One hundred and three, begging

At this time, it was about two o'clock in the afternoon, and people came and went on the street, and the enthusiastic sunshine shone everywhere from time to time, making people panic.

Occasionally, there are passers-by who hurried forward with their heads bowed and briskly like Lin Chaoge, the difference is that they all have smiles on their faces, and they are more full of hope and vitality, I don't know what day it is, and the whole city exudes a festive atmosphere.

The red lanterns are hung high, the ribbons and silk scarves are fluttering, the young girls are walking slowly with the curtains on their heads, and a gust of wind is coming, and the fragrance is bursting.

The people around him smiled and took it for granted, as if no one here had any troubles and pains, and everyone's faces were full of life

Lin Chaoge, who was poorly dressed, looked out of place in the glamorous crowd, like a rat feces suddenly falling into a pot of thick white porridge to dazzle the eyes, and pedestrians covered their noses and avoided left and right.

Their disgusted and disdainful eyes were like needles stuck in her fragile heart without realizing it, whispering and taunting from time to time, and even naughty children threw stones at her grinning game.

Lin Chaoge's current situation is like a dog wheezing to survive under them, or die in a no-man's corner to be eaten by rats.

Lin Chaoge wrapped his robe tightly again, and hurriedly left this nightmare scene, returning to the corner of the narrow alley mouth that was remote and uninhabited, covered with moss and full of rotting and damp smell, and buried his whole body trembling in his knees, and what appeared in front of him was a bottomless darkness, and endless panic wanted to pull her into the abyss.

She kept shaking her head desperately and said not to recall the scene when the original owner died, not to recall the life of the dark sewer rats, but she could only hold her head, so depressed that she didn't know what to do

The whole person was faint and mediocre, and could only cry silently like a soulless walking corpse, not knowing where to go, only that she wanted to escape from this nightmare, this darkness like hell.

Tears flowed, life went on, wiping the corners of the eyes that were red from crying because of cowardice and incompetence, no matter what the heart was, the cruel life continued.

Looking at this situation, let alone changing her fate, it is unknown whether she will be able to survive to the age of twenty-five in hiccups.

People are hard to dismantle.

When I returned to the ruined temple, after I was busy with everything, it was already a black night sky dotted with stars, and the lights were on.

The nightlife belonging to others has just begun, and Lin Chaoge is the only one in a cold sweat.

Lin Xiao had already fallen asleep, and less than a foot close to Lin Chaoge, she held a corner of the broken sentence fan in her hand to fan him lightly for the cool breeze, so that he could sleep comfortably.

In addition to the two of them, there is only an old man with a gray beard, who heard that there was a flood in his hometown, and he had to run all the way to Chang'an.

Lin Xiao tugged at the corner of Lin Chaoge's wide clothes, and was timid for fear that Lin Chaoge would leave when he fell asleep, and he was sleeping heavily, not knowing what kind of sweet dreams he was dreaming, and there was a sweet smile on his lips.

After thinking about it for a long time, Lin Chaoge also felt a sense of sleepiness, and moved over to get closer to Lin Xiao.

In the ruined temple, the two tired teenagers slept very sweetly, Lin Chaoge didn't care about the broken rule that men and women were seven years old and didn't sit at the same table, and the two small bodies also hugged each other tightly, as if there was only each other left in the world to rely on.

This night, I slept until the next morning.

The old man, who had never had any intersection, suddenly poked Lin Chaoge up with a branch that served as a crutch and woke up Lin Chaoge violently and ruthlessly.

The sunlight outside shines in front of him through the emitting, and the beard is knotted and stained with a lot of filth because it has not been washed for many days, and on the face of the old man, Lin Chaoge, who has just opened his eyes and has not yet come back to his senses, pulled out a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, reached out and touched his forehead, it turned out that this was not a dream.

This is not Luoyang, but the bustling Chang'an.

"Boy, when you wake up, hurry up and go to beg for food with the old man, the old man can't see you people who have hands and feet and are idle" The old man saw that he woke up and threw a black porcelain bowl with a notch to him, and said in a rough voice: "By the way, the old man's surname is Li, and you can call me Li Bo in the future."

"Lieber" said a little hoarse voice to the throat, and the rustling was a mouthful of old phlegm in his mouth.

Lin Chaoge didn't speak, nor did she reach out to pick up the broken porcelain bowl, and in the end, the pride of the scholar alone was preventing her from touching her bottom line.

"Why, it's still embarrassing to beg for food, phew, then you deserve to starve to death" Li Bo walked around Lin Chaoge on crutches, with endless ridicule in his words, life is thinner than paper, and his heart is higher than the sky.

"Brother won't, I'll just come" Lin Xiao, who had just woken up, fumbled with the broken bowl that was thrown on the ground, turned his head and smiled flatteringly at Lin Chaoge.

Inexplicably, her heart is sour, and she is even more unwilling!

