Qingping Years (13)

It was very lively outside, and Wen was sitting on the kang in the house, and there was a scripture book on the kang table. Day after day, she was in the house, reading the scriptures over and over again, copying them over and over again...... It's a little different today, even in the house, you can hear the noise outside.

The old lady cared about her affection, and asked Wen Lan'er to accompany Wen's, but the mother and daughter had a room, an inside, and an outside, and never spoke unless necessary.

Wen looked out of the window several times and asked, "......What is this today?" Something at home? ”

No one in the family held Wen around, but Wen was very conscious and never stepped out of the house. No one restrained Wen Lan'er, but she basically didn't walk around outside the side yard. When people come to the house, they don't leave the house. If you need anything, just ask your mother-in-law to prepare. This is how all the trivial things such as eating, drinking, washing, etc. come about.

There is something to do today, The mother-in-law who delivered the meal in the morning had already reminded Wen Lan'er, saying that the fourth grandmother was going to entertain the clansmen, and these people had to say hello to the old lady and tell them to guard the gate of the courtyard. Therefore, she closed the courtyard door early. The mother-in-law also called her little granddaughter to come, and guarded the gatehouse at the gate of the courtyard, and no one called the door. You have to tell the person who called the door what's going on, don't make any misunderstandings.

At this time, she kept doing work in the outside world, and when she saw that she was asked inside, she said, "...... The fourth grandmother invited the clansmen, and this time the children came to ask the old lady one after another. ”

Wen sat back again, "The old lady called her a housekeeper, and she was right." Unlike wives and grandmothers, the shelves of high-ranking families can't be topped. ”

Wen Lan'er put down the work in her hand and asked, "Are you not used to looking at your wife, or are you not used to looking down on your grandmother?" ”

I feel that from those words, I feel that Wen Shi looks down on these two people.

Wen said: "My wife is good to me, and I miss her good." She treats me like a daughter, and if I have the ability and ability, I will naturally treat her better than my own mother. But feelings are feelings, and knowledge is knowledge. Her ability is indeed not enough to sit in the seat of Madame Hou. The old lady who was not invited to be sealed in the mansion back then has never been able to enter the circle of noble women, and she picks her daughter-in-law, how good can you expect it to be. After an inconspicuous time, the wife entered the door, and later, she chose a daughter-in-law for the uncle, who was not good to choose, and chose her niece. The Xu family's family is not helpful to the Jin family, so the Yao family is a family that lives with the Xu family, what can they expect? Rui Ge'er's appearance, not to mention the princess, should have followed the relationship between the fourth child and the Shun Wangfu at that time, and asked to marry the county lord of the Shun Wangfu as a match...... The family is prosperous, the children and grandchildren are extended, and the clan wife is not so easy to do. In the past, it was not obvious when it was calm and stable, but now it ...... As soon as something happens, the so-called daughter of a wealthy family is not as good as the Lin family, who was born as a barbarian on the border of the northland......"

Wen Lan'er frowned: "You are too mean to speak." ”

Wen was silent, and then the mother and daughter were silent.

After a long while, Wen Shi took a leisurely breath, "...... My experience is a lesson. You have to remember that you don't believe the rhetoric of men so easily. They are greedy for beauty and dare to promise anything. But when it comes to the time of interest, those who are willing to make concessions for the sake of women can't find a few people. Lan'er, I still say the same thing, the in-law I found for you is the best choice within my ability. I know that you have a plan in your heart, if you want to make Brother Shen change his mind, there is a way. After the New Year, you will be fifteen. Flower letter can't be delayed! My eyelids are jumping today...... I always feel that if I don't make it clear to you now, I'm afraid that our mother and daughter won't have the opportunity to talk like this again. You hate me, you hate me, I am your mother after all, and all I think about is you...... The only person who won't hurt you is my ......."

These words made Wen Lan'er's hands tremble, she was rare, and she couldn't control her emotions.

She thought of the boy...... He is not the most handsome, but he looks the most kind, and his shy and gentle smile is the brightest color after she encountered a great disaster and defected to the Wen family. But it was because she cherished it too much that she felt that no matter what, she shouldn't bring him all the troubles. He deserves better...... A better girl is.

