Chapter Seventy-Four: Indebtedness

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I said, "I'm going to pay homage to him, but now you don't have any worries, and what reason do you have to stop me?" ”

Sun Quan said: "The dead are dead, what are you still doing to pay tribute to him?" ”

I wanted to cry without tears, dropped my sword and walked towards him, pointed my trembling fingers at him, and scolded: "Sun Quan, you tear down every inch of my bones, step on every inch of my flesh and blood and discarded children to stabilize your Jiangdong, this is what you call brother and sister love, I am your sister!" Are we brothers and sisters with the same father and mother? If you let me marry me, I will marry, you let me come back, I must come back, you ask me to give up my child, I must do it, but do you know, I am a woman after all, after all, I can't be like you men, desperate, give up everything, I still can't help you become a hegemon after all, I still can't become Sun Ren on the battlefield after all, I can't become him, I can't become him. ”

My voice got louder and louder, and finally I was so angry that I collapsed to the ground, "Now that he's dead, let me go to the river to burn some paper money and give him away!" ”

"When everyone is dead, why bother yourself?"

"After all, we are married and married, so it can be regarded as an end! Let me give him a ride at the end? ”

"It's over...... Sun Quan laughed.

"He Liu Bei became the emperor and didn't even leave you a title or title, and you still have a lingering affection for him?"

I looked at him stunned and said firmly, "If I can't get out of here today, then let me die here...... ”

As I spoke, I pulled the knife out of my sleeve and slashed it towards my neck.

Sun Quan's eyes were quick and his hands were quick, and as soon as he grasped the blade with one hand, the blood slashed along the blade across the tip of the knife, falling drop by drop, and landing silently.

His mind was not clear, he looked at me in a daze, and said for a while: "Okay, the second brother will let you go, don't do stupid things again." ”

He compromised......

He really compromised this time, and if he could compromise like this time, how good it would be to spare my child's life!

Now, I have no hope, nothing left......

Sun Quan's hand has been held on the blade, and he has not dared to let go, for fear that I will do something stupid again, so he wiped his neck in front of him.

In this way, how did he explain to his dead father and mother, and how to be worthy of his brother's dying request.

And I, seeing Sun Quan's hands bleeding, turned a blind eye......

I slowly let go of the handle of the knife and strode away without hesitation, lest he come up with some ridiculous reason to stop me and leave me behind.

I rode a horse and galloped to the riverside, placing Liu Bei's favorite melon and fruit desserts and burning paper money......

I babbled and muttered to him, "This is the last thing I can do for you in this life, I know that I owe you something in my life, I don't know if you will forgive me if you die!" Finally, I will send you a cheng, our fate in this life is over, we return to the bridge, the road returns, each is fine, but you are not cold over there! Have you ever thought about me. ”

I laughed out loud when I said these nonsensical words......

I know that you won't come back, and waiting for you is far away, but I am so stupid and willing to wait for you.

I wasn't happy when I was with you, but I wasn't happy when I left you, I'm not a very contradictory person, I haven't figured it out, and I can't figure it out what kind of person I am.

Liu Bei, I have never loved you, but you have never left my heart......

Liu Bei, I can't exchange the country, I can't exchange love, I can't exchange your trust, I can't exchange your support, I just feel that I have failed in this life.

What else do I have, what is left, I thought about it, then I will give you back my life, okay?

Liu Bei died, and my heart sank, as if I went with him.

He is alive, my life is still alive, there is still hope, there is hope......

In my heart, as long as he is alive, I will definitely be able to escape, leave Soochow, and leave the place that makes me miserable.

It's just because my relatives really hurt me, and now, my hope is gone, and my life has come to an end.

I no longer have a reason to live, a hope to live, a meaning to live......

I wondered, if I walked down the Yangtze River, would I be closer to you, and would I find you......

Saying that, I broke away and ordered all the maids around me to go back, and promised them to marry.

In the future, you don't have to serve by your side anymore, you don't have to practice anymore, and you don't have to go out to fight with me anymore, suffering from hunger and cold, and fighting day and night.

You can live a beautiful twilight, a strong man in the sad autumn, and a happy life.

The maids wept one after another, thinking that I was sad that Liu Bei had died.

I ordered them not to cry, I had already written the letter in advance, and it is estimated that it has already reached Sun Quan's hands at this time.

I told Sun Quan that they were allowed to marry, not allowed to stay in Xiyuan, and not allowed to embarrass them.

They have been with me for so long, but they have never lived like women.

They wear men's clothes every day, and they cut their hair, and I have deprived them of their freedom and deprived them of their women's bodies.

When they are coming, they should find a good place to go and a good place to return, and it is not in vain for them to fight with me and fight on the battlefield.

My dear sisters, I am one step ahead, life is slow, you must cherish it.

I jumped into the river, I slowly sank, slowly fell, the weather in April, why is the river so cold!

There were many tears, tears that refused to be shed before death, tears that did not dry up, were scattered by the river, and the pink velvet silk flowers on the head were also washed away by the river.

I fell as the silk flower slowly floated to the surface......

I struggled to earn it, trying to find the silk flower, but it drifted farther and farther, drifted farther and farther, this was given to me by Liu Bei, how could it leave......

Liu Bei said that he rushed to make silk flowers that took several days and nights to make, and this pink and tender silk flower was worn on my hair and temples and matched me very well.

Over the years, I have taken it off and put it on, but I was always reluctant to leave it and sealed it, and now it is gone on its own......

I struggled to run to the hairpin that floated into the distance, and then Liu Bei came from afar, and he stood in the distance and looked at it from afar, smiling.

He walked slowly and came to my side, he hugged me tightly, and the cold river seemed to have a temperature and warmed up.

He looked at me and asked with a smile: "I finally found you, I've been looking for you for so long, and I'm tired and tired of looking for you...... ”

Yes......

We finally found each other, no more resistance, no more separation, no more swords.

He took me on a leisurely swim in the river......

For a long time, Ah Lan never found me, she shouted again and again, screamed again and again, if she could go back to the past, Ah Lan would definitely help the county lord leave.

However, where did life come from, Ah Lazy looked at the silk flowers that the county lord came out to wear today on the river not far away, she was in her heart, and she smiled "hehe......

The county lord is gone, how can he leave it!

Ah lazy jumped down and threw himself into the river......

A few days later, nearly 100 maids also threw themselves into the river and followed the county lord......

Sun Shangxiang died, Sun Quan knew that he owed this youngest sister in this life, and it was he who single-handedly ruined her happiness, her marriage, and her life.

Sun Quan felt guilty and blamed himself for not having her sister die at such a young age, leaving him with great regret.

However, if he was given another chance to choose, he would still do so, just because she was Sun Quan's sister.

It is the county lord of Eastern Wu who can conquer and fight, and he can't let the women of the Sun family support Liu Bei and consolidate other people's country.

He can't do it, he is distressed and helpless, and we can't be the master in troubled times.

Xiang'er, everything you did for the Sun family is in your heart, don't blame the second brother, the second brother can't help it.

The second brother wants to live with the Sun family, and the second brother must abandon you......

The second brother knows that you are a strong woman, different from other women, but the second brother didn't expect you to leave in this way, do you want the second brother to feel guilty for the rest of your life?

is really a vicious sister, you hate the second brother so much!

The second brother doesn't ask for your forgiveness, but only asks you not to hate the second brother......

Sun Quan knew that he owed too much to this sister, and soon after, he ordered someone to build an ancestral temple, which was respected by later generations as the temple of Ji Niangniang......