120. Summation

In the spring, the rape flowers bloom all over the place, and when you leave the yard, you can see the golden splendor of the fields in the distance. Closer to it, there are a few acres of peach orchards at home, and it is also the time when the flowers bloom, occasionally mixed with a few pear trees, between pieces of charming powder, and a few clusters of snow.

Although simple and common, but after the midwinter wax moon, this scene only makes people feel fresh and transparent, any poetry and song is flattering, words can not describe this ordinary comfort.

Ru San Shui Xia Hui went back to the medical hall and the pharmacy to help, and helped. On the way, with the consent of the owner's family, a peach blossom was broken. Stepping on the fresh morning light, going to the bustling market, the crescent moon jade pendant on Ru Sanshui's waist swayed step by step.

When she arrived at the hospital, she casually inserted the peach blossoms into the vase next to the counter. Several people went in and out doing their work, and when they saw her, they all called Mrs. You.

Ru Sanshui counted the accounts of the previous day, and while he was counting, Sister Xia came out from behind, took a sieve of orange peels, and put them outside to dry in the sun.

"Did yesterday's nightshade run out and get a new one?"

Ru Sanshui asked without looking up while sorting out the accounts. Sister Xia rolled up her sleeves and began to astragalus.

"When you run out, don't worry, even if there is something that needs to be used urgently, there is something else that can be replaced. But do you still have time to come here to help? Let your Bai Zejun prepare for the happy event by himself?"

Ru Sanshui smiled: "We have a long day, don't rush these two days." I actually don't have any strong desire for this kind of thing, but he feels that once in a lifetime, he can't wronged me, he must be careful and do a big job, then let him do his work. ”

Jiang Heng was also preparing to go out at this time, taking the list he had listed, and he was going to buy the things he needed. From a distance, I saw Boshu galloping through the rape field, passing through the peach forest, and stopping sharply in front of the yard.

"What's wrong with the hurry?" Jiang Heng asked.

"There is a new trend in Luzhou, and our people have just passed the book from the pigeon. You must look at it. ”

In a small letter made of fine bamboo, there is a roll of well-known letters. Jiang Heng unfolded it, read it carefully, and his brows gradually locked.

He threw the letter back to Boshu, mounted his horse, and hurried to the infirmary.

At the entrance of the medical hall, a spotted raccoon nested in the sun, and the cat licked its paws and wiped its face. Zhongshu was helping to unload the goods, moving boxes to the shop.

Seeing Jiang Heng coming, Boshu let the door open and let Jiang Heng in. Jiang Heng's footsteps were hurried, startling the tanuki, and he went straight to Ru Sanshui.

"Ah Ru, stop, I have something to say to you. ”

Ru Sanshui put down what he was doing, looked at Jiang Heng, and waited for him to say.

Jiang Heng looked at Sister Xia, who was consulting through the curtain, and pulled Ru Sanshui to a place where there was no one next to him.

"The new leader of the Night God Sect appeared in Jurong, stole the grave and dug up the corpse, and also sucked away the spirit of many men, and now the people of Jurong County are panicking, Ruan Hongque asked us to help. ”

Ru Sanshui: "Do you know anything else?"

"We're talking about this on the way. The Cult Master of the Night God is here, and this incident is enough for us to make a trip. ”

When they learned about this in the morning, before they had lunch, Ru Sanshui and Jiang Heng packed their bags and prepared to go out.

Before going out, Ru Sanshui remembered something.

"Old Man Zheng, do you have any news?"

The old man who Shen Rongknee took in had served them, and Ru Sanshui had promised to visit them again.

Jiang Heng was silent and handed the reins to Ru Sanshui.

"Why don't you speak?"

Ru Sanshui understood, didn't take the reins, turned his head and left: "I'll go first, wait for you in Jurong." ”

After stepping out of the door, Ru Sanshui's figure was like stepping into the void, rippling and disappearing.

The street scene in Jurong is not much different from the past, but when Ru Sanshui walked by, every house was closed, and occasionally people looked through the cracks in the windows and doors.

When I came to the courtyard where I lived in the past, there were some people inside and outside, and when I saw Ru Sanshui, I automatically got out of the way.