Wen didn't wait for an answer from outside, but when he was eating, Lan'er brought food in, and today's meal was a little richer: a plate of cold mung bean sprouts, a plate of cold cabbage sum, a plate of braised pork, and a plate of minced meat and tofu. Then there's a bowl of hot and sour soup. There was also a pot of rice with white flowers, and a few other pastries.

It was the most sumptuous meal after leaving the capital.

The taste is not the previous taste, but it is like the taste of honoring the old lady and the wife before the fourth room, and it is very smooth to eat.

Such a hearty meal, but Wen Shi ate even more panic.

It's an unwarranted intuition, and it's a particularly bad feeling, and the meal is very absent-minded. In the second half of the day, this feeling was more obvious, and the Buddhist scriptures couldn't be read, and they couldn't copy them.

Seeing that the sky was gradually darkening, it was almost time to close the courtyard door, and Wen was relieved. I heard the time when the gate of the courtyard rang.

It's a dinner delivery.

As a result, I heard the voice of the mother-in-law guarding outside: "Fourth grandmother, why are you free?" ”

Wen was stunned, Lin Funiang is here?

She neatly went down from the kang, and Lan'er was already shouting, "Fourth grandmother." ”

Lin Yutong put down the food box in his hand and looked at Wen Lan'er, who was dressed in a simple body, to be honest, this girl ...... If it weren't for her identity, she would have liked it. She likes girls with bones on her body, and this Wen Lan'er is.

Couldn't help but soften, her voice softened, "I ate light tonight, red dates and millet porridge, a few side dishes, and jade buns." Put it hot on the cage drawer. ”

Because the kang is boiling hot water, there are large pots and stoves in the house, and the water is used to heat something, and the price is good.

Wen Lan'er responded, so she went to get busy.

Lin Yutong went directly to the inner room and met Wen face to face, but no one gave him a gift.

There were people guarding outside, and Lin Yutong wanted to think softly about the wording as much as possible in his heart, but ...... No matter how soft it is, the truth is very cruel.

What the?

Wen couldn't believe it.

That's what you just heard," ...... The eldest prince fell off his horse, and the situation was not very optimistic......" Lin Yutong repeated again.

Wen took several steps back, and then sat on the edge of the kang with his ass, "This is ...... Where did this come from......"

Lin Yutong didn't answer this question directly, but said: "Prepare tonight, and leave early tomorrow." You follow Li Cheng back to the capital. ”

The Wen clan instantly understood that this news was brought by Li Cheng, and the news of the Shun Wangfu was true nine times out of ten.

For a while, she even gasped heavily, and it took a long time for her to recover, but she turned her face to look at Lin Yutong, "That's it...... That's good! As long as the child is alive, even if he is crippled and has no throne, there is still a life. In this way, Lan'er was relieved. No one cares about the eldest prince anymore, so, who cares if he has a son or something else, let alone care, he also has a compatriot's sister. From then on, Lan'er was the daughter of the Wen family. The one I gave birth to...... Already went to ......"

The Wen family also has a daughter who is one year older than Wen Lan'er, but this kind of thing, it only says that the Wen family deliberately transferred the child in order to keep it secret, and the Wen family is dead, and there is nowhere to check.

Wen looked at Lin Yutong almost pleadingly: "The two children's family affairs can be stopped, but I entrust Lan'er and her lifelong affairs to you." I don't want her to live in a big family, even if it's a small family, find someone who loves her and cares for her, I will ...... in this life I can't thank you enough. ”

As he spoke, he knelt straight in front of Lin Yutong, "I'll go to Beijing, don't worry, I will protect Sister Qiong." will not let her suffer the slightest grievance. ”

Lin Yutong picked up Wen's with one hand, and nodded in the end. She looked at this woman deeply, maybe she could really make a difference in a place like the palace.

She mentioned Sister Qiong, and she was sincere. Xu is really affectionate, Xu is Lin Yutong always likes to think about people in a bad way, but what if these words carry a threatening meaning?

Whenever you plan for the worst, it's always right to be prepared.

The righteous daughters have received a bunch, and they don't care about having one more Wen Lan'er.