After cleaning up, the two of them followed Li Bo through the carved beams and paintings, bluestone streets, dark alleys, and walked for about an hour or so when they came to a stop on the bank of a river full of willow fragrance and flowers.

It is a river that runs from east to west, and now it is noon, and there are more people, and the river presents a haze in the light, and many of the boats have sat or stood in the bow of many pretty young girls, all of whom are dressed coolly, and smile and smile at the passing boats, and if there are any eyes fixed on the riverbank, and more adult men beckon, they will order the boatman at the helm to dock, and after discussing for a while, if the deal is sold, he will go into the cabin and change to another boy or boy to take his or her placeThe whole river is filled with a fragrant and charming atmosphere.

Li Bo, who was walking in the front, seemed to be accustomed to this situation, and didn't care at all, pulling Lin Chaoge to the side under the willow tree, taking out a broken bowl and sitting with half-squinted eyes.

After a while, someone threw a few unwanted food into his bowl, copper coins and coins, and silver was something that was rarely obtained, most of which were rich ladies and sons who did not know the sufferings of the world.

Li Bo would also kneel and kowtow when someone came to implement it for him, saying, "Thank you for this kind man's young lady, good man's life is safe and so on."

But Lin Chaoge wouldn't say this even if he was downcast some time ago, Lin Xiao seemed to know what she had to think, and took the broken porcelain bowl, which looked like it.

Lin Chaoge didn't allow it because of his only self-esteem, and he was unwilling to kneel on the ground to accept the disdainful and ridiculed eyes of the people who came and went, and left away like a coward, under a weeping willow tree.

Yes, she is a coward, a cowardly and fearful coward, she can obviously go to ask Bai Qingxing in Chang'an to help Xiao Yuzi on the first day of her despair, or just simply reply to Wang Xifeng, she will not fall to such a point.

Everything is to blame, but she doesn't dare, she is afraid, afraid that others will see her helpless and humble side, so that it will become more and more intense, causing today's situation.

After Lin Xiao begged for a little food, he planned to end the day's begging, the things they gave were very rich, and there were even a few copper plates, Lin Xiao rubbed the small broken bowl in his arms, as if he was hiding some big treasure, he was anxious and looked around nervously.

Lin Chaoge stretched out his hand and grabbed it, brushed it in his ear and whispered: "Now I can rest assured."

Lin Chaoge took Lin Xiao's hand and slowly left step by step in the afterglow of the sunset.

The day passed quickly, the night came quietly, tonight the wind and sand were too strong, some cold and strong winds, maybe there will be a long-lost rainstorm, I don't know how many people will be buried in this night.

They returned to this ruined temple where they were hiding, saved from the fate of homelessness, but the ruined temple full of holes could not stop the invasion of the cold wind, Lin Chaoge instinctively hugged the only source of heat in his body, absorbing a little warmth.

When he returned during the day today, Li Bo didn't say a word along the way, but his cloudy eyes still looked at Lin Chaoge and the others, his mouth was half open and half closed for a long time, and he didn't know how to say what he wanted to say, but he just took the broken blanket he slept on and shrunk into sleep, and the loud snoring didn't disappear for a while.

In fact, there are a lot of debris scattered in this small ruined temple, and there are cracks in some places, and no one knows if they will be killed in the middle of the night, and there are basically few places to stay.

"Brother" Lin Xiao, who had already confirmed the relationship, smiled proudly and held up the money he had asked for today, like a child who had scored 100 points in the exam and begged for encouragement.

Lin Chaoge smiled encouragingly and rubbed the top of his hair, but he couldn't see it, and his eyes were full of bitterness.

In fact, she knew that Lin Bo disagreed with her approach, and she didn't give her a good look along the way, Lin Chaoge knew that she was at a loss, so she had to reduce her sense of existence as much as possible.

On the contrary, Lin Xiao on the side held Lin Chaoge's hand, so happy that he couldn't wait to tell the world.

He has an older brother, and he is finally no longer a lonely man, and his brother is very good to him, and his brother is very gentle.

Since Lin Xiao knew that he had an older brother, he couldn't wait to stick to Lin Chaoge's side twenty-four hours a day, in fact, he really did it.

The wounds on Lin Chaoge's body have begun to suppurate, and the weather is hot, so he can even smell a foul smell, and without medication, he can only rely on his own recovery system.

Lin Chaoge was lying on the thatched pile full of fleas, his eyes were blank as if he had lost focus, it turned out that the crossings he had seen before were all deceitful, women were versatile, and they spent a lot of money to go out casually, but all of this had to be built on the basis of money, and it was difficult to move an inch without money.

In ancient times, it was not so wonderfully depicted, the old era was a cannibalistic society, human life was like a mustard, and if you were not careful, your life would be in danger, and perhaps it may be because she is not the heroine of the destiny, so she can't say anything.

What's more, she is a black household, maybe other towns are not so serious, but this is at the foot of the heavenly family, and it is naturally stricter.