At night, Liu Bei came to my room and apologized to me.

Now I have no confidence to ask for his sin.

I sighed and looked at him with a smile, "It's not your fault, it's all my fault, it's my lack of strict management, and it's my big mistake today." ”

He took me in his arms and lowered his voice and said: "When the turmoil passes, it subsides, and I am quietly bringing them back, because my husband knows that you will have a lot less fun without them, and they will live and die with you, so I can't bear to leave my husband." ”

I pressed my face to his chest and listened to him gasp and comfort me, but I knew in my heart that they would never come back.

I don't know who is behind this conspiracy......

I believe that it is not Liu Bei, and such a method will not be used against my first woman.

I opened my mouth, and only after a while did I say: "No need, they must be more comfortable in Wu County, thank you husband for relieving me today, otherwise I really don't know how to end it." ”

He sighed, "What Mrs. said, what can be done for Mrs. is the happiest thing for Xuande, but today's things are a little wronged by you, I can't bear to think that they will return to Wu County like this, and I hope that the second brother will not blame." ”

I smiled, "What, are you afraid of the second brother?" I don't dare to do anything to the second brother with you, and it is indeed their fault first, and the second brother dares to ask you about it. ”

He stroked the hair on the back of my head, and it was very affectionate, very gentle, with affection, kindness, and warmth.

The warmth of my palm slowly seeped into my skin, making me feel uneasy.

After a while, he said: "It's true that I didn't take good care of this negligence, and I just feel sorry for my wife." ”

"I have never blamed you, it is caused by my lax management of people, and my husband does not have to excuse me."

After all this trouble, my cough became worse and worse.

He hugged me tighter and patted me on the back, the corners of his mouth curled up and he smiled......

His hand rubbed on my back, and at this moment I felt steady, rare quiet, rare comfort,

He carried me to the collapse and put me on his lap, and he tore the brocade quilt from the collapse and covered me.

He leaned against the head of the bed, his eyes closed......

After a long time, he spoke loudly, "I have always wanted to take you to see the place where our three brothers worshipped, it is very beautiful, so beautiful that you don't want to leave, where the peach blossoms are all over the mountains, and the white and flawless pear blossoms, there seems to be a dividing line between them, the east is the peach blossoms, the west is the pear blossoms, they bloom very well, very gorgeous, but the well water does not violate the river water, the flowers are similar every year, and the people are different every year." ”

He sighed and continued, "The people who enjoy the flowers are different every year, and now I want to take you to see it, but it is even more difficult."

I knew he was homesick, and it wasn't his jurisdiction.

My cheek rubbed against his leg, I patted his leg and said, "There will be a chance, my husband said that such a beautiful place, you must take me to see it in the future...... ”

His hand caressed my green silk, one at a time, very rhythmic.

"Madame is well-informed, as long as Madame does not dislike her husband's hometown, she will definitely take Madame to see, where is the most beautiful place, the best hometown. ”

I smiled as he talked about the beauty of his hometown.

I listened and listened carefully, and I didn't want to miss everything about him, from childhood to adulthood, all the experiences......

Before I knew it, I was asleep on his lap.

That night I had a long, beautiful dream in which he really took me to his hometown.

Where the mountains are full of peach blossoms and pear blossoms, they are exactly the same as he said.

The peach blossoms to the east and the pear blossoms to the west are separated from the middle, just right.

The branches of the tree are full of pink peach blossoms, and the white pear blossoms are falling, and there is no jealousy or competition between them, and they bloom very well.

I stood in the middle of the line between the two flowers, looking at them with delight.

When the wind blows, the pink peach blossoms and white pear blossoms fall one after another, which is very beautiful.

I was intoxicated, jumping and jumping merrily among them.

I looked up at the falling petals, pink and white, fluttering in the air.

Like a very vibrant, elf-like boy and girl, they instantly bewitched me, made me intoxicated, and I couldn't extricate myself from beauty.

I just looked at them stupidly, and I couldn't close my mouth when I smiled......

Suddenly, I felt like I remembered something......

I searched in a panic, "Xuande, where are you?" Xuande, where are you...... ”

I shouted his name over and over again, searched everywhere, searched and searched, and I walked out of the peach grove and into the pear grove.

He was standing under a tall and large pear blossom tree, he stood with his hands in his hands, his back to me, and he looked up at the pear blossom tree.

I shouted to him, "Xuande, why are you here?" You made it easy for me to find ...... ”

But he ignored me and stood still.

I was a little annoyed and moved him around, but it wasn't his face that I saw.

I was frightened, and I was frightened step by step, and shouted loudly, "Who are you, why are you here, do you know where Xuande has gone?" ”

I screamed in fright, "Xuande, Xuande...... ”

At this time, Ah lazy woke me up, "The county lord has a nightmare again?" ”

I sat up, rubbed my groggy head, suppressed the uneasiness in my heart, and asked, "Where did Xuande go?"