Lin Yutong promised: "Ming'er will ask Lan'er to move in with Sister Xuan." ”

Wen Lan'er almost threw a plate of buns in her hand onto the edge of the pot...... Are you moving in on your own?

By the time she reacted, the fourth grandmother had already left. Only the mother and daughter were left, inside one threshold and one outside the threshold, just looking at each other face to face.

On this day, the fourth master had to pick up his aunt's wife, and he got up before dawn. Jin Xiao will follow this time, and the statement to Jin Ji is that the old lady is called to accompany him.

Jin Ji felt that this was the meaning of the old lady's mind, and told Jin Xiaowan to be careful on the way, everything was arranged properly, and before leaving, he gave a silver ticket of 1,000 taels, telling him to use this money to just pay for expenses.

In fact, Mrs. Gu's house is not far away, and it takes half a day to arrive. When I got there, I had something to do, and it was unlikely that I would return that day, so when I left, it was a light car and several carriages.

No one knew that there was a man sitting in the carriage, following the convoy, and just left. The convoy stopped in town and entered through the back door of the tea shop. Jin Xiao knew that this was something to say to the second master of the Shun Palace. After a delay here, the fourth master came out again, and Jin Xiao found that a carriage was left, but the second master's entourage was next to the carriage, as if he was packing up and wanted to use this carriage, and Jin Xiao didn't care. Just follow this side and set off.

As soon as this team left, Li Cheng also set off. I pulled several truckloads of goods, all of which were high-quality furs and ginseng, as if I was going out to buy New Year's goods. Wen's face was painted black and green, wearing gray clothes and black pants, and he was afraid that he would not be able to bear the cold on the road, so he wore layer after layer, and the whole person was very bloated. She was like the most inconspicuous mother-in-law in the convoy, and she followed all the way.

Li Cheng didn't take the initiative to talk to her, and there was no one in the team, so he ...... slowly Slowly walked away.

And when everything was taken care of, the old lady announced: Wen died of illness.

Everyone knows it's fake, but this funeral still has to be done.

But after all, there are two layers of old people on it, and the junior's funeral is all in the past. Not to mention her, it was Jin Zhongwei at the beginning, because of the problem of death, the funeral was also done in a hurry and simply.

A wife can't be more expensive than a husband, and she can't be grand if she wants to.

The coffin had been prepared a long time ago, and it was still made by the kid Jin Shi himself. Learn carpenter...... I didn't learn it, so I played a pair of this thing first.

Jin Shi looked at others like that, and the child was quite aggrieved: "My father asked me to do it." ”

Lin Yutong waved his hand, "It's good!" As long as it works! ”

The paint is ready, and it will work. Anyway, there are no people inside, so it goes down empty, so that the second master over there can be peace and tranquility.

It had been prepared a long time ago, so the mourning hall was quickly cleaned up.

I found a guest house and 'stopped the spirit' over there.

These juniors don't know what Wen's past is, and it's not just juniors, but other people don't know too much. On the third side, I only know that Wen's is sick and outstanding. Sun will never go to see it, for fear of infecting his brother Lang. Over there in the big house...... The father and son are the eldest son and the eldest grandson, Jin Kuang must have said it. But Xiao Xu knows whether he knows or not, it's hard to say. No one knows if Xu has exposed his bottom to this daughter-in-law.

Anyway, the people are gone now, and the children are really sad. Over the years, Wen's has no children, and he is good to the children and nephews below. The Wen family is a clear stream, generations of scholars, many of them are out of print, others don't have them, she will be able to get them. Therefore, as long as the children say that they use it, Wen's will find it with ideas. Especially for a few girls, Sister Lin and Sister Xuan, it would be even better. The piano, chess, calligraphy and painting that the girl learned were all learned from her, a talented second uncle. A little girl said that it would be coaxing to say that she was proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, but the basis of the learning was taught by Wen. She treats the children kindly, and when she has delicious food and fun, it is fashionable materials, and she mostly asks the children to give points.

It's good for the kids to remember this.

As soon as she said that the person was gone, Sister Xuan couldn't stand it first, and she couldn't stop crying.

And what Sanfang showed was surprise, how to say this, how to say that it was gone.

