, it's all over. The company commander went to the local armed forces department, and the instructor was transferred to the second-line troops...... Does it make sense for you to use your theory to tell them? ”

"There's more, did the old fool think that he would be sacrificed? The seventh member of the teaching team can't look past it if it weren't for God, and in the end, because Lu Yuan has not met a retirement once in ten years, he has already taken off his cockade and taken off his military uniform to go back to farming! You tell them your 'taken for granted' theory! ”

In the past, he played lipsticks, quarrels and the like, and solemnity definitely won.

This time the contest was solemn but speechless.

That's right......

There are so many people, so many things, so many old squad leaders and company commanders in the army, and it seems that their own set of big truths can't be explained.

For Xu Xingguo, it is his life.

If you don't let him fight, it will be equivalent to cutting off his way of life.

Everything is so cruel.

Even soldiers have to face a lot of cruelty is truth and life.

Iron-clad soldiers, whether they are soldiers or officers, also have to face changeable realities.

solemnly found that he was really unconvinced by Xu Xingguo today.

But seeing Xu Xingguo risk his death to participate in the selection was so unbearable.

What a dilemma!

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The fourth update.

Guys, it's worth it, right? The seven senses are okay, right?

Seeing the previous chapter reviews, they are all guessing Xu Xingguo's future and final destination.

I looked at the chat logs and chapter reviews in the group, and what I wanted to say was - don't guess! You can't guess!! Can't guess! Can't guess!