Chapter 158: Reminiscence
Nuan Jin's smile was particularly detached, which made Cen Run feel uncomfortable, people are so strange, when Nuan Jin treated him intimately, he looked forward to being alienated from each other, in order not to burden her, but when Nuan Jin did this, he felt unbearable heartache.
He is so difficult to ride a tiger and in a dilemma, which makes him a little delirious.
"That'll be fine."
"This palace is naturally good, this palace still has to live well, and I have to send it to hell with my own hands to the murderer who poisoned the mother and concubine of this palace."
Nuan Jin gritted his teeth a little when he said it, and stared at Cen Run intently, which made him feel a chill in his heart: "If the queen mother is really poisoned, I believe the emperor will not stop there." ”
He was quite a bit of a Tai Chi player, and Nuan Jin was not annoyed, and smiled: "What Manager Cen said is true." ”
"Princess Yan, the emperor invites you in." Bingwen peeked at the two of them in the back for a while, and he didn't dare to step forward, but he finally got a gap, so he stepped forward to interrupt the two.
Nuan Jin glanced at Cen Run again, and then turned around and walked into the hall.
The front hall of the Qiande Palace is not bright, the emperor does not let the palace lamp be burned, it is so eerie, it looks creepy, but fortunately, Nuan Jin has long been used to it, and in the past three years, the Qiande Palace has always been like this.
She walked inside, and saw that the emperor was not in the front hall, it looked like he was in the second room, and she turned around again before finally seeing the emperor's figure in the second room.
He was standing in front of the table, looking at a pair of ink and water, even if it was so far away, Nuan Jin knew that the painting was the year when the emperor found the queen, and asked the painter to paint the two of them together.
The couple in the painting is only about 20 years old, high-spirited and at ease, and they are really talented men and women.
This painting of the emperor has been preserved, especially since the death of the empress, and he will often take it out and look at it carefully, and it will be half a day at a glance, and sometimes he will not feel hungry when he forgets the time of eating.
The emperor is getting thinner and thinner, and his spirit is sluggish, and the queen's death has finally become his fatal blow.
"The son invites his father to be safe, and his father is blessed with gold."
When the emperor heard the voice, he finally looked away from the painting, looked up, and saw that it was Nuan Jin who responded: "Get up." ”
"Thank you, Father." Nuan Jin got up and slowly came to his father's side, sure enough, the emperor was indeed in a daze at the painting, Nuan Jin frowned, she came to ask An this time with the commission of the imperial grandmother, no one can persuade the emperor at the moment, even the imperial grandmother said two words were pushed back by the emperor, the emperor has always ruled the world with filial piety, so rude to the queen mother, so that the queen mother was really surprised for several days.
Later, I analyzed with several concubines that the emperor was crazy, and remembered the harsh criticism of the queen mother to the queen, and hated it, so this time I wanted to make a stumbling block for the queen mother.
The queen mother stroked her chest and called it a bad fate, but the emperor didn't even give the queen mother's face, so who would dare to put a beak in the concubines in the palace?
Fortunately, no matter how angry the queen mother is, she can't ignore the emperor, this country is their Lou's country, if the emperor is so depressed, I am afraid that the following officials will not let go of the emperor, one person and one spit is enough to drown the emperor, she has no way, she can only find a warm brocade to think about it, after all, it is the daughter of the emperor and the queen, it is not good to roll it out.
Nuan Jin thought of the queen mother's complaint with a handful of snot and tears in front of her, and she was very embarrassed, but Yi Zhi was embarrassed, and she still came hard.
"In this picture, the mother looks very young."
In the painting, the first queen is dressed in a precious dress, standing beside the emperor, her expression is graceful and indifferent, but she is magnificent, you don't need to guess to know that the two of them first ascended the throne and the queen, admired by thousands of people, how high-spirited.
The emperor nodded, his eyes softened and softened: "You look like you in your early twenties, not a few years older than you now, and your mother just returned to the palace that year, and she was still messing with me." "Even such a trivial matter that is not worth mentioning is enough for the emperor to remember for a long time.
I was only five years old that year, and I saw my mother for the first time in my impression, and the years after that were all beautiful.
Nuan Jin sighed: "Father, this matter is not for the sons and daughters to ask, but the imperial grandmother is very worried about you." ”
When the emperor heard this, his eyes were cold: "The empress dowager sent you?" ”
"Although the imperial grandmother entrusted the son-in-law, but the son-in-law is really worried about you, if the queen mother is still here, I won't want you to spoil your ...... so much"
At the mention of the empress, the emperor immediately withered, and he paused for a long time before he said, "Sit down." ”
Nuan Jin blessed his body, and sat on the soft couch in front of the window with the emperor.
The emperor played with a Bodhi bracelet in his hand: "I have always felt tired lately, and I always want to take a good rest. ”
"My father is working state affairs, and he should also pay attention to his body, if his body is not happy, call the imperial doctor to take a look, right?"