Sun also wondered that she originally wanted to help Wen dress, but when she got here, she had already packed up. She felt strange in her heart, so she asked Lin Yutong: "Why didn't you call me over?" ”

Before Lin Yutong could speak, Wen Lan'er on the side said: "Auntie can't get up, but suddenly last night she seemed to be better, she was able to get up, and she ate a bowl of porridge and two jade buns." I looked at it and said it was okay, but my aunt said it was the end of the day. I was startled, and immediately asked the old lady to know...... Who knew that my aunt wouldn't let me, saying that on a cold day, don't toss the old and the small, I can't stand it. She got up and asked for hot water to wash, and she changed into new clothes and packed them up. Tell me that if it doesn't work, don't let anyone see her remains...... I've been sick these days, I can't eat a bowl of porridge a day, and I can't lose weight early......"

In this way, Sun has some understanding. I have such a look, I can't go, but I left a bad impression. She just muttered 'jealous red face'.

When she turned around, she immediately worried that her two children would have to keep a watch, and she was afraid that she would get sick from the cold.

As soon as she left in such a hurry, only Wen Lan'er and Lin Yutong were left inside.

The old lady said that she was too old to stand the white-haired people sending the black-haired people, so she couldn't come. Over there, Aunt Wu came over to incense for the Xu family, saying that as soon as the wife heard the news, she fainted, and it was easy to get better, and she couldn't stand this stimulation, so she remembered the matter of the second master as soon as she came, and she was afraid of touching the scene. Jin Kuang is a father-in-law, and he only ordered Lin Yutong to do a good job of the funeral, and that's it.

The father and son of the big house can't get out of the house, they only keep it, and they have to be taken care of by the Yao family.

She came over, just on the pillar incense, keeping a watch, and was called several times after a while.

The fourth master was not there, so he took Jin Yi with him. The only one who should be used at home is the third master.

Send someone to report the funeral to the clan, and then ask him to support the male guests outside, Lin Yutong wants to coordinate everywhere, the children of the next generation are filial sons, and they should be in the mourning hall.

Others only know that Wen's knees do not have children, so this wrestling pot has to be a nephew.

It was supposed to be Brother Rui'er, but it was difficult for the body to go out temporarily, so Brother Kun had to come. The old lady took pity on Bai's pregnancy and took Bai over, only saying that she was not in good health, and there was a short person to serve her.

Lin Yutong has a number of points for how many people in the clan are yesterday, and there are many juniors in the clan, so this mourning dress and the like have to be arranged quickly. Not to mention anything else, just on the side of the big house, there are twenty or thirty children in the younger generation.

Coupled with the children of these clans, looking at the past, Dai Xiao's is not a hundred but eighty, which is very spectacular.

Wen Lan'er knelt behind Sister Lin and Sister Xuan, and with her heavy filial piety, she hid her face in a big filial piety hat, and only occasionally raised her eyes to look at the male filial son. Seeing that Jin Qishen did not follow his eldest brother to deal with the male guests, but was very careful to take Jin Si to take care of the young children in the clan, who was going to be hungry, he asked someone to bring pastries. Whoever is thirsty must stop the child from drinking cold, and must pour ginger and jujube tea from the stove and drink it. I was just done here, and I didn't know what to order, and after a while, a mother-in-law came over and came over with a new futon to change these girls for them. After changing the futon, it was immediately different. There was a warm breath from below the knee...... It turned out that in the rough futon, there was freshly burned grass ash. The futon is changed every half an hour, and it is not cold at all.

He doesn't follow his eldest brother to show up, but he arranges these little things properly behind his back.

For a moment, her eyes couldn't help but look at the other party......

Jin Qishen just told Jin Si to prepare a few more charcoal basins, and at least one charcoal basin was placed among the four of them, so as not to get cold, but as soon as he turned his head, he saw a pair of autumn-like eyes, looking at him so straight.

It's her.

He smiled at her calmly, and then asked with a question in his eyes: Is there something wrong?

If he said something like that, he would still be kind.

