A few days later, Qin Mubai and Princess Gaoyang set off with Li Tao's army and rushed to Chang'an.

Before the verdict, Princess Gaoyang was still charged with a "court offender", so Li Tao had no choice but to do business, "invited" her to the Chinese army, dedicated a few maids to serve, and sent some sergeants to guard.

As soon as she left the territory of Dengzhou, Princess Gaoyang suffered a serious illness, and she was groggy all day long, her breath was weak, her face was yellow, and her spirit was sluggish. When I woke up, the tea and rice were not fragrant, and I slept and yelled in my sleep.

The military doctors and famous doctors and doctors have all come to see it, but the effect is not great. In the end, they said that Her Royal Highness Princess Gaoyang was suffering from a heart disease, and the medicine was useless, so she had to use the medicine to treat her.

Human life is about it, if the princess goes wrong again, Li Tao can't afford it. At this time, he had no choice but to break the rules, invited Qin Mubai's "heart medicine", and asked him to take care of Princess Gaoyang with him.

Seeing that the little beauty who used to be lively and cute and smart has turned into a wilted daylily, Qin Mubai's heart is not sour. So I didn't care about any evasive gossip, and I took care of Princess Gaoyang's car driving account all day and night. All the tea should be handled by the maid, and they will be fed by themselves. Tongxiao Dadan waited by her side, talked to her to relieve her boredom, and explained to her.

A few days later, Princess Gao Yang recovered. Although he was still depressed, his condition had improved significantly.

Qin Mubai knew that Gao Yang was really heartbroken this time, and he hurt his heart. As early as a few months ago, when she was still in Xiangzhou, when she heard that Li You and Yin Hongzhi had kidnapped Qin Mubai with the intention of rebelling, she was already in great pain, but she had been pretending to be strong and endured without having a seizure, and she was still trying to redeem it. Then, the two brothers and sisters traveled thousands of miles to Chang'an, but they were abducted in front of the Xuanwu Gate of Daming Palace, and returned thousands of miles back to Dengzhou. Then, she was placed under house arrest, went on hunger strike for several days, and witnessed the tragic death of Li You and Yin Hongzhi under the gate of Xiangcheng......

In other words, if he is a strong and hard-hearted man, I am afraid that he will not be able to withstand so much fatigue and torture, let alone Princess Gaoyang, who is weak and slender?

"Ling'er, after returning to Beijing, no matter what, even if there is a big event, I will accompany you well until you return to your former appearance." Qin Mubai said to Princess Gaoyang.

Princess Gaoyang snuggled in his arms, closed her eyes and smiled shallowly: "I'm sorry, Mu Bai, I finally made you worry and make you feel distressed." ”

"Silly." Qin Mubai stroked her face and said softly, "Actually, I know that for many days, you have been pretending to be strong, trying to reduce my burden and pressure, and trying to help me bear more things. But I'd rather be on my own than see you like this, you know? Men, born destined to bear something, there is no escapability. Otherwise, why do you have such wide shoulders? ”

Princess Gaoyang wrapped her arms around Qin Mubai's waist, shrunk her head into his arms, and said softly, "I'm so useless." It's true. Compared to Mei Niang, I'm really useless. ”

Qin Mubai smiled helplessly: "Why did you suddenly talk about this?" ”

"It was." Princess Gao Yang said, "Do you remember that I had an agreement with Mei Niang? ”

"Well, what's wrong?"

"Actually, our agreement is very simple. That is, if we both end up marrying you, I will be the main mother on the outside, and she will be the wife on the inside. Princess Gao Yang smiled a little shyly and said, "Also, no matter what, we don't want you to have more troubles and troubles because of our affairs." Do what we can for both of us to help you take some of the stress off your shoulders. ”

Qin Mubai couldn't help but smile and said, "Since we are a family, we should advance and retreat together with blessings and misfortunes." In fact, if three people share one happiness, there will be three happiness; One point of trouble is shared among the three people, and there is only one-third left. Got it? ”

"After going through this, I understand." Princess Gao Yang nodded very seriously and said, "After arriving in Dengzhou, I once felt really desperate and helpless, and I thought about it day and night and hoped that you would appear by my side. At that time, I thought that it would be good if Mu Bai was here at this time. He must have a way. Truly, I've never needed you so much as I did back then. I felt my own incompetence, and all my pretense of strength and competence was shattered. Mu Bai, am I really useless? ”

"It's not. You are strong and courageous. Qin Mubai said, "Everyone will have times when they are weak and powerless, and I have felt like this." Whenever this happens, I feel like I'm useless. It's like when I was under the city of Xiangcheng and witnessed King Qi taking poison. At the time, I also felt that I was incompetent. It's as if I can't control everything. All I could do was watch many things go in the direction I least wanted to see. ”

"It's frustrating, isn't it?"

"Yes." Qin Mubai nodded, "In life, there is always so much helplessness. ”

Princess Gaoyang's body trembled slightly, and she hugged Qin Mubai tighter.

"Mu Bai, I suddenly have a fear."

"Afraid of what?"

"If at that time, I was afraid in my heart, gave up, and gave in...... Am I unable to lie in your arms today? Princess Gao Yang closed her eyes and muttered, "I admire my stupid simplicity and stubbornness at that time." In other words, if I were today, I am afraid that I would have chosen to report myself at that time, and maybe I would have really agreed to marry my father to Tibet...... It's scary! ”

Qin Mubai twisted his brows lightly, and said secretly: It seems that this incident has left sores on Princess Gaoyang's heart. She has become a little unconfident and insecure.