The emperor shook his head: "In the past three years, I have limited time to worry about state affairs, and most of them have been handed over to the crown prince, who is calm and calm, which makes me very relieved." ”
The emperor said this, but Nuan Jin heard something else, she was a little worried: "My father is in the prime of life, and it is good to train the prince, but Nanchen Kingdom still needs my father." ”
"I understand what you are worried about, and I say from the bottom of my heart, since the death of your mother, I have been extremely tired of this square city, thinking about the time when I lived with your mother and concubine in the market when I was young, I think it is very beautiful, but it is a pity that I have an identity, and I have no one who accompanied me back then."
Nuan Jin looked at the emperor's world-weary appearance, and really felt dangerously tight: "Father, although the sons and daughters are also sad about the death of the queen mother, you must think about it." ”
"You think I'm going to kill myself?" The emperor squinted at Nuan Jin.
"Son, son, son, just afraid that the father and the emperor will not cherish their own body."
The emperor sighed and leaned back, a bit of self-defeating decadence: "I really want to accompany your mother, she is lying alone in the underground palace, and I don't know if she will be lonely." ”
The emperor's words made Nuan Jin a little sad, and he didn't miss his mother.
"It's just that I am the king of a country, even if my heart is full of your mother, I can't do such a bastard thing as self-destruction, so how will future generations comment on me? They can't see my affection, but what they see is my children's affection and the waste of state affairs. ”
"Later generations will say, why should my father care."
"I naturally don't care, but the queen mother cares, and the ancestors also care." The emperor looked sideways at Nuan Jin, "Nuan Jin, my identity has bound me all my life, your mother persuaded me not to be the emperor back then, and wandered the world with her, now I really regret not being at the beginning." ”
Nuan Jin listened sentimentally: "It's been three years since my father, and now that the filial piety period of the queen mother has passed, you should also come out, and life still has to go on." ”
"Can't get out." The emperor's eyes were far away, and everywhere he looked was the shadow of the queen, "There is the shadow of your mother everywhere in this palace, and I can think of her wherever I go." ”
Nuan Jin felt so hurt that she couldn't do anything, what her father said was right, all the world could see was how he killed and wasted his life because of a woman, but no one ever understood that he was just a husband who died and loved him.
After that, the emperor said some miscellaneous things about the past with the queen, and people could see that they were tired, and Nuan Jin was not good to continue to disturb, so they had to squat down and retire after careful advice.
When he walked to the palace gate, he seemed to hear the emperor's faint whisper: "Even if I go to accompany her, she may not be happy, maybe she is waiting for others." ”
Nuan Jin sighed, didn't stop long, and walked out of the main hall.
"Master, how is the emperor?" Tao Tao was waiting for Nuan Jin outside the Qiande Palace, and when he saw her come out, he hurriedly picked her up.
Nuan Jin's face was sad: "It's not a sentence or two that can be comforted, let's go to the prince to take a look." ”
Tao Tao answered, and walked in the direction of the East Palace with Nuan Jin.
The atmosphere in the East Palace was almost depressed to the extreme, and the prince's temperament became more and more silent, and his eyebrows always seemed to be slightly frowned, which made people feel scared when they saw it.
returned to the eunuch in charge of the prince's side, and the elder saw that Nuan Jin was coming, so he couldn't wait to greet him.
"The good master of the slave can be regarded as looking forward to you."
Tao Tao raised his eyebrows: "What do you say?" ”
"It's not our master yet." Returning to the inner hall and looking at the "day and night of the criticism, the body is going to be burned, to say a big disrespectful word, our emperor does not cherish the master too much, he is an old man by himself, but it hurts the prince." ”
Nuan Jin really feels a headache, Lao Tzu and his son are like this, it is really helpless: "Father, you dare to arrange it, be careful of your skin!" ”
Returned to his neck and shrunk: "The slave lost his words, it's really because I'm worried about the master, princess, go in and take a look." ”
Nuan Jin nodded: "There's no need to pass it on, the palace will go in by yourself." ”
Nuan Jin entered the front hall, saw that the prince was sitting in front of the desk to review the folds, Yan Hehuan was waiting aside, and when he saw Nuan Jin coming, he was slightly stunned: "Your Highness, Princess Yan is here." ”
The prince finally raised his head from a large pile of twists and turns, and when he saw the warm brocade, he rarely showed a smile: "Why are you here?" ”
"Sister, please say hello to Your Highness."
The prince raised his hand and let Nuan Jin sit over.
Nuan Jin obediently sat beside the prince, looking at the mountains of folds and frowning: "This father is a little ruthless." ”
The prince didn't care, and his phoenix eyes were slightly red: "This is also a good opportunity to train me." ”
It just so happened that Nuan Jin came, and the prince could also loosen up, he turned his somewhat sour neck: "I haven't been to see you for a few days, how are you doing?" ”
"Sister Chen's sister is not still the same, there is nothing good or bad."
The prince was silent for a while: "Today is out of the filial piety period, we can't live in the past forever." ”
Nuan Jin smiled lightly: "You can't just say this to your sister." ”