She quickly lowered her eyes, shook her head slightly, lowered her head again, and the tears that had never fallen fell all at once. Jiu'er, who had been accompanying Sister Xuan on the side, was thoughtful, and in the evening, she took a break, and she said this to Lin Yutong: "I think the girl of the Wen family looked at the eyes of the second brother Shen, and she ......" She didn't dare to talk about the elders, but said, "The eyes are the same as when the eldest young grandmother mentions the eldest young master......

This statement made Lin Yutong pay attention to it.

Jiu'er is young, but she knows what is going on between men and women. So, she said yes, and the eight achievements were.

The eldest young grandmother in her mouth is talking about Yao's. She hadn't seen Rui Ge'er, but she had seen Yao's way of mentioning Rui Ge'er. Yao's likes Rui Ge'er, that husband-looking husband, how could Yao's not like it?

Now, Jiu'er said that Wen Lan'er's eyes when she looked at Brother Shen were the same as Yao's eyes when she mentioned Brother Rui, which meant that Wen Lan'er liked Brother Shen. And the obvious contrast is that Jiu'er is obviously more familiar with the Bai family, but when she makes a comparison, why doesn't she compare the Bai family?

This shows that there is indeed a problem between the Bai family and Brother Kun, what Brother Kun thinks, Lin Yutong really didn't pay attention. But Bai's ...... I don't have Brother Kun in my heart.

It's hard to say about the relationship between two people. It can't be said that the Bai family didn't fall in love with Brother Kun, Lin Yutong must think about how this daughter-in-law is. After marriage, the two slowly reconciled and got along, and there were many feelings, and they couldn't say whose fault it was. This matter cannot be rushed!

But this can't help but remind Lin Yutong of one thing, that is, Brother Shen's marriage. To be honest, this kid really has everything in his possession. At home, he never argues with his brother for righteousness, and is especially obedient. and has always let his younger brothers and sisters, very generous. If you say it is good, your personality can be said to be gentle, but if you don't hear it, you are a gentle person.

Without a pair of discerning eyes, it is really difficult to find out how good this child is.

Many old adults tend to ignore this child, let alone find him a young wife of the same age...... The little girl can see these good ones, and there are a few of them.

There is no chance to find it from a good family background, but there is a chance, and his family is not the head of the Jin family, or he is in charge of the family, and he is also the youngest son. And Brother Shen is the second son of this house, and from the perspective of a large family, the value of marriage is really not high. You can find the daughter of a small official and a small official, who can rely on her daughter to climb to a high house, and you can count on how high the child's vision is.

In such a row, it seems to be a little understandable why the original two sons ordered the second son to book the family's family affairs. It is true that from all aspects, there is no more suitable than this family matter. Even if the Xu family wanted to succeed to the second room at that time, the four-room couple was reluctant to give up their son, and they also felt that finding a good father-in-law and a good wife for their son was a lifelong thing, which was really insignificant compared to that reluctance.

And now that the Jin family is here, what options do they have to say about their relatives? The children of down-to-earth people, if Lin Yutong and the fourth master are looking for them, they will be able to find them. But since childhood, the living environment, living habits, and all aspects are different, two people will be able to live well together? Brother Shen just didn't say it...... But when the parents are concerned, they feel that the child is wronged.

The next day, she went to the mourning hall to see if everything was in order.

She noticed that the place Sister Lan chose was very special, and it was difficult for the kneeling people around to notice that there was still her over there. She pressed her filial hat low, and no one wanted to see his face. Also, there are people from the old house, people from the clan, and half-grown boys are also coming in and out. There is no one to protect her, and she knows how to protect herself.

Brother Kun was just about to come over to talk, but someone from outside said that the third master was looking for him, so he hurriedly went outside.

Lin Yutong looked at Brother Shen, who was talking to Jin Si on the side, and raised his voice and shouted. She called out while looking at Sister Lan with her spare eyes.

Only the three words 'Brother Shen'er' were called, and Wen Lan'er quickly half-raised her head and looked directly at the place where Brother Shen was. It's so big here, it's a mess, Sister Xuan raised her head and looked left and right, and then she found Brother Shen'er's seat, and then shouted, "Second brother!" Second brother! Mother called you. ”

Brother Shen came over in a hurry, and was tripped by a little bit and almost fell. Others couldn't help but sneer, but Wen Lan'er, like Sister Xuan and Sister Lin, couldn't help but 'belch' worriedly, and then breathed a sigh of relief when she saw that she was fine. Sister Xuan and Sister Lin could still complain that whose children were not optimistic, but Wen Lan'er lowered her head over there, as if the person she was worried about just now was not her.