Ah lazy stretched the brocade quilt on me, "My uncle guarded the county lord here for a night, and left at dawn, and asked me not to disturb your rest, my uncle also said that the county lord has been weak recently, so I told you not to go to practice in the morning, rest more, and quickly raise your body, and my uncle will also learn martial arts with the county lord and practice swordsmanship!" ”

I smiled and shook my head, the dream had long since vanished, forgotten in the back of my mind.

At this time, I was not annoyed with him, and I hated him for sending my maid back to Soochow.

Just because I know that he is also in trouble......

In the past few days, I have been feeling a little better, and my cough is not as bad as it is, so I went to Grunhwa City.

As soon as I stepped into the city, someone whispered in the corner, "Hey, do you know? The lord has a new favorite recently, and I'm afraid that Mrs. Sun is about to fall out of favor. ”

Then I heard another maid say, "Hey! You said that Mrs. Sun is going to fall out of favor, you don't want to think about it, she is the sister of the Marquis of Jiangdong, Jingzhou and Dongwu are ostensibly the same enemy, they are a family, how can the actual lord really ally with Dongwu, and want to use a woman to tie the heart of the lord and deceive the Liu family, how can the lord really be fooled, it is all fake, and the lord favors Mrs. Sun is also for Dongwu to see. ”

Hearing this, my ears were buzzing, and I almost sat down.

Ah lazy held me up, and was about to teach the two maids a lesson, but I was busy shaking my head to stop it.

Ah lazy met with his eyes, signaling that my two maids must be severely punished in order to be majestic.

I thought about it, what the two maids said was right, it was my sincere mistake to pay......

Think about what kind of person he Liu Bei is, how could he give up his Jiangshan Sheji for the sake of my woman.

Besides, he is bent on supporting the Han family, how can I be a stumbling block to him and block his way forward!

I originally wanted to change my mood and come to live in Gwanghwaseong, but now it seems that I can't.

This is no longer the Gunhua Castle it used to be, and I whispered, "Let's go back!" ”

And so we returned to the mansion......

It was night, and I tossed and turned, unable to sleep.

I put on my cloak and went to Liu Bei's tent.

Ah Yu thought that I was going to teach Liu Bei a lesson, so he gathered all the remaining maids who had not been sent back to Wu County.

I looked at this situation and said: "You are not allowed to follow, he is my husband, it is normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines, I don't want him to sneak around like this, I am a wife, he has a woman he likes, I should settle down well, and it is not in vain that this woman is infatuated with him." ”

Ah said lazily: "County Lord, why are you so stupid!" You have just entered the door for more than two years, he has a new love, our Dongwu's face is not lost, besides, the county lord is sincere to him, for his sake, not at the expense of brothers and sisters, you and the governor are also regarded as enemies, the county lord has already betrayed his relatives, you only have him now, and only him, if he really betrays you, how can the county lord gain a foothold in Jingzhou? How do you survive the rest of your life? ”

Oh, yes......

Ah, that's right.

Even if I'm strong, I can go into battle and kill countless enemies like men, but in the end, I'm a woman after all.

After all, you have to live by your husband, and in the final analysis, you still have to count on Liu Bei's favor to survive.

Is this the life that my Sun Shangxiang has always wanted?

I broke free from the shackles, broke free from Sun Quan's control, and broke free from the fate that Zhou Yu arranged for me.

But I can't get rid of everything that Liu Bei arranged for me, what kind of fate will he arrange for me!

At the end of the day, that's the life I want?

Do you want a husband?

I just think it's ridiculous......

I didn't plan to stay in Jingzhou for long.

Now that I have betrayed Dongwu, and Liu Bei does not trust me, should I plan to leave?

Where can I go without Jingzhou......

If there is chaos today, and the people are suffering, where can I hide......

After thinking about it, I'm afraid that my place can only be the county Huacheng where Liu Bei placed me.

I turned around and walked out, and a sentence floated out behind me, "Don't follow, violators will be dealt with by military law, and they will be sent back to Soochow seriously." ”

I went to Liu Bei's barracks alone, and in this long night, I looked at the moonlight overhead.

The moon is round and big tonight, and the stars in the sky surround the envy of others.

Unconsciously, I smiled at the shining stars, and inexplicably, I didn't even give myself a reason.

On such a beautiful night, why did I come to look for Liu Bei?

I don't know what's wrong with being so sad tonight.

Think about it, it's a big deal, Liu Bei accepted a beautiful concubine, which is exactly what I originally thought of marrying him?

If you want to take a lot of beautiful concubines for him, the premise is that I also like it, and it must be a stunning beauty......

In his eyes, the beauty in his heart made him happy, and our husband and wife got along very harmoniously.

But a lot has happened in this short distance, in a short period of time.

Now, I don't think too much about his concubine......

However, if he really has the woman he likes, I will sacrifice myself to fulfill him.