There was a bamboo chair in the courtyard, and Ruan Hongque sat in it. Seeing that Ru Sanshui was coming, he stood up to greet him.

"I'm here to visit Elder Zheng. ”

"I know. He died a few days ago and is already buried in the backyard. I know you're going to hear that the Night God Cult is coming, waiting for you here, and want to ask you for a favor. ”

"Can I help?

"Except for this thing. I already have a grasp of the movements of the Night God Cult. ”

Ruan Hongque hesitated: "I'm waiting for you for Shen Rong's knees." ”

Ruan Hongque talked about what happened on the day he and Shen Rongjun had a discord, picked up the important things, and did not mention some specific things in the past.

"He has assisted me for so many years, and he has worked hard, although he may not be pure in my heart, I still regard him as a brother after all. Some of the words that day were too heavy, and I couldn't pull my face down to apologize. If you can, I hope you can go and tell him on my behalf, if he wants, he can come back at any time, and if there is a problem, I am still willing to help him. ”

Ru Sanshui felt that the matter between them was still settled by themselves, so he didn't plan to say anything else to Ruan Hongque, so he just brought the original words.

Ru Sanshui came to the backyard to put incense on Old Man Zheng's head, and then left and went to Shen's mansion.

It was impossible to walk through the main gate, so naturally she climbed over the wall and walked the eaves, and finally found Shen Rong's knee, she jumped down lightly and followed quietly.

It was already very dark, and after turning a corner, Ru Sanshui was pulled into the room by Shen Rong's knee who suddenly turned around.

Shen Rong kneeled closed the door and sat on the couch. Ru Sanshui said: "How did you find me? You can hear my footsteps, and your kung fu is not shallow." ”

Shen Rongknee replied indifferently: "No one in the courtyard of the Shen family wants to get close to me, and the slightest movement is not right." What are you going to do?"

Ru Sanshui was still in a hurry to find the whereabouts of the Night God Sect, so he went straight to the point: "I'll take you away, he said that he knows everything you have done for him over the years, and if you go to see him, he will still accept you." You should know where he is. ”

"Returning to Nanta...... Do you really say that?"

Shen Rongkne's eyes lit up, and she seemed to see the corners of his lips rise. But that little bit of brilliance and color dimmed in an instant.

"Grandma is going to tell me about the family, and she will come to the door tomorrow to propose. I can't stop it, and I can't stop it. ”

"Propose?"

In Ru Sanshui's impression, Shen Rongknees are always smiling in front of everyone. But if there is no one behind his back, is it really hateless and sad?

Shen Rongknees leaned hopelessly on the edge of the bed, dressed in red but without any blood: "Sanshui, over the years, I have found that this world seems to have a great fear of love. ”

"They were harsh on me, not because I didn't love women, but because I loved men. They would rather accept that I have the good of Longyang than that I have a broken sleeve love. ”

He looked at Ru Sanshui bitterly, and repeated the words: "Sanshui, do you understand? They would rather believe that I just have a habit of doing that kind of thing, rather than that I have a simple heart of admiration. They are more disgusting than disgusting that kind of thing, I love a man...... Even if I never did that before, even if I promised them to marry and have children......"

He laughed mockingly, the more he laughed, the more funny he felt, and finally laughed until he arched his body, tears falling to the ground: "Let him go, even if I escape from the Shen family, even if I go back, we have no result, so why should I be so humble again?"

The problem with this relationship is actually that it is not an equal relationship, when one person is desperately chasing after another person, and the other person is just avoiding and pushing, it is already an inappropriate relationship.

The so-called not asking for anything in return really cannot be rewarded, and once there is a little response, this oath becomes a lie. The desire to possess further becomes instinctive.

Until an equal relationship is reached, one party will subconsciously seek balance because of the original repression, and the pursued party will gradually fall into inferiority.

No matter how willing Ruan Hongque is willing to understand him, he will not allow this kind of thing to happen.

"You don't dare to try...... At least I remember that once you dared to love and hate. ”

Ru Sanshui grabbed him by the collar and stared into his eyes.