Lin Yutong knew it in her heart, and when she found a vacancy, she asked someone to call Brother Shen back.

Brother Shen thought there was something wrong, so he hurried over, and when he came in, he called his mother, "What is there for my son to do?" ”

Lin Yutong looked at Brother Shen, who seemed to have grown taller again, and couldn't help laughing, "Mother wants to tell you something." ”

Brother Shen was stunned for a moment, and then nodded: "Son, listen." He picked up the tea and tested the temperature with the back of his hand before handing it over.

The expression on Lin Yutong's face froze, and he told him about the Wen family, the emperor and Xu Shizhong, and he didn't even hide it from him about the recent accident of the eldest prince.

Brother Shen's face was solemn, "Mother told me this, but you want to mention my marriage to the cousin of the Wen family?" ”

Lin Yutong reached out and touched the child's face, "Can you tell your mother, what do you think?" ”

Brother Shen lowered his eyelids, "My son doesn't have any big ambitions, so he looks forward to the peace and happiness of his family." The matter of the second aunt...... To be honest, the son was taken aback. On the one hand, I feel that the second uncle is stupid and loyal, how can the position of wife be allowed at will? On the other hand, I felt that the second aunt was pitiful. Zuo is just a woman who has become a victim of a man's abandonment for the sake of power, saying that it is a proper arrangement, but in fact it is still abandoned. Then the son was furious...... Eldest sister, what will happen if she marries into the He family? My son really can't rest assured. The son is willing to believe in the second aunt, and the second aunt is willing to help his sister because of guilt. But I'm afraid that the second aunt who is close to the center of power will change people's hearts...... What if it changes? What if you take your sister to blackmail your father in the future? Thinking of this, the son was scared again...... If the mother wants to bring it up again, the son will not object. Marrying her can ensure that my sister and nephew will not be bullied...... is very good to her, and if it can be exchanged for the second aunt to be good to her sister, it is also worth it. "If the family is really affected by her identity in the future, it will be a big deal to ask Daddy to kick herself out of the door.

Thinking about it like this, my heart became more and more calm. He raised his head and looked at his mother firmly, "Mother, you can decide this matter, I promise." ”

This kid understands everything in his heart, but he still thinks of it everywhere for others.

She asked, "What if...... In case Sister Lan's identity ......"

"Mother, since my son married her, there is no reason to abandon her again." He smiled calmly, but refused to say anything more!

What a stupid boy!

Lin Yutong raised his hand and patted him on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "Daddy is ruthless, who is willing to fill the hole with you?" She pulled the child to sit down, "Mother has never been a person who is willing to easily reverse her decision. Since your marriage has been withdrawn for you, according to the character of me and your father, we will easily refuse to turn back. But this time, why did my mother come back to you again...... Not for your sister as you think...... If something really happens to your sister, your father and I have a way. Where is willing to sacrifice you? My mother came to ask you because of ...... I saw you in that child's eyes......"

Brother Shen didn't understand at first, but then he understood, and his face immediately turned red: "Mother...... No...... There is no ......" is at a loss like a child.

Lin Yutong sighed, "So, my mother is worried!" My son is very good, in the eyes of my mother and your father, you are the same as your brother and sister and your younger brothers and sisters, and you are the best. My mother doesn't want my son to be wronged, and others can't like my son, then no matter how good she is, in my eyes, it's not suitable. On the other hand, if this girl is very good in her own right, she has my son in her eyes...... can still be the same as me, and I just think that my son is the best...... Then of course I have to ask what my stupid son thinks. Mother hopes that other girls have you in their hearts, and I also hope that you have other girls in your hearts, and you also want to marry others, which is not a grievance. That's why my mother told you these words. So that you don't think about what is behind it, as for the so-called troubles...... If it is trouble, there is a way to solve it, and if it is a man, he must have the courage and responsibility to solve the trouble. You just have to think about it, after putting all this aside, just talk about such a person, whether she is worthy of your liking, and whether you can let go of her in your heart. ”

Brother Shen'er even had red ears and neck, and he was embarrassed and had nowhere to hide, "...... Son...... Never thought ......"

