Chapter 44: Asking for but Not Wanting
When Nuan Jin first woke up, his eyes were still a little confused, and he looked a little confused. Her sudden inexplicable words made the people present stunned, Lou Xuanning didn't know why, she was the one who went on a hunger strike, and she was the one who wanted to die or live, she was fine, why did she die?
Xuan Ning blinked, raised his hand and stroked Nuan Jin's forehead again: "Aren't you stupid?" ”
His hand was warm, stroking on his forehead, inexplicably reassuring, a frightened heart had just been put down, but thinking of the nightmare just now, Nuan Jin felt a pain in his heart, and suddenly cried loudly, the frightened Xuan Ning no longer dared to joke, and hurriedly held her in his arms to coax and pat, saying that women are in the mood for June, and they say that change will change, and it is true.
"What's going on here?"
"Xuan Ning, I dreamed that you died, and I killed you, scared me to death, if you die, what can I do?"
Nuan Jin said intermittently, one sentence by one, Xuan Ning wanted to laugh and was a little sad when she heard it, although she was stubborn, but when he treated his heart, Xuan Ning never doubted it.
"Bah, what is not dead, no one will die, we will all be fine, besides, you troublesome spirit is still here, how can I rest assured that you will be left alone?" Thinking of something again, Lou Xuanning cleared his throat, "If you really have the heart, there are fewer moths, and we can live a few more days." ”
Nuan Jin naturally understood what her brother was referring to, and then pushed Xuan Ning away, staggered off the couch, and knelt in front of him with a plop.
Everyone was shocked, Yan Hehuan just wanted to step forward to help, but seeing Xuan Ning's face sank, he stopped.
"So...... You still haven't changed your mind? ”
"Brother, you must know what I want to say, my sister is really out of line, you must think that I am impulsive, to tell you the truth, this is not a thought I only have these days, I thought it was just a childhood friendship for him, but the more I get along, the more I feel that I am not just a young feeling for him, he is good at everything, except for identity, people can't find the slightest fault, he is such a proud person, he went to be a eunuch, and he is helpless."
The more Nuan Jin thought about it, the more she felt that Cen Run was not easy, and the more painful her heart became: "But you and I are not people who will be bound by status and status, I like him just like him, I don't see myself as a princess, it's just an ordinary woman with a sweetheart, brother, you must understand whether I am or not." After speaking, he didn't forget to take the afterglow and glance at Yan Hehuan.
Xuan Ning is extremely angry, she can't be on the table in her affairs, and she always has to use Yan Hehuan as a target openly and secretly. Besides, how can she compare this matter with him and Hehuan, doesn't she understand the difference between men and women?
"You didn't listen to what I told you that day?"
"I listened to it, and I knew that you were for my good, for Cen Run's good, but I couldn't control myself." Nuan Jin felt that he was very aggrieved, and even the people he liked were so bumpy, "Brother, my heart is going to ache to death, I feel that I really can't live, you always say that I am a princess, and I can call for wind and rain, but if I can't even fight for the person I like, then what should I do with the wind and rain?" I'm not the Heavenly Eunuch. ”
She cried so much that she was crying, Lou Xuanning looked distressed, she was so young that she couldn't even like two people, and the blow was indeed a bit big, but who could blame her? She really didn't dare to compliment people's eyes.
"Everyone always says that I am the happiest princess in the world, but no one who likes it can't, what kind of happiness is this?"
"You ......" Lou Xuanning couldn't help but smile bitterly at her, "Don't mess around, okay, is he an ordinary person?" He has a special identity, which is impossible, you are crying here and grabbing the earth, and you didn't go directly to your father and queen mother to ask for marriage, don't you also know that this is something that cannot be done? I don't mean to look down on him at all, you know this, if he is not a eunuch, even if he is a prince and minister, no matter how poor he is a common man, his brother can make decisions for you, but he ...... A eunuch, calling his father and emperor father? Do you think it sounds like words? This is death! Spread out, Nanchen's century-old foundation has become a laughing stock to our generation, and the ancestors have been humiliated, what do you say when you go underground a hundred years later? ”
Nuan Jin's eyes were red and swollen like walnuts, she probably didn't think it was appropriate, tears fell uncontrollably, every word her brother said was like a knife against his own flesh and blood, the road ahead was hopeless, but he was reluctant to forget it, and he felt that he had no way to live.
"Then I...... Shouldn't you be this princess? If you just let me die, can I be a common man? She didn't look like she was angry when she said this, so Lou Xuanning felt that his sister might be really crazy.
"Do you think this identity is something you want if you want it, and if you don't want it, you don't want it? In this case, you must not say it to others, otherwise the imperial grandmother will find out, and Cen Run will be the first to die! ”
Nuan Jin sat on the ground and looked at Lou Xuanning in a daze, this is not good, that is not possible, she is dead in all directions, she is trapped in the cage and cannot move, and the three souls and seven spirits are torn into countless pieces.
She couldn't help it, and finally began to cry, the sky fell and it was just like that, that time let her forget Mrs. Rong, she was sad for a long time, and now she wants her to forget Cen Run, she feels that she can't live, doesn't it mean that the princess has great power? Why do you like a gentleman, but you have to be stopped by so many people? Does she just like eunuchs? Even if she can't have children in the future, she is willing, that thing is troublesome to raise, and it is no better!
Nuan Jin's heart was bloody, staring at Lou Xuanning's eyes was a little hairy, and before he could react, Nuan Jin suddenly jumped up from the ground and slammed into the couch beam.
The people in the room screamed in an instant, and Lou Xuanning was even more frightened, and he didn't have time to think about it, so he flew up and stopped Nuan Jin.
Nuan Jin had great strength, and he couldn't help coughing a few times when he hit Lou Xuanning's chest, and finally stabilized his body before he lowered his head and stared at her in disbelief.
She is serious, this is the only thought in his mind, if he hadn't saved her in time, she wouldn't know how far the ** son would have spilled.
He was a little frightened, and he couldn't even make a sound for a moment, only a heavy gasp, indicating that he was in shock at the moment.
"Are you really crazy?"