The wind of that night was unusually gentle, thinking that I had met two such beautiful people, lingering and sympathetic attachment around them, and then slowly holding up the woman's broken hair, tactfully tugging at the heartstrings.

Cen Run frowned, he rarely smiled when he didn't smile, because he was used to being the chief manager, his smile was like his mask, whether he was happy or sad, he was not used to expressing his true feelings for a long time.

So when he looks like this, Nuan Jin will feel heartache and want to smooth his eyebrows, at least bring him a little warmth.

"Jin Xiaowang also said so?"

"Hmm." Nuan Jin nodded, "But he seems to be joking, and he hasn't mentioned it since, why do you all ask like this?" ”

Cen Run knew that Jin Xiangrong and her family affairs had not reached her ears, so she didn't know why: "Does the princess like him?" If you were to marry to Nanling, would you be willing? ”

Nuan Jin felt that he was a little strange: "I like Jin Xiangrong very much, that's because he is a very interesting person, but shouldn't marrying someone be love?" If I like someone, I have to marry him, then I like my brother, Tao Tao, and Master, can I still marry them? ”

Cen Run couldn't help laughing: "But the princess will always get married." ”

Nuan Jin was noncommittal: "Then I will also marry the person I love." ”

When she said this, Cen Run felt that there was nowhere to escape, he was excited, and he felt that a heart was completely melted away, spreading to all his limbs, making his whole person feel warm.

Nuan Jin pointed to a locust tree by the 'Qiaoxi' lake: "Do you remember that tree?" ”

Cen Run looked at her fingertips: "Of course I remember." ”

The two walked over, Nuan Jin squatted down, and searched for a long time on the trunk before excitedly saying: "Found it, found it!" ”

Cen Run bent down and looked at the words carved on the trunk, a run word and a phonetic word, and a ruyi was carved crookedly in the middle of the two words, and a Xuanzi was engraved on the top of the ruyi.

That was when they were young, Nuan Jin was punished for always being mischievous, Cen Run felt sorry for her, so she suffered for him, lying that it was her own trouble, the master knew very well what was going on at the time, but he didn't expose it, and he really beat Cen Run.

Cen Run lay on the couch for three days and couldn't move, that time Nuan Jin was frightened, and he dropped golden beans every day on his couch, Cen Run kept comforting her and said that she was fine, but seeing his weak appearance made Nuan Jin panic.

Later, Cen Run joked that if Nuan Jin really felt self-blame, then he would marry himself when he grew up to repay him.

This is just a joke, but I didn't think that Nuan Jin would be true, and after Cen Run's injury was healed, he asked Cen Run and Lou Xuanning to go to the locust tree next to the 'Qiaoxi' Lake together, and swore that he would marry Cen Run when he grew up, and in order to express his sincerity, he also carved the names of several people on the trunk as proof, and took Lou Xuanning with him, saying that he would be their matchmaker in the future.

Later, so many things happened, and when I entered the palace, my identity changed, and the promise I made as a child became a joke that could never be attained.

Cen Run jumped out of the memories, and saw Nuan Jin looking at him, his eyebrows were green, with a little shyness, and his cheeks were red drunk: "Senior brother, I have never forgotten the promise I made back then." ”

This is the deepest secret in his heart, and for more than ten years, he has never dared to fantasize about it, nor dare to say it, it should be all the good things of the past, ready to be buried in the blood and brought into the coffin. Now, Nuan Jin told him so seriously, which overwhelmed him, and it was more of an unspeakable pain.

"Princess......" Cen Run's voice was hoarse, as if he was trying his best to suppress his emotions.

"Senior brother, after so many years, our story has changed and changed, and our identities have changed and changed, I thought it was different from the past, but you have always been by my side, whether it is in the Splendid Mountain, or in the Imperial City, you are there.

"I know that I have done some ridiculous things in the past, and I am not qualified to explain anything now, but I want to be with you all the time, I didn't lie to you, and I am not impulsive, my brother has already told me about the stakes of this matter, I have thought about everything, but it is a matter of life and death, I am a princess, I can't be so selfish, I love you, but I am afraid that you will die."

Nuan Jin said very pitifully, Cen Run also understood that a eunuch, a princess, just listening to it can understand the impossible, but sometimes things just happen, she loves him, why not herself? But he can't say it and doesn't dare to say it, this is a capital crime, he is not afraid of death, but he is afraid of how much criticism she will suffer if she is left behind.

Cen Run looked at her gently, his eyes were extremely shallow, and he could see the bottom at a glance, there was a calm, like an autumn lake, even if there were ripples, it was just a very light ripple, rippling layer by layer, he said: "Princess, the universe is desolate, it is the distance between you and me......"

He had indescribable feelings for her, and no one was more bitter than he was, and he had a hundred reasons to be with her, but a thousand lamentations that he had to do. No one can love her more than herself, she was less than a year old when we first met, and after more than ten years, she has long been deeply in her own blood and bones, but what can she do?

Seeing her, he still had to call himself a "minion......

"So what?" Nuan Jin's eyes were red, she was still a little disappointed, the feelings of her little daughter, I hope he can be fearless of life and death, I hope he can move forward bravely, when he hesitated, she felt that maybe he didn't love himself so much, "Don't you dare?" You're scared of death, aren't you? We'll never be able to be together, can we? ”

Cen Run could see the disappointment in Nuan Jin's eyes, he didn't know what to say, he wanted to stroke her hair, but in the end he just held his eyebrows and suppressed all his feelings, he was very used to this feeling, he had never gained anything in his life, he was used to losing people, it didn't matter if he was one more or less time: "There are benefits of not being together...... In the future, wherever you go, you will know that there are minions who remember you and read you...... Willing to fight hard for you, even if you die, it's nothing ......"

Nuan Jin cried very sadly, as if the treasure she had been missing disappeared again after being lost and recovered. Cen Run looked down at her, his phoenix eyes were full of sadness, what could he say?

Tell her that in fact, he is also in love with her, earlier than her, and deeper than her? But what's the use of that? It is useless to say it except to add pain and helplessness.

It's better to be like this, hurt her feelings, cry for a few days, and after recovering, she will still be the worry-free princess, which is better than going on like this.

Cen Run knelt down and squatted down, clasped and clenched with both hands, and finally did not hug her into his arms: "Princess, you are still young and have never met anyone, so you look at the slave because the right person has not yet appeared, and when you meet one day, you will find that the love you once had for the slave is just sympathy." The minions really don't want to see you sink like this, and they don't want you to regret your choice one day in the future. ”

The more he said this, the more Nuan Jin felt heartache, did he have to go through such a catastrophe to love someone?

Nuan Jin turned her head and looked at Cen Run with hazy teary eyes, his eyes were full of helplessness and sadness, which made her feel even more painful, the surroundings were so quiet, as if everything in the world was asleep, only the two of them remained.

For a moment, her mind was a little hot, and then in Cen Run's unprepared eyes, she gently kissed him on the lips.