Then you think about it slowly, and let's talk about it when you've thought about it.

Jin Qishen didn't know how he came out, and when the cold wind blew, the heat on his face faded little by little. I used to keep a wake for my second aunt, and I was quite sad. Now that his emotions are a little complicated, knowing that the coffin is empty, his steps towards the mourning hall are not so anxious.

The mother said that the cousin of the Wen family has her own heart.

It's a chic. At that time, when he was married, he didn't have a longing for it. At that time, I also thought that my wife didn't have to be beautiful, just pleasing to the eye. You don't have to be talented, you just need to be able to read and write things clearly. It doesn't have to be gentle like water, it's just fierce, as long as she's right, follow her. Even if it's like Sister Xuan'er and pampered, it doesn't matter, as long as you respect her like a wife and love her like a sister, there is nothing bad about it.

didn't think that she was so good-looking. In fact, the two families are in-laws, and he has also seen other girls from the Wen family, but he has never seen her. I didn't care about it before, but after the marriage, she always thought that she was not in good health. After the marriage, he and her glanced at each other from a distance across the pavilion, but in fact, he didn't see it clearly. It wasn't until something happened to the Wen family that she was lucky enough to survive, and he really saw her.

He was afraid that she would think too much, and told her that he didn't mind what she was worried about. Unexpectedly, in exchange for it, she told him that she had someone in her heart.

Is it uncomfortable? It was very uncomfortable.

Shame? I guess there are some.

But he forgave and understood and appreciated the approach, at least in her situation, and she didn't try to deceive herself.

He thought that if she had the courage to say it, she must have already made a plan. Maybe she must have discussed it with the one in her heart. Waiting is just quitting himself.

He is willing to withdraw from his relatives, and others may feel that they are cowardly, but in his opinion, he has nothing to lose by fulfilling others.

Besides, compared to her, she is really too ordinary.

The Jin family is already like this, he thinks, he will also find an ordinary wife in the future, and the two will live an ordinary life together. It doesn't matter if it's good or bad, during this time, he left behind all the things of the Four Books and Five Classics, there are a lot of books in the house, and what he reads the most is agriculture and miscellaneous, and even thinks that Jin Shi is very interesting to learn carpenter with his father, and wants to try it. He thought, even if he is not a son, a man should have the ability to support his family.

However, suddenly, my mother said that she had him in her heart.

He didn't believe it at first, but he thought, why should his mother lie to himself. He was not as good as his brother, and he was not as clever and cute as his younger brother, but he never felt discriminated. My mother can't lie to herself for this.

That is to say, she really has her own in her heart.

Whispering? A little.

But then she felt uncomfortable again, if she had herself in her heart, why did she lie to herself before?

There is only one possibility, that is, she knows her own background, and she is afraid of affecting herself.

If you think about it from another angle, does she feel that she doesn't have the ability and responsibility to shelter her from the wind and rain?

For the first time, he felt that it was a mistake to be an ordinary person and be willing to live the most ordinary life. Parents raise and family expectations, is it just to make you not want to make progress?

Thinking so, the person had already arrived at the mourning hall and walked in.

Sister Xuan knelt and pulled her brother's robe: "What's wrong?" "Stunned, the expression is strange and scary.

Jin Qishen lowered his head, glanced at Sister Xuan'er, and then noticed that there was still a line of sight next to him. He habitually thought it was the second sister, but he didn't want to, so he crashed straight into Sister Lan's sight.

As soon as the two looked at each other, Sister Lan instantly lowered her head, as if it was not her who was looking at him worriedly just now.

Jin Qishen looked at her, she had already lowered her head, and she couldn't see her face. The man kneeling there was so indifferent...... Sister Xuan was wearing a mink inside, and she was the only one wrapped in a cotton cloak...... He raised his hand to take off the wolf's skin, draped it directly over her body, and then strode away......

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