I felt a little distressed when I heard my mother's words, and I didn't know how to persuade her to understand me.

I sighed and said, "Mother, since my father died, we have left our hometown and hid in Tibet, for fear that some enemies and enemies will take the opportunity to kill our grandson's family. We are careful everywhere we go, so what can we do, in this troubled world is so chaotic, how can we be alone, my father unfortunately fell into the hands of Liu Biao, the eldest brother in order to inherit his father's will and succumbed to the hands of Yuan Shu, fortunately my father was blessed by the spirit of heaven to escape from Yuan Shu. But God does not favor the Sun family, the eldest brother was injured by the Xu Gong doorman who did not enter the stream, the eldest brother was tortured by the pain for a few days and nights, I see the eldest brother's swollen and deformed face is painful, the eldest brother is so heroic, even if he is eroded by the disease, he has never shouted a pain, my grandson's sons and daughters are all heroes, I am a girl, I will not lose to my brothers, even if I can't shine for the Sun family, I will never lose to my brothers. Now my father and brother have died unfortunately for this Jiangdong foundation, although I am a woman, I can't stay out of the world, ignore it, I want to contribute to my brothers, and die for the protection of Jiangdong's father. ”

As she spoke, my mother had tears in her eyes and shook her palm casually, hitting my face with hot pain, "You have really grown up and your wings are tough, so you don't listen to your mother, right?" Your father and brother have their destiny, you are your mother's girl, you should not be involved in it, my mother wants my girl to live a long life and live happily, you should not live in these hatreds, you have your life, you should not live for your father and brother, you know? ”

When I was so big, my mother never used her hands to beat me, and it was always my mother who used her body to shield me from the enemy's flying rockets, enemy halberds, and enemy broadswords.

No matter where I was injured, my mother would ask me first, "Did you hurt there?" ”

I was still young, and although I was scared, I was used to those scenes, never crying, just shaking my head silently.

Even if I had some flesh wounds, I never told my mother about my injuries until my mother checked my body, and my mother would hug me and cry for a while.

I can't choose when I will be born, I can't choose what kind of family I will be born in, but I can choose how I want to live.

I want to live my own life, although I can't erase the wounds in my mother's heart, and erase the pain in her heart when my father and brother died, but I can accompany my mother to suffer together.

The mother was very helpless and said, "You look like a girl!" How can you marry in the future, and see who dares to marry you. ”

I joked: "My husband will not be allowed to be an ordinary person, otherwise how can this girl marry!" Besides, I don't want to get married, how nice it would be to be by my mother's side like this forever... ”

My mother got up helplessly, picked up the neatly folded underwear on the couch and put it on for me, "You! The mouth said that you don't marry, and you will always accompany your mother, but your heart has already flown out of the clouds, and you run to a place where your mother can't see it, and your mother doesn't ask for anything else, only that you will marry in the future. ”

Listening to my mother's words, my heart ached, I snuggled in her arms and replied softly: "Don't marry, never marry, Xiang'er will always be by my mother's side, and I will be by my mother's side for a lifetime." ”

When my mother heard my words, she was a little naïve, she couldn't cry or laugh, and she stroked my hair and said helplessly: "You said stupid things... My Xiang'er has never lost to her brothers since she was a child, and she has great ambitions. ”

Saying that, her mother sighed, "Don't blame my Xiang'er for talking about children, it turns out that Xiang'er really hasn't grown up...... ”

When my mother said this, I was embarrassed to snuggle up in her arms and rub in her arms, very warm, very dependent, very comfortable, it was a comfort that I had never had for a long time, and it added a warmth, and my mother's arms were the happiest arms in my life.

Over the years, my mother's health has not been as good as before, and I often hear the maid say that she will wake up coughing in the middle of the night, and she often cries......

I didn't dare to ask my mother why she was crying, and I didn't comfort her, but I just wanted to sleep with my mother to sleep peacefully, and my mother just smiled and stroked my forehead and said that I was a laipi.

That night, I was awakened by my mother's sobs, and I rubbed Meng Song's eyes and asked my mother, "Mother is having nightmares again?" ”

Mother didn't speak, for a while, she gently softened my hair, "Mother woke you up again, it's my mother who is not good, I can always dream of your father and your eldest brother recently, maybe my mother hasn't gone to the grave to worship their father and son for a long time, and because she didn't put incense on their father and son, their father and son blamed their mother." ”

My mother laughed and said, "Why don't you go with your mother to see your father and brother tomorrow?" ”

I nodded, leaned into my mother's arms, and said coquettishly, "Mother will tell me about you and my father again?" ”