In fact, it's not just Princess Gaoyang, people, who is not like this?

After rolling in this earthly world for a long time, seeing too much and hurting a lot, he gradually became indifferent, timid, sleek and sophisticated. lost the sharpness and courage of the newborn calf, and was replaced by gains and losses and thinking about the future. Or it can be called maturous and steady.

Especially at the age of Princess Gaoyang, growing up is like a transformation for her. Peel off the old skin and put on a new outfit.

Every transformation is like a new birth.

And every time it transforms, it is so bloody.

At the beginning of human beings, whether they are good or evil, they grow up in such a transformation, and there is a difference between character and life.

It's just that Princess Gaoyang's transformation is too vigorous. Such a series of upheavals and tragedies happened to her.

This may make her soul have a strength and resilience that ordinary people can't match, and a maturity and rationality that her peers can't match, so that she can break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly. Or perhaps, it will completely crush her, so that she will go to the extreme of self-abandonment or something else.

In other words, Princess Gaoyang at this time is actually very "dangerous". Either break out of the cocoon and become a butterfly, or, go to the extreme.

So along the way, Qin Mubai tried all her strength, and kept giving her all kinds of ideas to relieve her emotions and release her soul. In his previous life, when he was idle and had nothing to do, Qin Mubai read a lot of inspirational books similar to "Carnegie". Although it is not necessary to copy it to Princess Gaoyang, it finally has a conceptual basis, and can flexibly make up all kinds of small stories to comfort and explain Princess Gaoyang.

In this way, thousands of miles away, half a month trip, Qin Mubai incarnated as "Mr. Teaching", and Princess Gaoyang became the only student, listening to him tell all kinds of stories, and imperceptibly accepting Qin Mubai's "brainwashing".

"Legend has it that there was a man who always wanted to know what the difference between heaven and hell was. Why do people always say that hell is so terrible and painful, and heaven is the pure land of bliss. Later, the gods invited his soul out and took him to Hell for a visit. ”

"When this man went to hell, he found that there was no legendary ox-headed horse noodles and a knife mountain and a sea of fire oil pot. Instead, each soul sat at a very large table filled with all sorts of delicious foods. But none of them had hands. Their hands have become long, thin chopsticks. They can use the chopsticks to pick up food, but they can't put it in their mouths. Therefore, every soul is hungry, and his face is yellow and thin, and his face is sad. So, hell is full of hungry wails and painful moans, full of helplessness and sighs. ”

Then the man went to heaven. He found that the conditions here were very similar to those of hell. Everyone's hands turned into extremely slender chopsticks, and the center of the huge table was filled with food. But they were all singing and dancing happily, and there was a lot of joy and joy here. Later, he found that the people here used chopsticks to pick up food and feed each other. That way, everyone will be well fed. ”

"I see, Mu Bai!" Princess Gaoyang's bright eyes were full of wisdom, and she smiled, "In the future, if I have something, I will not hide it from you, and I will tell you as soon as possible if I need help; Similarly, if you have a problem, be sure to let me know. If there's anything I can do to help, don't hide it. We're all not allowed to be petty and selfish and pretend to be strong, okay? ”

"Of course." Qin Mubai smiled with satisfaction, "Because we are a family." ”

"Mu Bai ......"

"What?"

Princess Gaoyang looked at Qin Mubai's eyes and said calmly, "Marry me!" ”

"Good!" Qin Mubai smiled and said firmly.

Princess Gao Yang nodded and smiled, but her eyes were hazy.

"From then on, we are relatives! I will not leave you, nor will you leave me! ”

"Yes, dear." Qin Mubai gently hugged her into his arms, and said in his heart: At this moment, I am afraid that no one can understand the meaning of the word "relatives" better than Princess Gaoyang, and no one cherishes her relatives more than her.

If a wife is like this, what more can a husband ask for?

Chang'an has arrived.

Li Tao led the army to station, and first reorganized the army. Make an appointment with Qin Mubai and go to face the saint together tomorrow. Princess Gaoyang insisted that she would help Li Youlingshu with Qin Mubai and enter the palace to visit the emperor first.

The princess insisted on this, and Li Tao naturally did not want to insist.

The two of them took Li You's corpse, accompanied by several guards, and left the army camp fifteen miles outside Chang'an City, looking at Chang'an.

Qin Mubai clearly felt that every time he took a step closer to Chang'an, the expression on Princess Gaoyang's face added a trace of solemnity, and at the same time, there was more perseverance.

At this moment, the little devil who was in charge of messing around at the beginning seems to have lost his comprehensive image. Her still somewhat childish face always reveals maturity and courage beyond her age.

"Mu Bai, I've thought about it." Princess Gao Yang looked at the familiar Kyoto City and Imperial City Palace, and said calmly, "Escaping and crying are always useless. I've already thought about what I might encounter when I return to the palace later. In any case, I will be comfortable with it. My brother and uncle are gone, and I'm going to give them peace of mind in the heavens. In the future, I will live well. Be kind to your loved ones and be kind to yourself. I will cherish every day I live and cherish everything I have. ”

Qin Mubai nodded lightly and did not speak.

He understood, Ling'er, had really grown up.

Break out of the cocoon into a butterfly...... Although it hurts, after becoming a butterfly, she is more and more beautiful and moving!

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[I've been sick recently, and the update is not powerful.] Sorry for! ]